What you don't know epilogue:Whichever comes first | By : chibikitten Category: WWF/WWE > General Views: 3452 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Bluebird:
You know, I was so unsure about the whole jacuzzy/relationship-without-sex/how-to-get-them-together thing I almost stopped writing the blasted fic!!! I tell you, it's a curse to be muse follower, when I came up with this fic, it was a piece of cake writing it, now I don't know WHAT to wirte... But still, seing people loving it and asking for more, and actually following it and reviewing chapter after chapter -just like you are- makes me keep it up... and also my wonderful yellow folder where I drabble, write and put down anything cool that comes to mind.... love you, kitty(Kitty is just a nick for my readers, save me the 'are you a boy or girl' trouble) Hope you like this chapter!!!! By the way, that's exactly how I'd spell majorly.... Guess we're both screwed on the spelling and grammar area.
Jackthesynister_Jakethejust:
I did got a little carried away with the last chapter, but the truth is that last chapter wasn't A chapter, but two chapters, but I thought it wouldn't be cool to leave it unfinished: could you imagine, ending the chapter at the same point Matt enters the Jacuzzi?? Or when they finally kiss?? How about the ''so, what happens now'' part?? That would be just MEAN *snickers at the thought last chapter ended, talk about being mean* *Burst in fists of laughter* I'm sorry... anyways, I'm thrilled you love this fic so much, and -as you can tell-, I designed each part of the previous chapter to fit into a somewhat believable, long, yet not boring sequence, and by the looks of the reviews I got, I guess I did... Here's the next chappie!!!! Get out the shock, cause this is gonna rock!!!
Ps: I've always wondered, is your name Jack or Jake?? are you one reader, or two readers?? why two different names?? (you answer this question solely if you want to, don't feel oblige to do it, just know that if you don't, the curiosity would take my inspiration away -Just kidding, it's really up to you-)
Miss Undertaker:
Here’s next chapter… hope you like it and make you get out of that daze…
Souless_purity:
Well, it was obvious that was the whole plan, you know?? A little mean getting Edge to do his part and leave everyone hooked with Glenn entering, but it was worth the review it got me…. And about the strawberries and the chocolate syrup… I just couldn’t let it by as soon as the idea slammed its way into my head. *cutest puppy eyes* And don’t give me the scolding finger, I AM updating, you know??
Matt couldn't breathe, he couldn't move, thereby he couldn't scape Adam's hold, and he couldn't even think as Glenn stared at them, his eyes going from him to Adam, silently, not saying a thing.
Edge was the one to brake the silence.
"Kane... Don't you ever knock??" Was the first thing he said, and his voice snapped Matt back to reality, he pushed the blond away from him, all agitated and nervious.
"Glenn, please, listen--"
"Shut up, Matt!!" Said man inmediately silenced at the hiss, overly shocked at Glenn's rage, he had expected it, but he had never thought he wouldn't even give him a chance to epxress his point of view, that type of unsensitivity somehow didn't suit Glenn's personality.
"But--"
"Be. Quiet, kid" Glenn hissed out, not even looking at Matt, who nearly jumped at the hiss, Glenn's eyes were centered upon Edge, who looked like he had been hit.
"How can you treat him like that??" The blond finally became involved in the dialogue, his voice full of spite. "You know, I really didn't want you to find out about it like this after what happened with Amy, but now that I see you acting as such, I think it was for the best" He said, throwing an arm over Matt's shoulder, who inmediately ducked away from him. Glenn crossed his arms over his chest, an intrigued yet calm look set upon his face.
"Tell me, Edge, what was for the best??" His voice was as calm as the look on his face as he talke to Edge, a total opposite as to whenever he directed himself to Matt.. Edge smiled at the question though.
"That you find out..." he whispered, walking towards Glenn, stopping three steps away, just out of Glenn's vast arm's reach. "That you were, once again, a substitute to me" Glenn only arched an eyebrow at him, while Matt decided to get in the picture, deny everything the blond would say, but Glenn stopped him with a cold look and a rise of his hand.
"Am I??" Glenn's voice was surprisingly calm. Matt didn't know wether to coward away or stay and face facts, Glenn's calmness towards Edge was freaking him out, he would've expected a yelling session, screaming, braking, violence, but he had forgotten how unpredictable Glenn was, and that was showing itself right now, Glenn was so calm he was edging on indiferent, a total opposite to what anyother person would be in this situation.
