The Wretched and Divine | By : BlackStainedRoses Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Black Veil Brides Views: 1454 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not know any of the members from Black Veil Brides personally, (Andy, Ashley, Jake, CC Jinxx) or any other famous people or persons to be or mentioned in this fanfiction. It is strictly Fictional and I do NOT profit wha |
Unfortunately we didn't have time to sleep because we were headed off to New York now.
My whole body was achy but I enjoyed the feeling, knowing why it felt that way.
It was almost like a badge of honor.
I didn't want to obsess over it and I wasn't trying to but I felt different.
Deep down in my soul.
Right after Andy and I cuddled for a long time.
As long as we could before Ashley was knocking on our door.
It was so hard to get out of bed.
"You know I lov-"
I stopped Andy mid sentence and wrapped the cover around my body getting out of bed and heading to the shower.
"It's too early for that. Just wait."
I turned to look at him one more time before dropping the blanket and stepping into the shower.
He was smiling, gently.
He looked so happy I haven't see him look like that since the first day I met him.
"It's true. But I won't say it until you're ready to hear it."
I smiled back and then shut the shower curtain.
Was it possible that it wasn't too early?
The feelings that filled me up when he even looked at me had my heart in a frenzy.
I just didn't want to get heart broken.
>*<
Once we were finally all packed up again, we got on the bus and headed out again.
New York this time.
And this time Andy sat as close to me as possible on the seat I was sitting on.
He was almost sitting on my lap.
"Ssssooooooooo..."
Jake started.
"Whaaaaaatssss going on between you two?"
"You can call us a couple."
Andy replied.
I put my arm around his neck.
Every one of the guys smiled at each other.
"Well. That didn't take as long as I thought it would."
CC chimmed in.
That had everyone laughing.
"We're you guys.... Betting?"
I asked.
"Of course we were."
Jinxx said.
Andy laughed.
"That's kind of messed up. You gotta give me a little more credit than that. And it's not what you think. What I feel with Emma I've never felt with anyone... Not even..."
"Juliet."
Ashley added.
"Yeah, Juliet. I can't stop smiling around Emma. She makes me feel all giddy inside."
I could feel my cheeks growing incredibly hot.
"Oooooo all giddy huh?"
CC chuckled.
"Yes giddy."
Andy kissed my cheek hard.
"Ok now, that's enough. Just be happy that we are happy."
They all agreed and I could tell that they were actually happy for him and me.
They were all great guys and I could tell how close they were.
Somewhere during the trip to New York I fell asleep on Andys shoulder.
I woke up to kisses on my forehead.
"Wanna smoke a cig with me?"
I nodded while yawning.
We walked off the bus hand in hand.
We had stopped for gas again.
Just as I lit up a cig I watched Andys smiling face drop completely and I followed his path of vision.
A van had pulled up a little further away from the bus and stopped.
Right then Juliet and some guy hopped out.
She looked right at Andy and gave him an almost michevious look.
What the.... Fuck... Are you kidding me...
Quickly Andys head turned to me.
I didnt look at his face because I couldn't take my eyes off of Juliet.
"It's ok. Whatever she's playing at, it's going to stop."
Just then I looked at him.
"What would she be playing at?"
Andy suddenly pulled me against him, my face burying in his chest.
"Nothing is going to happen. I don't want her so it doesn't matter what she's playing at."
"I want coffee."
Andy sighed.
"Really? Do you have to do that?"
I pushed off of him and grinned.
"Yeah. I'll be back. Give me a 20 I'll get us some more cigs too."
Again he sighed rolling his eyes.
After placing the money in my hand he grabbed my wrist and pulled me close again, our noses touching, our eyes level.
"Are you going to remember that I don't want her and that I want you?"
I nodded, gently placing a kiss on his nose.
Quickly I walked towards the door of the gas station.
I wanted to make eye contact with Juliet just once before she left.
A certain eye contact that would tell her to back off.
As soon as I opened the door and walked in I was watching the back of her go into the ladies room.
Almost as if she knew I was coming.
I rushed to the bathroom and went inside.
Juliet was applying lipstick in the mirror.
I pretended to be surprised to see her and smiled.
"Oh... Hey."
She smiled back through the mirror.
Very fakely.
"Hey sweetie."
I went into a bathroom stall.
I wondered if our eye contact had been good enough. Had been enough to show my dominance...
But things like that was never my strong hold.
I pretended to go to the bathroom and then flushed the toilet.
I opened the door again to find her leaning up against the sink, chewing gum and looking right at me as I came out.
"What are you doing?"
