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Secrets don't make friends

By: Forgeteverything03
folder Singers/Bands/Musicians › Taking Back Sunday
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 6
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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Taking Back Sunday. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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I won't sleep a wink to prevent dreaming of you

As we got into the lobby matt put my bag down.
"Ok I'm going to bed now, good night." he gave me a tight hug
"I am really sorry." he whispered as he pulled away i fakely smiled as he walked away
"Where's your room?" i asked he lead the way to the elevator and pushed the button for the 2nd floor. He opened the door and put my bag down.

"Do you want to talk about tony?" he asked sitting on the bed
"No." i shook my head
"Ok." he smiled and i saw it was 1
"You wanna watch a movie?" i asked
"I was just gonna take a shower and then go to sleep."
"Ok."
"But i can watch a little bit of a movie with you." he smiled
"Ok." i sat down next to him and flipped through the channels until i found "A clock work orange." but it was ending. we watched the last 10 minutes and he left to shower.

I quickly changed into a tank top and some shorts before he came out. He walked out and saw i had changed.
"So are you ready to talk about it?"
"Talk about what?" i asked unsure if he was talking about the kiss or tony
"Tony."
"No."
"Ok." he sat on the bed
"So which side of the bed do you want?" i asked
"This one is fine." he said laying on the right side
"Ok." i layed down next to him but there was a lot of room between us.
"Goodnight." he said before turning off the lamp next to his side
"Good night." i turned off the lamp on my side.

Its not like we've never slept in the same bed before but this time it's different. I layed in bed for a long time and kept curled up in a ball It wasn't long before i fell asleep. I had a dream about Me and Adam

I was on a balcony walking inside and Adam was sitting on the bed in nothing but a towel.
"Oh sorry." i said turning back to walk outside
"No...its ok." he grabbed my arm and i turned around before i could say anything he kissed me. i kissed him back he slid his tongue along the edge of my lips and i opened my mouth, his tongue swirled around in my mouth. After a while he pulled away and lead me to the bed i layed down and he slowly layed on top of me. We began kissing again until I pulled away I looked up at him
"Are you sure about this?" i ask
"Yeah." he says pulling my shirt off i kiss his neck as he un-hooks my bra. He kisses my neck and kisses his way down to my stomach where he pulls off my pants and then my underwear. He kisses his way back up to my mouth kisses me again, i pull off his towel and he smiles.

I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing i never finished the dream. I saw that it was Tony calling i didn't bother to pick it up i hit ignore and slowly got up so i wouldn't wake Adam. The weirdest thing about having that dream is waking up right next to him. I changed into some other clothes and walked outside to call the Airport. There was a flight back to New jersey in an hour i called my mom to let her know what happened and she said i could stay at her house until i figured things out. i walked back inside Adam was still asleep i grabbed my bag and a pen and paper.

Thanks for letting me stay here sorry i left with out saying good bye.
There was an early flight back to Jersey and i didn't want to wake you
I'm going to be pretty busy packing up my stuff and figuring things out
so i'll just catch up with you once your tour is over.
Love Kayla

I put the letter on the nightstand and then left to the elevator. In the lobby i saw Tony he was talking to one of the girls from last night he saw me and stopped talking to her. He walked over to me i froze not knowing what to do

"Where were you? i called you a million times."
"I told you i don't want to talk to you anymore."
"Baby you can't be serious."
"I am....i've never been more serious in my entire life i never want to see you again." i started to walk away he grabbed my arm
"Don't touch me i don't know where you've been."
"Fine....i just want to let you know that i am really sorry and i love you more than anything in the world."
"I want you to know that i loved you with all i had and now i don't even know you. This is the last time you hurt me....Don't call me because i'm done with you have a nice life."

i just walked away part of me wanting to go back and yell at him about how he messed up everything. Wanting to go back and hit him and beat the shit out of the girl but i didn't i kept walking. I got to the airport just in time to catch the flight on the plane i kept thinking this is it....I'm starting over. Then i kept thinking that i'm going to some how have to cut Adam out of my life and it's going to be the hardest thing i have to do who knows in a perfect world we'd be together but nothing is ever perfect.

The end

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