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Not such a bad idea!	By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 4787 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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“You are…. wearing them?”

“….Yeah.”

Ville stared at his friend with wide eyes, and so did Bam. Neither of them certain if this was just a joke.

“Oh….” Ville heard himself say with a little smile and burning cheeks. But Bam didn’t smile. He just looked at him with something in his eyes Ville couldn’t quite describe. Admiration? Fear? Something in between?

“Ville….”

“Bam, I didn’t mean to…”

But Bam had walked towards him with slightly wobbling legs, and stood before Ville, almost closing the gap between them. His head was spinning from the booze and the adrenaline, and he was feeling a lot braver all of a sudden.

Ville saw him standing before him and was suddenly filled with a deep, satisfying and beautiful warmth spreading trough his body. He loved Bam. He really, really did. He loved him so damn much. He always had and he always would.

When Bam lifted up a single hand to cup Ville’s face, and looked at him big, blue desperate eyes, Ville forgot all reason and leaned forwards to capture Bam’s lips with his own.

The kiss was very careful and gentle, but also extremely needy. Ville couldn’t help himself, and pulled Bam closer by wrapping a hand around his neck.

‘Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god…..OH GOD!’

Bam’s mind screamed, when he felt Ville soft lips touching his own. His eyes didn’t even close, that was how shocked he was. Ville’s lips felt so good against his own, so perfect, and when he felt his hand curl around his neck he started to pant. He had dreamed of this for so long, and now it was happening. Oh god, it was happening.

Bam couldn’t hold back a moan, when Ville started to part his lips, and desperately clung to his shirt in an attempt to bring him closer, and finally closed his eyes. Giving in to everything Ville was offering.

Ville, now encouraged by Bam’s responds, slid the tip of his warm, moist tongue over Bam’s lower lip, and was almost surprised when he felt Bam willingly open his mouth to give him the excise he was searching for.

It was crazy, it was absolutely fucking crazy, but holding Bam close, feeling his heat and kissing his lips, letting his tongue dance with his…. it was beautiful. It was amazing. It was everything he had once secretly desired. And now…. not so secretly anymore. He hadn’t even known he wanted this so bad, until now. Nothing felt more right.

Bam’s felt so alive when he felt Ville warm lips open up with his, and felt his warm tongue making love to his own. He tasted so sweet. So goddamn good no fan fiction writer would be able to describe it. The little low moans Ville made filled his ears and it was almost like beautiful music. This was it….This was what love felt like. This was what it was like to completely surrender and drown in someone else. Drown till you disappear and become one.

If Bam had been able to think straight, he would have puked over this girl talk, but now all he could feel, hear and wanted was Ville.

Ville heard Bam gasp, and his eyes shot wide open. He allowed his brain to think for one second, and it was one second to many. It was like a bucket of cold water had been thrown down his shirt.

‘Oh my god, what am I doing?’

He pulled away with a hiss, and let go of Bam, taking a few steps back. His eyes were still wide opens and his mouth formed a small ‘o’. This was not right. This was not fair. Bam didn’t want this and he was only trying to make his own little sick fantasies come true. The pictures he imagined when his eyes closed at night and when his hand slips under the cover.

And Bam, oh god poor Bam! He was vulnerable and confused and well…already unhappy, and now he was making him kiss him and….oh god….giving him more to worry about. Bam was straight; he couldn’t possibly like his weird old friend Ville. He was just drunk, he would regret this. He didn’t know what he was doing. Ville knew Bam adored him, but surely not like that. And because he didn’t want to loose him or hurt him he probably went along with it.

All he could see was Bam, standing in front of him with tousled hair and swollen lips, looking up at him with big blue eyes and looking ready to cry.

‘What have I done?’

“I’m sorry Bam. This shouldn’t have happened.” Was all he could say before running off into the bathroom. He was too embarrassed to look at Bam for another second.

Bam felt his bottom lip treble when Ville left the room, and a single tear escaped from the corner of his eye. Ville had kissed him, and it had been fucking everything. Ville didn’t feel the same if he just walked away like it had never happened. It was over. There was no more hope. Ville didn’t want him.

“Fuck, Fuck Shit Goddamnit!” Bam cursed under his breath, while his shaky hands wiped his messy curls out of his face.

This shouldn’t have happened. This shouldn’t have happened, that is what he had said. It had probably been a joke….a drunk kiss that didn’t mean anything. And when he had responded like he did, he had probably scared Ville and given away his deepest, darkest secret. He wanted Ville, and now it was all fucked!

Ville knew how he felt, and now he didn’t want to look at him anymore. He didn’t like him.
With a loud thump he punched his fist into the nearest wall and cursed when his hand throbbed with pain.

“I need to get out of here. I need to clear my head.”

