Immortal | By : shibbydm Category: Individual Celebrities > Gerard Butler Views: 3471 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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‘Your very quiet tonight’ Elizabeth braved his reaction on her feelings. They had arrived at the restaurant mixed in polite conversation but without his laugh in the air she felt something was wrong.
’Sorry, I’ve been thinking a lot about what you said this afternoon, about me still being in love, it bothers me’
’Are you?’ she asked, dreading the answer.
’I don’t know. I see you and I think I’m not, but when I lie in bed alone and I think of what me and her had I pine, I have no idea.’ Looking up he met her eyes and reached over to hold her hand. ‘But I know I want to keep seeing you.’ Elizabeth pulled her hand slowly from under his.
’Do you think that is wise?’ she asked, not meeting his eyes, her world was crashing around her and she had only known him five minutes. ‘I don’t want to be lead astray Gerard’
’I wouldn’t hurt you intentionally, ever. Elizabeth, I have known you a day, our letters aside, I have sat in company for a day and I cant stop thinking about you.’
Elizabeth felt herself growing frustrated, this wasn’t fair on her. Sure she liked him but he came with deep emotional baggage, playing it safe would be the easiest thing to do. ‘Can we talk about something else now?’ she smiled, again not meeting his eye, ‘what did you do for the rest of today? Tell me?’
Gerard sat back in his chair, realising in her tone that she didn’t want to take this conversation any further, as hurt as he was by that he did as she asked, and told her all about his calls to his assistant and his plans to move to London in order to star in his new project.
’When do you leave?’
’In a few weeks time.’ He smiled, ‘I am looking forward to it, rehearsals will begin then the show will open. I chose it to keep my mind off things and its worked up until now’
’What do you mean?’
’Well now I am growing more attached to another woman and I don’t know what to do about it’ his smile melted her heart, as he reached for her hand once more, but anger took over as she pulled hers further away from his.
’Gerard, you said Katy was your only true love. Every letter you mentioned her, every day you think about her, and what now you meet me and she is nothing to you? If that is your idea of caring about somebody I don’t think we should see each other anymore’ standing to her feet she went to leave but he stopped her.
’What do you know?’ he almost shouted, ‘I have loved and lost, yet when I see you it doesn’t hurt anymore, am I wrong to long for that sense of peace and security? Have you ever been in Love?’
Elizabeth stared at him, and pushed his arms from hers; stepping away from him she grabbed her coat from behind her chair and made to leave.
’Elizabeth, I am not over Katy, and I never will be unless I find somebody new. I have found you. You have no idea how often I think about you! I’m just a guy, standing in front of you, asking you to care for me!”
Gerard watched her walk off and felt a desperate sense of failure. Maybe she was right, was he a bastard? Sitting back down he downed his drink and went to pay the bill, when a thought struck him. Jessica, he had slept with Jessica the day he met her that was fun, it was sex. But Elizabeth was different he hadn’t even had sex yet and he was involved, that meant something he knew it did.
Stepping out of the cab Elizabeth burst through her front door and wanted to cry, why did everything have to go so wrong. In her heart she knew he had been honest with her, as she sat on the sofa she threw off her shoes and hugged Tyson to her, the wine she had earlier had made her sleep and she fell into a light sleep. When she awoke it was dark, Tyson had moved to sleep in his usual spot under the kitchen table, a chill blew over her and she sat up, looking to the clock she saw it was 2am, but she was now wide awake. One person was on her mind, within minutes she had grabbed her coat and headed out into the night.
Ada was still awake, her mind hadn’t settled, he had come home in a foul mood, stomping upstairs he hadn’t spoken a word to her all night. Sitting in her chair she was swigging on her coffee when she heard a light tapping on the window. Jumping to attention, she grabbed the spanner she kept by the side in case of burglars and peered through the window, a small blonde woman looked back. ‘Who are you?’ Ada called.
’Elizabeth, please let me in’
Ada smiled, so this was the girl. Opening the door she took her in closer, she could see why Gerard was attracted to her, but whatever had happened tonight hung in the air.
’Is he here?’ she asked, looking cold and thoroughly miserable.
’That he is, he is in bed. Maybe you should call back’
‘please just let me see him, I need to tell him something, then I will leave.’
’Darling it isn’t my house, if he wants you to leave I trust you will but otherwise, fill your boots. It’s about time I headed home anyway. Be careful he’s in a foul mood’ Ada smiled as she walked off. Knowing her parting words would leave the girl in no doubt that she had upset him, maybe now she could make it better. Grabbing her shawl Ada left the house.
Elizabeth stared up the staircase, it seemed a long way but she knew he lay up there, and he wasn’t happy because of her. Stepping up the first step she tried to control her breathing but knew it was hopeless, so ran up the next ten. Reaching the landing she faced several doors, and carefully pushed open each one until she found him. Finding him had been easy, standing beside him looking at his half naked sleeping form wasn’t. Though Elizabeth was a fairly level headed girl she only had wild thoughts in her head as she stared down upon him.
