It was a warm, bright night | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1502 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Kaoru strolled aimlessly in the city, watching people go around their own business. It was a night like all other. He saw businessmen drink till late in the night after work. He saw young couples walk hand in hand and kiss shamelessly in public. He saw drunken men lie on the streets or vomit in the darker corners.
Nothing was out of the ordinary.
And still, he felt uneasy. For some reason he felt not quite satisfied like he used to be at beautiful nights like these. He felt incomplete, as if something was lacking in his lonely walk. Not blood. Not sex. Not a companion. Just something.
Kaoru sighted, feeling irritated with himself. He has done well this week. He has written another two dark and heavy songs and sold them successfully to the band that he had an agreement with. He usually sold his songs for that band and the band was having a huge success in their own rock/metal lover circle. He has made a decent amount of money again and made his stress go away by putting all his uneasy feelings and thoughts after the cave fell in into his songs. There was nothing to worry about any more.
And still… there was this something that he craved for now. This something annoying. This something that he needed to have. Had to have. And yet didn’t even know what it was.
It was a long time since he felt like that.
It must be a human trait. A weakness. Wanting something you didn’t have and yet not knowing what it was. It’s fucking stupid!
Kaoru glared at nothing in particular, just being angry with himself. He wanted to feel calm inside again like he usually was. There was nothing that made him agitated or uneasy for many, many decades. He usually just got worried about Toshiya when he got in another random fight with Miyavi and ran off after him. And he also worried when Die was showing off his hatred to Kisaki too obviously. Shinya’s heart would break if Kisaki would finally get fed up with Die’s ugly behavior and would… dispose of him.
And that’s that. Nothing else to worry his old, beautiful head about anymore.
Kaoru sighted yet again and stopped for a moment, looking at the starry sky. Kyo’s little form on the cold ground, all huddled up from cold and stinky from urine sprang to his mind.
The guy was very young, like an infant compared to Kaoru’s age. He had a beautiful nose and lovely cheeks. His fingers were so slim and so long, but well proportioned. Kaoru loved Kyo’s fingers. His were short and chubby. But Kyo’s were just godly perfect. And his unfinished tattoos made him look more mature and tougher, even though he was just a scared little boy in the middle of the pack of blood-thirsty wild wolves.
Kaoru lowered his gaze and shook his head to try and get rid of the strange feeling inside him.
I’m just being stupid. There’s no good at looking at humans like they could be equal to me. And there’s no reason to try to remember what it felt to be young and human.
He at least hoped that these strange feelings were just that – nostalgia brought up by a lovely, frail looking boy in the dark, death-bringing cave.
***
“Oh, for the love of God!” Kaoru shouted and stopped in his tracks. Right in front of him, in the living room on the sofa Toshiya’s ass was sticking out in the air above equally naked Miyavi.
“Oh, Kaoru!” Toshiya sounded a bit embarrassed and stopped for a moment. Kaoru turned his eyes away and waved at them in disgust.
“Why the fuck didn’t you go to your bedroom? You’re behaving like two fucking dogs in heat! It’s disgusting!”
“Just let us finish” came heavy Miyavi’s voice of under Toshiya “and lecture then.” He was silent for a second and added “Please.”
Kaoru didn’t say anything else and went upstairs. He heard as Toshiya resumed ramming inside Miyavi downstairs. He didn’t feel Kisaki anywhere even close their house. He might even not be back until tomorrow night.
Well, that explains a lot, Kaoru sighted and went inside his bedroom. He had a shower to brighten his mind and dressed in new clothes. Then took his pack of cigarettes and went to the living room. Toshiya and Miyavi were done by then as he could no longer catch any Toshiya’s muffled moans and breaths. He sat on the sofa facing the fireplace and relaxed. Even though the room had windows, the louver was never lifted from the windows. To make it even more secure, dark and heavy curtains always were drawn to keep any light in. this made the room pitch black even in the brightest of the days.
Kaoru stirred and stretched his legs. He lit a cigarette and tried to relax. But he was robbed of this pleasure as Shinya and Die entered the room.
“Hi, Kaoru-kun” Shinya greeted him silently. Die just nodded showing that he acknowledged his presence.
“Were you out?” Kaoru asked.
