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Pixie Dust and Dark Voids	By : shibbydm Category: Individual Celebrities > Gerard Butler Views: 4192 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know Gerard Butler. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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After i ended this fic, i got such an uproar of love for it, that i got all sad one night and wrote another piece. These few chapters end the tale without any doubt of how much they loved each other, but it is mainly fantasy, depending on whether you believe in a soulmate and angels.

Take it with a pinch of salt, and i hope you enjoy them.

Thank you to all my readers!!

Shibs
XxxxxX

Maggie watched his chest rise and fall, there couldn’t be to long now. Turning away she stared out the window, it was early morning, today was his birthday, would he even remember? Walking over to the bed she stared at him, once a strong proud man her father was certainly due to die. A sob escaped her lips, as she leant over and kissed his cheek.
’Dad can you hear me?’ she knew it was fruitless he hadn’t been responsive for days now, a week before he had suffered a heart attack and simply given up. Maggie, Nick and Ben had been by his side all week, but even Nick, ever the optimist knew it was time for him to go. Maggie turned to face her younger brother as he hugged her, ‘He hasn’t been the same since mum left, you know what’ Nick sighed, ‘Trust him to be all noble and die of a broken heart’ he joked. It had been the only way they had been able to keep motivated, laughing about their dramatically in love parents. In truth the day Jade died there was no laughter in the air. Maggie had never seen her father so crushed, since then he had got by each day but the children knew he was just waiting for his time.
’Nick, don’t joke. He isn’t dead yet’ Maggie sighed, reaching forward again and stroking his hair, ‘I miss mum enough, I don’t need to lose dad as well’
’You don’t have a choice, Dad is as stubborn as a mule’ Ben laughed, standing over the bed also. Maggie looked up and smiled at him, ‘I wonder what he is thinking? D you think he can hear us?’
’Dad can I lend 20 bucks?’ Ben joked; trying to lighten the mood, known his father would appreciate the sound of Maggie’s laugh if he could hear. Maggie dried her eyes, only to fill them with fresh tears, ‘Oh Nick make him better, I can’t stand the sight of him in a hospital bed’
Nick held Maggie tight and sighed, as a doctor he knew there was nothing to be done. Nothing at all. It was strange to see his father lying there, skin and bone, not the great warrior in all his childhood stories. Gerard Butler was an old man, weak and ill, without his Jade he had fallen. Nick had heard him cry at night, heard him cry out her name in his sleep, now maybe it was time for him to leave this world and find the woman he loved.
’I hope you find her’ Nick smiled, finally coming to peace with the idea.

Gerard’s head was swarming; he could hear muffled voices above him. They sounded miles away, he tried opening his eyes but they were shut tight, in a panic he tried to sit up, once again he found it fruitless. ‘What’s going on?’ he thought, ‘Why am I here?’
’Gerard’ a voice came from nowhere, but it filled his head and calmed him instantly. Relaxing he swam inside his own head, memories of his life flooded his mind, he saw Jade, he saw the kids, he say Tink. Every part of his life flashed before him and he had never felt so content. The voice continued, ‘you have cherished and loved all of your life; you have contributed so much to this world and to the lives of others. Now it is your time to be at rest. First you can have a wish, any wish at all. You may have anything you like, for 24 hours, no longer’. Gerard thought hard, one face came to his mind. ‘I want one more day with her, just the one.’
‘Granted. Be warned, you cannot tell her anything of this, if you tell her you grew old and had children she will have no idea what you are talking about. If you tell her you married her and loved her, she will get confused, this is your jade before your life began. Before all your worries weighed you down. Do you understand me?’
’I understand’ he thought, ‘I just want the day. Then I will rest easy forever’
’24 hours Gerard, no longer2 the voice warned, ‘Happy birthday Gerard

