Lass mich nicht im Stich | By : BabyElle Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Tokio Hotel Views: 1369 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Tokio Hotel. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Okay happens while Bill's outside... Tom gets some big comforting and the G's a suprise. This is for two friends of mine who said they like it *waves at them* thankx guys it much to me...if only you guys would review then i'd be happy...
It's my personal birthdaychapter ... hope you guys like it!!!
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Tom heard the door behind them open and turned.
Both he and Georg watched as Gustav entered the room. Gustav didn’t mention anything about their embrace he simply joined in by wrapping his arms around his two friends.
For a long while it was quit, the only thing heard was the wind and rain clashing against the window and the occasional thunder outside.
Tom didn’t know how long they were stood there but the missing presence of Bill was overwhelming. Normally Bill should be the one comforting Tom or someone else. But now… Bill wasn’t even here. He should be holding Bill in his arms but his baby brother wasn’t in his arms he wasn’t even in the vicinity.
He pushed down a sob coming up. An enormous loud thunder attracted their attention and right in front of their eyes lightning stroke down causing the lights to flicker off and back on.
“Did you tell Saki?” Georg whispered to Gustav. “Yeah, he said they would try their best but that with this weather they couldn’t look to far.” Gustav also whispered as if talking to loud was forbidden. “Did David say anything?” Tom asked him hoping for a positive answer. “If they don’t find him nearby he would notify the police. He probably already did but .. you know him.” “Hopefully that’ll help.” said Georg. Silence filled up the room again.
“Boys,…” David barged into the room “… turn on the tv!” The three friends looked up in surprise. “ Now’s not the right time to watch tv.” Georg raised his eyebrow and nodded towards Tom at their manager. Trying to show that Tom clearly wasn’t in the mood. “I know but it’s important. I told the police about…”David looked in Tom’s direction “.. Bill’s disappearance and they told the media. If the press would ask you a question you should know what to expect and what to say.”
While David turned on the tv the guys sat down on the couch. “And we have a special newsflash. We just heard from Tokio Hotel’s management that Bill Kaulitz, singer of the band, is missing. He was last seen in a cap, black and red jacket, dark blue jeans and gloves. He left the hotel at 5 in the afternoon. Both the police and Tokio Hotel’s management ask to cooperate and if you have seen Bill please call the number on the screen. Furthermore…” Tom stared at the woman talking about something now, unimportant.
“Tom, did Bill leave anything behind. Anything at all that might be important?” David asked. Both Gustav and Georg now looked back at Tom. He didn’t know what to say. He couldn’t really tell them he loved Bill and because of that he avoided Bill making him run away. “Tom please it might be very well the thing that get’s us Bill back. You do now that don’t you?” “Of course I know that David but… it’s something personal. I can’t just blab it out.” Wait the letter! Perhaps he could show them the letter. That way he wouldn’t have to say he loved Bill.
“He did leave behind a letter addressed to me.” Tom nibbled on his lower lip making his lip-ring to move. “You can thrust us Tom.” Now Georg mingled in the conversation. “We won’t tell a soul.” Gustav agreed with Georg. “Uhm…..Okay, I’ll go and get it.” Tom got up and went to his twins room. Entering it he hesitated it felt wrong to enter Bill’s room. Normally when he entered it Bill would jump up from someplace onto his back demanding a piggy-back ride or he would throw a cosmo at him for coming in without knocking. He chuckled, Bill was always the one with the manners and he with the attitude. But sometimes Bill got the attitude and Tom …well …he always had it.
He got the letter from the bed where he left it. Only thinking about the words written on it made his hands tremble. He just never thought it would get this far. He looked around in the room. At Bill’s rather messy suitcase and the neatly set up make-up and face-products. The whole room just oozed out his brother even though they were only here for five days. Well normally for 5 days but it seems that it would be more days now. He smelled the air in deeply, smelling his brother’s ‘man’-perfume.
A tear escaped his eyes and made a lonely trail on his face. He better leave before he completely broke down. Standing still in the doorway for a moment he whispered “I love you Bill, please come back to me.” And promptly turned around and walked away.
As he entered the common-room he saw that on the news it was a recast of Bill’s disappearance. He quickly turned his head toward where Gustav, Georg and David were waiting and gave them the letter while sitting down. One by one they read the letter and one by one they began to cry except David who deeply swallowed. With sad eyes they looked at Tom not knowing what to say. Nothing sounded right or appropriate to say. Tom couldn’t stand to look in their eyes.
Suddenly his eyes widened, grasping his head he tried to force the hurt away. “Tom!” “What’s wrong?” “Are you hurt somewhere?” The fear that now Tom also was hurt was big. He shook his head and gasped out “Bill!” The three looked confused at eachother and back at Tom. “Bill’s hurt. I can feel it. Something’s wrong with him. David you have to find him now!!” Tom stood up and shook David by the shoulders.
But before David could react his cell went of. When he saw the number he quickly picked up. “Yes?”…..
”Uhu”…. ”And what did they exactly say?”…..
”WHAT!”….. “And you’re sure that…?” …..
“Oh god, bring it here.”
Now Tom, Gustav and Georg looked at eachother, they just knew it was about their missing 'brother'.
”Goddamnit, they have the bloody right to see it!”…. “Noo you listen bud, if you don’t bring it your superior’s speech will look like a walk in the park compared to mine!!” ….
”That’s what I thought!” Clicking his cell shut David signed.
“They talked to two girls, apparently they asked Bill for an autograph a few blocks further up.” Tom knew it wasn’t all and before he could demand David to tell he started talking again. “They also found some ….things that according to them are from Bill. They’re going to bring them here so that we can verify whether or not it’s from him.”
He walked away toward the window. David looked at Gustav and Georg, and all three they looked to Tom. He knew something else happened something much worse but he couldn’t say what. “I love him” he blurted out catching all three of guard. “Of course you do. He’s your twin-brother.” “No Georg, I love him but more than a brother should love his twin.”
They were silent and surprisingly David spoke up as first. “It’s alright. Your twins, you guys have a bond that go’s deeper then we all can imagine. Other persons search their whole life for their one love but… you guys are each others one love.” Still surprised Tom looked at David but got over the surprise. “Thanks man, and you Georg? Gustav?” He looked at them hoping they wouldn’t mind. “Who are we to say it’s wrong?! You two were always close, closer then any twin. We just never said a thing about it because… we thought you were already together.” Gustav said while Georg just bobbed his head up and down. “Just don’t say anything to the press, they already have a field day with what’s going on, no need to give them some more. Be careful about it.” “Don’t worry David, I won’t.” Reassuring him Tom smiled for the first in what seemed a long time.
Turning back to the window he looked up into the sky. “I swear to you Bill, I’ll find you and then I’m never letting you out of my sight again!!”
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~I need something
making me defensless
I don`t want another
waste of time
You can`t hurt me so
I`m sure this can`t be right
I don`t cry for pain
I don`t cry from fear
You know that
I don`t cry in the rain
No not a tear
You know that
Before you leave, when you go
I think you ought to know
I don`t cry for pain
I only cry for love~
Ana Johnsson "Don't cry for pain"
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I know "Why the fuck is that last lyricpart doing there!" i'll tell because it fits how Tom feels at the moment...and cuz i like that song XD
please leave a review if you like it...hell leave one if you don't like it .. i'm begging for them *sits on knees* pplleeaassee.........
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