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Something special
By : fundamellie
Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Pet Shop Boys
Views: 1028 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the celebrity I am writing about. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. - Chapter List
In the meantime Stefan was still wandering aimlessly through London. He had awoken sometime around 8 o’clock and the flat around him had been absolutely quiet. Only the old grandfather clock in the corridor was ticking away the seconds and listening to it made Stefan more and more restless. He realised he had been dreaming about Neil and their kiss. In his dream Neil had not stopped kissing him and Stefan had not objected to it either. In fact he remembered enjoying it quite a bit; especially the way Neil’s body was pressing against him, all firm and male and so different from his girlfriend’s. Neil’s hands had been underneath his T-shirt and the touch had caused a goose-flesh to rise on Stefan’s skin. He still felt the sensual quality of the dream right after he had woken up, felling both embarrassed and disappointed. Embarrassed because he could not remember ever having woken up with a hard on in the morning which he now had and disappointed because he had been catapulted out of his dream so abruptly without finding out what else might have happened. When the though hit him that Neil’s boyfriend might have returned during the night and he could not shake the thought that Dean properly was in the master bedroom with him now. Stefan blushed and felt like he had to get out of Neil’s place as quickly as possible. He suddenly had a bad conscience although he could not really explain why. After all, Neil had just kissed him briefly. So Stefan decided to dress and leave. He knew it was not the nicest thing to do, but for some reason he just could not stand being in this place any longer. He left a short note on the kitchen table, trying to make the few lines sound as innocently as possible. He didn’t want Neil to get into a fight with his boyfriend because of him. From that Neil had told him about their relation so far, Stefan pictured Dean as a bit over jealous macho type of person. He sighed. Was he just being silly or were these people really so incredibly complicated? His note now just said that he had enjoyed the party but he definitely had to leave because he had to catch up with his studies. He hoped that sounded innocent enough.
The boy had wandered around Fulham and Chelsea, first up Fulham Broadway, then he followed King’s Road, passed all of those fancy designer stores and antique shops right up to Sloane Square. From there he took the tube to Oxford Circus, changing at Victoria and now he was sitting in a small café in Soho, still thinking about last night, trying in vain to put everything into perspective. He had seen a lot of obvious gay men on his way; people Kevin had described as leather guys, bears or clones and he just thought that if being gay meant that you had to fit into any of these stereotypes then he did not want to be gay for the world. But then again, how did Neil fit into those stereotypes? Or Chris? Or Ian? The more he thought about it, the more confused he got. His head was spinning and suddenly he felt very much alone.
He wished that he could have stayed at Neil’s place and realised that he was somehow jealous. Jealous that Dean was Neil’s boyfriend, that Dean would get to spend more time with Neil then him, that Neil cared more about this boy than about him. When he realised what he had been thinking about he was shocked. He took another little sip from his diet coke and decided that it would be best to ignore everything. All of these funny thoughts were just making his life so much more complicated. He was flattered that somebody like Neil showed so much interest in a stupid German boy, Stefan told himself, he was not in love and even if, he would not have the slightest change as Neil already had a boyfriend. Best to forget about all of this and to act as if nothing ever happened. Neil surely would not make a big deal out of it, even though Stefan somehow wished he would.
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