It was a warm, bright night | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1502 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Die sighted contently and fell back on the bed. Shinya then shifted a bit and turned on his side putting a hand to support his head and look at Die. Die’s face was red and he still panted trying to steady his breathing. Shinya stretched his hand and caressed Die’s cheek. Die smiled a bit and turned to look at Shinya.
“I hope now you’re completely happy” Shinya said with a bit of a teasing tone in his voice.
“Yeah, I think I am” Die smiled back and managed to leave a kiss on Shinya’s palm which was still wondering on his face. “I’m not hungry any more and I just had you. Nothing’s better than this.”
Shinya smiled affectionately and drew back his hand.
“I’m so happy that you’re safe, Daisuke. I was afraid that maybe…”
“Hey! I’m alright. Kaoru’s also alright. Everything’s fine!”
The smile on Shinya’s face faded.
“It’s not, Die.”
“I don’t give a shit about Kisaki! So should you!”
“Daisuke…”
“No, Shin-chan! What do you care about him! He doesn’t obviously care about us!”
“You know what I have in mind, Die…”
Die sighted and caressed Shinya’s hip, sliding lower to his thigh and going up again.
“I know that you’re afraid of Kisaki, Shin. But he’s not going to just… I don’t know… kill us all! He’s not! So what if he left me and Kaoru trapped underground? Did you expect his royal highness dig in the mud to safe us?”
“Daisuke!” Shinya was suddenly scared.
“Don’t be stupid, Shin! He won’t hear me! He’s not almighty mind-reader or something! And he knows I hate him!”
“Well of course he does as you have no brains and never know how to shut your big fat mouth!” Shinya sat in bed looking furious. Die also sat up getting a bit agitated.
“Shin-chan, I don’t care about Kisaki! Why is it so important for you that he left us there to die? What else did you expect him to do?!”
Shinya rubbed the temples with his hands as if he was getting a headache.
“Die, please, try to understand,” Shinya turned to look at Die silencing him with his look. “We don’t know what would happen if we didn’t feed for a very long time. We might not die, I don’t know that. But we know for sure that sometimes it makes us go mad. Starving makes us kill each other in a fit of rage. Starving makes YOU a very horrible, dangerous killer, Die. You could have hurt Kaoru. You could have hurt yourself! And Kisaki didn’t give a shit about that! He just went of feeding and fucking as if nothing happened! What if me and Toshiya would have been delayed? What if we didn’t come back for so long that it would have been too late?”
“Shinya,” Die started at his lover with a serious expression on his face. “Do you think I don’t know all that? Do you think I’m not so god damned happy you two came back on time? I’m happy because I know it would have been brutal if you were too late. But there is nothing we can do about it. NOTHING. Do you suggest going to Kisaki and politely explaining to him that he was a jerk? Shin, YOU always tell me how Kisaki really is. And I know all that. And I don’t give a shit about him. I’m just happy you came back in time.”
Shinya looked down and closed his eyes.
“Daisuke… I’m just so afraid I might lose you… I was so scared… if not that boy, you two wouldn’t be alright…”
“I know, Shin… Believe me, I know. But we had something to feed on and you came on time. So let’s just forget all that shit and move on, ok? Please, Shin, let’s just forget Kisaki at least for one night.”
Shinya opened his eyes and sighted again. He was sitting on the bed still sweating a bit. His cock lay lifelessly between his legs, his release smeared on his lower belly and Die’s semen slowly dripping from his ass on the bed sheets. He still felt the heat inside as if Die was still inside him. He would crumble apart if Die would disappear from his life. He would lose his mind. He would die from pain. He wouldn’t be able to go on without him. So how could he be happy now when he almost just lost him.
“Hey, Shin-chan, look at me” Die said and turned Shinya’s face to look at him.
“I love you, Shinya. I’m still here. Everything’s fine.”
Shinya nodded and leaned in to kiss Die. The kiss was slow, tender, sensual and Shinya couldn’t help but feel how his worries slipped away. Yes, Die was here. Die was safe and sound. There was nothing to worry about.
