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Pixie Dust and Dark Voids	By : shibbydm Category: Individual Celebrities > Gerard Butler Views: 4192 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know Gerard Butler. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Cradling her hot chocolate she kept him at arms length. Terrified that if she sat any closer she would vanish inside him. Staring down at her hot chocolate she smiled, he had made it to perfection as usual. Would she ever meet anybody else who would go out of his way to learn how she liked her hot chocolate? Lifting her eyes to his she sighed.

Gerard stared at her, unsure of what she was thinking. It had been a bit risky taking that kiss, but he couldn’t help it. When they were apart he felt it, and he missed her touch, he needed it. The thought that she wouldn’t ever again made him feel something in his chest. It was in describable, much more than heartache. It hurt like hell.

”Gerard. Do you remember how we used to be? We used to fight anything to see each other. We would travel stupid distances for one night!” Jade smiled at him, still staring at her cup.
”Sure I do.” He sighed, “Jade I don’t know what’s going on in your head but I want you to tell me everything, and I mean everything and then I want to fix this. Do you want to fix this?
”I don’t know if we can”
”Of course we can” he groaned edging closer across the sofa to her, reaching out an arm he prayed to god she would understand. Jade stared at his outstretched arm and sighed. Placing her cup on the side she slid over and nestled into to his chest. Gerard held her close; lying back on the sofa they laid quietly stroking each other.
”Jade do you want to be with me anymore?”
”Yes, god yes. Gerard I love you, you’re my husband, but things aren’t working right now”
”We don’t see each other enough?”
”No, and we don’t have fun anymore, its all routine now. I love the bones of Maggie but I am tied down now, I can’t come out to see you, you have to make more of an effort.”
”You don’t like woman chasing me?”
”I’m used to that one, but I miss being one of them” she smiled, “Plus I’m tired of this house wife rubbish. I want my career back.”
”Ok” he said, taking this all in. “Right. Well I don’t see why we can’t work this all out? We can cant we,” his eyes pleaded with hers.
”We can try” she sighed, “I hope it works”
Gerard stroked her hair and pulled her up upon him, staring up at her face he smiled. “I have really missed you Jade” he stroked her face, and leant forward to kiss her. Jade responded, kissing him softly, she purred as his hands travelled down her body, but then snapped back to reality.
Jade pulled back, “I think you should leave now. What time are you collecting Maggie tomorrow”
”You really want me to go?” he spluttered, reeling from the knock back.
”You can sleep on the sofa,” Jade said, throwing him their snuggle blanket. Gerard caught it and stared at it.
”Jade let me come to bed, please”
Jade stared at him for a while, and then walked off. “Good night Gerard” walking up the stairs she felt herself blush. He was very hard to resist, but she didn’t think jumping into bed with him, much, as she wanted to, would solve anything. Gerard lay in the darkness looking around the living room, turning on his side he groaned. This couch was not made for sleeping upon. One minute he was too hot or too cold, he lay now in his pants, with the blanket pulled around him. Slowly rising to his feet, he walked up the stairs. Stopping at Maggie’s room, he opened the door slightly and watched her sleep. Walking over he tucked the blanket tighter around her body and kissed her head. Shivering, as he had left the blanket downstairs, he sat on the floor and held one of her teddy bears to him. A shadow fell across the door, he smiled as he saw Jade in one of his t-shirts, with her hair all messy. Blinking she stared at him. “What are you doing?”
”Sorry” he whispered, “I couldn’t sleep I just wanted to come and see what I had been missing out on”
Jade walked over and sat beside him, throwing her arms around his shoulders, and holding him tightly as he sobbed.
”Am I a bad father? A bad husband? I don’t want to be, I’m not my father”
Jade held his hand and led him from the room; walking into their own room she sat him on the bed and sat beside him.
”Remember when we used to stay up all night talking?” She smiled, lying on the bed and resting her head in his lap. Gerard reached out and smoothed her hair down.
”Yes, we were talking about the shape of oranges and why polo’s were indeed called polo’s, just to be together” he sniffed.
”Gerard please don’t cry, it kills me” Jade said, stroking a tear from his cheek, Gerard lifted his hand and pressed it against hers, kissing her palm.
”Tell me we can make this work and I will be ok. I don’t want to lose you and Maggie. But you understand I cant always be home”
”I know you cant” Jade sighed, “Maybe I’m being immature I don’t know. It’s just so hard not seeing you. Now with Bond I am hardly going to see you at all, and I want to be with you all the time”
Gerard smiled. “When things got hard for dad he just left us. I never want to leave Maggie, or you.” Will you still want me after almost 5 years?”
”I think I will still feel this way in 10 years, 20 maybe even 30” she grinned, leaning up and kissing him. Gerard stood up and lifted her in his arms placing her in bed. He kissed her head and went to move backwards.
”No, stay” Jade whispered, “Just lie with me please?”
Gerard crept in beside her and surrounded her with his arms. Holding each other tightly, they lay and talking of all the stupid things they had done without each other. They talked of oranges and polo’s. They spoke of Maggie and how they loved her. Gerard closed his eyes, safe in the knowledge that she was coming back to him.

