Tainted Angel | By : Kyokawaiidesune Category: > Kyo/Shinya Views: 2650 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The morning had passed in an almost disappointing manner for Shinya. Kyo had been his normal polite self, his words mere small talk. Shinya listened dutifully but made no comment unless asked a question directly. He ate the food as it was placed on the table before him more than a little surprised that the other was apt in the kitchen.
Noting the others surprised look Kyo laughed. “I am almost 30 Shinya; surely you would think trial and error taught me at least how to cook the basics. Besides, as long as I add the water to the rice before I push a button on the rice cooker everything is ok. I learned that the hard way.” Shinya couldn’t help the sudden snort of laughter that left him. His eyes widened and his hand slapped across his mouth, a bit of fear in his eyes. Kyo’s hand reached across the table to pull his own away gently. “It was meant to be funny Shinya.” A slightly sarcastic smile twisted the blonde’s lips as he watched the auburn beauty. “Trial and error Shinya, just like cooking. You’ll learn what will mix well and what will be like oil and water for us.”
His head bowed a bit he thought on the others words. Their plates now empty he bit his lip before rising unasked from the table. His hand trembled only slightly as he took the plates to the sink and began to run hot water on them for the washing. Though surprised Kyo was by no means displeased, he hated to leave dishes in the sink.
Now standing in the parking lot of the studio they had rented to practice in he felt ill, as if his stomach wanted to crawl up his throat and out his mouth. He trembled lightly in clothes that were his own, but now gave no comfort. True to Kyo’s word they had stopped at his apartment and taken care of Miyu as well as packing a few bags by his door to pick up after practice.
“Come now Shinya, we’ll be late and today is not the day to be tardy for Kaoru.” He placed a hand at the small of the taller mans back, guiding his unresisting form closer to the building. His breathing picked up slightly as the door opened easily under Kyo’s hand and the darkness of the buildings interior greeted them. The lights inside were dim compared to the late morning sunshine, and the sound of their feet on the tiled floor echoed as they made their way to the room they used. Already he could hear the bassist and youngest guitarist laughing.
“…I didn’t know what to do! There I sat, trying to talk with the girl I’m with and every time I go to open my mouth her friend sitting beside me slips her hand another few centimeters up my thigh! I must have sounded horrible to her! I made these horrible little surprised noises! Finally when she could go not higher other than to all out molest my person I just ran!” Die gestured with his hands before falling back on the wall with a groan. “So now she more than likely thinks I have some strange mental disorder while her friends practically breaking down my door!”
“So just go out with her friend!” Toshiya was struggling so hard to speak between gasping for breath and laughing.
“You have got to be kidding me! I’m not going to go around with some lewd woman unless she looks like Mai Kaoru! And she better be as skilled in bed as that woman too!” He looked oddly ruffled as his hands smoothed down his shirt, only making Toshiya laugh harder.
A gentle caress down his back made him jump. Shinya nodded as Kyo hisses for him to just be his normal self. He took a deep breath, freezing as the red heads eyes locked on him. Deep brown eyes flicked over them both as he offered them a smile. “Good morning.” He mocked Shinya by dropping his voice low as he spoke the formal greeting.
His face flamed as he felt his temper rising slightly. Die would tease him unmercifully during the day but before they left the other man would always pull him aside, hugging him and begging him to forgive him. Shinya knew his place with Die better than with anyone else. He was the younger brother, someone you loved dearly but tormented all the same.
A yelp sounded from Die as Toshiya poked him. “Ah is that the sound you made last night? Huh Die?” The dark haired man smiled as he teased Die. Toshiya, though normally right there with Die when it came to tormenting Shinya was an equal opportunity bully. If he felt the joke was getting old he dropped it and moved on to whatever or whoever might be next. He was still very kind and really didn’t bother Shinya half as much as Die did. Toshiya let up, Die was constant. Plus he had the added bonus of the fact that no one flustered Die as much as Toshiya could. He seemed to know just the right things to say to make the redhead quiet down and trip over his words, face flaming. Shinya had seen him do it before in front of the camera and Die had been quiet for a full minute, his mouth opening and closing, hands making motions, but unable to speak.
Stepping further into the room he picked his way over cords and petals as he made his way towards the pair and in turn his drum set. Kyo had already perched himself on an amp beside the two and was smiling at the pair of fools. Settling himself he watched as Kyo interacted with the pair, noting how more often than not the small man wore a smile on his face and could give back just as good as they could dish out. The door slamming open and Kaoru storming in made him jump.
“What are you all doing!? Get to your places we don’t have time for this shit today.” His voice was gruff, an unlit cigarette clinging to his lips as he spoke. Kaoru’s hands had snatched his guitar from the stand, causing it to whine from where he had left the amp on. They all winced at the reverberation that seemed to fill the room before meekly making their way to their places. Halfway through practice fait decided she was against Shinya today. He was off on a beat and Kaoru was paying attention. Normally Kaoru would let something so minor slide, just simply pointing it out after it was over and done with and telling them to be careful. It was understood that such things happened and he himself was not so great that he didn’t make mistakes. Today was not such a day. He whirled on Shinya in a fit of anger and was on him in an instant. Die and Toshiya stood with their mouths open in shock as Kaoru proceeded to give Shinya a dressing down.
