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The Moon and the Sun	By : soleil Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 3125 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Malice Mizer. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Chapter 6

Camui was gone but Mana found that he still coldn't move. He couldn't believe what had just happened. Camui had come on to him sexually.

'Let me be your friend.' he had said while touching him in intimate ways. Mana felt dirty. In Mana's world friends usually didn't make out and if he was remembering right it used to be the same for Camui. He remembered a time when he would have died for his touch, for one real kiss, but Gackt had never gone further than small caresses and elusive kisses back then, except this one time..

(Flashback)

Their last concert had been a blast and now they were at the after-show-party celebrating their successful completed tour. Mana was sitting on a couch, slowly getting tired of all the people around him pampering him and trying to get his attention.

"Mana-san, do you want me to get you another drink?" one of the more persistent ones asked. He was very tall and dark and had been intruding his personal space a while now but Mana didn't really mind for a change because his obtrusive appearance had made other people stay away and Mana didn't deal well with crowds. He always got a feeling that he would suffocate when many people approached him simultaneously.

"Thank you, but I have to decline as I am feeling already tipsy." Mana said trying to remember his name. He was a handsome man, nice too but Mana's mind and heart were right now occupied with someone else.

Speaking of Gackuto, where was he? He hadn't seen him in the last couple of hours and he scanned the spacious room for his dark angel. "I wonder where my band-mates are." Mana said and stood up only to sit back down feeling dizzy from all the alcohol he had consumed.

"Let me help you!" the dark-haired man said eagerly offering him his arm. Mana gave him a small smile and murmured a 'Thank you' making a second attempt at getting up. With the man's steadying help he found that it was easier to go around and look for his band-mates.

He saw Yu~ki in a corner giving an obnoxious blond woman a thorough tonsil-inspection and decided not to disturb him. Közi was the next one he spotted among a few other people. He approached him and asked about the where-abouts of the remaining two members of Mizer to see him shrug. "Don't know." he murmured and it was obvious how drunk he was.

"I think I remember seeing them earlier going outside." his 'helper' said and led Mana to the veranda connecting to the big garden of the house. When there, Mana let go of his 'helpers' arm and steadied himself on the railing of the veranda scanning his surroundings for Gackuto and Kami never noticing that the man had his hand still possessively on his back.

"Mana-san you are so beautiful, so special.." the man whispered into his ear and Mana startled turned abruptly to face him almost colliding with him in the process. The fast movement made him feel dizzy again and he didn't register at first when a mouth was attached to his and arms wrapped around him to pull him on a firm body. He wanted to push the man away but thought that if he did it was very possible that he would fall without him steadying him so he decided to endure the kiss not responding until the man would let him go. Someone's fake cough behind them made the man stop his advances on Mana and they both turned to see Kami. "Kami! I was searching for you!" Mana said happy to see the drummer.

"Thank god then that you didn't find me in there!" Kami replied dryly. Mana chose to ignore the sarcastic comment and asked: "Did you see Gackuto-kun?" Kami just kept on looking at him for a while with a scrutinising gaze not saying anything.

"I should go." the 'helper' said to be ignored by both other men before he went back inside.

"Gackt is not feeling very well." Kami said slowly.

"Oh? Where is he?" Mana was getting worried.

"I think that you are the last person he'd like to see right now.."

"Nani? Why would he not want to see me? I am his friend!" Kami had to be drunk to say such nonsense, Mana mused and repeated: "Where is he?"

"Right behind you." Kami said and motioned with his head to some steps leading from the veranda to the garden. Mana couldn't see anything at first but then he thought he could extinguish a dark figure sitting sideways on the steps and leaning against the house-wall. He immediately approached the figure that turned out to be Gackt and crouched in front of him. He had his head bowed and his face was partially hidden behind his dark bangs. His arms were wrapped around his middle and his eyes were closed.

"Gackto-kun, what's wrong?" Mana asked softly brushing the hair away from his face with his fingers. Gackt didn't move. He didn't even open his eyes. "Yo there!" Mana tried again in the same tone. "It's me, Mana. Aren't you feeling well?"

"Mana-kun, I really think that you should leave him alone." Kami said and Mana was starting to get really annoyed now. "What do you know?" he hissed over his shoulder to see Kami shrug.

