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Taking Back the Life You Stole	By : Rachy2006 Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1362 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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You wanted the kiss to last forever. Gerard's strong arms wrapped around your waist, his hand occasionally moving to your neck. Your hands were in his hair, pressing his lips harder onto yours. Your bodies were in unison. You could faintly hear the guys cheering in the background, but mostly it seemed like you were in your own world, where all that mattered was that you keep kissing. You broke apart and stared into each others eyes. You knew those eyes were always trying to tell you something. He smiled, "Don't ever stop ok? Don't ever stop being you," he whispered.
"I'm yours now," you replied, "I'm yours forever and always." You brushed away a lock of hair from his face.
"You guys," Frank said with a huge smile. He put his arms around both of you.
"Tour anyone?" Ray laughed.
"I'm in," you replied.

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"Guys, 5 minutes," you shouted along the corridor in the vague direction of the dressing room.
"YES MOM," came the chorus of 5 voices, followed by sniggers.
You rolled your eyes. You ran down the schedule on the clipboard in your hands. So far everything had gone to plan.
"John. The guys are on target," you said into my headset.
"Awesome Bea. It's all systems go down here," your sound-guy John replied.
"GUYS," you repeated. Ray popped his head around the door.
"Two minutes. Gerard is finishing his makeup!" he laughed.
Your boyfriend finishing his makeup. Whatever next you thought to yourself.
"GERARD, COME THE FUCK ON!" you yelled.
"Yes darling," he fake-whimpered.
They all came tumbling out of the door. Doing jumping-jacks down the corridor. "Ok lights off please," you said into my headset "Ready," you asked.
"Yup," they replied deep in concentration. You heard the roar of the crowd as the lights switched off and everything was plunged into darkness.
You all high-fived and you got a quick peck on the cheek from each of them. "Good Luck," you said.
They vanished around the corner and you turned in the direction of the sound box, to check that everything was going to plan. You heard footsteps behind you and you quickly swung round. It was Gerard, in full stage make-up. "Love you," he said and kissed you hard on the lips. You pulled him to you, forgetting about the crowd, your job and everything. He backed you into the wall hard and you groaned as he ran his hands all along your body. "Bea, I want you so bad," he whispered hoarsely in your ear, making you shiver. He resumed kissing you hard on the lips, sliding his tongue against yours. You hadn't been this turned on since...Hell you had NEVER been this turned on.
"I want you too," you moaned as pushed you against the wall harder.
"GEE," Bob shouted and you broke apart quickly, flushed, and panting.
"SORRY," he smiled cheekily and ran back towards the stage.
It had been a month since you and Gerard got together but it felt like you had known each other a lot longer. You had been through more than most couples. Again the withdrawals had appeared, but you had fought them and although you still had the odd desire for drugs and alcohol, Gerard and the guys were always there to help you. You had taken it slow. It was hard for you to be touched after what Kyle had done the year before. Gerard and you had had to hold yourselves back, let’s just leave it at that! He was the most passionate and caring man you had ever known and he was all yours. You smiled and giggled to yourself as you reached John.
"Alright Bea. What are you smiling about?"
"Nothing," you laughed, as you licked your lips still tasting Gerard there. "Everything ok here?"
"Everything is sound love." John was a fellow Briton and he always made you feel at home. His Liverpudlian accent was such a comfort.
You stared out at the crowd as Gerard's vocals screamed out. They were going crazy for the band. Ray was playing brilliantly as usual, Frank was going crazy in the corner, Mikey stood chilled and relaxed as always and Bob hit the drums with all his might. You sighed. This is what you wanted, to watch these guys every night, watch them grow, they were going to be huge. It hurt that you hadn't told anyone outside of the band that you were in a relationship. It was difficult hiding it from the fans and the press. You couldn't hold hands, or kiss, even lingering looks were banned. At this time it would just be too volatile to spring a relationship out into the open, when the focus needed to be totally on the album. You had to keep it all confined to the bus or dressing rooms. There had been a few close calls when TV crews had come on the bus to do interviews, they weren't scared of snooping. Just the other day, you had been snuggling in the back when the door opened and the voice of one of the MTV presenters filled the room. You moved so fast that you both went tumbling off the sofa into a pile of clothes and had to made very hurried excuses about trying to tidy up the the guys mess. It was like some bizarre comedy sketch.
You had to remain as the guy’s tour manager. You had taken over from Brian now and it was harder than it looked. Especially when you're having a secret affair with one of the band!

"Hey baby," Gerard smiled, covered with sweat and streaks of make-up.
"Hey," you smiled. He was so sexy. You didn't care about the sweat, you snuggled into his chest. He kissed you on the forehead, on the nose, and finally on the lips. "Seems like you wanna carry on where we left off," you whispered in his ear, your hot breath making him shiver.
"You're right there," he giggled, wrapping one arm around your waist and putting his other hand to your neck, gently massaging as he ran his tongue along your open lips. "Mmmm," he moaned, the vibrations sending you crazy.
"Come on guys, get a room," Mikey said, sitting with his back to the two of you.
You turned and stuck your tongues out at him. He replied by throwing an overstuffed pillow in your direction. Gerard dodged, taking you with him and you both toppled onto a sofa. He leant up to kiss you again but you pulled away. "He's right, we gotta get going," you got up and reverted into manager mode. "We have to be in LA by Wednesday, that’s two days drive away. Time to get going."
"Party pooper," Gerard pouted.
"Get a shower and get on the bus," you laughed at his puppy dog face.
"Only if you come with me to the shower," he insinuated.
"No chance," you laughed, planting a kiss on his cheek.