"Yeah..." there was a defenite laughing tone in Edge's voice, he knew for sure that apparent indiference was only a way Kane used not to let him know how much the situation hurt. "Or what, did you thought my Matty would really love someone like you?? Please, you kid yourself, he was only with you to get back with me, to get me jealous... We were together for a long time, you know??"
"Yeah, I did knew... and I take it it worked, didn't it?? Matt's plan, I mean... you're here, aren't you??" Matt couldn't being to comprehend why the hell Glenn was so fucking calm, or so talkative, for that matter!! He was talking to Edge as if they were talking about the weather or a baseball game.
"Yeah, I was a little tricked by a bitch's charms, not that you wouldn't know how great her charms are, right??"
"I'm quite aware of it" Glenn pointed out with a laugh, which was answered with a superior smile from Edge.
"But my baby got me into getting back on the right track..." he turned to Matt, his back full to Glenn and through Matt's head came the thought that maybe this was Glenn's 'to die for' surprise at seing that the bigger man didn't attack the blond, on the contraire, he didn't even glared at his back. He was so entranced in his fear he barely caught Edge's ''right, Matty baby?'' #I'll give you your 'right Matty baby'....#
"Don't say a word, Matty..." It wasn't the order, but the name that made Matt shut up, did Glenn just called him 'Matty'?? "you got too big a piece of this story to keep on enlarging it by saying anything" #Wait, he's not mad at Adam, but he's mad at me??.... well, of course he's mad at you, he fucking found you kissing the bastard you were supposed to be over from...... he could at least try and hit Edge once, it's not all my fault....#
"Hey, that's my name for him" Edge sounded a little upset at hearing Glenn, Matt should have guessed, the blond was quite possessive.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know the name was exclusive..." Now he was sure he had seen it all: Glenn apologizing to Edge.... NOW?!?! Matt had all the losing characteristics in this situation.... "Let's see if I got this straight... You and Matt were together, but then Lita decided to hit on you and you fall, leaving Matt, Matt decided he wanted to get back at you and thought I would be the perfect person to make you jealous, mostly because you think I'm beneath you, but now you're back, so there's nothing else for me to do here... did I get it all right, Adam??" His voice was calm and serene.
The blond nodded, smirk firm in place. Matt couldn't believe it, Glenn was just having a conversation with Adam about his 'betrayal', right infront of him and what's worst, he didn't want him to say shit!!
"Good" Glenn had the nerve to smile, then he walked back to the door. "Now that we got all this thing figured out, could you leave me and Matt alone for a few minutes??" He cordially asked, smile still on his face, as he oppend the door for Adam. "We gotta talk" Matt began to shake his head mentally, no way he was gonna stay here all alone with this lunatic, if Edge was leaving, he would leave with him, as much as the thought pained him. "I promise I won't hurt him, just to calm you down when you're gone" Glenn's voice said that if Adam decided he wanted to stay, he would kick him out personally, in a very bad way he might add, that threatning tone was the one to tell the blond to collect his t-shirt and leave, the same tone made Matt freeze on the stop.
Edge walked out, smirk firm in place, and Glenn shut the door slowly after him... and remained at the door, doorknob still in hand, looking at the floor, not raising his eyes to meet Matt's frightened stare from the other side of the room.
The older Hardy was in the verge of tears, he wanted the bigger man to say something, anything, he had thought his attitude while Adam was here was terrifying, but Glenn's silence for down right torture in his actual state. He had to gather the courage to speak, even if Glenn didn't let him.
"Glen--"
"Tell me, Matt..." His unusally calm voice was heard from the door, and he began walking into the room, slowly. "Is there anything you would like to tell me??" Matt didn't waste one second upon answering. He made his way to the bigger man as he talked.
"Glenn, please, you can't believe him, it's all--" Glenn grabbed a hold of Matt's reaching out hands.