Gerard opened his eyes, light flooded them and he squinted. Lifting his hands up to shield his face he stared at them, he was young again. Jumping out of bed he looked in the mirror and laughed out loud, his body was strong, toned and tanned once more. A mumble from beside him made him jump and he turned to see her. The last time he laid eyes upon her she had been dying her self, old and weak but still poignant and beautiful. Now she was young once more, like himself. Walking over he sat beside her and stared at her, reaching out and touching her skin. She was real. He felt his eyes brim over, he missed her so much. Letting out a sob, he leant over and kissed her softly on the lips.
’Gerard?’ she mumbled, ‘What’s the matter, hey its not so bad. You are only 34.’
’Oh Jade, I feel like I haven’t seen you in months’ he cried, pulling her up, ‘I love you so much, so god damn much’
’Gerard is this your mid life crisis hitting in? I don’t like it, get off you git.’ She laughed shoving him backwards, ‘Happy birthday sex god’ she joked, wrapping a leg around his torso and pulling him to her, kissing him deeply, she explored him mouth with her tongue and groaned, ‘Mmm I love you’ She whispered, ‘Promise me I will always wake up with you on your birthday’
’You do’ he thought, smiling he kissed her back, ‘I promise’ he laughed.
’Right I know what you are waiting for, I promised you a big birthday breakfast didn’t I? Come on’ she laughed jumping out of bed. Gerard admired her naked body, he had missed that true enough. ‘No’ he reached out, pulling her back, ‘Lets stay here a little longer’.
’But you made me promise last night, you held me down until I cried and promised to make you eggs then lick the yolk off you’ she laughed.
’Well, I just want you here and now’ he growled, ‘Its been ages since I have ravished you’
’Try last night, four times big boy’ she laughed, ‘No more, come on get yourself downstairs and feed Tink will you’ Jade laughed skipping into the bathroom.
’Tinks here?’ Gerard shouted.
’Of course she is, she is wherever you go my dear, hurry up, oh and call your mother’
Gerard stopped in his tracks, his mother was alive. Looking at the clock it was 9.00 am.
’24 hours from now’ a voice spoke in his ear. Gerard smiled, and set his alarm for 8.55pm. Diving downstairs he cried in joy as his kitten ran at him, Gerard hugged her tightly until she meowed pitifully. ‘Aww tinky I love you so much’ he laughed, putting food in her bowl. Running from room to room he looked about their home, laughing and smiling at all the things that had been broken or sold over the years. Some things were pretty outdated, looking at their TV set he pulled a face, his new one would be much better he nodded. Remembering his future self, snuggling up with future Jade as she insist they watch Dirty Dancing on the wide screen. Gerard shook his head, now was not the time to think of the future, it was time to think of the past, Or was this the present. Shaking it off regardless he walked into the kitchen and spotted some cigarettes on the side, Jade would make him give up in exactly 23 years time, due to a cancer scare he would have in exactly 22 years time. But now he was allowed, he laughed, flicking a cigarette up in the air and catching it in his teeth, lighting it he inhaled slowly and gasped, it felt so good. Jade walked into the kitchen and frowned at him, opening a window she pushed him toward it and opened the fridge.
2Some things will never change” he muttered, smiling at his garden which still had its pool. Opening the door he ran outside and dived in it, cigarette and all. Jade screamed and ran out after him, ‘What are you doing?’ she shouted laughing ,madly as he did the backstroke with a wet cigarette hanging out of his mouth.
’Exercising’ he called back, ‘One day you will moan I don’t do enough’ he yelled, ‘she bloody will as well’ he thought to himself. Hearing a splash he turned to face her, she was swimming toward him with a huge grin on her face. Wrapping her legs around him she flicked his cigarette away and kissed him, Gerard threw his arms around her and kissed her back hungrily as they sank to the bottom of the pool, floating around under the water until they couldn’t bear it anymore. Reaching the surface they gasped for air, Gerard looked toward the kitchen and shouted in alarm staring at the smoke that was billowing from the kitchen.
’Oh bollocks!’ Jade cried, swimming to the edge, ‘The bastard toast’ she laughed, pulling herself out of the water and running toward the house, Gerard laughed and ran after her.

