I wanna save you

I somehow got David into my bunk and then i fell asleep i woke up around 9 it feelt like i haven't slept at all. I stood up and headed for the bathroom after brushing my teeth and changing i sat down in the front of the bus. Lexie was already up and she walked into the front too.
"Good morning." i say in a low tone
"Good morning."
"What time did you guys get in?"
"Around 2....what time did you leave?"
"Around 12."
"Oh." she grabbed a red bull from the mini-refrigerator

"Hey do you know what happened to the window?"
"No." i say not looking at her
"Oh look." she lifted up the mini- blinds and i saw it was cracked
"Oh maybe Zoe knows."
"No it was like that when we came home and the only people here were you and David."
"Oh i think he fell...i don't remember i fell asleep before he did."
"Oh." she said doubtfully
"what?"
"you usually fall asleep last."
"yeah but i was really tired last night."
"oh." she looked away i knew i was hurting her by lying and she just wanted to help but i love David.

"Do you know what time we play?" i asked
"Yeah 1."
"Oh." I notice that David is up and he sits down next to me
"Hey do you know what happened to the window?"
"What window?" he ask
"That one...look." she showed him
"Nah....i can't remember i passed out."
"huh?"
"Yeah Miranda carried me to the bunk or something."
"Oh." she looks disappointed and walks away
"Don't forget we play at 1." she almost whispers i know she is upset.

"So what happened to the window?"
"Don't you remember?" i say not looking at him
"No."
"You did that."
"with what? my hand cuz it kind of hurts."
"No my head. you pushed me into the wall and i hit my head on the window, and your hand hurts because you punched me."
"I'm so sorry."
"ok."
"Can we talk about this?" he ask in a sad low voice
"Not now." i walk off the bus and he doesn't bother to come after me

I walk for a while and then i see Dan
"Hi."
"Hi." he is talking to a girl I've never seen before, she is beautiful.
"Oh yeah...Miranda this is Gwen, Gwen this is Miranda."
"Hi." i shook her hand.
"Miranda is in The losing stops here."
"Oh i love your band!"
"Thanks." the two of them continued talking and i just stayed quiet i assumed she was a fan.
"Ok well i'm gonna go It was nice meeting you." she said
"You too, bye." she walked away
"She's an old friend from back home."
"Oh, she's pretty."
"Yeah i still cant believe she went out with me."
"What?"
"Yeah we were together a while back."
"Oh."
"You left early yesterday you missed it i killed Adam at pool."
"Oh...yeah i was tired and.."
"What happened to your lip?"
"Huh?"
"Your lip?" he asked starring at it
"Oh i bit it."
"It..looks like somebody punched you."
"No i was a little drunk and...."
"You weren't drinking."
"when we got to the bus i drank."
"This is why i don't drink, i mean does it really help anything?"
"No but.."
"Do you not like yourself or something?"he looked away
"what?"
"You're killing your insides because you drink a lot and you hurt yourself when you're drunk."
"i..." before i could say anything I saw David
"I need to talk to you."he pulled me away from dan and we walked to the bus nobody was there
"I thought i told you not to talk to him." he said hurting my arm
"What?"
"you know what i mean i hate that guy and your flirting."
"he's my friend and i wasn't flirting."
"get new friends."
"why?"
"he's an asshole and..."
"you don't even know him....you're the asshole."
"i know i promised to stop drinking."
"then when are you going to keep it?"
"i will.."
"yeah right this is pathetic." he slapped my cheek that was the first time he'd ever hit me when he hadn't been drinking. he looked shocked at what he'd done
"I'm so sorry." i just walk away