"I'm not asking you that, and just to ease your doubts... I didn't think Edge's presence would help the conversation we're about to have" He calmly explained, setting Matt's hands down, and Matt was in awe as to how was Glenn able to think of Edge not being present or not when he had found Edge kissing him. Talk about cold thinking. "And I asked you if there's anything else you'd like to say before I leave??" He coldly repeated himself, adding those three little words to his question, and it downed upon Matt that, no matter what he would say, Glenn was to walk out that door as soon as he suited this conversation over, unless of course he found a way to change his mind, something that give the situation was highly unlikely to happen.
Slowly, he calmed down, getting his thoughts together, thinking what could the other man possibly want him to say, he clearly didn't want to hear anything about what happened here bettween him and Edge, the only thing he should be interested on if you asked Matt, so what else could Glenn possibly want him to say. He asked him the same damn thing: "Say anything like what, Glenn??" It was the best he had for now, and it would also get Glenn into talking, and telling what was that thorn he had yet to pull out, and maybe then finding a way to fix this whole thing up right away.
"I don't know, really" there was a defenite sting of rage held within Glenn's voice now. Matt feared it, told him that everything which had happened was only a preambule to the real brawl that was to begin now. "There are so many things you could say to me" What surprised Matt the most was that he could only feel the rage in Glenn's voice, for he didn't show it on his face, or in his actual relaxed stance two steps away from him. "Like how very much stupid you think I am..."
That really shocked Matt, he never expected such an argument. More confused than frightened, he spoke: "I don't think stupid you're stupid Kainny, on the--"
"Would you NOT call me that?!??!" Ok, defenite rage now, and Matt was on full alert as to what would happen, he would never mean to hurt Glenn now, but he wouldn't let the other man pulverize him either. Glenn was pacing, around the room, from one side to the other, laboring his breath, rage now evident in every part of his body, even in his hands that wouldn't remain still for a second, fisting and unfisting as he walked. He abrupty came to a halt, and turned, walking to Matt as said man walked back. "And you think I'm stupid enough to believe shit of what that bleached blond bitch said...." He finally ended, cornering Matt against the wall.
Matt laughed, letting out a breath he knew he was holding upon hearing Glenn's words: Glenn hadn't believe shit to Edge, that's why he had been so calmed!! But if he didn't believe him, why was he so mad now?? Right now, Matt didn't care much, it was enough that Glenn knew him enough to know he wouldn't play something like Adam had said on him.
"I knew it, I knew you wouldn't--"
"Or maybe" Matt's happiness didn't last long, those two words let him know he was about to discover the exact place Glenn's rage came from. "you think I'm stupid enough to believe you had really gotten over the guy by now...."
If Matt could back up a step -being cornered against the wall as he was-, he would have done it. His chest felt like it was shrinking more and more by the moment, so much he felt his heart was going up his neck and he could only listen to its beats, his thoughts being silenced by the rithmical drumming. Glenn's words were the only thing other than the beating resonating in his head until, like a thunder, the answer came to him:
"Glenn, please, come on, what are you saying??" He felt as insulted as he sounded, totally. But with the insulting feeling came a sudden flare within his chest he couldn't pinpoint where it came from, and the realization that the bigger man had hit a sore spot was as clear as Glenn's white shirt.
Meanwhile Glenn was examinating and reading Matt like a wide oppened english book, the boy was confused and angry, and a little bit anxious, and Glenn had to resist the urge to grab him by his WWE t-shirt and shake him roughly, Matt always seemed to overlook the feelings he didn't want them to be there, and the truth behind them, even if it was set right infront of his eyes.
"I'm saying you still love him" Glenn couldn't put things simpler than that.
"That's not true!!"
"Yes, it is!!" He inmediately cut him off, and Matt knew that Glenn had reached his boiler point, the one he had to reach to say everything he wanted to say and have no one stopping him. Matt couldn't be anymore frightened and relieved, frightened because last time Glenn had reached that point he had seen right through him and virtually destroy his by then so firm and shielding walls, and relived because he knew he would get to know exactly what the other man thought, and that would get Glenn to calm down, and maybe give Matt a chance at getting back on his good sides.
