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How could i ever love another?	By : sparksbleeder Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 1627 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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[Aw the mush is what I love. I listen to love songs every time I write this I totally recommend people listening to some too. It makes it all loverly!]

The house was quiet making Bam crawl out of bed and move around the house. Usually he'd hear singing or the radio when Ville was up alone. But he soon realize his love was gone. "Ville?"

Every room was empty, making the skater nervous he left him to spend time with Jonna or someone. He didn't want to give-up on his love. He wanted this to work so bad. But the home was empty, no one but him. Bam tried looking around the rose garden but no one was there. Ville had left him, not waking him to tell him anything, not asking him to come along, just left. Bam crawled back into bed and cried. He felt this was a way for Ville to hint he didn't want him anymore.

Bam laid there as hours past. The phone would ring and bam would run to it but it would always be someone looking for Ville. It hurt to tell him he wasn't here. Bam wandered the house, heartbroken. He went to the study and found a photo album of them. Every picture made him cry. Ville was the one, bam knew it. He wanted to marry him but the world said no.

Ville had gone off somewhere away from poor Bam. Bam curled up into a ball and sobbed on the floor. Why him? Why now? Where was he?

More hours past and night fell but no Ville. Bam took a freezing shower where his remembered long ago, the talk of marriage...

They were backstage at a concert. Him had just finished their set and 69 Eyes was going on. Bam and Ville cuddled in Ville's dressing room. Bam was shirtless and kissing Ville all over the neck. Ville giggled a little and turned his head for more.

"Damn it Bam, I could marry you." Ville's voice was soft and loving. Bam stopped and looked up into Ville's eyes, seeing honesty.

"Would you?" Bam felt tears build up.

"are you proposing?" Ville smiled.

"Not yet. This isn't the best way. It's like asking you at a Mall or something." If only Bam knew he'd end up doing this to he current wife, proving the lost of tenderness in the meaning of marriage.

"People wouldn't want you to marry me, Bammie."

"I don't care. I'd give it all up if it meant I'd have you till the day I die." A tear fell from his blue eyes.

"Oh Bam...you can say the sweetest things" Vile kissed him softly.

"I mean them. Every fucking word."

"I wish we could marry." Ville sighed, "But I'm not sure it'd be good for you. You're fans would get upset."

"Fuck 'em." He hugged Ville tight, fearful of him leaving. "I don’t want fans anymore. I rather they fucking hate me."

Ville was quiet for the rest of the night. This made Bam worry he had said the wrong thing. Ville still gave him kisses and hugs but not a word was spoken. Little did Bam know that Ville was thinking of finding a way to marry him. He wanted this. He wanted this love.

...Laid in bed alone, reaching over to Ville's spot, empty. Is was 1i pm and he still wasn't home. The phone rang but Bam didn't answer. He felt that maybe he should just go home. He wasn't wanted.

He picked up the phone and dialed home, to his wife. Bam hated doing this but he felt so alone. It rang once, twice, at a third she answered.

"Hey Miss...how are you?"

"Hi Bam! I've been trying to call you for the past week!" Her voice annoyed Bam.

"Sorry." he didn't mean it.

"I miss you sweetie."

"I know. I think I'll be coming home early."

"Really why?" his heart sunk and he didn't want to explain. He just hung up and rolled over. The phone rang several times after that but he never answered. His body gave into nightmares of Ville.

He stirred awake from to feel of a hand on his face. He woke, dizzy and nauseous to see Ville next to him, a concerned look on his face.

"You're burning up. I think You have a fever." Ville kissed his forehead before heading off to get a cold rag. Bam sat up but felt worse. Without caring of his health, He got out of bed and headed after Ville.

"Where were you?" His voice was weak with sickness.

"I had to meet up with the record company and the band. I didn't have a chance to call, I'm so sorry." A fist met Ville's left eye. The Finn fell had and looked up at bam in shock. Bam was shaking for anger, confusion, and sickness. "Why?"

"You Liar! You could've fucking called! You could've left a note! You want me to leave!!" Came down on Ville with to more punches. Ville whimpered and pushed Bam off, his head hitting the wall hard. They apart staring at each other. Ville started to cry.

"I love you! Why are you saying all of this Bullshit!?"

"You left me here alone!" Bam's voice trailed off and his shaking got worse. Ville crawled over to Bam putting his hands on each cheek. He was burning.

"Oh god." He picked up his love and hurried upstairs. He laid Bam on the bed being as gentle as possible. Her ran a cool bath but not too could. Then ran back to undress his love. Bam began pushing Ville away but that didn't work. So he haled off and slapped Ville harder then ever. The fin froze and took a deep breath before returning to the task at hand.

He lifted up his naked and delirious lover and laid him into the cold water. Bam yelped at the cold and tried to get out but Ville held him in firmly while keeping his head above water. Bam was shivering and coughing so much Ville began to pray out loud in Finnish.

"Ole hyvä Apua*." Was all that Bam heard before Ville pulled him out of the water and wrapped him in many towels and then a robe. He carried the sicken friend to the bed and laid him down, covering him in many blankets.

He then go on the phone with someone. Bam could hear him but it was all in Finnish. "Ei...Ei. kyllä..kyllä...näkemiin**." then hung up and hurried back o the bathroom. He came back with a glass of water and a pill. "Take this."

Bam turned his face away. But Ville only turned it back. He took is reluctantly and laid very still. "W-who did you ca-call?"

"My mother." Ville slide under the cover and held Bam tight.

"Am-m I going t-to be ok-kay?" his shivering made it hard to speak.

"Yes." Ville kissed Bam’s forehead.

Bam sniffled and began crying, realizing how he hurt his lover who now was being so forgiving. Ville tightened his hold on Bam and began singing to him.
"I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying, until my dying day
I just need to know, whatever has happened,
The Truth will free my soul.***" His voice wavered nearing the end from sadness and fear. Bam slipped back to sleep abut Ville couldn't join him. His heart felt too guilty to ever let him sleep again.

[I'm trying to fix my spelling errors more often now.]
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* "Please help."
**"no...no. yes..yes...goodbye."
*** 'Somewhere' by Within Temptation
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