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Part 5 – Bad Romance:
“You know that I want you
And you know that I need you I want it bad A bad romance” - Lady GagaAfter their messy break up, Zack found himself much more confident and happier then he had when previous relationships had followed the same path. It was almost a relief for him. He had gone back to the happy, independent man that he was before his fateful holiday to California. Both his sleeping and eating patterns had returned to normal, which was a huge relief for Matt, who feared his friend’s bad habits would take a turn for the worse after the break up.
Zack knew that he wouldn’t have been able to cope if it wasn’t for his and Val’s new friendship. She reassured him over and over again that he could do better then Brian. It was comforting for him to have someone to talk about it and not have to deal with the awkward pauses he would receive if he tried to talk to Matt. He knew he was lucky in that regard to have friends like he did.
And while he was happy spending the majority of his spare time in complete solitude, he was lonely.
He knew that watching endless re-runs of Judge Judy on his television until he fell asleep was far from being healthy. He would wake up at 3 o’clock in the morning and force himself to sleep in his bed, even if it was for just a few hours. He needed something else that would occupy his attention, but he just had no idea what he could do until it hit him like atonneof bricks dropping right on his head.
He could get a pet.
But then his thoughts slumped once again. He didn’t know what sort of pet he wanted. He had always wanted to have his own dog, but the apartment complex he lived in didn’t allow pets, which also ruled out having a cat. Not that he was that interested in having one, anyway. That left either having a bird or a fish. But he didn’t really want a bird either; they needed more attention and work that he knew he couldn’t give the animal. That left having a fish. He smiled; a fish was perfect for him.
He spent most of his Saturday searching through the various pet shops in the city. It wasn’t until he found one that was only a few steps distance from his apartment that he found what he was looking for. As soon as he walked into the shop, he fell in love with a fish. He alerted the shop assisted and quickly paid for it, along with a tank, a filter, some gravel, some fish food and water ager before he took it home and eagerly set it up.
Once he’d set up the moderately sized fish tank and placed his new pet inside, he was finally able to look at it in all it’s beauty. The shop assistant had informed him that he’d picked out an extra large sized Black Moor fish. It was oval shaped and had large, bulging eyes that looked like they were close to bursting. It had a large, magnificent tail that fanned out at the back and his dorsal and other fins flapped gracefully as it swam through the water. Zack also noticed that as the light caught the animal, its black scales would turn a bright gold colour.
Zack found himself absolutely captivated by the creature, smiling as he watched the fish swim back and forth across the tank, sucking along the gravel intermittently when it wanted to. He almost envied the animal; it didn’t have to get up every morning and go to work and earn a living to survive. It didn’t have to worry about being in a relationship and didn’t have to stress about whether someone liked him or not. The animal’s sole purpose to swim around in a tank of water and eat food, which made Zack pathetically jealous.
The only thing missing was a name. He had absolutely no idea what to name his new pet. He smiled as a thought came to mind. “Blacky.” He said with a smile as he dropped a few food flakes into the tank and watched excited as the fish swam straight to the top of the tank and started wolfing down the food available to him. “Good boy.”
He continued watching his new addition for hours, forgetting to eat dinner and not realizing how late it was until he heard someone knocking at his door. He diverted his attention momentarily from the fish to the clock. It was almost 9.30pm. Who would be visiting him so late? The person on the other side of the door knocked again, this time a little harder. He walked to the door and opened it warily, nearly falling over in shock when he saw who was on the other side.
“Brian?” He asked, staring directly at the other man, both confused and shocked. “What are you doing here?”
“I came to see you.” Brian said quietly.
“Why?” Zack asked, still watching the other man carefully.
“I want another chance Zacky.” Brian said confidently. “I promise I won’t do it again.”
Zack took a deep breath for a moment, a million thoughts rolling around through his head. It had been well over a month since the pair had broken up, and here Brian was, begging him for another chance. He took another deep breath before saying, “I can’t do it again Brian.”
“Why not? It was a stupid mistake that should never have happened.” Brian asked, his voice wavering slightly as the emotion built up inside of him. “I can’t live without you. I have tried and can’t. I need you.”
Those last three words seemed to dig at something hidden deep inside Zack. Nobody had ever said those words to him before. He had never been told by someone that they needed him. He didn’t know if he could put himself back through the pain and stress he was in before. He could finally feel himself happy with what he had in life that didn’t include having someone by his side. “I don’t know.” He said warily after a few minutes. “Where are you staying tonight?”
