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Without You I'm Nothing (Chapter 39 up now!)	By : urbanephoenix Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Placebo Views: 5829 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is purely a work of fiction! I do not know any members of Placebo or their families, and I do not profit from these writings.

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BRIAN.

Brian was surprised at how direct Stef was. He’d picked him for the shy type. He smiled and looked down at him. His beautiful face now looking straight at him. The smaller man wiped the blood from the side of Stef’s mouth and leaned closer. Ever so gently they met, Brian’s top lip brushing against Stefan’s bottom one. Tasting some of the blood, Brian pressed harder into the kiss, his hand pushing Stef’s golden hair out of the way.
Usually he would have had his eyes closed to savor the moment, but Brian couldn’t resist looking at the boy beneath him and relished in how much he was enjoying it. Risking it, Brian slid his hand down Stef’s neck and undid his top button, causing him to shiver slightly at the touch. Pulling the collar of the shirt out, Brian drew his lips away from Stef’s and latched them onto his neck, nibbling gently, causing the larger boy to tense up and let out a small gasp.
Brian was loving it, he loved having this effect on people. He started sucking on Stef’s neck more aggressively, his hands wandering down his chest, feeling his warm skin through his shirt.

“Brian…” Stef gasped softly.

Brian stopped and propped himself up to look down, into those beautiful eyes, and smiled. “Did I kiss it better?”

STEFAN.

Stefan had to tell him to stop, even though his body was screaming at him not too. He couldn’t get too worked up. He’d got the kiss he’d wanted, he had to stop it before anything else happened. “I… yes. I think so.”

“Well, you can never be TOO sure, can you?” Brian replied, leaning in for another kiss.

God he was beautiful, Stef thought to himself. His soft, warm lips felt so nice against his own. His small, gentle hands made his body tingle as he rubbed his chest. Oh how he wanted it to continue.

“I think… we should stop before…”

“Before what?” Brian asked, knowing full well what.

“I don’t know, I just… we only just met. I shouldn’t have even asked, I’m sorry.”

“I’m not. Why does it matter? I’m attracted to you and you’re obviously attracted to me, isn’t that all that matters?”

How could he deny those beautiful eyes, looking down at him so sad. Stefan brought his hand up to Brian’s face running his fingers through his hair. “I know but… I’m scared of what could happen.”

“Everybody is scared of something.” Brian paused for a second. “Before, you asked for me to tell you a secret. You still want to know?”

Stef nodded.

“I’m always scared. Scared of my family, of almost everybody. That’s why I was angry when you helped me yesterday. You made me confront my fear, you held it out for all to see, especially me, and I hated you for it. I’m scared of failure, of being ugly and getting old, but most of all, I’m scared of letting anybody in. Being vulnerable for someone else.”

Smiling, Stef cupped Brian’s head in his giant hands. “You never have to be afraid. I’ll look after you.” He leant up, pulling Brian into a soft kiss. “And you could never be ugly.”

BRIAN.

He felt so safe with Stef. Brian couldn’t help but let his guard down, letting the taller boy touch him. God how he wished he’d touch him lower, and lower and lower…

“So, are we doing this?” he asked, gently. He could tell Stefan was still unsure.
That he wanted it as much as Brian did, but there was still fear in his eyes.

“I’m sorry, I… I want to, so much, but…” Stef stopped and rested his head back on the pillow, looking distracted. “It’s just, the last boy I was… with… just used me. He didn’t care about me, he just wanted to know what it was like to kiss a boy, get sucked off by one…” he spat these last words and Brian could feel the hate in his tone. He understood, he’d been there.

“Stef, I know what you mean. I’ve had plenty of boys say all the right things to get me in the sack, and being the idiot I am, I’ve always given in. But this isn’t the same as that…”

“Why isn’t it? I don’t know you, you don’t know me… it’s all just physical bullshit.”

Brian was hurt, he’d honestly thought it was a bit more than that.

“I do know you, Stefan. You’re me. You’re lonely and confused and you want to be close to someone, but, like me, you’re afraid that if you do, you’ll get hurt. The only difference is, you’re smart. You know when to draw the line. You’re special, and if you want to stop now, that’s ok.”

“Do you want to? Stop, I mean…”

“No.” Brian replied, a little too quickly. “No… I know you’re unsure, but if we don’t do this now, we never will. One of us will over think it.”