"You still love him" Glenn continued, his voice thundering with strength, confidence and an injection of rage, Matt noticed. "It would take a person with only a quarter of a brain to notice!! A part of you still wants this whole thing to a lie, you want his betrayal to be an act, and the words he said, the kiss I saw to be real!!" Matt could already feel his eyes stinging with forming tears, but he wouldn't let them out, no matter what, Glenn knew exactly how his words affected him, but he wouldn't show it. "You wouldn't have even let him say a damn thing if you didn't, let alone let him kiss you!!" Glenn began pacing once more, it must be a stress reliever for him, cause he did that every time he was telling Matt what he wouldn't see himself. "And let me tell you something... I must really be losing my inteligence, cause from what I just saw right now, to what Edge said you were doing to me, it's only a breath away."
Matt could only stare at him, shock and disbelieve clearly reflected on his face, had Glenn just accused him of using him?? "You're gonna believe that?? Have you completely lost it??" Fuck Glenn's ability to see right through him, he wasn't using him!! He cared for Glenn, deeply, and that was something no one could act, not to mention the fact that after what being betrayed felt like, he didn't have the guts to do that to anyone else.
"NO, I'm thinking!! For the very first time since we first talked I'm actually thinking: What a hell are you doing with me?? What am I doing with you?? What is this... whatever we're 'having' when a part of you is still inlove with that bleach blond bastard?!?!"
"I don't love him!!" Matt repeated himself again, this time angered for real, Glenn seemed to be taking things to a whole new level now, he was not only judging Matt but he was also judging himself and everything they had shared since they met because of this.
"Don't you??" Sarcasm was clearly ringing in Glenn's voice, and the half smile on his face. The bigger man sat down on the bed, right infront of Matt but only a few steps away. "Sure as hell seems like a whole different point of view to me... so tell me, if you don't love him, what do you feel for him, cause you at the least admit you feel for him, don't you??"
"I grieve for him" Matt firmly answered.
"You don't grieve what you don't love, Matt" Glenn retorded, his voice just as firmly as Matt's, and was shock to see a fire burning up in those chocolate orbs he hadn't seen before. Matt was determined to prove him wrong and win this specific subject.
"Yes, you do!! Or didn't you grieve for Xpac and Tori??" From sore subject to sore subject, Glenn couldn't believe Matt had cornered him like that, but a cornered Glenn was never a defeated Glenn.
"That is a totally differe--"
"No!! It's the same damn thing!!" Matt interrupted him, with the strength and confidence of the one who know is right. "And because it is you should know how it feels, and how I wouldn't play anyone, just like you've never played me..." Glenn couldn't find anything to say to that, not even seing how Matt's voice broke a little at the end, the conviciton which Matt used to say he hadn't played him had him emotionally tied, he never thought Matt had come to trust him so damn much.
Matt was trying, he was really trying not to sound as defeated as he sounded, but there had been a strucking resolution with his lasts words, a resolution which he couldn't keep for himself: "And because of your experience you should also know I'm not ready to love anyone just yet, not even you..." He never thought those words would be just what Glenn needed to finish him off.
"You see, that's the problem..." His voice was calm and serene, a total constrast from the explosion he had previously been, even if Matt knew that under that calm, a storm was still raging its way out. "That's exactly the problem" Voice a little raised now, storm in the verge of blowing up again. "You are TRYING to love me to forget him!!" Storm on the raise now, Matt could only stand tall and straight and try not to look too miserable. "but it's not like that, Matt.... It doesn't work like that... you'll never love me until you stop fucking trying and let him go, and you will never let him go until you LET HIM GO!!"
Glenn stopped his speech, to take a deep breath, and took a good look at Matt: the boy had his gaze fixed upon him, unmoving and unyeilding, his eyes telling him he had done it again, he had stripped him bare off his own thoughts and made him see things he didn't want to see, and even if it was for his own good, Glenn couldn't feel any worst right now. Glenn took a deep breath before continuing to talk, coming close to Matt, cupping his face with his hands, making him look at him, shocking him with all the emotion reflected on his face.
"Listen, you're seing things the wrong way... this is not about love... it's not about I love you, you love him and all that bullshit... Hell, I don't even think it's gotta do a lot about me!! It's about you, baby... you're the one in pain here, the victim... to him, to me--" Glenn saw Matt ready to argue "yes to me... I knew you weren't ready for a relationship and still, I oppened the door for you and even pushed you in, I thought of you enough to see your problems but not enough to help you out of them" Once again, he had to hush Matt. "It's just that you're the best thing in my life right now" If Glenn's fingers on his mouth hadn't been enough to shut Matt, those words sure as hell did the trick. "And I forgot this is about you, what's best for you... and we both know it's defenitely not this" Matt laughed, trust Glenn to put a joke into a serious conversation. "But I forgot... I can't punch and kick my way into you heart and kick him out of there, you have to do that yourself, and put me in his place if that's what you want, or as however you want"
"You already have a place in my heart..."
