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Trying	By : totaljammer Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Dong Bang Shin Ki Views: 1185 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
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Rating: PG 13
Part 6 - Yunho
Yunho POV
"Yunho..." Jaejoong's breathy way of saying my name sends chills along my skin leaving me tingling. The breathlessness in his voice, his dilated pupils, the blush along his skin. So beautiful. I never knew a man could be beautiful and remain a man. Jaejoong sucks his bottom lip in his mouth, chewing on it in nervous habit.
"Jae..." I say his name more huskily than I intended, but I can't help being overcome by him at times. Times that keep growing more and more frequent...I should do something about that, but of course I can't.
I cough clearing my throat trying to cover my slip, me eyes flick over watching as Changmin leaves the room. My eyes track him until he's gone into his room and out of hearing. I look back to Jaejoong, he's still worried his bottom lip. So cute...I just want to kiss him, but of course I can't, in fact that's part of the problem.
"Jae, sit with me." I say taking his hands sitting across from him but close enough that our knees touch keeping us in contact. "I ah..." Jae looks so...I don't know how to describe it, but its making it hard to concentrate. " I need to talk to you." No duh, Yunho you are far too easily distracted by pretty faces...a pretty face that is looking worried. Maybe he knows why I need to talk to him, this isn't going to be easy. "About Micky." His hands flinch and clench at mine. I sigh deeply, I don't like this but I have no choice being band leader.
"I saw you with Micky." He shakes his head mouth wide, "Don't deny it Jae, please don't disrespect me with lies." His jaw trembles as it slides shut, damn Yunho how did you get this way, upsetting your hyung so much. "Micky is wonderful and so easy to fall for...I can't" My voice cracks unwilling to let me finish where this is going. I hate being band leader some days. "I can't blame you, but please understand you aren't the only one with your heart set on him." I feel ashamed and stupid saying such things, when really I am hurt watching Jae, I want to be the one he would kiss with so much passion. It hurt to see, but honestly I'm only bringing this up for Junsu, poor innocent Junsu. He's had his heart set on Micky since day one...I don't think he would be able to handle seeing his first love in the arms of another.
"I know that its not fair, but you can't be so...public with it, your actions could hurt others." Like me, but I don't say it. Its not fair, I wish I could but the band...
Jaejoong's bottom lip quivers slightly, tearing into my heart.
"Aish Jae hyung, I'm not saying you have to stop...but please be careful don't hurt someone close to you." I've never seen him so close to tears, I can't understand why, at least he has love. "I am just looking out for the band." Always the band first, I'm such an ass. "Please don't be sad."
"How can I not be sad! I don't have anyone, don't preach to me about love! I don't even know what love is anymore!" I am completely thrown back by Jae's sudden explosion of anger. He shoves away from me jumping to his feet. I don't understand!
"Wh...What about Micky?" I ask concerned and confused. He whirls back to me anger and hurt in his eyes.
"I don't care, you take care of him!" And he's stomping off down the hall. The slam of his door shutting echoes in the apartment.
"Jae?" I whisper confused, Micky's questions...Jae couldn't be so cruel as to just use him! Jae's not like that, some thing's very wrong but I know I won't be getting through to Jae any time soon. Eyes still glued to his door I cannot help worrying. Jae sounded so hurt...what could have gone so very wrong?
Frowning sadly I turn my head from staring uselessly at his door and stand up from the couch. I need to talk with Micky, I can't let this get out of hand, I can't let my hyungs be hurt. Walking over to Micky's door my heart is heavy. I don't want to bring up something that could be painful, but I need to know. Lifting my hand I knock softly and wait for a response.
"Micky ah..." I ask softly afraid he's hiding out in his room after whatever happened with Jae, but still there is no answer. Slowly I turn the door knob, "I'm coming in Micky." I give him time to collect himself...he might be crying...I know I would be.
His room is dark and his bed is empty. He had better not have left the apartment without telling me, I don't want him out there alone when he's hurting.
Wait don't jump to conclusions, he probably just went to Junsu. Some of the weight lifts from my heart, if there is anyone who can cheer up and make Micky happy its Junsu. Leaving the dark room I walk over to Junsu's room and sure enough light is peeking out from under the closed door. The only time Junsu's door is closed is when he's comforting someone or he's sleeping. Not wanting to disturb them I quietly turn the knob and creep into the room.
Junsu's bare back glisten's with sweat, skin stretches taunt over muscles that ripple with every rock of hips hidden underneath covers. Micky's hands grip Junsu's back, his fingers dig into Junsu's flesh forcing their bodies together harder. Junsu is straddling Micky, body bent forward laying on top of Micky's chest. Their mouths are locked in a passionate kiss so intense I can feel my temperature rising just from watching. My mouth goes dry when I hear a deep, low moan from Micky his nails dig deeper scratching in long red trails down Junsu's back. The moan goes lower becoming more of a growl when they finally break their kiss.