“I don’t really have anywhere.” Brian said quietly.
“You can stay here tonight if you want.” Zack said quietly, watching Brian’s face light up. “But you’ll be sleeping on the couch.”
Brian nodded sadly before following his former lover into the apartment, closing the door behind him. He put his large backpack on the ground before taking a seat on the couch, while Zack sat on the floor, next to his fish tank.
“I tried calling you, several times.” Brian said quietly, his gaze fixed intently on the other man.
“I changed my number.” Zack responded offhandedly.
“Why?” Brian asked, taken back.
“I was sick of hearing my phone ringing and seeing your name on the screen.” Zack said shortly, lips pursed tightly together. “Why did you do it?”
Brian shrugged. “The temptation was there and I took it.”
“Was it worth it?” Zack snapped viciously.
“No.” Brian said calmly. “It was the stupid fucking thing I’ve ever done.”
Zack stayed silent for a few minutes, eyes narrowed as he watched his former lover being uncharacteristically quiet and nervous. Maybe he had changed after all? Maybe he was willing to be a different person after all? But Zack was unsure of whether he wanted to put his heart through the pain again.
“What do you want from me?” He asked finally.
“Another chance.” Brian said simply. “I wouldn’t travel this far if you weren’t truly worth it.”
“How do I know you won’t do this again?” Zack asked slowly.
“You don’t.” Brian responded with a slight smirk pulling at the corner of his mouth.
Zack didn’t know what possessed him to do it, but before he knew it, he was up off the floor and standing in front of Brian. He retracted his hand and slapped the other man firmly across the face. The loud smack noise that was heard made it even more satisfying for Zack.
Brian stood up in an instant, his few inches of height over the other man, although not that much difference, made Zack feel very anxious.
“What the fuck did you do that for?!” Brian yelled their faces only centimeters apart.
“Retribution.” Zack said with a devious smile.
“You’re one sick fuck.” Brian said, smirking slightly.
“And I like my men bad.” Zack smirked as he grabbed the back of Brian’s head and pulled their lips together in a passionate and aggressive kiss, their teeth and tongues fighting against each other for dominance. But all too soon, Zack pulled back. “Bedroom. Now.” He ordered as he grabbed a hold of the collar of Brian’s shirt and started to drag him down the hallway.
“Didn’t know you were into S&M, Zacky.” Brian teased.
“You have no idea what I’m about to do to you.” Zack grinned as he pushed Brian onto the bed.
He crawled across the bed and straddled the much larger and muscular man. He looked down and Brian, who was grinning up at him, with the biggest smirk on his face. “Put it in reverse cowgirl.” He said with a husky laugh as his hands ran down Zack’s body before cupping the other’s man’s ass.
“I’ve got something else in mind.” Zack said coyly as his fingers undid the buttons and fly on Brian’s jeans before pulling them down roughly, along with his underpants. He moved off Brian a little bit as he pulled the pants and the underpants down to his lover’s ankles before Brian kicked them off, along with his shoes.
Zack quickly pulled Brian’s shirt up and over his head, discarding it on the floor somewhere. He quickly removed his own shirt and pants before propping himself between Brian’s slightly parted legs. “Get on all fours and bend over.” He ordered, grinning widely as he watched Brian obey his command.
Brian was bent over on all fours in no time, his muscular ass cheeks parted, showing Zack his anus, which made Zack even more excited. He grinned as he leant forward, dipping his head slightly as he used his tongue to do one long lick across both of Brian’s testicles, causing the larger man to shudder and let out a gasp.
Zack grinned as he moved his mouth upwards to the other’s puckered hole. He licked his lips before softly licking across other man’s entrance. He heard Brian let out a satisfying moan, which spurred him on to push his tongue through into the entrance. He repeated the same movement a few times, while Brian moaned loud and louder.
After a few minutes, he stopped and pulled back, kneeling on the bed behind his lover’s begging ass. He grabbed hold of his dick with one hand and guided it towards the entrance, pressing in gently before pushing in quickly, knowing he was filling Brian to the hilt. It took a lot of restraint for him to not come straight away. The amazing feeling of Brian’s ass clenching tightly around his cock was almost too much. It had been far too long since he’d dominated anyone.
