Dont Please | By : Leesa Category: WWF/WWE > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1160 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 5 the truth
The knock on the door stirs me from my thoughts “go away”
“Ted it’s me open the door”
“Chris please go away I don’t want to talk to you”
“Ted I’m worried about you open the door just let me know your ok then I’ll go Ted open the dam door”
“Go away Chris I don’t want to see you, you added to this so just go”
“Oh and it’s got nothing at all to do with Matt jez Ted you have one hell of a short memory don’t forget it was them you seen together, it was Matt that fucked things up between you don’t forget”
“Oh Chris and why was that hey, because you were always there and you wouldn’t stay away from me I told you how many dam times, just go away”
That’s where it went wrong god Matt what the hell the memories start flooding my brain I feel like my heart is breaking all over again. I remember the day we had a fight you told me I was to needy me needy never I just wanted to be with you is that too much to ask of the person you are meant to love. I didn’t understand you, your mood changes all the time you were so hard to work out.
You weren’t happy about mine and Chris friendship talk about being jealous you’re so under my skin Matt there was no way I’d do anything that would harm what we had. You lost the plot Matt you were screaming and shouting about me cheating to different extremes you were accusing me of everything and anything. Most of the locker room seen what was going on man they even told you there was no way. And what did you do you smack Chris in the face breaking his nose he did fuck all Matt. The guys told you not to do the same as you did with Shane to me but you wouldn’t listen.
I stormed off I remember shouting back something about Shane and your relationship god the alcohol blurs the memory’s or is it the fact that dark memory’s are ones we don’t want to remember. I was good at throwing a fit and walking off not sorting things out there and then. I always came back to find you after you cooled down and we would always make up in a way that put a smile on my face.
Only this time when I came to find you, you were gone I asked Jeff who was the only person left in the building where the hell you had gone was told as far away from me as possible what a twat. I tried to call you on your cell got the answer phone. I decided to go back to the hotel I gathered you would turn up sooner or later with your sorry face on. Then I heard your voice in the tunnel of the arena I see you with Adam just as I’m about to shout he pushes you up against the wall and kisses you, not quite sure what the hell I was seeing but I sure didn’t want to see no more.
The tears are flowing again with the memory that hurts me the most I never told u that I seen you I just stayed away from you. I stumbled through the weeks and I fell into the arms of the man you accused me of being with. It wasn’t the same as being with you I craved your touch but being stubborn kept me away.
You didn’t get it you didn’t understand why I just went away, you rang me I ignored you, you shouted across the locker room I walked away, you grabbed me in the ring I body slammed you. Why the hell didn’t I listen speak to you tell you I loved you and that I forgave you. Give you chance to tell me what happened between you and him.
And now this il take the blame Matt il never tell anyone about Adam and the betrayal il let people believe it was my fault that id made you do what you did, all those memories will die with you. You will be remembered for the good things Matt the things that made you who you are.
Just remember Matt where ever you are I always loved you il never stop.
I close my eyes as sleep engulfs me and go to the place which dreams will haunt me.
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