’Gerard?’ she whispered, kneeling down beside him and stroking his face softly, ‘Wake up’
Mumbling he turned onto his back, and stretched out but didn’t wake. Elizabeth sat on the bed beside him; ‘I couldn’t go to sleep without giving you this’ she whispered into his ear, then rose up and kissed him softly on the lips. He tasted as wonderful as she imagined and figured one more kiss wouldn’t hurt her, reaching over she kissed him once more, and jumped when she felt his arms shoot up and surround her body. Pulling her closer, she gasped but couldn’t resist meeting his lips.
Gerard groaned, and slowly opened his eyes, ‘MMM, whose there?’ he asked, images of Katy and Jessica flooding his mind, he blinked a few times and found himself staring at Elizabeth. ‘What?’ he cried, ‘How did you? When?’
’Shush’ she soothed, pressing him back onto the bed, and kissing him once more, she found with each kiss she longed for him more.
’Elizabeth?’ he moaned, pulling her down with him, ‘Stay?’
Torn between lust and sense she didn’t answer his question, ‘Gerard I need to talk to you. About me, I care for you a lot. A lot more than I should and its ot right, not when you are so vulnerable. I cant just have sex with you and it mean nothing because..’
Gerard shifted himself and sat up, well aware that he eyes were digesting his body, and in truth he was staring at hers a little longer than socially polite.
’Gerard I’m a virgin.’
Elizabeth watched his eyes bulge, but nothing else changed, ‘So’ she continued, ‘I always said I wouldn’t have sex with the first jock I met, I would wait for someone I could trust and love and be with, I don’t know you that well and I don’t know how you feel, but please know that I am attracted to you and I want to know you better, but I’ scared of being hurt’
’Elizabeth how old are you?#
’21’ she replied, ‘I know its unusual, but I wanted him to be right’
’Unusual yes, but it shows a lot about you. Its also very sexy as well’ he smiled, ‘Ok, well your not going home, it’s too late and I am tired, so stay with me. No funny business I promise’
Elizabeth smiled, deep down inside wanted nothing more than to fall asleep in his arms, and was already throwing her boots off when he told her where she could find a T shirt and a pair of his boxers if she wanted to sleep in those.
After washing up she climbed into his bed beside him, disappointed to find that the bed was huge and she had no real reason to touch him without seeming like a tease. Lying in her side she sighed loudly, ‘I’m sorry about tonight’ she whispered, ‘I didn’t mean to be cold’
’that’s ok’ he mumbled, turning on his side and faking sleep. In reality he had turned away to hide his growing excitement, why couldn’t he control himself. New feelings were soaring through him, here in his bed was a beautiful woman he cared for already who hadn’t been touched by another man, resisting was proving very difficult.
’Are you ok?’ she asked, her voice dripping with hurt form his lack of cuddles or kisses.
’I’m fine, I am just tired’ he lied, cringing as he heard her shuffle around.
’May I kiss you goodnight?’ she asked.
That was to much, ‘God damn it’ he cried, flipping round and pulling her to him, ‘I cant do it, I cant resist’ he laughed, kissing her hard. Elizabeth jumped at first but soon fell into his embrace and found his hot skin against hers was torture, her body pressed against his without her even moving. It seemed a natural reaction, and she enjoyed the feeling of his erection pressing into her. Gerard heard her groans and ran his fingers down her body, kissing her softly he moved his mouth to her neck, and carefully traced his hand back up to her breast. Stopping for a second to see if she was ok, he found her smiling back at him and played with her nipple softly. Gerard smiled as her hand stroked his face, and kissed her nose, then her heck, then her chest, then he moved himself lower and found the only way to tease her was to stick his head under the t-shirt she was wearing. Encasing her nipple in her mouth he heard her gasp and wanted noting more then to really pleasure her, but he knew he had to tread carefully, pulling his head back up to hers he kissed her on the forehead, and lay down beside hr, hoping his erection would vanish soon, he stroked her hair.
’Have you had a boyfriend before?’ he asked.
’Yes, I met him where I was 20, and we started off very slowly, then he moved away and then returned once more. That night, the night we met. It was him’ Elizabeth confessed.
’What was him?’ Gerard asked, still twirling her hair.
’In the alleyway, he wanted to make me his, he came back so different at first he was understanding and said he would wait until I was ready. Then he just jumped on me demanding sex and I screamed, then you appeared’
’What?’ Gerard cried sitting up, ‘Why didn’t you tell the police?’
’I don’t want to cause a fuss, nothing happened, he moved back to France and I am fine’
’Lizzie’ Gerard shouted, ‘You should have told them’
Elizabeth smiled at his nickname for her, ‘Gerard please, I don’t want any fuss, its over not. I am lying here with you and I am happy. Leave it’
Gerard stared at her, his anger leaving as he felt the urge to kiss her once more, kissing her slowly he turned her over and spooned her. ‘I will look after you’ he whispered.
’I hope so’ she smiled, trying to ignore her bubbling stomach, lying her next to him she longed to lose her virginity, but she knew it wouldn’t be right.
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