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The David and James Story
Pairing: David/James
Rating: NC 17
Author: You think anyone’s actually gonna admit to writing this shit?
Disclaimer: No infringement of copyright is intended. You know who the characters belong to.
This is AU. The people involved would never behave like this in real life…
Chapter 51
Early hours of Saturday morning
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“Don’t worry, Baby. Bo won’t tell anyone,” David was saying as James soaped his back in the shower.
’Cept, Mom. Bo shared everything with Mom - they both did - but Mom would understanDaviDavid decided it best to keep that to himself for the moment though. James had nothto fto fear from Mom and he didn’t want to stress him out any more than he already was.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” James asked, spinning David around to face him.
“What, and have you stop what you were doing? No way. I was enjoying it too much… Besides, I’d lost the power of speech by that point…”
David squirted shower gel into his palm and began to work up a lather on James’ chest.
“And she saw us? With me…and you…”
“You fucking me and my dick in your mouth? Yeah, she couldn’t have missed it. We had all the lights on if you recall…”
“What am I gonna say to her tomorrow? How can I face her again?”
“Don’t worry, Baby. She looked impressed. You have nothing to be embarrassed about… Bo’s very discreet. She’ll probably pretend it never happened. You don’t need to say anything…”
“I’m never gonna be able to sleep tonight…”
“Good,” David purred. “’Cos it wasn’t sleep I had in mind…”
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An hour later, they were lying in bed entwined in one another’s arms after a leisurely mutual suckfest.
“I thought you said you couldn’t eat another thing,” David said.
“There’s always room for dessert,” James replied smiling up at him. “Besides, you know I can never resist you when you beg so nicely…”
“I don’t beg. When did you ever hear me beg?” David asked.
“Oh, okay, it must have been someone else I heard saying, ‘Baby, Baby, Baby… need you… want you… I’ll do anything, Baby, if only you’ll suck me now… please…’.”
“I said that?”
“Uh, huh.”
“And you’re gonna hold me to it?”
“You bet.”
“So, what did you have in mind?”
“Haven’t decided yet but I’ll let you know when I think of something.”
David wasn’t worried. He’d do anything James asked, give him anything he wanted if it was in his power to give it to him…
“Anything, Baby. Anything,” he breathed.
James was smiling at him.
“All I want is you, Davy,” James whispered.
“I’m yours, Baby. You know that…”
David smiled at him but James wasn’t smiling back. He suddenly look sad and vulnerable…
“You say that now but everyone leaves me, Davy. Please don’t ever leave me…”
“Oh, Baby!” David murmured against James’ face as he kissed his cheek. “Sweetheart, I love you. I’m not going anywhere… I won’t ever leave you…”
James didn’t look convinced.
Fuck! If he were free to do so and if it was legal for two men to marry he’d have proposed by now…
“It has to work both ways, you know,” he found himself saying. “I want all of you, James…”
“You already have all of me,” James said, clearly startled by David’s statement. “There’s no one else…”
“No, I didn’t mean that,” David interrupted. He didn’t want James to think he still had concerns about Beth. “I want to share your life… I want you body and soul… Let me in, James… Please…”
James didn’t say anything. He simply stared but his eyes were full of pain.
“There’s part of you, you won’t let me see… won’t let me reach,” David said, looking deep into his eyes, trying to see into his soul. “I don’t know how to explain it but sometimes I can tell you’re holding something back. It’s like there’s an invisible barrier between us. When I try to cross it you withdraw into yourself… You’re doing it now. Whatever it is, Baby, can’t you tell me… let me help… There’s nothing you can say to me that’s going to change the way I feel about you… except perhaps to make me love you more… Whatever it is, James, please trust me enough to share it with me…”
James burst into tears.
“I’m sorry,” he sobbed, burying his face against David’s shoulder. “It’s not that I don’t want to… but I don’t know how…”
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They’d talked for nearly three hours, James eventually falling asleep in David’s a
David glanced at the radio alarm beside the bed. It was gone five. He had to be up in two hours.
He closed his eyes and willed himself to feel sleepy. It wasn’t working. There were too many thoughts running through his head. Poor James. He’d had so much unhappiness in his life. So many people had let him down. Several had betrayed him - there was no other word for it - and, worst of all, it was those closest to him. It was hardly surprising a part of him expected anyone he loved to do the same… It was no wonder he found it so difficult to let anyone get close… but talking like they had tonight was a start. At least James realised he had a problem and he’d agreed to consult a therapist when they got back to LA.
David watched James sleep for an hour or so and then decided he may as well get up and make an early start. He clearly wasn’t going to get any sleep himself. He’d help Dad get the horses saddled up and ready.
He showered and dressed as quietly as he could so as not to wake James although he doubted anything would wake him before noon he was so deeply asleep.
David was ready to head downstairs but he was worried about leaving James on his own. What if he woke up and found he was alone? How would he react? Would he wake up screaming again? Perhaps he should go and tell Dad to go ahead without him. But he didn’t want to disappoint the children… or Bo… and he certainly didn’t want to leave Beth to take charge.
A sudden thought struck him and he went to the dresser and opened the top drawer.
Good, it was still there.
He retrieved a small box from the leather case he’d unearthed and opened it to reveal his college football team ring. He removed the ring and tried it on. It was a bit t the these days. So much the better…
He returned to the bed and sat down carefully beside James and pulled back the duvet to reveal James’ left hand. He slipped the ring onto his third finger. It was a perfect fit.
Pleased with himself, he went to the desk and found a sheet of pale blue notepaper. He penned a couple of lines and then folding the sheet in half he wrote James’ name on the outside and then wondered where best to leave it. He settled for the beside table, beneath James’ watch.
Now, for the other part of the plan.
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He found Ginger downstairs in the den.
“Come on, Ginger. How would you like to spend today curled up in a nice warm bed?” he asked, scooping Ginger up and carrying him to the staircase.
Ginger looked up at him and then closed his eyes again.
David carried Ginger up to his room and set him down at the foot of the bed. James wasn’t usually a restless sleeper. He was unlikely to bother Ginger even if he rolled over. Besides, Ginger was used to sleeping on the bed when David came home for a visit. Maybe that’s why he was being so aloof on this occasion. He’d been replaced by James and he didn’t like it.
Of course, having been disturbed, Ginger had to groom himself before settling down but settle down he eventually did and David crept out of the bedroom, making sure the catflap was open so that Ginger could get out if he needed to. He noticed the device had been set in the exit-only position. No wonder Ginger hadn’t visited earlier in the day.
David realised there was little chance of Ginger staying there all morning, especially once he could hear people moving about in the kitchen, but at least if James woke up in the next couple of hours he wouldn’t be completely alone and maybe Ginger would go back upstairs again after breakfast. From the way James had handled him yesterday it had been obvious James was particularly fond of cats. Bo had instantly taken to James when she realised he was a cat person. David hoped James would find Ginger’s presence comforting.
He closed the bedroom door carefully and made his way downstairs.
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“Darling! You’re up early,” Patti said, greeting him with a hug as he entered the kitchen.
“Hi, Mom!” he said, kissing her on the cheek.
“Is everything all right?” she asked. “You look a wreck.”
David shrugged.
“I couldn’t sleep.”
“Come and sit down, Darling, and tell me what’s wrong. You didn’t have a fight with James, did you? I couldn’t help but notice the way you were looking at lastlast night when he and Beth were chatting.”
“No,” he began. “Well, yes, we did have a fight about that… but that’s not why we were up all night…”
“Oh?” she said with a grin.
“And that’s not the reason either,” he added off her look. “We spent the night talking until James eventually fell asleep… I’m worried about him, Mom…”
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