She asked me.
"Excuse me?"
I stood where I was, our eyes were locked.
"With Andy of course."
I knew what she was talking about and it pissed me off her asking.
"I honestly don't think that's any of your buisness."
"Ahhh but it is."
"And how is that?"
"Because he loves me and I love him. And we will end up back together again."
I knew she would say something like that. How would I know.
"I think you are just a little bit delusional."
"Honey-"
She pulled down the sleeve of her shirt to show me her Andy tattoo.
"Does this look delusional to you? Why in the hell would I get this if our love wasn't true. And this-"
She showed me her hand.
It said 'white rabbit.'
"He's my white rabbit. And I'm his dragonfly. Have you seen his hand? Just because we were too busy to be together and make time for each other doesn't mean jack. You're just a fling. To keep him satisfied. To keep him from getting too lonley and going insane."
That dragonfly tattoo.
I flinched.
He also had a dragonfly on his chest.
Suddenly my whole body shuddered at the...almost disgust.
His body on mine.
His hands all over me....
"You get it. I can see it in your eyes."
I didn't know what to say.
My heart was aching all of a sudden.
It felt like I was hyperventilating.
"I h-have to go..."
I walked past her and put my hand on the door handle.
"It's ok honey. You didn't know. I have no hard feelings against you. I mean I don't even know you. I just thought you should know. It won't be long until you will be seeing me again. Have fun."
She walked out quickly, giving me a little sideways glance.
After she left I just stood there.
For a few minutes it seemed.
My mind was spinning.
My heart was racing.
I could feel my palms were sweaty.
She had gotten to me.
Just what I didn't want to happen.
Finally I got up the courage to open the door.
"Gahhhhh!"
Andy was right there.
Arms crossed, one eyebrow raised.
My breath caught in my throat.
"O-oh h-hey you scared me..."
He didn't speak.
He had a very irritated look on his face.
Like... Very irritated.
He heard. He had heard everything. And what I was thinking after talking to Juliet.
"Andy- I-"
"Come on, we gotta go."
"I d-idn't get cigs yet."
He held up two packs.
"Done. Let's go come on. We're on a schedule."
He turned, not saying another word.
I followed. Slowly, letting my shoulders slump.
I felt terrible.
And sick to my stomach.
>*<
As soon as we got on the bus, Andy sat at the table and began to drawl. He wouldn't even sit next to me.
I wanted to puke.
Andy I'm so sorry... I didn't mean-
"I'm gonna go lay down and take a nap."
He even cut me off in my head.
I watched him stand up and walk past me.
It took all that was in me not to cry.
I was the only one awake too besides a few crew members. Everyone else was taking a nap.
There was an hour and half until we got to our hotel in New York.
What the hell was I gonna do with all this time.
My mind wasn't going to shut up.
What the hell did I just do!?
What the hell did Juliet just do!?
She seriously fucked things up.
She made my mind wander.
All over some stupid tattoos....
I stared out the window, watching the passing buildings.
There was still so much I needed to learn about Andy.
Why did I let a few little details about his past relationship get to me so badly?
Maybe it was because I had never felt like I felt with Andy with anyone else.
He took my breath away. When he touched me, my whole body broke out into goose bumps and the way he looked at me with those deep blue, knowing eyes made my bones feel non existent.
And then the way he made love to me... I was pretty sure I'd never be the same again.
Not because he took my virginity but because he was in my head the whole time.
Responding to every one of my responses with perfect timing.
Pushing harder when I wanted him to and then pushing harder when I thought I couldn't take it but I didn't want anything else...
I could suddenly feel drool at the corner of my mouth and I quickly wiped it away looking around to see if anyone was around.
Still just some crew members but no one was paying attention to me.
I sighed, suddenly feeling alone.
Suddenly so sad it felt like I couldn't breathe.
I bit my tongue hard bringing myself back down to reality.
This is what I didn't want.
This is what I didn't want.
THIS IS WHAT I NEVER WANTED.
Andy you bastard...
When the bus made another pit stop, I was on the brink of thinking that I might die and practically flew off the bus.
Andy didn't join me to smoke a cig this time and I smoked two.
One in his honor. Haha.
Or more like one more because my nerves and stomach were both a mess.
The next hour went by so damn slow and when we arrived at the hotel I almost did cry.
It was huge and fancy looking. Much bigger than the last two.
Andy still didn't come off and one of the crew members and CC helped me find our room.
Andy couldn't possibly avoid me for much longer. Like come on, we we're sharing a hotel room.
I slid my door key in the slot and went in.