Stef smiled. God Brian was learning to love that smile. “You mean I’ll over think it?”

“Something like that. Just, go with it. It doesn’t have to happen again, if you don’t want to, and we can stop at any time. But for now, just… let go.” He planted yet another kiss on Stef’s lips, but this time not holding back, forcing his tongue into the other boy’s mouth, devouring him.

Brian’s words must have had a big impact because he instantly felt his head being pushed back by the larger boy’s kiss, rolling his body over so Brian was now beneath him.

STEFAN.

Carefully lifting Brian’s singlet off, Stef couldn’t help but be in awe of his tiny body. Yes, he’d seen it not long ago, but up close it was just so beautiful. Stefan ran his large hands over Brian’s chest, his warm skin so nice to touch. “You’re… gorgeous.” He whispered, making the smaller man smile. He gently started kissing his neck, getting lower, but being careful to avoid the nasty bruise staining his side. Brian had his eyes closed and head tilted back, Stef could see he was clearly doing something right. Ever so gently, he started running his tongue and teeth over his nipples, making be body under him shiver in anticipation.

“S….Stef?” Brian panted softly.

“Mm?” Stefan didn’t want to stop what he was doing, not after seeing what an impact he was having.

“Th- that other b-boy… ooh god Stef that feels so…” Stef had started to get lower, towards Brian’s bellybutton, but his hands still rubbing him all over. The slight bulge in his tight jeans becoming more obvious.

“That other boy, was he any good?”

Stef smiled. “Actually, I never got anything in return for my services.”

Brian sat up and pulled Stef off the bed.

“W- what are you doing?” he asked, confused.

“Giving you something you should have gotten a long time ago.” Brian started undoing the button on Stefan’s pants. They fell of his slender hips so easily, revealing a slight bulge of his own, making Brian smile. “Do you always wear tighty whiteys?” he teased.

“Shut up, I wasn’t expecting anybody else to see them.” Stef replied as said underwear was quickly disposed of. “I…” he was cut off by Brian shoving his entire length in his small, warm mouth as if his life depended on it. “Oh God…” Stefan groaned. It felt so good, Brian had obviously done this many times before. Running his tongue over the head of his cock, Stefan couldn’t help but wish he could stop time, relish this moment forever. Running his long fingers through Brian’s silky hair, Stef pulled him in further, feeling his cock hit the back of the smaller man’s throat.

“You like?” Brian smiled, not bothering to remove Stef’s now raging hard cock from his mouth.

“Ye… argh.”

STEFAN AND BRIAN.

Brian looked up at Stefan, who was towering over him more than usual. He hadn’t been going long, but he could tell his friend was getting far too excited, and that’s not what he wanted, not yet. Standing up, Brian moved back towards the bed, pulling Stef with him.

“Why are you still wearing pants?”

Brian paused for a second. “I think that’s possibly the sexiest thing anybody has ever said to me…” he pulled Stefan in for a hard, passionate kiss while trying to undo the button on his jeans at the same time, with little success.

“Let me,” Stef told him. “or we’ll be here all night.”

“Fine by me.”

Stef pulled the tight jeans off with a sharp tug to reveal the lacy underwear he had caught a glance of earlier. He smiled and ran a finger over the pattern, causing Brian to buck his hips as his most sensitive areas were touched. He had to admit it, Stefan had very soft hands.

“So… how do you want to do this?”

Brian sighed. “You’re over-thinking again. Bloody virgins, so much trouble.”

Stef blushed and looked away.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean it like that. Look at me,” Brian said, his hand pushing Stefan’s face to look at him. "We can do whatever you want.”

“Can I… you know…”

“Stef, I’m not going to let you fuck me if you can’t even say it.”

Brian was used to being this blunt with his sexual partners, but then none of them had been as inexperienced or nearly as nervous as Stefan was.

“Um ok. Can I… fuck… you?”

“Dear God yes. However you like, sweetness.”

Stef smiled. He’d never been called “sweetness” before, or anything remotely similar. Somehow, coming from Brian, it sounded so perfect. “Ok, on your back. I want to look at you while I…”

“Fuck me?” Brian laughed. “You can say “make love” if it makes you feel better.”

“I think it’s a bit early for “making love”. No, I like the sound of fuck. It’s so… dirty.” Stef said with a cheeky grin.

“Like you?”