“Yeah, feeding” Die filled in instead of Shinya. They both sat on the other sofa in front of Kaoru. Die immediately lit himself a cigarette and Shinya moved a bit farther from him in disgust.
“It’s not like its going to kill you” Die said and grinned at Shinya. Shinya made a face and shot back “The joke ceased to be funny AT LEAST fifty years ago. You stink of smoke! That’s why I hate it!”
“If you’re going to start bickering like an old married couple, please, go and find some other place. I cannot listen to all of that tonight” Kaoru said.
Shinya looked at him consciously and cleared his throat.
“Are you all right, Kaoru?”
“Why?”
“You seem to be… different lately.”
“I’m fine.”
“Oh, what a load of bullshit!” It was Toshiya’s voice. He and Miyavi stood at the doorway. Both of their cheeks were still flushed from sex. Toshiya and Miyavi also came into the room and made themselves comfortable on the tiger’s fur spread on the floor not far from the sofa and the fireplace.
“You never swear so much, Kaoru. So you caught us having sex! No big deal! You could have just silently gone to your room giving us privacy. But instead of that you screamed at us and swore a lot. AND you’ve been really weird for quite some time now. So what’s up?”
Kaoru sighted and rubbed the temples on his head tiredly.
“I’m fine. I guess it’s still bothering me about what’s happened in the cave. I mean that for the first time since I am a night wonderer, my life never was in danger before. And for the first time I realized that there was so much I didn’t know. That WE don’t know.”
There was silence in the room and Kaoru understood that the other four had the same thoughts.
“But…” Shinya started silently, “there’s nothing we can really do about it…”
Die nodded and put an arm over Shinya’s shoulders. Shinya didn’t protest. On the contrary, he leaned in Die’s embrace and visibly relaxed at once.
“So Kisaki doesn’t tell you anything about our kind” Miyavi spoke suddenly. “So what? Do you think others are in a better position? Many of us don’t know much at all. Many of us don’t even have their creators around them and others won’t ever share this kind of information with ‘homeless’ ones as I call them.”
“Because we’re the kind that’s going extinct” Toshiya said thoughtfully.
“But we wouldn’t go extinct if we knew how to turn others” Shinya said. “And Kisaki will never teach us.”
“Well, let’s be fair in this case” Toshiya said. “We have a pretty good idea how to do it. We just don’t know all the details and why it usually goes wrong and the human dies before being turned. You needed Kisaki’s help with Die in the end” he said looking at Shinya. “And experimenting would only tire us out without any positive results.”
“Why are we talking about this again?” Kaoru asked sounding a bit irritated. “Kisaki will never tell us what he does not want to tell us. That’s the end of story. And if we’re going extinct… I don’t think us learning how to turn humans will save our kind.”
And it’s not like I care, Kaoru thought bitterly. All the vampires in the world can rot in hell for all I care. I have my family already.
The silence fell between them as if making their discussion end. Die put out his cigarette and let Shinya snuggle up in his embrace more comfortably. Toshiya and Miyavi just lie sprawled on the tiger’s fur still feeling exhausted after sex.
“We saw that human Kyo tonight” Toshiya suddenly said. Kaoru turned to look at Toshiya in surprise.
“He’s a whore! We saw him going off with an old fart. The man was groping Kyo’s ass all the way through!” Toshiya laughed and Miyavi snickered.
“Poor thing must have been fucked inside out by that man!” Toshiya laughed.
“Well, he’s not ugly,” Die said. “I mean, when he’s not covered in his piss and gore and stuff.”
“That’s what I said to Toshiya!” Miyavi laughed amazed and high-fived Die, both grinning like mad.
Shinya nudged Die’s side to stop him talking nonsense, as he usually put it this way and Die smiled back at him.
“My Shin-chan is jealous. Let’s better change the subject.”
All of them laughed, well, except Shinya, and started talking about something else. Just Kaoru couldn’t concentrate anymore. He could almost see Kyo with an old, ugly looking man, who couldn’t refrain himself from groping Kyo’s ass all the way.
Kaoru took another cigarette and grunted irritated.
Well, that’s what whores do, he though angrily. They let others fuck them.
As if to make this statement final, he focused on what Toshiya was talking at the moment, completely forcing the picture of Kyo out of his mind.
TBC
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