Going Home to Broken Promises | By : SallySkel Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Panic! At The Disco Views: 958 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Panic! At the Disco. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Another day.. another update. My first week of college has been no less than hectic. It's insane. But anyway, that's my reason for no updates. And if Row_Reilley is reading this, PLEASE UPDATE FAMILY TRADITION! It's one of the few things I go through the day for, and you haven't updated since the 18th! I realize I haven't updated since the 19th, but you know my reason. ^_^ Anyway, on with your drama! And don't scream, cry, ect. It's a doozy.
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Silver woke up the next morning, staring at the full bottles. She couldn’t do it. She wouldn’t. But yet… she had to… It was wrong, but it was the only way in her mind to stop the pain… It would only cause more and more until it’s all over…
She fought with herself the whole night. How could she have been so stupid? She got out of bed, took a shower and dressed, hoping to feel better. She did eventually, once she forgot about Ryan and everything else. She was busy trying to draw a certain design she kept seeing in her mind.
She was completely zoned out and chewing on the end of her pencil, a look of intense concentration on her face. She didn’t notice anyone come into the room, or sit down next to her. When she was finished with the first part, she straightened up and stretched, knocking her arms into the twins. They were sat on either side of her, both wearing the same expression.
“Silver, we have to talk.” Clair said.
“Yes, we do. Most definitely.” Blair chirped.
“We are staying here. We’re not going back to college. Spencer and Jon are wanting to date us.” Clair said, smiling embarrassedly.
“Wow.” Silver said, feeling more alone than ever.
“Yeah. We know. We just like them a lot, and want to see where it goes. If it doesn’t work out…” Clair started.
“…We’ll see you in college.” Blair finished. “We only have a little over a week left with them.”
“That’s it? Thank GOD!” Silver said suddenly, standing up and twirling around and sitting back down.
“I haven’t seen you this enthusiastic since….” Clair said.
“Never.” Silver said.
“Okay. Anyway, we are off to our dates with Jon and Spencer… See you later.” Clair said, both of them standing up at the same time.
“Bye.” Silver said, leaning back into the couch. They left and Brendon came out of his room, in nothing but boxers. She giggled and threw a pillow at him, catching him by surprise.
“I didn’t know you were out here!” He said, covering up.
“Relax, you’re just my cousin.” She said. He grinned and his face reddened as he walked to the kitchen. “Hey Bren, I’m going to go and get some fast food breakfast. I’ll be back later!” She said, getting up. There was a shout of acknowledgement and she was gone. She took his beat up old car and drove to the nearest McDonald’s she could find. She parked and went in, wanting to order her food and then eat in the car. The drive-thru always got her orders wrong.
She was waiting for her order when she felt someone tap her on the shoulder. She turned to look and frowned slightly. Ryan Ross. “Hey.” He said, smiling a little. Silver felt something inside of her ache, wanting to see his smile more often, knowing she couldn’t.
“Hi.” She said, returning the smile half-fold.
“What’re you up to?” He asked enthusiastically. She shrugged. “Yeah, me neither. Chloe and me keep fighting but other than that, I’ve been good.”
‘What is his problem? I send anti-social signals, and yet he keeps blabbing on about stupid ass Chloe. NO ONE CARES!’ Silver screamed in her head, keeping her gaze on Ryan’s face. He was staring at the menu board, chewing on his bottom lip in thought. His gaze turned over to her and he smiled a little. “I’m sorry to hear that.” Silver said. He shrugged.
“Whatever, I don’t really care right now. She keeps insisting that I quit the band and move… not going for it.” He said, rolling his eyes.
“Clair is with Jon, Blair is with Spence. They’re staying here instead of going back to college.” She said, figuring she had to tell him something in order to shut him up. She didn’t care about his beautiful new life with beautiful new Chloe. ‘New name… Hoe-y. Ha ha ha…’ Silver thought wickedly, smiling a little.
“That sucks. When do you go back?” He asked.
“Uh… not sure. I think in about 8 days.” She responded, getting her food. “Well, I’ll see you around I guess…”
She sped out of the restaurant and out to her car. As she started it, Ryan tapped on her window. She rolled it down. His eyes were glassy and his smile was gone. “I wish things could’ve been different, but…”
“I screwed it up, yeah I know. Now can you please let me eat my food and go home?” She asked, shocking Ryan. He kept trying to apologize and she just shoved him off. He didn’t think he hurt her that bad... He leaned back and she drove off, leaving him to watch the car speed away. She never looked in the rearview mirror, afraid of who she might see. She kept her eyes trained on the road ahead of her, but not really focusing. Was that his way of saying that he and Chloe were over?
She looked down to her shoes momentarily, feeling guilty for shoving him off like she did. ‘It was his fault.’ She reminded herself. ‘No it wasn’t… you were the one that up and left for a year and a half!’ Her conscience scolded her. She sighed and looked up, watching the bizarre person on the side of the road she was driving on, speeding towards her. ‘Uh oh.’ She thought, realizing she would be yet another victim of an on coming car crash. “How cliché…” She gasped, closing her eyes before the crunch of metal on metal was heard.
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I know it's totally cliché, but so does Silver. And she hates it! :D:D:D Now then, we are officially over the halfway point. I will try to update more often before I have to get into college too deeply, so keep on the lookout!! Love you guys!!
Sally//Skel
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