His hands moved to grip tightly around Brian’s hips, his finger’s curling around the slightly protruding hip bones. He took a deep breath before he pulled his hips back before he slammed back into Brian’s begging body, hard. He heard Brian let out a throaty moan, which encouraged him to repeat his motions and thrust back in twice as hard. Hard in, slow pulling out. The sensation engulfing around Zack’s cock was beyond amazing.
Zack continued his movements for a while, until he decided that he wanted to speed up the proceedings. His thrusts began building up in speed and roughness. He grunted at the sound of their hot, sweaty bodies slapping against each other, his grip on his lover’s hips was so tight he knew that there was definitely going to be bruises there tomorrow.
“Ohhhh, Zacky.” Brian moaned loudly as he fell forward and buried his face deep into the pillows.
“Fuckin’ pillow biter.” Zack groaned as he thrusted in particularly hard and found Brian’s prostate, causing an impossibly loud moan to erupt from his mouth. “You fuckin’ like that, don’t ya?” He grinned.
“Oh my god, yesss.” Brian moaned in response. He turned his head to look back at Zack, who was thrusting into his waiting ass. He smirked, “Why don’t you let me fuck that tight little ass of yours?”
“Nuh.” Zack groaned as he threw his head back in absolute pleasure.
“Come on baby. I know you want it.” Brian said seductively, licking his lips at his lover.
“I said ‘no’.” Zack groaned, reaching one of his hands up to push Brian’s head hard into the pillows and hold it there.
He could feel his orgasm building up in the pit of his stomach and reached his other hand around Brian’s hips and grabbed onto his pulsating erection. Zack grinned as he continued thrusting hard and harder into Brian, while one of his hands roughly jerked Brian off.
He kept thrusting, alternating between deep and shallow, a few more minutes until he felt Brian’s body tense up and felt his warm, white cum cover his hand. He barely heard Brian’s moan of sweet release as it was muffled by the pillows. But it was enough to make Zack orgasm, the clenching ass muscles of his lover felt so good as he blew his load into Brian.
“Ahhhh, yeahhhh.” Zack moaned as he rode out his orgasm, before finally pulling out of Brian’s quivering ass, completely satisfied. He reached his hand up and slapped Brian hard across the ass, laughing as he heard Brian whine.
“I don’t think I really deserved that.” Brian smirked as he lifted his head up off the pillow and sat himself in front of Zack.
“I think you did.” Zack grinned.
“I do like it rough.” Brian smirked as he leant forward and nipped Zack’s neck.
Zack laughed before playfully pushing away Brian’s head. “Just gonna go wash my hands.” He said before sliding off the bed and heading towards the bathroom but as soon as he looked into the mirror, his smile faded.
Staring back at him was the man he used to be when he was in a relationship with James. The same, battered man that just lay down and took all the deception and cheating, pretending like it was nothing when it wore him down every single day.
What had he just done?
He let the man that he had caught cheating on him with another man back into his life and into his bed. He took a deep breath as he washed his hands, never breaking eye contact with himself. Was he doing the right thing? Was Brian going to be the next James?
Of course not, he thought to himself as he dried his hands. Brian had travelled across the country just to see him and win him back. That showed that he truly loved him and was truly sorry, right? He knew he couldn’t answer that question properly.
He walked out of the bathroom and back to the bedroom and one glance of Brian, sprawled out on the bed in all his magnificent beauty was not even enough to convince him. He could feel the guilt weighing heavily on his mind as he crawled into bed with the other man.
He shut off the lights and rolled on his side, waiting for the other man to come cuddle with him. And while Brian fell asleep rather quickly, Zack found it astoundingly difficult to. He felt incredibly guilty for all the support he’d received from his friends, who listened to him crying and complaining, only to go back to the one who hurt him in the first place.
He knew it was going to be a long time before he fell asleep. He definitely envied his fish now.
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Zack woke up early the next morning, despite the fact that he had barely slept at all. He woke up with his head on Brian’s muscular chest and having one of his arms wrapped tightly around him. He sat up slowly, almost rolling them over so that Brian was now sleeping on his chest. He ran his fingers through Brian’s silky Brown hair a few times, just watching him sleep.
He knew that Brian was bad for him and he knew that he was being foolish but there was no way he could be without him. He knew it was girly and pathetic but when he was with Brian, he felt complete, like nothing could take him down and when they were apart, his heart pined desperately.
