Savagely Bitter And Deathly Sweet | By : FrankiesLove Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > AFI Views: 1233 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of AFI. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Author's Note: Here's the sixth chapter, in Davey's point of view. It's basically the scene that a lot of people look for. (winks)
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Savior
How we had gone from the couch to his bunk was beyond me. But he was on the bottom one just below mine and it was more easily accessed then mine was. Though doing what we were in mine would have been interesting. I already knew that Adam and Hunter were going to be in for a surprise when they got back. If they decided to come back that day at all.
Jade’s lips were against my throat and he was sucking against my Adam’s apple, sending shivers up and down my spine and gooseflesh over my arms in a consistent, steady stream. He paused every so often to look at me, almost like he didn’t believe me to be a real entity, to be existing in the moment. Reaching up, I stroked his hair and then lifted my head a little, pressing a small and lingering kiss to his lips before I offered a smile, whispering affectionately to him as I stroked his two-toned hair.
“I love you Jade…and I’m sorry that I didn’t realize it before…”
He shook his head and then brought his mouth down against mine once again. The heat of his tongue and his consuming lips was something surreal to me, almost as if I was walking through a dream in baby steps and trying to cling to the feelings that were clinging right back. But I knew that it wasn’t going to last. Not the sex part…but definitely the commitment and so much beyond that.
I felt him slide down the front of my body, my shirt being pushed up a little and his slender, warm hands brushing over the flesh just beneath. My back arched up and I gasped, my eyelids fluttering shut as I felt his nails graze over my nipples, my body shivering and becoming almost completely immobile by the fact that all that electric pleasure was traveling through my body in waves, centering in one spot before passing through and down again. It was intoxicating and I felt myself grow a little uncomfortable. Not by what he was doing…but because my pants had officially become unpleasant to wear.
“Jade…” Breathless with longing, which was my voice at the moment.
He laughed a little, his lips finally pressing to the skin of my stomach and sucking lightly. Every time he gave me another kiss to my torso, it made me see that I was loved by him absolutely. But I also felt guilty whenever I felt the brush of the bandages on his wrists…knowing that beneath them there would be scars that would forever reflect how I had hurt him. When I didn’t move for a little bit, he saw that something was wrong and looked up at me, resting his chin just over my heart. Those brown eyes of his, rapturous and something otherworldly, made me succumb to the need to cry. I squeezed my own dark eyes shut and then turned my head away from him, feeling suddenly unworthy to look at him anymore. How long was I going to feel like that?
“Davey…hey…look at me.”
I couldn’t, I just couldn’t do it. I didn’t deserve to… The gentle way that his fingertips stroked my jaw made me open my eyes. He was above me, kneeling over me and looking down in that loving and caring way that he had when he’d woken up. I swallowed hard, feeling my throat burn and my eyes do the same from what I felt. It was so terrible…
“I’m so sorry Jade…there’s no way for me to make it up to you…”
“Shhh…there is. Just by being there for me when I woke up…by being here now…you’ve done so much.”
Feeling my chest tighten at the thought what he said being true, I turned my head away. But he directed me to glance at him again and he shook his head. That meant more to me then words. He was forgiving me…and I was acting so fucking stupid.
“I love you Davey. And you know that. No matter what you do…I’m always going to love you. You’re the world to me…the universe…my heart and soul…and without you…I can’t live. It’s not physically possible.”
He moved and then laid down, pulling me against him so I was resting against his body. The mood was killed a little bit by my need to cry…but he seemed to understand that I was feeling terrible. Was he reveling in breaking me down? Or was he feeling bad for the pain that he had caused me?
“All the time I was asleep…I kept trying to remember what you had said to me…what you had wanted me to know before I faded out. I thought that I was going to die. All I could think about was you and what you had said. But with every word that I remembered…the image of you was fading from my mind. So when I forgot what you had said, I remembered your face so well. And that was enough to make me realize that I had made a mistake in doing this…what I did.”
He had raised his hand up, showing me the white bandages that were a foreign object on his body. Normally Jade wouldn’t have dared do such a thing…but I had driven him to it…and he had no other resort after that.
