Unholy confessions of a vampire heart | By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1. |
After leading little Gerard outside, things went awfully quiet. Even The Rev seemed to be serious and acted all grown up. Probably because of the same feeling I got when I first laid eyes on the poor boy.
His bruised and beaten body and shy eyes of pure hazel and glimmers of gold did strike you quite hard in the heart, even for us with hearts no longer beating.
Trying to hide himself behind me and staring at the guys, little Gerard seemed lost in thought.
“Ville? Can I ask you why you used the word creator?” he suddenly whispered. And that giant goofball of a maniac, Rev, if you didn’t already figure that out burst out laughing. The others looking at him with smiles of pure mischief.
“Well Ville, care to explain it to the boy? Until we see Harms, he’s your responsibility you know!” Syn
Said, his brown chocolate eyes daring me to test the poor boys trust in us all.
“The matter of fact I will Syn, if you guys will let me.” I state boldly and daring them all with my eyes.
“You want to know why I called him our creator, well, the easy way to say it is not that easy to believe. You see Gerard, we’re vampires. But there is no reason to be afraid, we wont hurt you. We want to adopt you. Make you one of us and care for you. You got nothing to fear, you’re special. Meant to be one of us! Your soul is practically screaming for us to protect you. That is why we want to take you to our creator; our Lord and I guess you can call him our adoptive father.” I smile down at the boy, fangs showing and eyes reflecting what little light there is outside at night.
“I guess I’m supposed to be afraid now” Gerard states softly “but I am not, nothing can be worse than the life I’m leading right now. And if you will be my brothers, I guess I do not have anything to fear anymore.”
“Well, I guess we should head back home then” Syn said softly, reaching out a hand for the poor kid to shake. Gerards hand shaking a tiny bit as he grabs a hold of it and fearful eyes looking shy up at the taller guy. Broad shouldered and tall, Syn did stand out from all other men the kid had ever laid eyes upon. We all did I guess, with the clothes Harms picked out for us, we were not exactly dressed like the people of this town. And the haircuts Vengeance gave us did not resemble anything that were shown in the rich neighborhoods.
“I’m Synyster Gates, but you can call me Brian or Syn for short. It’s nice to meet you Gerard” he said softly, one of his crooked smiles grazing his tan face. “And that goofball over there, that’s the Rev.”
“It’s The Reverend Thollomew Plague, you KNOW that Synyster!” the Rev states, putting pressure on every letter. At the same time Pouting and acting hurt before he breaks out into his crazy cackling, walking slowly in circles around little Gerard, studying him from every angle.
“You know Ville, I think he’s the same breed as you and Vengeance! Same hair, same eyes, same skin. There’s something else too, but I cant quite place it! I’m not quite sure, but I have a good feeling about this! Lets get him to Harms as soon as possible!” The Rev said and started to skip off like a little girl in the direction of the castle.
I swear, that man, he never stops to amaze me. And Gerard? Well, with the quiet giggles and shaking shoulders, I guess he found it quite amusing.
*****
Dear diary, I have really no time to write today. But we brought a new addition to the family back to the castle today. And it seems like we’re going to get a new brother. None of us could get us to leave him behind, his whole being screams out to us to protect and care for him. And hopefully Harms will feel the same. Well, this was it for today, got to run and join the others in the guestroom!
****
“Are you sure you want me to wear this Syn?” A shy voice piped up amongst us all. Syn, as our personal stylist, had thrown clothes all over the guestroom in search of something that would fit little Gee, and yes, we call him Gee now. It’s shorter.
“Hell yes, you’re going to wear that” Syn said, pointing at the small bundle of clothes he approved of on the bed.
“But they look so expensive! I’m a no one, I am not supposed to wear the clothes of a noble man!” Gee looking confused stared at the items.