Jade woke and knew he had left. In a way she was glad, she didn’t know what to say to him. Maggie jumped in the room seconds later, clear disappointment washed over her face when she saw her father wasn’t there, but she climbed up the bed regardless and stuck her face in his pillow.
”Maggie” Jade laughed, pulling her daughter toward her, hugging her tightly she tickled her until she laughed. “I’m sorry you have been upset Mags”
”I just miss Daddy”
”I think it is fixed now sweetie.”
”Daddy coming home?”
”Maybe”
Maggie smiled and kissed her mother, curling up bedside her and tucking Marek into the covers, she lay in silence for a while.

Sipping her coffee Jade smiled, she had really enjoyed talking to him last night, and had forgotten how great it felt to have him want her so badly. A sense of accomplishment washed over her, she wasn’t just some dull housewife, at least her husband still loved her passionately which is more than most round this area could say. Jade leant over the sink and stared down the street, it had seemed to so wonderful at first, but now she was fed up. The same faces, the same gossip day in day out. It was part of the problem, Gerard got to travel and have fun, she got to stay here and mind a child. A loud bang made her jump and Gerard stood in the door, a bunch of flowers in one hand and a star bucks muffin in the other.
”Morning twinkle” he smiled, offering her both.
Jade stared at him but ended up smiling, taking them from him and grinning. Maggie walked over to hug him, and he pulled a small chocolate bar out of his pocket and put it in the fridge. “For after tea” he smiled, kissing her cheek. Maggie giggled and held him tight.
”Right get dressed, come on” Gerard insisted pushing Jade out the door, “We are going out”
”where?” Maggie screamed, jumping around for joy.
”Swimming if you must know little one”
”Gerard we have a pool out back” Jade laughed, shoving him backwards.
”Yes but not slides, or water sprays. Come on, Maggie wants to go don’t you? Get your costume quick!”
Maggie ran off up the stairs, screaming and laughing as he chased her. Jade shook her head but went to dig out her bikini. Throwing it in a bag she calmed Gerard and Maggie down until she found towels and coats.
”Coats?” Gerard mocked.
”For when we come out, with wet hair, you might want pneumonia, but me and Mags do not”
Gerard laughed lifting Maggie up on to his shoulders, “Come on” Maggie shouted at her mum.
”Wait, I’m checking I have everything. You go into the car” When they left Jade leaned against the side and breathed, he was acting like nothing had happened. Had anything really happened? Was she being stupid? What if last night he meant he wanted to be here for Maggie? Closing her eyes she pictured his smiling face, and felt a warm glow inside her. Reaching for her bag she ran to the car and jumped in beside him. Gerard turned and caught her stare, his was deep and she blushed knowing what he was thinking. Grinning he winked at her and reversed the car.

Jade smiled, watching Gerard swim about with Maggie holding on to his back. Laughing her little head off, she kept falling and vanishing below the water, the first few times she had cried and been terrified, but Gerard’s arms were always around her within minutes. Now she thought it was a tremendous game. Gerard threw her in the air, and caught her several times. Placing her back in her inflatable seat, he was doing laps, pushing her around until she went red from laughter. Gerard looked over toward Jade and smiled at her, pulling Maggie along with him, she floated over to Jades arms. Gerard dived under the water and didn’t resurface. Maggie peered over the edge, looking for him. Jade screamed as she felt something pull her leg. Gulping in some air, she found herself facing him under the water, pinning her to the wall he kissed her hard. Jade threw her legs around him and together they floated to the top, still kissing. Maggie clapped her hands in appreciation, realising it was the first time her parents had kissed in a long time she turned away to find something else to do. Kicking her legs she realised she could edge further away from them, and head to the slide on the other side of the pool.

Gerard pushed against her, kissing her tenderly. Jade couldn’t believe they were doing this in a public place, but she didn’t care, she needed him. Reaching her arm out she tried to catch Maggie; out of the corner of her eye she saw her kicking away. Pulling away from Gerard she groaned, “Maggie” she gasped. Gerard turned to see his daughter proudly kicking away from them. True she was no further than his arm away; swimming along side her he dived under the water and jumped up in front of her. Maggie screamed and laughed. Jade sat back once more and sighed, this was how life was meant to be.
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