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Chapter 6
Justin made his call to Johnny as he drove home. Once that was done he settled in for dri drive. His mind kept going over what had happened with Josh that morning. He never expected the older man to treat him the way he did. He’d always been so kind to him. Making him feel like he was more than just a whore. {It’s all my fault. I threw it in his face that he was trying to help me. I can’t believe I was so stupid. No wonder he reacted the way he did. Still it had to be for the best. Things would never work anyway. What the hell am I thinking. It’s not like we are going to ever be together. He’s not even out. I’m so fucking confused.} Justin thought to himself as he parked in his driveway.
Justin went to his room as soon as he arrived. He laid down on thd hid his mind wondering back to that morning. He couldn’t stop thinking about it. He finally fell into a deep but restless sleep. He woke up when Lance shook him.
“Sorry to wake you up, but Johnny’s on the phone.” Lance said
“Thanks.” Justin said taking the phone from Lance.
“Hello.” Justin said into the phone.
“Hey Justin. I know you sle sleeping but I wanted to give you the good news.” Johnny said.
“Good news? What are you talking about?” Justin asked
“Chasez called a little while ago. He wants to had Tuesday and Wednesday.” Johnny said
“You didn’t agree to that did you?” Justin asked
“You know I don’t agree to anything without asking you boys first. I thought you’d be happy about it. You’ll only have two clients then.”
“He doesn’t think I’m going to stay with him if we accept this does he?” Justin asked
“He didn’t say. He just called me to see if the days were available. When I told him they were he said he would talk to you about it when you go over Thursday.” Johnny said
“Thanks for the information. I’ll talk to you later.” Justin said
Justin walked out of his room to the kitchen replacing the phone as he passed the hall table. Lance was sitting at the bar in the kitchen when Justin walked in.
“What did Johnny want? He seemed excited.” Lance said
“He wanted to tell me that Josh wants to have Tuesday and Wednesday too.” Justin said.
Lance didn’t miss the look on Justin’s face when he mentioned Josh.
“What happened over there?” Lance asked
“I don’t know. I’m so confused about the whole thing.” Justin said sitting next to Lance.
“Want to talk about it?” Lance asked
“Yeah. Maybe you can help me out.” Justin said
“Whenever you’re ready.” Lance said
“After we talked I told him that I heard what he said. He didn’t deny it or anything. He just said again that all he wanted to do was help me. He said I should move in, he even said I should bring you. Said he could help me. I told him that he needed to understand that I was a whore and he was paying for my services. That it didn’t matter if we had sex or not, he was just my trick.” Justin said
“What did he say? Did he understand what you were telling him?”
“He said he couldn’t forget because I wouldn’t let him. He really seemed upset that I wouldn’t let him forget. I got mad, told him he couldn’t save me and then left. I drove around for a while. When I got back to the house it was really late and he was sitting on the bed waiting. He handed me the money. You know, the extra three thousand. I told him I couldn’t accept it and he said I could because that’s what whores do. Then he told me to take a bath and come to bed. Then this morning before I left I asked him again if he wanted anything. He said why not, I’m paying for it. So he had me blow him and leave. Then as I left he said he’d see me Thursday. You know Lance, I’ve given a lot of blow jobs before and I never felt cheep or used before.” Justin said
“Justin, can I ask you a question?”
“Yeah. what?” Justin asked his friend.
“You keep saying that Josh doesn’t understand, but do you?” Lance asked
“What do you mean?”
“You told me you felt used when Josh asked you to blow him. Why? I mean it’s what we do. Whatever the trick wants.” Lance said
“I don’t know why I did.” Justin said frustrated with himself.
“Do you think he asked for that and treated you the way he did because he thought that was what you wanted?” Lance asked
“Probably.” Justin said.
“Are you going back?” Lance asked
“I’m not going to . I’. I’ll go for the usual seven to seven, but I don’t think I’m going to stay. I don’t think it’s a good idea.” Justin said
The days leading up to Thursday had not been easy for Justin. He didn’t know what to do with himself. He couldn’t help fearing what would happen when he got to Josh’s house. He pulled into the yard a little before seven. He rang the doorbell and waited for Josh to open the door.