“...could you not get it right? You have played this song at least a thousand times if you have played it once! What’s so hard about this!? Must you be such a disappointment?” The room went still, all sounds of motion stopped as everyone stared at Kaoru. A deep shuddering breath came from Shinya as he shoved himself away from the drum set and walked out the door, his steps jerky.
“You didn’t have to be so hard on him! We’ve all messed up before and he doesn’t do it half as much as the rest of us! What the hell is your problem!?” Toshiya’s eyes were fixed coldly on Kaoru, not at all caring for the others attitude today. It had long been the theory that Kaoru was stuck with the lot of them for the duration of the band, there for when he was being an ass they made a point to rub it in.
“I…I didn’t mean…” Kaoru’s eyes were fixed on the spot Shinya had vacated.
“Well maybe you should have kept your mouth shut then.” A hoarse voice startled Kaoru out of his shock. He turned on Kyo as fast as he had Shinya. “So that’s the way of things then? Now that he’s your little pet you’re going to start sticking up for him? You never seemed to give a damn before.” Kaoru might feel guilt about picking on Shinya, the boy didn’t really deserve it, but he didn’t mind snapping at Kyo.
“What…did you say?” Die’s voice called them out of their staring match. His eyes were moving between the two a look of understanding dawning on his face. “No, no, no! Kyo! You can’t mean it! It’s Shinya! We are supposed to look after him! Watch out for him! Not do…that with him!” He looked horrified at the very idea of Shinya being used in such a way.
“Die, Kaoru…Shinya is an adult. Maybe you should let him make his own decisions. Die…Die!” Toshiya watched helplessly as Die walked out of the room.
Die moved down the hall towards the bathroom. He needed to get away from Kyo before he said or did something he would regret later. The door opened and cracked back against the wall. A startled yelp was heard from inside the bathroom as Shinya looked up from his spot beside the counter. He looked at the redhead standing in the doorway for a minute before his cheek returned to it’s rest on his knee. Sighing his face softened as he stepped inside. He moved to stand beside Shinya before sitting down on the floor beside the other man. “So, you and Kyo huh?”
Shinya’s head jerked up again and he stared at Die, mouth working but no sound coming from him. A dull flush was crawling up his neck. He nodded his head once before speaking. “Yes, since last night.”
Nodding Die curled his arm around the other, hugging him close to his side. “Are you sure? I mean, I know what he’s into and all. You just, well I didn’t think you were the type.” It was Die’s turn to flush as Shinya laughed.
“You never asked. Thank God, you never asked.” He smiled. “I don’t think I would have told you anyway even if you had.” He bit his lip as his smile fell away. “So I take it that things are ugly out there?”
“Well, Kaoru’s being difficult; I think he’s just upset about this. You, well your still the baby, no matter how old you get you know. I guess he’s upset that it’s Kyo. Kyo is supposed to watch out for you too, not do this.” He ruffled the others auburn hair teasingly. “Tosh seems alright with it but well he lived with Kyo for a time so I guess he understands the other better than us. I’m sure he asked questions, I can’t see him not pressing the matter. I know we should trust Kyo but it’s hard to be ok with something that might get you hurt.”
“I don’t think you need to worry.” He smiled at Die, nudging him with his shoulder. When the door opened again, it was to the sound of a yelling guitarist and vocalist. Toshiya’s hands were fisted deep in their hair, as he dragged them inside. A trickle of blood ran from Kaoru’s nose and a bit from Kyo’s lip.
“I’ll let go when you stop acting like dicks!” Toshiya was yelling as he gave their heads a shake. Another round of yowls sounded at the motion, hands desperately pulling at the hands tangled in their hair. He grinned as he saw Die and Shinya sitting on the floor. “Look! They’re my bitches!” He smiled, attempting to make all of this up to Shinya. He had seen how the smile had fallen away from the slender drummers lips as they walked in. “Now, I think you both have a few things to say.” He yanked Kaoru’s head in Shinya’s direction. “You first.”
Wincing at the hard pulls on his hair he looked at Shinya. “I’m sorry. You know I didn’t mean it like that Shinya. I’m never disappointed in you, not even now. I’m not happy about it though, but it’s not me that has to be happy. If it’s what you want I won’t say anything. But if he ever hurts you so help me I’ll…” A yelp sounded again as he was shaken. He growled in frustration as he was turned to Kyo.
“Good now you two kiss and make up!” Kissing noises mixed with laughter sounded from above their heads and from the redhead on the floor.
“Fuck off!” Toshiya’s voice raised in a yelp as he was finally shaken off. They wouldn’t say they were sorry, not yet. Nether was really sure they were sorry for hitting the other.
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