Gerard stared at the phone, he could hear Jade banging things in the kitchen, swearing at eggs and dropping knives on the floor. Trembling he reached forward and lifted the receiver, dialling his mothers number he waited as it rang.
’Hello?’ she answered.
’Mum’ he let out a cry, ‘Mum its me’. Gerard felt his eyes well up, to him his mother had passed away in her sleep many years before, now she was here on the phone, this was too much to take in at once.
’Gerard! my darling. Happy birthday son. Are you ok?’
’Mum, I love you. I don’t tell you enough, I need to tell you more, but I do’ he sobbed.
’Gerard, what’s wrong, where’s Jade?’
Gerard wiped away a tear and tried to pull himself back together, ‘Oh she is in the kitchen. she sends her love. There’s nothing wrong, I just miss you’
’I miss you too, but your visiting soon aren’t you? Next week! We have lots of birthday treats waiting for you.’
Gerard bit his lip and tried to hold back another tear, ‘I’ll visit. I will be there. I’m having a great day so far. Jades just burning the breakfast’ he joked, ‘But yeah, thank you for your card, it has arrived with the other pile, I’ll open in while I eat’
’Ok son, well have a fantastic day and behave yourself, see you in a week’ Margaret laughed, ‘Love you’
’I Love you too’ he sighed, hanging up, he stared at himself in the mirror and walked closer, this wasn’t fair. It was his chance to spend another day with his love, talk to his long dead mother, be himself at the prime of his life. ‘How can they give me this and then take it away?’ he whispered. ‘I just want to live again, there is so much I didn’t do’.
Shaking his head he walked back into the kitchen, grabbing Jade from behind he cuddled her and kissed her neck. Jade giggled and pulled away, ‘I need to finish my cuisine’
’What do we have so far?’ he asked, looking over her shoulder at the cooker.
’Well the eggs, the toast was ruined, the orange juice fell on the floor and I have no milk, it went off’
’I’ll miss this one day you know!’ he joked, turning her around and kissing her on the lips, ‘Forget breakfast, lets go back to bed’
’Are you addicted or something?’ she laughed, ‘You sound like a man who hasn’t had sex for years!’ she laughed as he dragged her toward the stairs. Gerard closed his eyes and laughed inside, if only she knew. Lifting her in his arms he carried her up the stairs and into the bedroom. Placing her on the bed he was nervous, lowering his head he kissed her neck and slid his hands down her back. ‘All I want for my birthday is to be with you’
’don’t you even want your gifts?’ she asked, ‘Look I got you lots,’ she laughed jumping up from him. Gerard reached out and grabbed her pulling her back down on the bed, ‘All in time’ he growled. Jade blushed and gave into his kiss, pressing her body close to his, ‘Love me?’ she asked.
’Forever’ he replied, lifting her top over her head, and pulling her hair free from her bobble. ‘My beautiful pixie’ he smiled, looking down at her chest. Tears threatened again and he pulled away. Sitting on the edge of the bed, he took his face in his hands, he couldn’t do this, because it would all end soon.

