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Ship wrecked	By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 3333 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Ville woke up in the middle of the night. Or so he figured, since he couldn’t see much more then the ink black darkness surrounding him.He laid on the body heat warmed rubber of the boat that had saved them.

After Bam and himself had built a small ‘home’ made of trees and palm leaves as a roof this afternoon, they realized nothing would feel so comfortable as the boat for them to lay on. No grass or other plants would keep them off the cold, hard ground like this.

The only problem was, it was almost like a waterbed. When one person moved, the other would move right along with him. So the trick was to stay as still as possible, and not to wake the other person during the short nights of sleep they were having. Which was very hard for Ville, sweating and shaking as he was from the lack of nicotine in his blood.

He felt sick, weak and miserable. Even after he had drank some fresh and clean water from the small lake with the waterfall they had found, and the fruits and coconuts they had discovered and ate before they went to sleep, it didn’t make him feel as good as he'd hoped. His body was screaming for alcohol and cigarettes, and he had already woken up earlier that night to throw up the valuable food in his stomach.

But that wasn’t what had woken him up this second time. It had been a strange sound, coming from somewhere close to him. The first second he was annoyed, hating he couldn’t just sleep the night away without feeling his protesting body bothering him. Then, the following second, he was frightened, not seeing what was making the noises in the darkness of the jungle he was sleeping in. But the third second was enough to make him slightly worried, but mostly annoyed when he finally realized what was really disturbing him.

"Bam, would you be quiet." He hissed to the dark spot hugging himself with both arms beside him. The only answer was another whimper from the small body, curling up even more and making himself as small as possible, like a little ball.

He heard sniffling, and bit his lower lip when he realized Bam was crying. He might have been a little too hard on the boy, knowing he was probably younger and obviously more scared then he was.

Well, ok he was pretty freaked out too, but he was at least doing a better job at hiding it. Of course they were both scared as fuck. They were stranded! This was all like a bad dream, making Ville feel numb, knowing they weren’t even completely realizing what this meant just yet.

But yeah, he hadn’t been a really nice and helpful companion in misfortune, though Bam had been quite a pain in his ass as well.

"Bam?" He spoke, more gently this time. The whimpering suddenly stopped, but the sniffing continued. It was all he heard for a moment until Bam finally acknowledged him.

"What?" Sounded his small, fragile voice. Hoarse from the tears and the cool air making his miserable feeling body shiver.

"Are you crying?"
Ville spoke softly now, like a parent would be talking to his crying child. Something about the smaller boy, with the brown messy curls and big blue eyes, actually crying and whimpering like a small and wounded animal, made him feel weak. He didn’t like that at all, but he couldn’t bring himself to hurt him, or scowl at him again. Like he wouldn’t kick a fluffy little bunny.

There was a silence again. Even the sniffling had stopped now. Bam was lying with his back to him, still in a little ball. But now his eyes had adjusted to the darkness, and the moonlight was softly shining on them through the palm leaf roof, he could see his t-shirt covered shoulders shaking.

"……No."

Bam said it through clenched teeth, obviously not comfortable with Ville’s question. But the way his voice shook when he spoke, and his nose was making the sniffling noises again, made Ville have no doubt in his mind it was lie.

"Bam…"

"…..Maybe."

Bam’s voice sounded so small and weak, making Ville sigh deeply before sitting up and wiggling himself closer to Bam, making the boat shake.

"I would ask you what is wrong, but that would be kind of stupid, huh?"
Ville stated with a small smile, making Bam snort loudly.

"You better ask me what 's right. The list would be shorter."

"Oh now come on." Ville hushed him, sitting up and leaning against the side of the boat. "At least we're still alive. That's more then a lot of the other passengers could probably say." That last bit sounded more bitter, since Ville finally realized they were most likely the only survivors of the huge and crowded cruise ship. It was quite frightening thinking about it. He was glad no bodies had stranded on the beach yet. He was already scarred for life by what he'd seen.

"No, that's also on my what-is-wrong list." Bam mumbled quietly, more to himself then to Ville, and he jumped in shock when Ville’s hand suddenly grabbed his arm with a firm grip to roll him over, so he was facing the disgusted look in Ville’s moonlit face, now close to his own.

"What the fuck is that suppose to mean? Are you out of your mind. You want to die?"
He snapped, staring directly at Bam with his piercing green eyes. Bam’s swollen and red ones shifted immediately, pulling from Ville’s strong grip.

"I-I-I guess I do." He stuttered, turning away from Ville and laying on his side again.There was a small silence, where Ville was chewing on the inside of his cheek, and Bam wiping off his tearstained cheeks.

"Are you going to kill yourself then?" Ville then spoke up, fumbling with his hand and trying to sound very neutral.Bam inhaled deeply, like he was thinking. Then there was a very short and clear; "I don’t know." Making Ville’s hamds shake with more force then they already were. He wanted to puke again, and the cigarettes were not the only cause this time.

Being alone on this Island…..the idea alone was terrifying. He didn’t like Bam that much, but he knew he could never cope without him. He would never say that out loud, but deep down he knew he needed a companion. And all with all, Bam wasn’t the worst companion he could have on this island.

"Fine, kill yourself, I don’t care. Then I might even have some real meat to eat instead of all this fruit and small animal stuff." He sneered, turning around with a dramatic sweep so he was now laying with his back to Bam as well.