“I love you Davey, okay? No more crying…no more blaming yourself. It was my fault…I made the choice…not you.”
Once more he was leaning over me and I nodded, smiling a little when he made a bit of a face at me. I must have seemed so unattractive without my make-up on and my hair done. But he seemed to not mind as his mouth covered mine once more, our tongues moving almost perfectly together, like they knew what to do without us there. My mind slipped away a little, the pleasure stealing over me and my eyes closing just the same. He was so handsome and strong for his lankiness that it turned me on like that.
When he drew back, I whispered softly to him, knowing that he could hear me even as he worked to remove the button-up shirt that he had on.
“…press me to your lips and I’ll suck the poison out…”
Jade smiled against the flesh of my bare chest when I breathed that out to him and he allowed his tongue to trail down my torso, moving against the heart over my chest and then between the daggers straight to my navel. I smiled a little and then giggled a bit when I felt his tongue dip into it a little. That was perfect. I just giggled. He laughed softly and then brought his hands down, drawing them over the button to my pants and then to the zipper, effectively undoing my pants and sliding them down a little before completely off. I was completely exposed to him…and he was still fully clothed. I found that oddly hot.
“Jade…”
“Hush, Davey…just give in to the moment.”
And I did, tilting my head back when I felt his tongue against the head of my cock, moving against it so that the pleasure spiked suddenly. I shuddered a little and clenched at the blankets of his bed, knowing that I was going to end up straining some muscles if I tensed a little too hard. The feeling of heat in his mouth moved down a little more, completely over the head of my very happy organ…and then he finally took me in as much as he could, my back arching up a little at the feeling of him consuming me in such a way.
“Oh…God…”
Once again my words were breathless, be there only two of them. I felt his lips move over the sensitive flesh that I possessed, and then his seemingly expert tongue move around the base of my shaft. I shuddered again, nearly wanting to claw at the blankets to avoid thrusting my hips up into his mouth. Had he done something like this before? I mean…it takes a lot of skill to deep-throat on your first time. Swallowing hard, I panted softly and then felt him draw away just as the pleasure was intensifying, making me want to cum almost immediately. Obviously he wanted me still functional for what was going to happen.
Sliding back up my body, I felt his lips on mine again and the slight taste of me on his lips. Okay…at least he’d gotten a little out of me before he left me so uncompleted. I smiled a bit and then held close to him, sucking on his lower lip before he managed to get away from me. I heard the sound of his own zipper and then glanced down. Oh, that was hot indeed. He was going to take me whilst fully clothed. I swallowed hard and then arched back a little when I felt his fingertips teasing against my entrance, my body seizing up. Was he going to do it?
“Dave…I don’t have anything in my bunk that could help…”
“Give me your fucking hand.”
He obliged and I started to suck on two of his fingers, my tongue moving over all of the digits that he had before I released him, knowing that that was enough spit to prepare me just a little. Yeah…I had experience. I closed my eyes and shuddered when I felt his fingertips again. And when they finally slid in and stopped teasing, I gave a small moan and then clenched my teeth together, my fists tightening on the bedclothes just the same.
“Oh…Jade…”
The feeling of his fingertips inside of me made my hips move down a little…and made him want to moan. I could hear the small groan and then press of his fingers as they slid in deeper. My head was back and my lips parted, my body shivering and my muscles clenching around the violating digits that he blessed me with. Just the contact of something that I, too, had dreamed of was intoxicating and I never wanted it to end. Even if time froze right there…I would be blessed to have him giving his affections to me. But more then anything I wanted him, and I gave a little voice to this.
“I need you Jade…please…please…”
A chuckle was the reply to me and I felt him move a little, his fingers widening out as he drew them out of me slowly, making me wince from the pain involved. I didn’t have much at all anymore, of any kind of sexual contact…but I knew that I was going to get used to this again.
My legs were pushed open and he drew them up a little, forcing my stomach muscles to tense and my body to shudder under him. Heat rushed to my skin and I felt almost on fire, the pleasure overwhelming me more then anything else. There was a slight bit of movement again, and then I felt the head of his organ against my already slightly prepped entrance. Dear God…it felt so amazing. I was tempted to shove myself down on him, but I knew that it was going to hurt. Firsthand experience got you there.