“You want to know a secret Gee? No one of us are noble, or even rich. Ville over there was a farmers son, he chose to follow Harms and become one of us to save his fathers farm and health. His father knows that he is living with us, that everything is fine. But he will never be able to see Ville in the sunlight again. The Rev used to be caged up at the asylum on the other side of the mountain. Trapped in a cell and beaten every day. Harms saved him from his chains and saw his as a gift and salvation from all the depressing darkness. Matt, over there, was the bastard son of a whore. He used to sing outside the taverns to earn a living, but he shared everything he owned with the beggars around him. He almost starved to death because of his warm heart. Christ got dumped at the gates of the castle as a payment of his family’s debt, his father and mother never cared about him. They kept him in a room in their home. Away from all human contact. Vengeance used to be a beggar sitting outside the church of our neighbor town. The humans spat on him and called him a thief when he tried to give an old woman her silver coin back because she dropped it in the mud. And me? I was my drunken fathers plaything! His doll, used and broken down to a crying weeping mess every night of my human life. None of us are noble, but we are all pure of hearts and our souls could not be corrupted. We were all like you, broken, torn apart, poor and cast out of society. But the Lord Harms cast his warm shadow over us all and adopted us. He is a lord, a noble man. And we are his children. He feeds us, dresses us, teaches us. He is the one that are dressing you now, no matter where you come from, or what you are. He will care for you, so. Get dressed now Gee, your new daddy’s waiting.” Syn said, looking at us all in the room. Smiling in pride at us and holding out a black and red striped shirt at Gee.
And Gee, taking it from him with a bright smile lighting up the whole room and I swear, we could all feel our dead hearts bursting in love for the tiny boy. He belonged here. No doubts about it!
****
Sitting at his throne, Harms seemed a bit taken aback by us all entering his castle halls this early in the night. But that soon changed into one of those beautiful smiles of his, as he stood up to great us one by one. Not like the normal royals I had heard about in stories, with the kissing of the ring and all. But Hugging us, like a father would do a son.
“And who might you be young one?” He said slowly, looking down at Gee with wonder in his eyes.
“My name is Gerard my Lord” Gee said, bowing deep before Harms. His voice trembling and hands shaking under the penetrating brown stare of his new Lord.
“No need for that Gerard, or was it Gee my children called you?” I nodded my head as a yes, and smiled reassuringly at Gee. There’s no need to be afraid.
“I see, well Gee, I guess the boys wants me to adopt you. I can see why, you’re a special one. The Rev is right though. You do have blood of the fallen in you, but it is not as pure as the others, it’s something else there as well. And it sure isn’t human.
The rev snickered at this, his whole being shouting a huge I told you so. The others on the other hand stared in pure wonder. And little Gee, his face was a mix between curiosity and fear. I guess finding out about us being vampires and him not being a purebred human in one night is quite much to comprehend.
“Then what am I my lord? I was raced by my parents, and they are nothing but ordinary. And my siblings, they are normal too.” his trembling voice must have melted Harms heart, just like ours. And as Harms stared down at the kid, lifting the poor kids face to meet his eyes, he smiled.
“That my little Gee, we’re going to find out tonight”
Reaching a hand out for me, I step closer, not knowing what Harms want me to do.
“Ville, you brought him here and he was your pray. Now you need to feed, and don’t worry. I will make sure you don’t harm him. “
I pull Gee close to my chest, I can feel his heart going wild in his chest, his pulse racing. And still, he tilts his head to the side. Exposing his white neck to me, showing no fear and no regret. I guess the kid spoke the truth when he said nothing could be worse then what he already had. And as I sink my fangs into the warm skin, he does not even as much as flinch. And god, his blood! Almost as sweet as wine!
So warm and rich, and thankfully, they already pull me away from him. I would drain him without a second thought if they didn’t.
“enough now Ville, no more, or you’re going to drain him.” Syn whispers in my ear as Shadow takes Gee out of my arms and carry him over to Harms on the throne.
“You are going to be blood of my blood now little Gerard, you are going to have a new family. And everyone you see in this room are going to be your brothers. You are going to life forever, and you will be stronger than ever before. But, before I do this, and give you this gift that is also a curse. You have to know two things. You will never be able to see the sun again, and you will have to kill to survive. Are you still willing to accept the blood I will give you?”
And as little Gee weakly nods his head, Harms slit his wrist on one of his sharp fangs. Placing it at Gees lips.
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