Jade stared at him, something was wrong he had been acting funny all morning. Sitting up she reached out and stroked his back, hugging him tightly from behind, ‘Is everything ok Gerard?’ she asked, turning him round to face her she was shocked to see his eyes full of tears. Moving quickly she jumped to the floor and sat between his legs hugging his torso, ‘What’s wrong? Please tell me. I hate to see you upset, have I done something?’
’No’ Gerard cried, wiping his tears away and breathing in, ‘I’m just overwhelmed right now. I am so happy, my life is perfect and you are everything I want. I love you Jade and today is a very surreal day for me’
’it’s a birthday’ she laughed, pushing him onto his back and climbing up his body to sit on his torso, ‘My darling has turned 34 and I love him just as much today as I did yesterday. Today is just another day Ger, another day together, just like yesterday, just like tomorrow. Nothing has changed’.
Gerard stared up at her, as she stroked his hair softly, smiling he pulled her to him and kissed him, sliding his hands down her body and grabbing her bum. Purring in her ear, he flipped her over and held her down, one hand flew up and fondled her breasts, and lowering his head he kissed her nipples softly. Jade let out a thick groan and grabbed his t-shirt, pulling it over his head, she sighed as his hot skin connected with hers. His hands stroked down her body and slid into her pants, leaning to the side he kissed her hungrily. His tongue caressing hers, while his fingers pushed themselves deeper into her, lifting his thumb he circled her clit. Jade moaned in pleasure, panting softly her eyes were closed. Gerard stopped kissing her and watched her face as he pleasured her, her dimples evident as she smiled. Leaning down he kissed the little dint in her skin. He had always loved her dimples. Keeping his face inches from hers he watched her orgasm hit, she laid there in silence, only her breathing filled the room. Gerard just watched her in amazement, as she opened her eyes and met his gaze she winked. ‘Thanks big boy’ she joked.
Gerard smiled, laughing with her, he removed his hand from her pants and lay above her, Jade shuffled about, pulling her pants down and flicking them away. ‘Now’ she purred, pushing him on his back, ‘What do you want for your birthday?’ she asked, lifting his hand to her mouth and licking his finger, biting it and sucking it, he smiled and pushed her lower. Jade kissed down his body, stopping at his trousers. ‘These look uncomfortable Ger, is that a banana in your pocket?’
’Yeah’ he laughed’ Taste it, its good. Full of potassium’
Jade laughed unbuttoning his pants, and pulling them down, Gerard sighed in appreciation as his erection was given the space it needed. It didn’t have freedom for too long though, before he could move she had taken him in her hand and guided him to her mouth. Gerard smiled and lay backwards, grabbing the bed sheets with his hands as she sucked him hard, grazing him with her teeth when he least expected it. ‘Oh god Jade’ he moaned, ‘I love birthdays’ he groaned, as she took more of him in her mouth. Jade looked up at him and held his gaze as he watched her pleasure him. Jade winked at him, and began humming.
’Oh fuck’ he cried as his orgasm hit, he felt himself explode in her mouth, and released his grip on the blankets. His mind was spinning, he felt alive, he hadn’t felt this good in months. Breathing heavy he smiled as she climbed back up him, licking her lips she purred and kissed his nipples. Gerard stroked her hair, and pulled her to his lips. ‘I want my presents now’ he grinned. Jades eyes lit up, as she dived off the bed, pulling on a silk robe, she jumped down the stairs. Gerard stood up; fixing him self he pulled on a flannel dressing gown and followed her down the stairs.