Bam grabbed his skateboard and walked out of his bedroom without looking back. His heart was bleeding and his eyes were burning from the tears behind them, but he tried not to think about what had just happened and took a deep breath. After a few good tricks and moves on the half pipe he would probably feel better.

...maybe…

Probably not…

Ville heard the loud thump against the wall when Bam punched it and winched.

‘He probably hates me now. I am so fucked.’

He knew he wasn’t aloud to smoke in the house, but he didn’t really care anymore and lit a cigarette while sitting on the closed toilette seat. He inhaled deeply and stared at the chipped nail polish on his fingernails. How could this happen? Maybe he should just apologize to Bam and leave. Go back home.

‘Wait…..NO!’

This was ridiculous! This wouldn’t have to change anything. He could just go to Bam and well…apologize. Tell him he didn’t mean to put him in this position, and well…that it wasn’t what he wanted either. That is was just a drunk joke.

It would be a lie, but it might save their friendship, and that was worth everything.

When his cigarette was nothing but a small bud, he threw it out the small window and silently unlocked the door. It was almost morning, and soon Bam’s family would wake up. It was weird how the last thing on his mind was sleep right now, since he had been up all night, and had a huge jetlag. All he could think about was making thing right with his best buddy…Friend….Friend, his best friend……good god.

He noticed that the bedroom door was slightly opened, and he realized Bam was probably no longer in there.

“Bammie?” He called, knocking on the door before entering. But he was right. Bam was gone.

With a sign he walked in the room and dropped himself on Bam’s comfortable bed. The sheets smelled like him and Ville inhaled deeply.

“Bam, baby, if you only knew.” He muffled into the sheets and rolled into his side so he could watch his own face covering every wall.

Even the background of his laptop was a picture of him and Bam, Ville noticed with a little smile. But it didn’t mean anything. It didn’t. Bam was straight.

He grabbed the laptop off the nightstand and watched the picture before opening Bam’s homepage.

‘Google?’

Bam probably didn’t spend a lot of time on the internet. Bam didn’t strike him as the kind of guy surfing on websites about…well….anything. He was probably only working on clips for Viva la Bam and god knows what. Technical stuff.

But Ville couldn’t help himself. What did Bam do behind his computer? Maybe he watched porn. He remembered the last phone call they had, and smiled. Yeah, probably porn on here. And he was dying to know if at least the official HIM site was in the favourites.

When he pressed the button to check it out, he quickly realized it was. And not just that. There were all kinds of HIM related website, CKY websites of course. Jackass, Viva la Bam, skateboard sites and…one whole folder that was dedicated to something called VAM.

“What the hell is VAM?” Ville wondered out loud. It sounded familiar in a way, but he couldn’t quite get his mind around it.

When he opened one of the many website in the folder, he coked an eyebrow at first, but soon his green eyes widened.

‘Oh my god, Why does Bam has this in his favourites?’

He knew what VAM stood for, and without thinking he pressed on the first title and began to read.

He had heard about this before, but never knew it was really written. And oh god, it was good stuff too, he realized with a blush, and he felt his cock jump in his tight pants.

He read, and read and read, and was getting more turned on at every minute that past. This was sick, this was wrong...this was so, so good. And the fact that Bam had been reading this made him horny as hell! What did that mean? If Bam liked reading this, did that change stuff? Did that mean he did like him like this after all?

He was so caught up in a steamy sex scene on the screen that he didn’t hear footsteps approaching, and almost jumped when he heard a small voice form the doorway.

“Ville, what are you doing?”

Hello my lovelies =D
I love you guys! So glad to hear I can entertain you guys a little by writing, cause that makes it all worth it. I am really enjoying writing this story, since the reaction are SO rewarding! Hope I didn't disappoint with this chap, and that you like it sweety's!
I went to a concert of The Rasmus 2 days ago, and I’m still all happy cause it was so good, so it was hard for me to write a sad chapter…well, not too sad, come on! =P They made out, that is something! But anyway, this is my last chapter for a week, since I leave to London tomorrow. But I will be back the 18th and I’ll write in a notebook while I am there, so when I come back there will be an update before you know it! Promise! With hot stuff, cause you know that won’t take long now =P The cat is out of the bag! Can you feel the heat? I Can! And this is rated NC-17! =P
LOL, love you guys. And please please please tell me what you think. You guys spoil me with reviews, and I am almost afraid to ask for more, but I’m still doing it! I never get tired of it, never!

Ok mmm, what will I give you guys now *thinks*
Oh, I know! Here is some VAM apple-pie with whipped cream! …VAM….Ville…Bam….Whipped Cream! Sound good, No?
And when I come back I’ll give you something sweet from London…VAM style =P

Much Love <3
Karin
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