Then, for the first time that night, there was complete silence in the little home they had made. No sniffling, no squeaking of the rubber boat, not even breathing. Both laying there in silence without making a move. Not knowing what to do.When Bam finally felt himself drifting off for the first time that night, he was woken by a soft and small voice coming from next to him. Making him smile and taking away the heavy pressure on his chest caused by the previous discussion.

"I’m sorry. That was gross."

"It’s ok." Bam simply replied, hearing Ville turn and doing the same so he came face to face with his companion once more.

"No it’s not. I mean….I’ll bet you would taste terrible. I could never eat you." Ville smile slightly, making Bam chuckle softly.But even though Bam laughed again, the light in his eyes was far from near. There was something seriously not right, making Ville finally ask straight forward what was really happening inside Bam’s sad looking little head.

And Bam finally explained it. Keeping it very short, but telling him in a few sentences about his depression, his medication, the fear and panic inside his body, leaving Ville slightly speechless and with a frown on his smooth white forehead. Feeling bad for the young boy next to him, and guilty for the teasing he had been doing.

"That sucks man, I’m sorry to hear that." Was all he could bring out, shoving his hands under his armpits so they would stop shaking so much.

"Yeah….."

"Just don’t kill yourself ok? I wouldn’t like that too much." Ville carefully picked his words, making Bam’s eyes tear again. Why, he didn’t know.

"Ok Ville."

"Promise?"

"…Fine, I promise."

Ville sighed, and Bam guessed he was relieved. He was just hoping he didn’t just make a promise he couldn’t keep."I’ve been depressed but….not as bad as you claim to be. It’s awful. If there is something I can do….." Ville offered a little clumsily, making Bam smile a small smile.

"Thanks, I’ll let you know." He joked, wrapping his arms around him when a cool breeze crazed his bare arms. This not going unnoticed by Ville.

"Hey, why don’t you come a bit closer. It is pretty cold, we can share our… body heat." He offered innocently, making Bam nod with a slight blush on his wet cheeks. He was not nearly comfortable enough around Ville to cuddle up with him, but there didn’t seem to be another choice right now.

Sitting closer to Ville, shoulders and hips slightly touching, he felt a lot better and warmer. A little less alone then before, which had brought him the tears he had cried.

"Don’t worry Bam, it'll be alright. We’ll get through this." Ville spoke softly, taking away his worries for the night before his eyes closed and his head dropped on Ville's small shoulder, Falling into a deep and comfortable sleep.

**

The sound of birds singing in the trees around them, woke Bam out of the deep slumber he'd been in. It was still early, because the sky was still a beautiful mixture of deep purple, red, orange, and pale blue from the horizon up.

He felt too comfortable to move just yet, and he buried his head deeper in the warm pillow he was laying on. A pillow that gently rocked his head back and forth. There was a soft, steady thumping filling his ear and a warm, gentle hand on his back.

It was nice.

Holy shit!

Bam’s eyes popped open once again, widening as much as they possibly could, when he realized what really was his nice warm pillow.Looking up slowly, he found his head laying in the middle of Ville’s chest, on the black shirt he was dressed in. But it wasn’t just that. His lower body was also curled up on Ville’s lower half, and his short legs were warily entwined with Ville’s long ones. He was pretty much…on top of Ville!

Both his hands were resting on Ville's shoulder, almost like he was holding him down, and the one hand of Ville's that wasn’t sprawled out on the rubber surface, was gently placed on Bam’s lower back, holding him close to him.

Bam felt himself starting to panic, and he was so happy Ville was still sound asleep on his back. Eyes closed and calmly breathing through his nose.He tried to lift himself off Ville ever so slowly, trying not to wake him up. And while doing so brushing against something of Ville’s that made itself very present, and Bam eyes widening in shock.

This was not happening!

Ville was having a freaking hard on. A morning hard on, or so Bam desperately hoped. He was so shocked, he jumped, trying to crawl off Ville’s body as fast as he could and rudely waking up Ville who gasped loudly and tried to sit up straight.

Both men moved too fast, and the unsteady boat supporting them made them both slip and fall down again. Bam flat on his back, and Ville falling over him, landing face to face with Bam this time. They hold still for a moment, starting into each others shocked and wide open eyes.

"Ehm….we better…"

"Yeah…we better…'"

Ville pushed himself up as fast as he could, seeing Bam doing the same, with a face that was probably just as deep red as his own.Avoiding each others gaze, they both jumped out of the boat as fast as they could. Wanting to get away from the spot, Bam mumbled something about finding the breakfast, while Ville mumbled something about having a
swim at the same time.

And off they went, almost running in opposite directions, and not seeing each other again until noon.

Hello sweeties! another chapter! Maybe not as much vamness as you would have liked but come on, they aren't even friends just yet! Anyway, I hope you like it, cause there is many more to come! I understand my grammer isn't perfect and that it can bother some people, but I'm really trying! Thanks for the sweet reviews, and sticking with me darlings! If some of you got any ideas or requests they do share, and I might be able to make it happen!
A special thanks to my vam soulmate and Beta Punksbitch *grin*! Thank you honey! This one is for you as always! Thanks for being a real friend! Kisses!
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