As soon as I shut the door it opened immediately behind me and Andy walked in.
"A-andy. Did you sleep well? I thought you'd sleep forever.."
Again he crossed his arms across his chest and looked at me with one eyebrow raised.
"Did you really think I was sleeping."
I swallowed hard.
"Y-you were listening?"
And then he grinned.
That devilish grin of his.
"I guess that's the one thing I did lie about. I told you I wouldn't be listening all the time..."
He took one large step forward, outstretched his arms to me and grabbed me.
I was pulled hard against his body and he put his mouth on my neck. "I don't care what that bitch thinks or has to say but when she puts doubts in your head, that really pisses me off and that's crossing a line that will bring her consequences. Your body is the only one I want to touch. I'll do whatever it takes to make you believe it."
I moaned as his hand slithered in between my thighs. He pushed up my skirt and pulled my underwear to the side to put his finger in me.
He moved it in and out. His other hand ran across both of my butt cheeks and I felt him put it in between them.
And then he put a finger inside there. I yelped. "Shhh shhhh it's ok baby."
He moved them both inside and out similtaniously.
My eyes fluttered shut and I moaned again as I felt myself growing wetter and wetter.
He pulled me down onto the floor and flipped me onto my belly.
"I can't wait." He said, before pulling both fingers out.
I heard him pull off his pants and throw them.
And then, he pushed his dick into my ass. I screamed loudly my voice echoeing around the room.
"Oh God baby girl..."
He pulled back and then pushed in hard. I screamed again. "Andy... Please..."
" Please... Please what?"
He did it again and this time I pressed my mouth shut and whimpered.
He put his stomach onto my back and his hand reached around to rub my clit.
"That's what you were waiting for."
He started to move, in and out. And it felt so damn good all of a sudden.
And then I was coming. And then so was he... When he pulled out of me he pulled me up from the floor into his arms.
We walked into a room and he turned the light on. It was the bathroom and it was.... HUGE.
He put me down and took off my clothes and the rest of his clothes. I looked at myself in the huge mirror in front of me and suddenly felt self conscious.
I put my arms over my chest. Right away he was behind me, pulling them behind my back.
He pulled me against him and wrapped his arms around me.
"You are way too beautiful to hide. Look at your perfect breasts."
His hands come down on them and he squeezed.
"Do you like that?"
Oh God yes.
He put his fingers in his mouth and I watched him run his tongue over the tips of them.
And then he brought them down on my nipples and ran them back and forth over them over and over, pinching them every now and then.
Andy.
"Look at how pointed they are. They're so hard for me. Do you see how hard they are my sweet girl...does that feel good?"
I was in a trance, watching him touch me... He put his mouth to my neck as he continued to play with my nipples and I watched him suck on me.
He took one of his hands and put his fingers in his mouth before trailing his hand down across my stomach and put it inbetween my legs "You're soaked..."
I watched him watch me watching him rub me.
"You look so beautiful when I'm touching you... So perfect...."
My body shuddered and I cried out his name. I was coming yet again and I never wanted to stop.
"Fuck me Andy, fuck me please... I need you inside me now..."
I set him off and he grabbed me, picking me up he carried me over to the shower and we stepped inside. He turned on the water and pushed me against the wall.
With my legs still around his waist he pushed himself into me and I cried out again.
"Say my name Emma."
I did as he began to move almost violently. He was so big I almost couldn't take it.
"I want to break you." His teeth sank into my neck. "Andy!!!"
"Mine."
"Mine."
He groaned so loud my ears started to ring.
"EMMA! Oh God!"
He kept going and going. I felt him cum inside me and it running down the inside of my thighs but be was still thrusting in and out of me at a rapid pace.
I came, again and again and again.
"SCREAM MY NAME EMMA!"
I did as he picked up speed and slammed into me.
I screamed, louder then I ever have in my whole entire life.
The biggest orgasm yet hit me hard in my gut and I started crying.
"My EMMA..." He pushed his lips onto mine and kissed me so tenderly. He slowed and then stopped completely.
He looked me in my eyes and held my head in his hands.
"I love you so much, I just don't care how little time it's been." He kissed me again. "So, so damn much."
He pulled out of me and I watched as his dick came out red. It was running down his legs into the water. Slowly it washed away.
He grabbed the soap on the ledge and began to rub it in his hands before washing in between my legs.
He rubbed me gently and then moved up to my belly.
Mmmmmm.
"I need to feed you and let you rest for a little while... I have to remember that you're not used to this yet. You'll get there."
I had to chuckle at that.
I'd get there.
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