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Unholy confessions of a vampire heart	By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1.

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*The lyrics used in this Chapter is: Join me by HIM. I do not own these lyrics or the band.*
Dear diary

It is the middle of the night and still it is bright as day for my eyes! And my sense of smell and my hearing, I can both smell and hear the heartbeat of living creatures around the castle.
This is so weird and fascinating at the same time, all my senses are as sharp as knives. I can smell our master down the hall, the guys in the other rooms. I can sense their presence through the walls.
This is all so new my dear diary, it is like I have been born again.
But my god I am so hungry! My stomach feels like a black hole, I even tried to drink some water, but it only made my insides hurt. I know now that nothing but blood can put the fire out, but it is still not time for the
feeding. Harms is the one in charge of the feeding, and the victims he brings. I do wish I could go and find someone by myself, but I believe that would be stupid. Considering I am the new baby brother as Rev so
nicely put it the other night. Well, I better get out of bed and get dressed. I do wish I had something else but thigh leather pants to wear, but I will get used to them in a while. I hope!

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Putting on the too tight leather pants and what I believe is a wife-beater (Think I heard my father use that name), I left my room. Hoping that I would run into one of the others in the hallways.
And just my luck, here comes Rev and Syn. They are really a weird couple. Rev, well, he is extremely tall and lean with black messy hair hanging down in his eyes and short at the back. I can't believe I have ever
seen hair like that before in my life. And his eyes, kind, but with a crazy funny look in them. Always that crazy look, and the laugh! It makes me happy! So full of joy and humor! Syn on the other hand.
Well, he is beautiful to look at, tall and strong. but there`s something dark about his whole appearance. Like he is not all that happy with life but deals with it when he must. His tiny smirk is still plastered on his face
thought. Like something amuses him, but not quite enough to make him smile all the way.

"Hi guys, what have Harms planned for tonight?" I ask, smiling bright, showing off my new fangs.

"Nothing special, but he told us to teach you how to hunt for *breakfast*" Rev say, and I can't help but laugh at the word breakfast!

"And how are we gonna do that? I have never been hunting my whole life!"

"Well, that IS why we would have to teach you. We all hunt in our own way. Harms use his voice to lure young girls and men into his trap, so does Shadows. Christ pretends to be innocent and in need of help,
Vengeance use hypnosis. Me and Rev on the other hand usually hunt together. I Lure them away using my looks and Rev make them loose their minds." He smiled evilly and seemed quite satisfied with himself,
And Rev, seems like he just had time to fool around. Looking up over my head I could see him crawling in circles in the ceiling. What the hell is up with this guy? Can’t he be in one space for more than a few seconds?
"What`s up?" Rev suddenly asks

"Ummmm… You?" I look at him and stifles a giggle as his face turn into a serious frown and burst out in hysteric laughter as he finally gets it.

"YAY!!! I am I am I am UP! Upside down!" His laughter echoing of the walls.

"So, when are we gonna start?" I ask Syn after getting my giggling under control again. His eyes suddenly brighten up as he looks back at me.

"First of all we need to get you a bit more *dolled up*" he says before grabbing my arm and pulling me back to my room.
Walking over to my dresser he plus out a bright red button up shirt of pure silk and tosses it at me.

"To hide the blood from other victims, the first feeding tends to be a bit messy!" He says as he pulls open one of the other drawers, pulling out something that looks like a women´s make up.

"close your eyes Ville, this is gonna make the hunt so much easier if you go after the guys" Dabbing some red powder over and around my eyes and applying black coal around them to get them to stand out even more.
Opening my eyes and turning to the mirror I look at myself in mild shock, I actually look good for once.

"Yea, lots better Syn! Now, let’s go!" Rev shouts from the doorway.

Walking through the hallways I can't help but feeling giddy, butterflies fluttering in my stomach as we pass by some of the servants. The women smiling at me and blinking at me as I shyly look down on the floor.
I never really liked women, they don't appeal to me, men on the other hand. I can't help but feel my heartbeat raise as I think of Harms. But I can't call it love just yet, can't be more than affection for my creator.
Well outside the castle we head on to the village, my head bussing with anticipation as we get closer. I feel kind of bad about the life I would have to take today, but it was my choice to become one of them,
now I need to survive and live like one of them. The smells from the village hitting my nose, I can't help but feeling my fangs grow and mouth water. I can hear their heartbeats through the tiny houses we pass by.
But Syn told me to wait so I will. He wanted me to try and sing someone out of the tavern, so that is where we are heading. And I can see the shabby brown building down the street.