"I know, I know... but it's not the one I want" #It's defenitely not the one I want you in either# Matt thought. "And as much as I would like to stay and help you, I can't... these forgetting/forgiving/loving type of things are best done when you do them on your own, and I'm too damn sorry to say this Matt, but Edge knows all of this, and he won't let you go until you let him go, as selfifh as that might be..." Glenn went silent, and Matt was expecting anything from the bigger man know, anything but the things Glenn decided to say.
"And I'm too damn sorry. Matt, but I'm gonna be a selfish bastard and walk away from this" Glenn could see the troubled mind, the disbelieve in his eyes, how that one crystal drop sliped down his cheeks, and he wished not to have the heart to walk out on Matt right now... " Matt, don't get me wrong... I care about you, I do. Deeply. But I can't help you on this, I can't get into your head and kick him out, and staying would only make this even more difficult, not to mention painful, to us both, perhaps to an escalation of what we feel this moment, and as selfish as this might sound right now I'm a sadist/masoquist only in bed."
Matt didn't say anyting, he only nodded, acknowledging everything Glenn had said to him, and even if the bigger man was right, he was being selfish but that selfishness was shadowed by the overwhelming fact that he was, indeed, right. "When this is over... would there still room for me in your life??" Glenn smiled, a wicked, seductive smile that somehow managed to enlighten Matt's heart.
"Sure... as long as you don't come back in ten years, head shaved and with a robe on you from Asia, finally finding that inner peace" Matt raised an eyebrow at the sentence.
"Trust me, Glenn... there is no way I would have my hair off" Glenn had to laugh... and for a few seconds they remained silent, until Glenn reached for Matt's face, drawing a line down the side of his face, in that soft, loving way Matt had come so very much used to.
"Take care, alright??"
"You too" And Glenn silently walked out of the room, leaving Matt alone to curse Edge for the xxenth time, then drop all his defenses and cry his heart out...
Ck:Aaahh.... this is nice...
M: Nice?? NICE?!?!? This is a disaster!!!
K: You made me a chicken, you know?? I was so cool in this fic up to this moment...
Ck: I didn't make you a chicken, I made you human... with strengths and flaws and weaknesses, it's not my fault they didn't flare out until now!!
K: Matt, baby...
M: Don't you baby me, you left me!!! You abandoned me when I needed you the most!!
Ck: Actually, he left you when you needed him to leave the most... Kane's right, you can't push a person out of someone else's heart, it's ilogical!! That's a job for yourself and no one else, if Glenn would've stayed, what do you think would happen?? You would both be constantly remembered the shadow of that 'bleached blond bitch' is still all over your relationship!!
M: Well, you are right about that...
K: So, you wanna give me a kissy kiss?? *M smirks evilly*
M: I have a better idea... *Drags K away*
Ck: What could those two be up to now?? *Ck sighs, then pulls out her cellphone, proceeding to dial up a number* Mr. McMahon, how are you??.......... well, my fics are doing great, and the characters unharmed, like we agreed on, you could go to Adultfanfiction.net and search me up just to be sure, you know that right??............. I apprecaite your trust, Mr McMahon............ Well, it's quite simple, I would like you to lend me HBK for an appereance for next chapter............ he is?? Well tell him to stop weeping and get over it, I got a part for him, better than the last chapter............ yes, I do need something else from you, I would like a few more other wrestlers--................ Yeah, you know the life of the creativies, I got this idea a few days ago I just couldn't let by............. Who would I need?? Well, I would like to have...
Jejeje... evil author coming up with evil schemes.... this is gonna rock, and guess what, kittens?? We're only two-- yes TWO chapters away from the end!!! *burst into emotional tears* I'm so close to finish a fic, it hurts!!! I don't wanna finish this fic, it's found such a quick way into my heart.... I want it to go on forever!!!!!!
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