“Justin? Why didn’t you use your key?” Josh asked stepping aside to let the younger man inside.
Justin handed the key to Josh and turned to walk towards the living room. He sat on the couch and waited for Josh to join him. Josh stood in the door way for a minute looking at the key in his hand. He walked in and sat next to Justin.
“You’re late today.” Josh said sitting next to Justin.
“No. If you still want to keep doing the overnights it’s going to have to be like everyone else. I’ll stay from seven to seven. So do you still want to keep doing them?” Justin asked
“Yeah. Thats fine. Whatever.” Josh said.
“So what do you want to do tonight?” Justin asked
“First I want to apologize about Sunday morning.”
“You don’t have too. It’s what I’m here for.” Justin said
“No it’s not. I don’t have you here for that and you and I both know it. I don’t want to fight about this because it wont change anything. I only did that because I figured you’d feel better once something in a somewhat sexual way happened between us. I hated having you do that. So we’ll just go back to the way things were before. Ok?” Josh said
“Yeah. Ok.” Agreed.
“Did Johnny tell you that I wanted to add Tuesday and Wednesday?” Josh asked
“He called and told me. I can’t let you put out that kind of money. I wouldn’t feel right about that. I’m not going to agree to it.” Justin said
“You know, I’m not going to go broke. Hell I’m living off interest. Trust me I can afford it.”
“I said no. Ok. So what do you want to do?” Justin asked again.
Josh knowing the subject was closed decided they would have dinner. They sat in the dining room and ate dinner. Then they watched a couple movies and turned in a little after one. When Josh rolled over and spooned Justin, the younger man let out a contented sigh. Josh smiled behind him knowing that even if he didn’t admit it. Justin liked the idea of being there and being safe. He would just have to wait for the young man to admit it.
They had been in the routine for over three months when Justin got the shock of his life one Thursday morning. He opened the paper to catch up on the daily happenings when he came across a picture of Josh. He read the article and was sitting at the table with his mouth opened when Lance came in.
“You might want to close your mouth before something flies in.” Lance said
“I can’t believe he did it.” Justin said
“Who?” Lance asked
“Josh. He called off the engagement and announced he was gay. Can you believe that? I mean he told me he was going to come clean because he couldn’t keep living a lie. But I thought he was only kidding. I guess the jokes on me.”
Lance took the paper and read the short article in the society page. He had to hand it to Josh, when he made an announcement he went all out.
When Justin was driving up to Josh’s house he saw all of the reporters. He figured the last thing Josh needed was his picture to end up in the paper. He took out his cell and called Josh.
“Hello” Josh said sounding tired.
“It’s me. I’m down the street. There are reports camped outside the gate. I didn’t think it would be a good idea for me to be in the morning paper.” Justin said
“I’m sorry. I should have called and canceled.” Josh said
“We don’t have to cancel we just need to meet somewhere else. I’ll call you with a place in a bit. Unless you don’t want too.” Justin said
He wanted Josh to say yes. Because regardless of what he said, he really wanted to see the other man. He needed to be with someone who didn’t treat him like a piece of meat.
“That would be good. I could use some friendly company.” Josh said
A little bit later Justin had a suite rented and gave Josh the room number and location so he could meet him. An hour later Josh was knocking at the door. When Justin opened it he noticed Josh looked tired. Like he hadn’t had sleep for days. They walked to the sofa in silence.
“Josh, are you ok?” Justin asked
“As well as can be expected, I guess.”
“I saw the paper today. How did the family take the news?” Justin asked
“I told them Monday. My dad threw a fit and my mom is still crying. My younger brother and sister said they always suspected it and they seem to support me. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be.” Josh said
Justin reached over and pulled the older man to him. He stretched out on the sofa and pulled Josh to lay between his spread legs. Josh began to cry.
“It’s ok. Things will get better.” Justin said
“I don’t know. I just don’t know that they can. Bobbie’s been great with everything. Now at least she can move on with her life and find the right person for her.” Josh said
Justin continued to run his fingers through Josh’s hair and before he knew it the older man was just about sleep.
“You know Josh, now you can find the right person for you too.” Justin said
“Have already.” Josh said going fully to sleep leaving Justin in shock.
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