"Come on, we`re going inside" Syn say as he and Rev disappears through the door. And I follow as soon as I calm down enough to let my fangs slide back in. The tavern looks really old on the inside to, dirty grime covered walls
with old stains from blood and alcohol after bar fights. The smell of old vomit is penetrating, and the people inside smell off old goose and sweat. Not that appealing to my taste buds if you ask me, but here goes.

"so, what is your plan Syn?" My voice a bit muffled as I cover my nose with my sleeve.

"You, my new baby brother, are gonna sing and Rev over there are gonna play the piano when you do it. You just need to let the lyrics come to you, and he will be able to sense the melody."

"You sure about that?"

"Absolutely"

"Alright then, get behind the piano Rev. We are gonna give these humans a show they will die to hear again" I smile wickedly at my little joke as Rev takes a seat behind the piano.
And as I start singing, the room turns quiet. Not a sound except the sound of my voice.

Baby join me in death...
Baby join me in death...
Baby join me in death...

We are so young
Our lives have just begun
But already we're considering
Escape from this world

And we've waited for so long
For this moment to come
We're so anxious to be together
Together in death

I look up from the ground and see a please smile on Syns face, and as I look at the crowd I spot a boy around my own age in the back. Bruises covering his arms and face, I can't help but pity Him.
And as I keep on singing, I keep my eyes on him, maybe I should bring him back to the caste and have Harms turn him. There is just something about him that makes my heart ache.

This world is a cruel place
And we're here only to lose
So before life tears us apart let
Death bless me with you

Won't you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
Won't you die?
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death

This life ain't worth living...
This life ain't worth living...
This life ain't worth living...
This life ain't worth living...

As I keep on singing to the crowd of mortals I notice tears in the boys eyes, and I guess Syn and Rev notice it too. I can see them sharing glances and nodding against the boy. Hopefully they got
the same feeling as me. Food that is worth keeping.

Won't you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
Won't you die?
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death

Baby join me in death...

I finish the song and look for the boy once more, and as I finally spot him, I can see him sneaking out the door. Sobs making his slim shoulders shake, and I can smell the pain all over him.
And as I walk down from the tiny stage I have a feeling I need to save him.

"guys? anyone of you got a weird feeling from that kid? Like you have to save him or something?" I ask silently, getting nods in return.

"There is too much pain in that human, he does not belong here. Now go on and get him, we`re bringing him back to Harms. He`s your dinner, but if Harms feel like it, he can change him.

"I`ll run after him straight away" I say on my way through the door and into the darkness… I must search around for quite a bit, but after a while I can hear gentle sobs coming from something that
looks more like a makeshift tent than a house. Peeking my head through the opening I can see what is supposed to be a bed beside a tiny fire. Muddy floors and filth all around, guess I am not the only one
In this village that is poor. This boys life must be awful.

"Hi, my name is Ville. Who are you?" I ask the quivering lump under the covers, a fear-stricken face peeking out and big hazel eyes blinking fierce to get used to the light after being closed for too long.

"I`m Gerard. What are you doing here?"

"I came to look for you, you seemed like you were in pain. I got worried." I say in a gentle voice, like the one you would use to talk to a child.

"Oh, I`m fine sire, just your song getting to me."

"Okay, if you say so. but I have to ask, is this where you live?" My voice almost breaking because of the pained look on the kids face.

"Yeah, my parents threw me out because they did not have enough food for my siblings." His tears started falling again as he looked at me, and I reached over to dry them off.

"Come with me then, you can live with us at the castle. Our creator would not mind taking care of one more." I mentally slapped myself for using the word creator, but it seems like Gerard did not
notice. Thank heaven for that.
His hazel eyes stared up at me in pure shock and hope as I reached out a hand to help him up. His slender piano fingers wrapping around my own as I pulled him out of there.

"You really mean that?"

"Yes, and my friends would like you to come to. They are waiting for us on the outside, come on, let’s go!" I smile kindly as he follows. Now, let’s just hope Rev won't scare the living shit out of the poor thing.
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