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Not such a bad idea!	By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 4759 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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‘Oh no, oh god, fuck, shit no.’

Bam felt all the blood in his face drain when he saw Ville sprawled out on his bed, his laptop in front of him, with a page opened on the screen that was all too familiar to him. Oh god, if Ville knew, ...and fuck yeah he knew, things were over.

Fucking over.

“Bammie, I’m just….eh…”

But Ville didn’t finish his sentence. It would be as ridiculous as explaining to Bam how to skate. Ville knew Bam knew what he was doing. He had no clue what that would mean for them, and why Bam liked reading this in the first place, but Ville knew Bam knew. And yeah, by the way Bam was looking at him right now, almost gasping for air and white as a sheet, it was pretty obvious…it was a big deal. He didn’t read this because he thought it was funny or ridiculous, no. This wasn’t a joke.

“You read this Bam?” Ville finally asked, sitting up and winching a bit. Not because he was grossed out or anything like that. Not at all. But because he was still sporting a hard on and it was beginning to hurt.

Bam tried to read his eyes, his face, but Ville was just staring at him. There was no frown, or a smile. It was just blank. He wasn’t giving away how he was feeling and Bam sighed in defeat, staring at his hands. He couldn’t do this anymore. He couldn’t lie anymore; he was too tired, and too sad. It was time to come clean before this would kill him.

“I do.” He nodded a felt all the blood rushing back to his head at once.

“Why?” Ville wondered out loud. It was a neutral question but inside his head his brain was working overtime.

Could this mean…? Could it be that…? Maybe…? Possibly? Did Bam feel it too?

Why? WHY? Did he just ask him why? Why did he fucking think! Was he really making him say it?

“Because I…I…”

“You...?”

“I like reading about us because...”

“...Because?”

“Damnit Ville!”

“Sorry, I’m sorry, please go on.”

“…………”

“Bam?”

“It makes me wonder, ok. It makes me wonder what it would be like.”

There, he fucking said it. Now Ville knew. Now Ville knew his dark secret. That he was a perv. who was lusting after his best friend and Ville would feel awkward and never talk to him again. Never touch him or sleep in the same bed. Fucking great, well-done Margera.

“What it would be like for us to…to be…?”

Ville had trouble forming full sentences now, he was too confused.

’Just wondering Bam? Are you just wondering? Nothing more? Or do you really mean…’

“Together. As a couple, yeah.”

Bam started staring at his dirty Adios again, not daring to look at Ville. He expected an outburst of some sort. Maybe laughter, probably anger and disgust. But nothing came, there was only silence.

Ville was just sitting on the bed, laptop next to him, looking up at Bam with his big, piercing green eyes and slightly parted lips, a frown on his white forehead. When Bam looked up and saw Ville looking at him he knew he had to say it. To make sure Ville knew what he really meant. That he at least understood. There was no way back now anyway.

“Bam...”Ville started, but stopped when Bam walked over to him and sat down beside him on the bed.

“I love you, Ville.” He whispered with trembling lips and his blue eyes started deeply into Ville’s. Making sure the message hit home.

And when Ville’s eyes widened, his frown disappeared and his jaw dropped, Bam at least knew he understood now. He knew what he was getting at, and no matter what would happen now, there was at least no miscommunication.

“Y-Y-You, You, You l-l-love me?” Ville chocked out.

BAM loved him? Bam LOVED him? Bam loved HIM?

“I do, I’m sorry but I do. I know me saying this will change things but…”

“Yeah...Yeah it will.”

Bam stood up again and started pacing trough the room, noting Ville standing up as well.

“But I can’t go on like this anymore. It is all I can think about and it’s fucking killing me. This will change things, yeah, but it was already too late. Things were already different for me. So if you hate me now, or at least don’t feel comfortable around me anymore, I understand but…”

“Bam.”

“But I just thought you needed to know...”

“Bam.”

“But please don’t hate me. I don’t want to live without you. I’ll try to stop thinking about it and reading, I promise, if you just…”

“BAM! You moron, I love you too!”

Ville yelled, almost in tears by Bam’s confession. Bam was instantly silenced and just gawked in shock, looking at Ville like he had gone mad.

“Y-you love me?”

“Yes.”

“For real?”

“Ye-hes.”

“Like that?”

“Yes Bam, Yes!”

“But...No, no, what about the kiss?”

“I kissed you!”

“But you said it was a mistake. That it shouldn’t have happened.”