Then he suddenly shoved into me, deciding to take it fast instead of slow. But because I had such a high pain tolerance I didn’t care that he started out at a quick pace.
It was overwhelming to my body, the fire inside of me consuming every ounce of nerves and flesh that I had. When he adjusted me, I felt his cock shove deeper into me, stroking against the flesh and nerves of my prostate over everything else. I cried out sharply, my nails digging into his shoulders as he held me against him, our bodies finally moving as one when I regained my composure and started to greet his thrusts with a fever of my own.
“Jade…Jade…oh…Jade…”
Instead of being the normally loud, incredibly outgoing guy that I was in bed, I was left panting and unable to make noise for that matter. He was just so lovely to me that it amazed me. So much pleasure was derived from knowing that it was him alone! I didn’t know what to think or say, so I let the situation slip out of my mind and just focused on the pleasure, enjoying the rush of blood to my head and the feeling of his shaft buried deep inside of me. It was starting to take over me and I felt his lips against my ear as his speed increased, his thrusts becoming shorter and harder every time he moved. I was overwhelmed and didn’t know if I was going to succeed in hanging on to that edge any longer.
“I love you Davey…and I’m always going to.”
“Oh…Jade…I love…you too…ahhhhh…”
My mouth opened a little more at the feeling of that singular brush of his cock over my prostate. It had brought me over the edge and I tumbled into my orgasm, feeling it flood my body and fill me from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. My cry was quite loud, my muscles tightening as much as possible around my lover’s cock, milking him almost for all that he had to offer me. And I felt the rush of his hot semen inside of me, making me feeling just a little bit uncomfortable with the feeling…but it was easily adjusted to. Normally I would have had sex with a condom…but I knew that Jade was clean…and I was as well.
He kept moving though, which amazed me. That’s when I realized that he was still hard. But he only had a little bit of stamina left, obviously still exhausted from being in the hospital and asleep for so very long. No matter…I was about to cum again as well. The feeling of his rough, calloused fingers around my shaft made me gasp and my eyes to widen. He kept moving and I locked gaze with him, seeing that he was serious about what he was doing. Then a smile came across his lips and he pressed his lips to mine as his fingers started to dance over my organ, making me arch and moan against his mouth. He was so precious…so incredibly beautiful that it amazed me to no end.
My second orgasm surprised the fuck out of me and I almost literally screamed, my voice going up several octaves and sharps as he followed me. I was washed clean of all of my guilt and shame, letting it exhales like poison fumes in a winter wind. I shuddered a few times before I finally felt his pace slow to a stop, leaving me feeling satisfied and loved completely.
“Mmm…I love you Davey…”
I laughed a little weakly and dragged my fingers through his hair, feeling the sweat that had gathered close to the scalp. Normally that would have grossed someone out…but I loved the smell that he had. It was his and his alone. I sighed in content and nuzzled against his hair, taking in breath after breath of him every chance that I got.
“And I love you Jadey…”
There was a small moment where we lay like that, him still inside of me, and it made me sigh a little more. I had just gotten used to the feeling and the comfort behind the affection before he wanted to withdraw, his body moving a little bit. I stopped him, holding him close to me and shaking my head, whispering to him gently.
“No…please…lay with me like this for a while?”
A pause, and then he chuckled a little, pressing a gentle kiss to the side of my neck before he voiced his answer.
“Alright…for a little while.”
Nuzzling against his hair again, I closed my eyes and realized that, for the first time in a long, long time…I was very truly happy. I had Jade in my life…the one man that had meant everything to me…even though it had broken my heart to reject him when that day finally came. Opening my eyes a little, I was very aware of Jade’s breathing…and saw that he had fallen asleep like that. Oh well…I was perfectly fine with his body being on mine…he was smaller then me. So no problem.
“Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep…”
I shook my head a little and then relaxed, feeling my muscles go limp from tensing up so hard before I sank into the feeling of his body still against mine, in mine…and the feeling of his heart beating almost in time with mine. It was perfect…and so gorgeous…just like he was.
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