"Probably more than you will ever be able to understand." Kami said before vanishing.
Mana felt oddly hurt by Kami's cryptic words but he ignored it and focused only on the man in front of him. "Do you want me to get you a glass of water?" he asked.

Gackt's eyes opened to dangerous slits. The look he was giving Mana made shivers run down his spine. Was Gackt angry at him? But why? What did he do?

"You have to talk to me." Mana stated and was surprised when Gackt suddenly stood up and went further down the stairs and into the dark garden. Mana followed with unsure steps to find him sitting on a bench under a sakura-tree. He was smoking and watching Mana cautiously through dangerous eyes.

Mana wanted to pull his hair out in frustration, what the hell was going on? He decided that if Gackt wasn't going to talk to him, he would.

"What's wrong with you?" he asked really angry now. "I am trying to be your friend and you push me away."

"Now you know how it feels." Gackt muttered under his breath but Mana was too drunk and angry to register his words.

"Sometimes I don't understand you." Mana kept on ranting. "One minute you are an angel and make me love you and the next you turn into a total prick ignoring me, leaving me standing. I really hate you when you are like this."

"You love me?" Gackt said staring at him with a risen brow. Only then Mana registered what he had revealed in his anger and his face turned blood-red.

"Iie," he said "Right now I hate you because you are a prick."

Gackt smirked and opened his arms inviting him in them. "Come, I will be your angel again."

"Go to hell!" Mana snapped feeling embarrassed that he was making fun of him and turned to leave but Gackt's hand taking firm hold of one of his wrists made him loose his balance and he fell to the ground with Gackt on top of him.

"I'm already in hell but I will pull you down here too." Gackt sneered before he kissed Mana with bruising force. Mana was shocked. He didn't know what was going on anymore. He had thought that they were just good friends and band-mates and that Gackt didn't want him that way but now he found his vocalist kissing him in a way that couldn't be described as friendly. He could feel raw need and passion radiating from the other man's body and found that he himself also was already on fire. He laced his hands through the vocalists hair and returned the almost brutal kiss as best as he could. He realised in the back of his mind that this was what he had wanted all the time. He wanted Gackt as his lover.

Gackt's kiss slowed down after a while and became more sensual than violent. "Oh sweet Mana." he whispered letting his hands travel along the shivering body beneath him. Mana was so responsive, so hot and needy and he never would have expected him being like that. The guitarist raised his head to lock their lips again sighing into the kiss when Gackt's hand found a way under his dress and along his high stockings to wander on the soft naked skin of his outer thigh.

Mana raised his leg and wrapped it around the other man. "We shouldn't be doing this." Gackt breathed above his lips but pressed himself more firmly between Mana's legs. Both of them sighed when they felt their groins so close to each-other.

"Gackto..?" Mana asked when he felt the other man freeze. He suddenly registered angry voices coming from the mansion and saw Gackt sit up.

A chair went flying through the open veranda doors to crash somewhere in the garden.

"Let's hope that this is not Közi.." Gackt said and jumped up pulling Mana behind him.
Unfortunately it had really been drunken Közi who had started a fight just for the fun of it, so the rest of Malice Mizer and some other people had a hard time separating him from the unfortunate person that had involuntarily caused his anger..

(End of flashback)

After that evening Gackt had never kissed him again, much to his disappointment and Mana had been too afraid of a possible rejection to make a move on him, but he never ceased to hope that one day Gackt would tell him that he loved him back and that he wanted to be with him. And then Gackt had left..

Now he wanted back into his life out of whatever sick reason but Mana was determined to prevent that. Never again would he be Gackt's plaything.

His always waiting Penelope..

'Ithaca has been destroyed and Penelope killed, so there's nowhere to return to, Odysseus..' Mana thought bitter.

He went to his phone and dialled Seths number. A sleepy, incoherent voice greeted him but he didn't wait for the man to become fully awake before he said: "In ten days we are going on tour in the States."

"Eh? Mannnasn?? But I thought..? ..postponed..?" the poor man seemed very confused. Mana didn't care. "Inform the others." he said sternly and hung up.
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