He hoped he was doing the right thing.
Brian began to stir and opened his eyes to see Zack looking down at him with a smile. He creased his eyebrows, “What are you looking at?”
“You.” Zack grinned.
“Pervert.” Brian mumbled as he stretched as he rolled over to check the time. It was only 8.15am. “Why are you up so early?” He yawned.
“I always get up at this time.” Zack shrugged as he watched Brian give him a funny look. “I’m going to have a shower. You, sleep.” He laughed as he rolled out of the bed and headed into the bathroom, smiling as Brian buried his head straight back into the pillows. He turned on the shower and stepped under the hot, refreshing water, completely unconcerned by anything that was happening outside of his shower.
But Brian was not as lucky.
Almost as soon as he had buried his head deep into Zack’s pillows, ready for sleep to overtake him once more, he heard a sharp knock at the door. He groaned. He didn’t really want to get out of bed. He rolled back over, hoping that maybe Zack had heard it while he was in the shower. But the person on the other side of the door was being persistent, their knocking growing in both volume and number.
After a few more minutes, Brian finally relented and rolled out of bed, pulling on a pair of boxers as he headed towards the front door. He groaned as the other person’s knocking appeared to be getting louder with every step closer he got to the door. He opened the door and was a little taken back by who was standing on the other side of the door.
The man that stood there was tall in stature and also had large, bulging muscles that were desperately trying to escape from the tight confines of his long sleeved t-shirt. The man twitched uncomfortably and Brian’s eyes travelled down to the man’s left hand, spying a gold wedding band on his ring finger. The man was obviously straight, which for some reason pulled a smirk to Brian’s face.
“Can I help you?” He asked, almost purring towards the other man.
“Is Zack here?” The other man asked nervously as he fiddled with his hands, avoiding eye contact with the other man.
“He’s in the shower.” Brian answered simply. “I can get him for you.”
“Please.” The other man said quietly.
“Who are you?” Brian asked, still watching the taller, more muscular man intently.
“Matt.” The other man answered, finally looking at the other man.
Brian let the other man into Zack’s apartment, shutting the door before he went straight to the bathroom where Zack was just finishing in the shower. He opened the door and shut it sharply, startling Zack, who had just turned off the water.
“Some guy called Matt is here to see you.” Brian snapped.
“Fuck.” Zack hissed as he dried himself with the towel, quickly getting out of the shower and heading to his bedroom where he pulled on the first clothes he found. He quickly walked out to the living room, where he saw Brian and Matt sitting uncomfortably on either sides of the room. “Matt!” He said happily, trying to break the awkward silence. “What are you doing here?”
“We were supposed to have breakfast this morning.” Matt said quietly. “But I see you must have gotten distracted.” He smiled slightly, hinting for an introduction.
“Matt, this is Brian.” Zack said simply, hoping that Matt would not make the connection.
“Brian?” Matt asked as he looked at the other man then back to at Zack. “This is Brian?”
“What the hell are you going on about?” Brian said sharply.
“Can you go into the other room please, Brian?” Zack asked calmly as he saw Matt start to visibly tense up.
Brian stood up quickly and went to shut himself into the bedroom. Zack took a seat opposite his best friend. He was worried about when this would happen.
But Matt stayed silent.
“Are you going to say anything?” Zack asked quietly.
Matt looked up at his best friend. “I’m disappointed Zacky, I thought you’d learnt.”
“Brian’s different!” Zack complained.
“He’s exactly the same as James.” Matt said simply. “It’s your choice, but I am very disappointed in you.”
“I need him, Matt.” Zack said quietly. “I have never needed someone like I need him.”
“Whatever makes you sleep at night.” Matt said bluntly, causing Zack’s eyes to start to water.
“It’s not your life!” Zack said loudly, feeling the emotion start to leak out.
“I know.” Matt said bluntly, standing up. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” He added before he walked out of the apartment and slammed the door shut.
This was too much for Zack. He could feel the tears leaking down his face and he buried his head in his hands. His best friend didn’t approve of his newly reformed relationship and while it upset him, he knew that he didn’t need the extra stress.
He felt Brian’s strong arms wrap around his shaking body and pull him close. He buried his face in the other’s chest and knew that he was making the best decision for him.
A/N: silly zacky :( but i cant blame him, i would let syn into my house if he knocked ;) haha. thanks for reading and reviewing. :)
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