Life of a Gallagher | By : fadingsummer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Oasis Views: 1800 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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My fandom has extended to fanart! XD
And this fanfic, of course. It's as good as finished now.
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I waited. I waited for two months. I kept my big mouth shut, because I didn't want to scare him. We saw each other, of course, cause we'd gone on tour after a week. But we never talked about anything, just the practical stuff. I wanted to touch his hand once, when he was reading something and I was sitting next to him at a table. But I didn't. I knew everything would start all over again if I did. The other guys looked at him in a weird way sometimes, but whenever they asked me about it, I'd tell them to mind their own business. They weren't allowed to insult or question Liam. They'd never been.
So it happened in that bar. He was so drunk the others thought ‘he doesn’t know what he’s saying now’, but I knew perfectly well that he did actually mean every word. He was hanging on my shoulder, saying things in my ear, louder and louder.
‘I never understood why you married that cunt, anyway,’ was sort of the first insult. I tried to explain to him what a childish idiot he was for insulting me, using my wife. But then he said something like ‘I bet she’s sleeping around right now’ and ‘Are you sure you’re the father of that kid?’
I told him to shut his big fucking mouth. But I knew it was no use. He just had to make this happen, so he whispered: ‘As if you’re able to father a child. You’d rather fuck your brother.’ Then I hit him in his face. And he fell to the floor. Just like in the old days. It wasn’t that I was really mad at him for his words. I just had to shut him up before anyone would hear what he wanted to scream out so badly. I stared at his bleeding lip when he got up. Our eyes met and I was aware of all the other eyes on us. I had to play this act the whole way through, or they’d find out.
‘Get outta my face,’ I yelled, desperately hoping the message in my eyes would get through to him. And he ran away.
I found him on the streets, later on.
‘I hate you,’ he whispered, still drunk, and tried to hit me, but I pushed him away. ‘Listen up,’ I said. ‘Please don’t try to tell anyone about us. D'you want me in jail? I can’t lose you, okay?’
He tried to spit me in my face again. I completely ignored him.
‘Well, I’ll just be gone for a week or two. I’ll think of something. Bye, Liam.’ I kissed his forehead, and he became weak. I knew what he needed: some time alone. He’d change his mind. I went home. After two weeks I travelled to the hotel they were supposed to be in. I made sure he knew the room I was in, to make him crazy. I was standing in the bathroom downstairs when he entered it. He saw me and froze, while I just kept staring at him. He washed his hands in an ultimate attempt to keep cool. I knew he’d be insane with desire by now. I could smell it.
It was the only way I could think of to make him mine again.
So I was waiting that night. Three to eleven, I heard a knock on my door and my heart jumped. I opened the door and recognized him, in a bathrobe. This was it, I was sure of it. He whispered my name. I took him in my arms and pulled him inside my room. He was the one that started the kiss, again. I noticed he hadn't shaved. I noticed the dryness of his lips. I noticed his desperate need. He didn't need to say how sorry he was. Even in the darkness, I could see his pleading eyes: oh, please, please, forgive me, Noel. Kiss me. Let me suck you once more.
He locked the door and pulled down my pants. He looked up to me and I felt like a fucking god when I grabbed him by his hair and pushed him closer.
'Noel, I’m so sorry about everything. I don't want to stop doing what we do. I love you.'
'I love you too. I don't know why I said those things. I’m sorry I made you scared. I'd be crazy to let you go.'
I was playing it cool. God knows how I meant every word. How I could hardly breathe after he’d said he loved me.
He warmed my cool hotel bed. We were never further than an inch apart. After an hour of make up hugging, we let go to fall asleep next to each other. Just like in the old days, when I would kiss every bruise on his small body that dad had caused. I would shelter him from anything that might hurt him in the night. He never cried, then. As if he knew we would make it through someday, together.
In the middle of the night, I found out he hadn’t been asleep at all. He said, ‘Why do we have to be brothers, Noel?’
I decided not to answer. I decided to hold him a bit closer, so he would know I was awake. So he would know I didn’t know the answer to that question, and I wished the question never had to be asked.
‘You know what it’s like,’ I whispered.
‘I don’t know what it’s like,’ he hissed. I heard his desperate sobs. The echo of our previous conversation.
‘Why don’t you ever cry?’ he said. ‘How the hell do you manage?’
‘Liam, I’m crying right now.’
His big gleaming eyes in the darkness, not believing my words. ‘Oh,’ he said softly, as if in horrible pain, when he saw it was true.
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