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As Yet Undefined	By : GabrielPierce Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Orgy Views: 2244 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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"Paige? Paige where are you? Paige?" Hmm? Where am I? Who's calling my name? Blink confused. Rub at my eyes, it's dark in here. Wet. My eyes, cheeks wet. "Paige?" pitiful cry. Who is that? "Oh god." Sobs. Rush of pity, pain and memory. Amir. I couldn't leave him. Made it as for as the front door before I cracked, slid to the floor and sobbed like a baby. Couldn't leave him. How could I even consider it. I love him. I want him. I can't leave him. Can't leave him here alone. Can't leave him here to deal with Jay. Can't go back to the train station, can't go back to the dark, Karl. Sob. What am I doing? "Paige?" Soft. "In here." He's beside me in seconds. "What's wrong? What's the matter?" And he's worried about me. Reach out and pull him close, sobbing again but I just can't stop. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Mir." Clutching him closer. "What? Paige I don't…what's wrong?" "I'm so sorry." I can't leave. He's going go get tired of me, figure out what scum I am, and I can't leave. All I've got left is him. He doesn't understand what we've done, what I've done, what all this means. I've ruined his life, destroyed mine. Oh god. He strokes my back, pulls me closer. For my part I can just grip him tighter. "What's wrong?" so soft. I don't deserve this, don't deserve him after what I've done. "I'm sorry." "Why? What have you done Paige?" confused. Shake my head, can't tell him. He'll hate me. "Paige please." So soft. "Baby please just tell me." Can only sob harder. "Alright, okay. Shhh. Paige it's alright. Shhh." I'm such a fuckup. He's stroking my hair, rocking me gently. I'm so hopeless. So completely in love with him. "Shhh." His voice a whisper. "We'll be alright."
"Come back to bed." He gently whispers. I don't respond. "Paige?" pulls back to look into my face, tries to catch my eyes but I can't, I can't let him. What the hell does he see in me? What does he see when he looks at me? I don't understand, am I just a fuck or is there something more here? I don't understand, I don't. is this safe? Am I safe? He's not safe, I know that. I have to stay. I want to stay. Don't want to leave him, but that's the problem. I don't belong here, no matter how much he wants me to stay, for whatever reason. I can't stay. I shouldn't. He's all I've got left now. Karl won't have me back, I know that now. Is that why I stayed? Was that is? Or was is really because I can't leave him? Can't walk out, walk away. I can't leave him. Can't leave him to Jay. I caused that mess and I'll fix it. For him. I like him, want him, love him. I love him. Catch him eyes then duck, nuzzle into his neck. Forgive me? Please Mir forgive me. You brought me into your life and I've fucked it. Violated your innocence and now Jay's corrupted you because of me, all this shit because of me. I guess this is why us and them don't mix. One of me fucks up two of them. Sigh, I'm just a grand fuckup. Soft sob. His hands soothe me. I don't deserve it, but I don't, can't push him away. Sudden soft beep. "Amir? Amir please pick up, I know you're there, please Amir I'm sorry." Jay. We both freeze, unable to move. "Amir please." He's pleading. Amir shivers. "S'alright." I whisper. It's strange, he's on his knees cradling my body against his, my head on his shoulder, lips right next to his left ear. "Amir we have to talk." Jay insists. "You don't have to talk to him." Whisper ly. ly. His grip tightens. "Mir." Lift my head, catch his eyes." Sweetheart listen to me, you don't have to talk to him." "But…" "Shh, you don't' have to do anything you don't really want to do, he can't force you." He doesn't look convinced." Listen to me, please Mir, Jay can go to hell, you don't have to talk to him ever again, not unless you want to." He frowns. Reach out and caress his cheek. Fear mixed with confusion. This is all my fault, but this isn't about me. "What so you want to do? What do you want?" "You." Choke on a sob and pull him closer till he's buried in my arms. "You've got me." I mumble. He knows, he knows I was going to leave him. "I'm all yours babe." And I mean it. Jay's sobbing in the background. Amir crying in my arms. "What should I do?" I murmur. "Just tell me what to do." "It's all," sob. "My fault." "NO! Babe no, this isn't your fault." He shudders. This is all my fault. "No babe this isn't your fault." I insist. "You didn't do anything wrong." Jay stops sobbing long enough to plead again for Mir to talk to him, then finally fucks off. Mir's shivering, he needs to rest. "Come on Mir." Whisper softly as I rock him gently. "Come to bed with me." Kiss his temple. "I'll take care of you. Sweetheart come to bed." He needs to eat but I think rest would be easier for him just now. He doesn't respond. "Sweetheart?" His eyes are closed. "Mir?" Red, puffy, sore eyes open to look up at me. Move my hand slowly and softly caress his cheek. How could I ever dream of leaving him; him like this even. "I need you." He whispers. "I need you here, I want you to stay. I don't care about anything else, I just need you." Tears trickling down his cheeks. Kiss the tiny rivers softly and force myself to look into his eyes again. "Please don't leave me again." Begging with the last of his strength. He must see my face blanch cause I feel all the blood drain down into my toes. "I won't….I won't leave you…I'm sorry Mir…I didn't mean…I promise….I didn't mean for this to happen and I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, this is all my fault. I'm so sorry." It's all out in a rush and he's crying again. "So sorry." Hold him against me and rock him. "I'll take care of you Mir, I promise." Whispering over and over. "I'll take care of you."
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