’Jade you do too much’ he laughed, hugging his new things to his chest. ‘Thank you so much’
’Well I cant help it, I see things around that I know will look good on you’ she laughed, ‘Like this jumper, in fact put it on, quick.’
Gerard pulled the white and blue sweater over his head and posed winking at her, Jade giggled and dived at him, knocking him off balance and on to his back, lying on top of him she kissed him softly, ‘You can wear it tonight’
’For what?’ he asked, ruffling through his other presents, jewellery, clothes and CDs, plus a new pair of shoes which he loved from the second he saw them.
’Har har, we have been planning your party for weeks now’ she smiled. Gerard’s face dropped, ‘No I don’t want a party, I want to be here alone with you’ he whined.
’Gerard don’t be silly’ Jade laughed, ‘You said you wanted it, and I am not cancelling it now, there’s too many people invited.’
’Jade I’m serious; he spoke solemnly, ‘I don’t want it, I want you nothing more this is our day’
’Gerard we have every other damn day’ she laughed, ‘Everyone wants to see you’
’No’ he shouted, feeling his stomach drop as he saw her stare at him in anger, ‘I want nothing, I want us, nothing more’
Jade stared at him, then stood and left the room,. Grabbing her phone book she flipped through it angrily, lifting the phone she dialled a number, ‘Hi, Jake, its Jade, listen party’s off, Gerard is being selfish, tell everyone we called will you?’ she shouted, ‘I’ll explain later, bye’. Jade glared at him, ‘Don’t worry about all the trouble I went to Ger, so long as you are happy’ she shouted, stomping up the stairs and slamming the bedroom door.
Gerard sat amongst his presents and cards and felt it was all pointless, ‘This is stupid’ he moaned aloud, ‘I wasn’t told any of this, I just wanted a day with her, nobody else’ he whined, Tink jumped on his lap and rubbed against him, smiling he stroked her back and stared at the ceiling. Pushing the kitten off himself he walked slowly up the stairs, ‘Jade?’ hje asked, pushing the door open, she was lying on the bed facing the window. ‘Jade I am sorry, I really am, I just want to be with you’
‘you are with me every day’ she fumed, ‘I plan one party and you moan. It wasn’t even big, just close friends and family’.
’Tomorrow, we can have it tomorrow, but for today all I want to see is you’, walking over he sat beside her on the bed and ran his fingers along her shape, leaning over her he kissed her neck, ‘Please understand that’
’Why? Today is your birthday you are supposed to celebrate with everyone, you will be with me every day from now’
’What if I’m not? What if I die tomorrow? What if we never see each other after today and then today was wasted?’
’You really are having a mid life crisis aren’t you?’ she laughed, ‘Fine forget the damn party its your bloody day’ she moaned, turning away from him. ‘Just don’t touch me’ she laughed. Gerard recognised the tone, he had heard it so many times before, running his hand to her breast he licked her ear, ‘Not even here?’ he asked, tweaking her nipple.
’Especially not there’ she laughed, turning to face him; she pulled him to her face and kissed his lips. Gerard lost all thought as he pulled her dressing gown from her, he held her close as he felt his penis throb, pushing himself against her. Jade groaned and reached down for him, taking him in her hand she guided him to her opening and breathed a sigh or relief as he filled her. ‘Why does it feel like we haven’t had sex for months?’ she panted.
’We haven’t’ he groaned, ‘You left me’. Forgetting himself completely he thrust himself into her, ‘ I have missed you so much, god I need you, I want you. Don’t leave me’
’Maggie’ Jade cried, ‘Nick, Ben, who are these people’ she panted as he thrust her again and again, ‘Why do I remember these names’
’Our children’ Gerard groaned, ‘They are our babies’
’What’s going on? Jade cried, ‘my head, I can see them. You are in the garden; I can see us all in the grass. Get off’ she cried, shoving him away she jumped up, ‘my head. It hurts’ she wept, ‘something is wrong, I can feel it’
Gerard lay on his back, panting madly, slowly pulling in what had happened, ‘How do you remember?’
’Remember what? Jade wept, ‘I have all these images, all these sounds I have never seen before. Why are we there?’
’Jade honey calm down, its us.’ He cried holding her to him, ‘Its our future’
’We are there, we are together, I can see us.’ She cried, Gerard looked down and saw her face beaming, ‘I still love you, you still kiss me, we are still there’
’We always are’
‘what’s going on? You aren’t normal, you are acting weird!’ she sat on the edge of the bed. ‘Something isn’t right.’
Gerard kissed her hand and lowered her to the bed, ‘It doesn’t matter, none of it does, we are together, and we have this day’
’This day’ she repeated, ‘This day means a lot to you doesn’t it?’
’This day is the most important of my life’ he agreed, ‘I want it to be perfect’
‘every day with you is perfect’ she smiled as he wiped a tear from her. Gerard stared at her and realised he didn’t care about what would happen buy the end of the day, he didn’t care what had happened earlier in their lives, he just cared about today. He hadn’t a clue why their future had hit Jade as they made love, but she was clearly scared and confused. Holding her tightly he kissed her neck and pulled the blanket around her. ‘Let me tell you a story’ he whispered.
’Ok’ she murmured back.
’Its about a guy, who meets a girl’ he began, telling her their life story, every bump their relationship had met, and every love they had shared, he told her of their children, of their marriage, of her love for theatre, his love of her, and together their end as a family. Jade lay in silence and listened. ‘It is us isn’t it?’ she whispered, ‘that’s our life? I can see it, as if it were yesterday. I died, it was weird, I remember it’
Gerard sat up, ‘What did I say to you as you took your last breath?’
Jade closed her eyes and let a tear escape, ‘You said.. You said you loved me. You needed me, and I had better be waiting with a star bucks when you came to me. Is this it? Are we dead?’ she asked.
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