“Like YOU more like it!” Stef started kissing Brian’s chest again, working his way earlier than he’d ventured before until he got to his underwear, tugging at them with his teeth. “These will have to go.” He said, pulling them off.

Brian giggled. This was an entirely different experience for him. In the past he’d fucked and got it over with, it was all about getting off. This, however, was fun and he wanted it to last.

“Do you have lube and condoms?” Stef felt like such a nerd asking, but they weren’t the kinds of things he carried around with him, least of all to school.

“In the chest,” Brian told him. “But no condoms.”

“Are you sure?” Stefan asked, rummaging through the giant box at the end of Brian’s bed.

“I trust you when you say you’re a virgin.”

Stef poured some lube onto his hand and stared gently rubbing it onto his still wet cock. Brian may be ‘experienced’ but he didn’t want to risk hurting him.

As if reading his mind, “Don’t worry, you won’t hurt me. Besides, I like to feel it, if you know what I mean?” Brian said, winking.

“You mean, like, rough?” Stef asked, positioning his hips between Brian’s perfectly white, open legs. His cock was rock hard, pointing up at him.

“As rough as you like, darling.”

Stefan took a deep breath and placed the head of his member at Brian’s entrance, pushing ever so slowly. Brian may not be afraid of it hurting, but this was new to Stef and he didn’t want to take any chances.

Brian closed his eyes and cringed as he felt his arse being invaded, pushed and prodded. Wow Stef was big. Not the biggest he’d ever taken, but pretty fucking close. It was painfully slow but Brian didn’t want to pressure his lover. It was his first time, after all.

“Is that ok?”

Brian let out a happy sigh. “It’s perfect,” he looked up and smiled that beautiful smile. “go as fast or as slow as you want.”

Starting slow Stef pulled out, and slammed back in, far harder than he had the first time, the heat completely engulfing his cock. Oh God it felt good! Slowly building up speed, Stefan held onto Brian’s small hips, pulling him in harder. He couldn’t take his eyes off his classmate. The look of ecstasy on his face was such a turn on, making him want to fuck him harder, and harder.

“St…Stef, ohh God Stef that feels amazing.” Brian moaned softly.

That was all the confidence boost Stefan needed. Smiling, he started pumping into Brian as hard as he physically could. He didn’t want to cum first but it felt sooo good.

“Stef… stop… stop…”

‘Oh no, what have I done?’ Stefan thought to himself, slowing down. He pulled out and Brian quickly pushed him down on the bed so he was sitting against the bedend.

“If you thought that was good,” he grinned. “this’ll blow your mind.” With those words, Brian sat on Stef’s lap, impaling himself oh his cock, causing Stef to moan loudly. He grabbed the smaller boy around his hips, guiding him on his throbbing penis.

“Y… you’re a..amazing.. .Bri…” was all he could mumble, between pants.

Brian loved hearing his ‘work’ was appreciated. He started pumping his hips faster and latched his mouth onto Stef’s neck. He tasted so… good. The sweat running down his brow, his smell, his… everything.

Worried he was going to cum first, Stef knew he had to do something. He took hold of Brian’s erection, still rigidly placed between the pair of them, and started jacking him off, wasting no time with pleasantries. He got the reaction he wanted. Brian gasped at the touch, leaning back further onto Stefan’s cock.

“S..Stefan if you k..keep doing that I’m gonna… I’m go… I’m gonna…” Brian never finished his sentence, as he exploded all over his and Stefan’s stomachs in quick, short waves of pleasure, consuming his entire body.

Stef licked up the small amount of cum that ended up on his hand. That faintly familiar salty taste. But this was different, this was Brian. He took him by the hips again and pulled Brian’s delicate body down harder on his cock. Any minute no-
“Ahh…” Stefan erupted into Brian’s ass. He’d tossed himself off countless times, but nothing compared to this. Fucking a beautiful boy, feeling his heat, his sweat, his perfect body. Overcome with the dizziness he felt, Stef collapsed on the bed, Brian followed suit.

STEFAN.

Stefan looked down at his classmate, laying on his back, eyes closed, still lost in post-orgasmic bliss.

“Stefan,” he murmured. “you are nothing short of amazing.”

Stef smiled with relief. “You made it easy for me. Who could resist someone like you?”

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A/N: Another long one but I figured I'd dragged other stuff out enough =p
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