Junsu rises arching backwards grinding his hips into Micky. Junsu's every movement is sensual, seductive and pure sex. My mind completely shuts down at seeing the child-like, pure and totally innocent Junsu in the throws of passion, his face contorting in pleasure. I just stand there gaping stupidly as they...oh god they aren't...they can't be...
Junsu's high pitched dolphin-like squeal shocks me out of my cycling thoughts. Junsu jumps off of Micky, arms flailing wildly in the air as he falls off the bed taking the covers with him.
Pants. Micky is wearing pants. Oh thank god! I don't know what I would do if I had actually walked in on them...pants okay yeah. Micky gets off the bed moving over to where Junsu lays tangled in the blankets,but Junsu doesn't move to take Micky's hand. Micky just snorts scooping up the hiding Junsu, blankets and all, moving them over to the bed and setting him down in his lap.
I'm still standing there like a statue, a statue with a very stupid look on its face. My arm is still outstretched from when I had opened the door. Turning red I immediately pull my arms to my side.
"Uhhhhh..." Is all I my brain was able to come up with after a ridiculously long time staring. "Uhhhh..." I repeat in case they misunderstood the first time. "Uhh...Micky...you...Junsu...Ah...okay." The huddled form wrapped in blankets tries to make itself smaller, trying to hide against Micky's chest. He fails miserably and only draws more attention to himself.
Micky looks down at the peak of Junsu's head smiling slightly, he then looks up giving me a rueful grin. "Yeah, me and Junsu." I can see the love shining in his eyes when he looks back down at Junsu.
"But ah what, you know, what about Jaejoong?" I ask carefully, not wanting to upset Junsu. He probably doesn't even know about Jae...I'm not going to be the one to tell him. Micky looks confused and slightly embarrassed as he keeps looking down at Junsu.
"What about Jae?" He must be playing dumb since Junsu's here, coward. I'll make him own up later, but now I don't need any more drama.
"Junsu ah." His head peaks out of the blankets, he smiles shyly at me face beet red. "Can you give me and Micky a moment?" He looks to Micky confused, I can see the questions in his eyes, but he turns back to me with a nod.
Junsu disentangles himself from the blankets, I can clearly see his toned chest.
Images of him on top of Micky panting flood my mind. Blushing I look away waiting for him to put a shirt on. I can hear a rustle of clothing, then a soft smacking sound. I turn back around to witness them sharing a soft and sweet kiss. My heart warms in my chest watching them both so unafraid to show their love, maybe they can work past the thing with Jae. Junsu pulls away slowly opening his eyes gifting Micky with a look that could melt anyone's heart, and set fire to it in the same instant. His eyes are shining with love, he doesn't need to say it, even I know exactly what his eyes are saying.
Micky sighs happily brushing his hand along Junsu's face pulling him in for another kiss, and again I know exactly what he's saying. Those two are so intense its overwhelming to even be in the same room with them. I feel almost drunk just being near them. Thankfully Junsu pulls away again and actually leaves Micky's arms this time.
"Yunho," I jump at my name looking to Junsu as he walks towards me. "You owe me," his eyes bore into mine with intensity, "Big." I gulp at the look in his eyes, he looks...hungry and I suddenly feel as if I'm meat. He pats me on the chest turning away heading out of his room. His hand is warm. "Don't have too much fun without me." I let out a huge sigh when he leaves my personal space his touch and nearness was overwhelming. "I mean it!" I hear yelled from down the hall followed by his laughter.
Micky laughs sheepishly, "You were right Yunho, right about how love feels."
"So when you came to me you were asking about Junsu?" Micky quirks an eyebrow.
"Of course!"
"What about Jae then? I saw you two kissing." I say a little awkwardly, Micky at least has the shame to look away and blush.
"Well, I wanted to know if I could...ah...you know do things with a guy. Jae helped me out." My mind wanders slightly thinking of what all the other 'things' could be, I don't even want to know.
"And you think its okay to just use Jae like that? Use his feelings for you...no don't interrupt." I say harshly angry at Micky for being so cold and hurting Jae. "Jae might have acted uncaring about that, but inside he's soft and fragile. You hurt him Micky, bad. He almost cried." Micky looks stunned and upset at my words, maybe he didn't hurt Jae carelessly. Maybe he's just oblivious, an oblivious idiot.
"I am happy for you and Junsu, but you have to make this right." I say tone softer than before when I thought he was just an asshole.
"I didn't...he didn't...I thought he was joking around...oh god I'm such an asshole!" Micky slaps his forehead. "Shit! What am I gonna say?" He looks up to me, eyes pleading. "Yunho what should I do? How can I make it up to Jae?"
Sighing deeply I move over to the bed dropping down flat on my back.
What to can we do?
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