***
What he loved about humans and this new century was music. When he was young, music was totally different. What humans had now occupied his mind most of the time. He would go mad if he didn’t have music. He would have absolutely nothing to do in his eternal immortal life if not music. And right now he was sitting on a sofa, a cigarette between his fingers and was listening to one song over and over again. He didn’t really remember the band and, to tell the truth, it wasn’t important. But he just loved the song. ‘Pain in any language’ was…
“Eternal…” Kaoru whispered and watched as the smoke from the cigarette gather above him.
Kisaki once loved him, craved for his undivided attention, Kaoru belonged to him and him only. And then it all stopped. One day Kisaki just got up and never glanced at Kaoru, but went out and came back with a new pretty boy and Kaoru was…
“Free…”
Kaoru loved Kisaki as long as Kisaki loved him. The day it all ended for Kisaki, it all ended for Kaoru as well. And Kaoru found himself at the verge of nothing. He was in the crowd full of people screaming so loud his throat hurt but nobody heard him. It was not because he truly loved Kisaki. It was because he no longer had a purpose in his eternal life.
He loathed Kisaki. Hated his touches, his wet kisses, his way of fucking him so hard that it always hurt. Kisaki was heartless. He could do things to Kaoru that not even Marquize de Sade would imagine. Making Kaoru wither and scream from unimaginable pain was one of his favorite exercises. Kaoru hated the man from head to toes. But pretending he loved him was Kaoru’s purpose in life. The only thing he knew how to do, the only thing he was allowed to do for 121 years.
“Was it so long?” Kaoru wondered out loud and put a cigarette between his lips again. But it was. Kisaki had him and Kaoru pretended to love him. It was the only thing he was required to do if he wanted to live.
And then one day Kisaki brought Toshiya. A scared young man who had no clue what was happening to him. And Kisaki’s attention was only on Toshiya. He had a lot of fun guiding Toshiya through his new life. Kisaki enjoyed Toshiya’s fear and despair when he understood what he had become. He loved making Toshiya kill infants, children and other helpless, kind people. Toshiya was a very sensitive and kind person and Kisaki just thrived watching how Toshiya sobbed and cried and begged for mercy but in the end was always made to kill whatever Kisaki wanted. He loved to fuck Toshiya. Loved how every time he fucked him it always looked like a rape. It took many, many months until Toshiya ceased to resist. Until he started not to really care who he was killing to feed. Until he no longer longed for his loved ones he was forced to leave. Until he just got up in the evening, went to feed with Kisaki and let himself to be fucked without any expression on his face.
Kaoru was not jealous. But he was lost. He could watch all of this. Especially in the beginning. Kisaki just loved if Kaoru watched how he raped Toshiya. It always made him horny. But when Toshiya stopped struggling and wanting his old life back, Kaoru was free to do whatever he wanted. Of course, except one thing. He couldn’t leave Kisaki. He was Kisaki’s creation. So he was bound to him forever. But he no longer was expected to take a part in Toshiya’s and Kisaki’s affairs. And it made him feel lost.
It was then that he suddenly fell in love with music. It happened so that he was just walking by the beach at night and a group of people were sitting at the beach, apparently waiting for the sunrise, and singing. Their voices were soft and sad and it made Kaoru just stand there and listen to them. He almost died then. He just managed to notice that the sky got suddenly brighter. He just managed to escape the all-killing rays of sun.
Since then he indulged himself in music. It was his purpose of existence. Even if Kisaki no longer loved him. After some time he found himself being happy. And it scared him. Since he was born for the second time as a night creature, he was never happy. Kisaki made sure of that. But now… now music made him happy.
Years went by and he watched how Kisaki fucked and played various mental games on Toshiya. How he made Toshiya to just spread his legs whenever he wanted and wherever they would be. And Kisaki enjoyed Toshiya’s obedience.
And then, one day, Kisaki brought another one home. And Toshiya was free.
Kaoru closed his eyes and sighted. He didn’t like to remember that day.
“Where are the other three stray dogs?”
Kaoru flinched and opened his eyes. Kisaki was standing in the doorway, looking at Kaoru with his eyes narrowed a bit.
