Demolition Lovers | By : MCRsavdME Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1917 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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He watched the water swirl around watching the tiny white, red, and any color you wanted disappear into the unknown. He sighed heavily as the last of the pills disappeared never to be seen again. He made his way out of his bathroom, not to sure how he felt about just loosing any release that he had. It’s for Mikey he kept telling himself over and over, sure that Mikey would come to him now, now that he made a promise to be conscious for his brother. His selfishness of becoming lost when ever he wanted to had cost him knowing what was bother his brother. They had always told each other all things that would bother them. Mikey stopped confiding in him when their grandmother died. Of course Mikey had every reason to not confide in him. Gerard had started doing drugs not caring about his brothers emotions or problems.
Laying down on his bed, he put his arms behind his head and stared up at the ceiling. It was covered in band posters, and articles from some of his favorite bands. Thinking about what it would be like to be in a band. Thinking about what it would be like to be performing in front of thousands of people. His thoughts slowly began drift to think about everything in his recent past. How mixed up things had gotten. Promises he had made to himself to not become a druggie, not to become a cutter like so many people he had known. He was about to drift off to sleep when he heard a soft knock on his door. Gerard remained laying on the bed but opened his eyes fixing them on the door. The door opened slowly almost as if the person about to enter was afraid to come into the room.
“G ggerard?” Mikey slowly entered the room first sticking in his head and looking around. The room was so dark it even took Gerard a couple minutes to get used to it every time that he entered.
“Gerard,” Mikey shut the door behind him still looking around the room trying to find his brother, in the dark. Gerard knew what Mikey was thinking, that he had lost himself already and that Mikey would just find him passed out. Mikey had every reason to think that. He could see his brother’s eyes fall on him and sigh, Mikey turned around to leave the room deafeted that he still yet had no one to talk to.
“I’m here Mikey” Gerard said sitting up and patting the spot on the bed next to him.
“Oh, uh, I, ooh, thought yoou would be be…” Mikey’s voice trailed off shuffling his feet on the cement floor.
“I’m here Mikey, and I’m fine, I know I haven’t been their for you in the past, and I’m sorry. I’m going to be their for you from now on O.K. I got rid of everything, you will never come into my room to find me like that ever again O.K. I’m going to be their for you, cause I love you” The entire time Gerard was speaking Mikey just stood there almost in shock at what his brother was saying.
“Yyou Promise, you promise I can talk to you when I need to?” Mikey wasn’t to sure about this new side of his brother, of course he loved his brother and wanted to believe that what ever he said he meant, but this was almost to good to be true.
“YES, I mean it Mikey, today I realized what an ass I have been to you, I havn’t been there for you and that makes me a shitty brother, I’m sorry” Gerard had stood up and made his way over to his brother and took him into a deep hug. Planting a tiny kiss on Mikey’s check as they embraced. They stood their emerged into their hug, swaying slightly. Mikey began to slowly cry into his brothers arms and Gerard began to kiss at Mikey’s neck hoping to stop his brothers tears.
They got lost in the hug, the only thing keeping them grounded was the sound of their mother vomiting, it sounded awful and even caused their stomach to turn. Mikey’s tears became steadily worse as a loud thud could be heard from upstairs. Gerard moved his lips from Mikey’s neck to his lips. Gerard could hear Mikey sighing into the kiss. It was an odd thing them kissing. Ever since they were little they could remember that they both found an odd comfort in kissing. It all started almost as a joke. Gerard was 6 and Mikey was 4 almost 5. There parents were watching a movie and the couple on screen started kissing. The girl was crying and the guy started kissing her, the girl slowly stopped crying. After that things went from there. Mikey would be crying after falling and scraping his knee Gerard would kiss him hopping to stop his tears like they had seen in the movie. It always worked. That is how they stopped each other’s tears, they would hold and kiss each other like they had seen in that movie so long ago. They didn’t care that they were brothers, it was the only thing they knew to do to stop the tears.
Gerard slowly began to deepen the kiss as he could feel his brother’s tears come to a stop. Snaking his tongue into his brothers mouth he massaged at his brothers tense tongue and it to slowly relaxed. Wrapping his arms around his brother he pulled him closer wanting to cover his brother. Shroud him from the world that was so seemingly cruel to the both of them.
They were so lost in the kiss they did not hear there dads car pull up. They did not hear his foot steps on the stairs descending to Gerard’s room. The door opened and there fathers eyes grew large. They still had not registered that anyone was there and continued their kiss.
“You little fucking FAGGOT!” Their father screamed. There embrace was torn apart, both of them wide eyed with fear.
“What the fuck are you doing, you are poisoning him, you are poisoning this entire family!” Donald came closer to Gerard grabbing him by the throat and lifting him off the floor. Mikey stood there in shock his eyes wide with fear. The voice of Frank began to ring in his head. By this time Donald had Gerard thrown on the bed sending punch after punch to his stomach and face.
“Get the fuck out of my house and away from my son you FAG!” with that Donald had thrown Gerard towards the door, grabbing at Mikey and bringing him closer, wrapping his arms around him in a protective brace. Gerard slowly stood opened the door and ran out.
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