Gerard stroked the side of your face as the bus wound its way towards LA. You were lying in his bunk just staring at each other, while the sounds of the guys playing video games floated in the background.
You touched his lips, feeling all the little grooves; you traced a finger along his sharp cheekbones, feeling the stubble that was growing along his jawline. "You are incredibly sexy and cute you know that!" you said quietly.
"Mmmmm. I know. But you are even sexier," he kissed your neck, "and cuter," he kissed your lips.
A groan escaped your lips as his tongue met yours. He ran his hands all along your body, but finally laying them to rest on your hips. He shifted his body so he was lying directly on top of you, the weight of his body just made you want him more. You both started breathing faster, you could feel his hard cock pressing against your thigh, so you pressed your body further up against him. "Fuck, do you wanna....?" he said huskily, his mouth red and swollen from your kisses.
You hesitated. "Mmmmm," you mumbled. He pulled his shirt over his head and you did the same. You frantically ran your hands over his back as your lips collided passionately. "You're getting me so turned on Gee," you whispered as he undid the button on your jeans and slid the zipper down slowly
"I wanna see exactly HOW turned on," he said quietly, looking so intense that you thought you would burst into flames right there and then. He pulled your jeans down your legs, and you lifted your hips up to help him, He left them around your knees and moved back up to kiss you on the mouth. Just as he slipped his tongue into your mouth, he also pushed two fingers inside you. "Fuck you are turned on aren't you," he giggled, as you bit your lip gently.
"Fuck. Uhhh..." you said in a long string of unintelligible words. "That feels so good," you gasped, as he moved his fingers slowly in and out of you.
"That's the idea baby," he laughed, as you pulled him by the back of the neck to kiss you hard.
He pulled away and looked at you, but all you saw was Kyle's pockmarked face leering over you, his skin sallow and his breath stale smelling.
A scream escaped your lips and you pushed Gerard away roughly, making him bang his head on the bunk. "Shit," he cursed, "What the hell?"
You ran to the bathroom, you had no shirt and your jeans were around your knees but you didn't care. You tried to hold back the tears but they came thick and fast. They didn't care that you didn't want to cry.
"Bea," Gerard hammered on the door. "Talk to me, please."
A sob burst out of you. "Bea, we need to talk ok. Be fair to me too honey."
He was right. You opened the door and flew into his arms. His hair was all over the place and his face was flushed but he was Gerard again. He swept you up in his arms and carried you to the back of the bus.
"It's Kyle isn't it," he said quietly, setting you down on the sofa.
You nodded. "He raped me," you choked out. It was the first time you had admitted it out loud. "I haven't......................... since then," you said embarrassed.
"I know what he did Bea," he said stroking your hair, "and I understand that it's hard for you. But I'm not Kyle, I would never do that to you babe. You know me and you know that I love you."
His words made you tingle. "I know and you made me feel so good then. You made me feel loved not just some toy. Maybe just give me some more time?" you asked.
"It doesn't make any difference when we do this Bea. I just need you to trust me and love me."
"I do," you whispered. You pressed you lips to his, they were so soft and then lay your head on his chest.

"We're going to a party, we're going to a party," Frank chanted, doing the conga around the bus.
You had just announced that the guys were invited to some music awards in LA and it had gone down rather well.
"Are you coming Bea-Bea?" Frank asked.
"Am I a member of the hottest band on the planet right now? Ermmmm.... nope. So no I'm not coming," you laughed.
"What?" Gerard asked, "You're not coming?"
"No, sorry."
"Hmmmmmmmmmm," he said, rubbing his chin.

"It's 6.00pm guys. The car will be here in half an hour," you poked your head round the door of their room in the hotel you were saying in that night.
"Ok babe," Gerard said, straightening his black suit.
"You look gorgeous," you whispered in his ear.
"I do huh?"
"Mmmm. Hot in fact!" He pulled you into the closet and closed the door.
You giggled like naughty school children as you stole quick kisses between the coats stored in there. You tickled his neck as you kissed, which drove him wild.
"What are you trying to do to me?" he growled.
"Send you mad with desire!" you laughed.
"Its working!" he said, rubbing his nose against yours. "I have a surprise for you!" he said quietly. He moved a coat at the back of the closet and revealed the most beautiful dress you had ever seen. It was black silk, floor length, with the back cut away. Criss-crossed ribbon decorated the exposed back of the dress near the bottom. It took your breath away.
"It's for you to wear tonight," Gerard whispered. "People are going to see what a beautiful girlfriend I have." He looked into your eyes and smiled.
"You mean..... we're going to show people?" you asked bewildered, "But the album!"
"I have talked with the guys and they think that it can't be hidden anymore. I need to show people how much I love you baby."
You nodded. "I want to show people how much I love you too. You are my darling, my saviour, my...." your words were swallowed by your sudden tears and your envelopment into your love's arms.

"Oh my god," Frank gasped, as you emerged from the bedroom.
"You look amazing," Mikey said quietly. Ray and Bob just nodded.
"Is it ok then?" you joked.
"You look exquisite," Gerard smiled. You did a quick twirl on the spot. The cut-away back revealed the line of stars tattooed down your spine and it fit perfectly.
"Ready?" Gerard said.
You all clambered into the car. You felt ill, your stomach churned, you grabbed Gerard's hand and he squeezed it. After 10 minutes the car stopped and someone opened the door. You were hit by a wave of cheers and screams. Gerard clutched your hand and helped you out of the car. "I love you," he mouthed.
"Ditto," you replied.
You walked hand in hand onto the red carpet into the barrage of press, and the flashes began.
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