“Because I thought you didn’t want it.”

“Fucking hell, what made you think that?”

“You are straight.”

“…I was, until I met you.”

“Oh Bammie.”

“Willa.”

They finally stopped yelling at each other, which probably could have been heard by the whole goddamn house; and closed the gap between them, entangling in a passionate kiss. Both still on their feet but now stumbling backwards, back towards Bam’s bed.
Bam moaned loudly when Ville plundered his mouth with his warm tongue without mercy. He desperately tangled his hands in Ville’s soft hair while Ville’s hands reached up to cup his face and stroked his cheeks with his thumbs as they kissed.

It was as perfect as their first kiss, only this time without the doubt. Neither of them was uncertain anymore about their feeling or the feelings of the other. I was what they really wanted. It was what they had always wanted. And so they felt free to pour their whole being, their pure love, into the one kiss.

Ville groaned when Bam bit his lower lip lovingly and laid Bam gently on the bed, while crawling on top of him; this all without breaking contact.

The sound of Ville sharply inhaling trough his nose when Bam stroked his tongue with his own turned Bam on even more then he already was, and made him slide his hands under Ville’s shirt, so he could caress the smooth skin underneath. But Ville pulled away with a gasp when he felt Bam’s tender touch on his skin.

“Ville, what’s wrong?”

A smile appeared on Ville’s swollen lips when he saw fear in Bam’s widened eyes. Soon he would know he would never have to doubt about Ville’s love for him again. Soon he would know he wanted nothing more than Bam. He loved nothing more…than Bam.

“Nothing’s wrong Bammie. I was just wondering...since when are you reading this…eh…fan fiction?”

Bam blushed again and smiled when he saw Ville’s eyes sparkle with happiness and amusement.

“Since a week or so.”

“Only a week?”

“Well yeah…but trust me, that wasn’t the first time I’ve though about it.”

Ville smiled and Bam felt a warm feeling spreading trough his body.

“And I’ve read a lot. I felt so wrong about it I couldn’t sleep or eat. But that didn’t keep me from reading. Fuck, I couldn’t stop. And then I realized how much I wanted it to be true, and that…I’ve loved from the first time I laid eyes on you.”

“Oh my god Bammie, is that what’s been bothering you?”

“Oh shit, was it that obvious?”

“Well, I knew something was up.”

Ville planted a small kiss on Bam’s lips and grinned.

“I’ve loved you since forever Bam-Bam. I just figured you were straight and gave up on the idea. Never letting myself thinking about it.

“What a goddamn waste of precious time.” Bam chuckled and slid his hand up Ville’s upper leg while nuzzling his neck, running his tongue over the skin and feeling the artery pumping underneath.

“Yes love, you can sure say that.” Ville hissed, and a naughty smile crept up his face.

“So Bam-Bam, maybe we can…I don’t know, act out some of those fan-fics you love so much. What do you say?”

Ville saw Bam smile and felt him wriggle a bit underneath his small frame. Content with the comfortable weight resting on top of his chest, and wiping away a few strands of dark soft hair out of Ville’s face.

“That sounds good. Let’s do that.”

And Bam groaned when he felt Ville’s erection pushing into his leg. Feeling Ville against him made him want to explode.

“So, how does is usually start?”

Hi lovely readers =D I'm back, as you can see, and I missed you all! I made a promise to update soon, so here you go! Still not as steamy as you would like I know, I know, but come on, you know I will get there next time! It's impossible not to! They are practically climbing each other like threes =P
I know I said I was going to London, but my friend didn't want to leave her boyfriend behind and decided not to go, so yeah...that sucked. Not my friend anymore btw, I'm sure you'll understand. So I spend my week with my parents in the Netherlands close to Germany. I wrote a lot, so I got a lot of material for new chapters and even new fics! But first this one of course. Thanks so much for all the support and reviews, it makes me so happy! It always makes me smile or laugh out loud or even makes me go "aaaw" out loud sometimes. My family thinks I'm nuts now =P I got another week before school starts, so I'll try to finish it before that. Still a couple of chapters coming up though, I'm not done yet! Not enough sex in it yet! *Ahum* Sooo.....I promised an English treat, but since I didn't go to London, I'll just bake you something. Some VAM scones with jam and whipped cream will do.

Hope you like it, I really really do! Reviews are so wanted you have no idea!
Love you guys!
And a special thanks to my sweet, wonderful Beta! Girl, You rock!

Love, Karin
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