“Well?” Kisaki inquired, his voice sounding much harder than the first time. He was standing in the shadowy hallway, not moving and to Kaoru he looked as if he was an ancient sculpture – tall, lean, elegant and thin. Cold and made of stone. Heartless.
“Die and Shinya are in their bedroom,” Kaoru finally found his voice. “And Toshiya is out with Miyavi feeding.”
Kisaki’s face didn’t betray any emotion and Kaoru couldn’t even guess what the man was thinking.
“I see that you are just fine. How about the red-headed dog?”
“Daisuke is also ok.”
Kisaki came closer to Kaoru and stared down at him. This was not unusual, but Kaoru still felt uneasy. As if he was a child who did something bad and tried to act innocent, but the parent knew all the truth.
“You tasted the whore’s blood” Kisaki stated.
Kaoru stubbed the cigarette and made himself look Kisaki in the eyes.
“I’m very sorry, Kisaki, but we had to. We were stuck there for many nights.”
Kisaki was silent and Kaoru got nervous. Kisaki wouldn’t get mad because of some twat, would he?
“Did he taste good?”
Kaoru nodded warily.
“We were starving, so anything would have tasted good for us” he managed to utter. What was the meaning of this?
Kisaki stretched his hand and touched Kaoru’s cheek. Kaoru couldn’t help but flinch at his touch and seeing this Kisaki’s face made a horrible grimace.
“Kaoru, I am happy for you. You know why?”
Kaoru slightly shook his head.
“I’m happy that you and Daisuke only drank his blood. Before going out I said not to touch him – leave his little dirty hole for me. And you did that. I don’t know, maybe I’m going soft, but it would have been a real bother to punish you for disobeying, Kaoru-kun.”
Kaoru nodded again not wishing to even think of disagreeing with Kisaki.
“It makes me happy to know that you two obey to me. Even when I cannot reach you.”
Kisaki patted Kaoru’s cheek and laughed.
“Obedient little puppies.”
He sat on the sofa and took Kaoru’s cigarette.
“Shinya’s gone soft recently. He’s letting the red-headed dog fuck him through his ass so much. Don’t you think so, Kaoru?”
“They are in love…”
“Oh, for God’s sake, Kaoru!” Kisaki laughed. “Love?! LOVE?!”
Kisaki laughed again. It sounded really amusing to him.
“Love! Heh… Shinya should know that nobody will ever love him as I love him. And nobody will ever love you or Toshiya as much as I do.”
Kaoru nodded. In a way he knew this was the truth. The terrifying truth. Because if Kisaki didn’t love the three of them, he would have kicked them out and be gone long ago. Or this was what Kaoru hoped was true. He tried not to think what really would happen to them, if Kisaki didn’t want them any more. But he always made sure the three of them were near. Kaoru, Toshiya and Shinya went wherever Kisaki went. They did whatever Kisaki wanted them to do. They were the three Kisaki’s children. They belonged to Kisaki. And if Kisaki didn’t love them, they would be gone from the surface of this Earth. Because there are no other Kisaki’s children except the three of them. There must have been, but there weren’t. Not any more. And Kaoru sure as hell didn’t want to know what happened to them.
“The night soon will end” Kisaki spoke startling Kaoru from his thoughts. But it seemed as if Kisaki was speaking more to himself than Kaoru. He then stood up and went out leaving Kaoru alone in the room.
Kaoru fell down on the sofa and sighted in relief. Kisaki tonight was… different. Kaoru rarely felt threatened by Kisaki, but tonight he did. And he was relieved that finally Kisaki was gone.
He didn’t know where exactly Ksaki went or what he did when he was alone. He spent most of his time without the three of them. But Kaoru didn’t wish to know. It was better this way, it was best that he, that they were left alone.
He sighted and lit another cigarette for himself. He couldn’t hear Die’s panting any more. He and Shinya were finally done.
TBC
Author’s note: The song “pain in any language” just happened to suit the plot here. If you know the lyrics, you’ll get what I mean. The band is Electro Glide in Blue. Love this song, by the way ^^
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