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You Can't Control Destiny (Completed)	By : pensfan100 Category: Casts RPF > Star Wars (all) > Star Wars (all) Views: 12132 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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You Can’t Control Destiny – Chapter 8

Natalie lay beneath Hayden utterly exhausted. Fatigued, her limbs refused to move weighed down by the overexertion that had just taken place. Muscles would be sore again in the morning, but, oh, it had been worth it! Even now with his body pressing heavily on her she was content. The weight reminded her that not only was this not a dream, not only was the first experience not an aberration, but also Hayden was not sick or delirious. He moved with her every step of the way; had taken over, actually, and made her feel…

Hayden lay on top of Natalie waiting for the shudders that wracked his body to cease and the thoughts in his head to coalesce. If he’d just finished a marathon his heart wouldn’t beat any faster than it was right now. Completely spent, his arms wrapped tightly around her, he attempted to make sense of it. Was this how it had been that night? If it was he wished more than anything he could remember it all! The pieces he could recall pointed to it being just as intense and exciting, just as powerful and sweet, just as…

Something wet slid along Hayden’s cheek and made its way to the corner of his mouth as his face lay burrowed against Natalie’s neck. Eyes still closed, his tongue darted out and tasted the moisture to confirm what he already expected. Salty. She was crying again. His eyes opened brushing her skin while he hesitated until enough strength entered his body. He was so tired! And complete, he added silently, astounded by the thought. I’m way out of my depth here, totally outside my realm of experience. I don’t want to move. Wait, there’s another tear. She is going to explain what is wrong this time and she’s not getting out of this bed until she does.

With a mighty effort Hayden hoisted himself onto his forearms and gazed down at the beautiful eyes glittering with tears ready to spill over. It wrenched his heart to think he had caused this and bent closer to kiss her eyes closed. When he pulled away her dazed eyes opened, locking onto his.

“Natalie, this time you have to tell me what’s wrong,” Hayden said quietly. A fingertip traced the track of a tear and he sighed. “I am fully aware this time and if I’ve physically hurt you I need to know.”

A sniffle answered him while Natalie tried to summon enough control to respond without breaking down like some idiotic schoolgirl. She never cried and she was not about to start bawling now. Gathering up her courage she swiped a thumb over his lips still moist from her tears.

“Listen to me,” she choked in a whisper. “You did not hurt me.”

“This happened last time,” he stated.

“Yes,” she acknowledged.

“Why?” He remained motionless, his body still joined to hers, reluctant to separate from her as if he could absorb whatever it was that made her cry.

Natalie bit her lip considering her words and Hayden, astute to the gesture as a sign of indecision and concern, put his thumb over her mouth to stop her. Resigned she met his eyes and attempted a smile.

“I’m not an expert at this,” she began, watching him closely for any reaction. “I mean I haven’t done this much, but…um…this has never happened before.”

“What hasn’t?” Hayden pressed.

“I’ve never…I’ve never…not with someone…uh…inside me,” she stuttered, hating the fact she knew she was blushing. “And not like this…NEVER like this!” Hayden remained silent and watchful as her eyes turned accusing. “I didn’t know it could feel this way! It’s like you…”

Natalie’s voice trailed off, reluctant to continue, and though she tried to tear her eyes away from his she couldn’t. He wouldn’t let her, his gaze reaching into her. Natalie began to get annoyed and tried stirring anger up inside her but it did not work. Belatedly, she remembered they were still joined and he’d made no move to leave her. She remembered how he had touched her, wanted to please her, made her fly and she knew he deserved the whole truth.

“Hayden, I’ve never come during intercourse before,” she swallowed her embarrassment and looked up at him with wide eyes. “I thought maybe the last time had been just a fluke or something, you know, because you were out of it and it seemed such a forbidden thing to do.” Wistfully she sighed. “I wish you could remember. You started it, but I didn’t put up much of a fight,” she admitted with a rueful smile. “It was so intense I didn’t think I would survive it.”

A small block gave way in Hayden’s mind and he suddenly glimpsed another piece of the puzzle. ‘I can’t…help me…’ ‘Yes you can…Let go, Nat…Come with me…I’m going with you…I’m right here…’ There was a moment of silence and then she cried out his name and…

“I think I’m remembering some more of it,” he whispered, brushing a stray curl off her damp cheek.

Natalie nodded, his patience giving her courage to spill her heart. “It was as if you’d walked right into me, opened some door I didn’t even know was there…and touched my soul with yours.” She paused and shivered. “It was as if we were wrapped around each other’s spirit.”

Hayden gaped at her words. Not at what she said, but the fact that she admitted it. “That’s why you were crying.”

Natalie sniffled as tears welled up again. “I’d never felt anything like it. It was like we were one person!” A ghost of a smile touched Hayden’s lips and Natalie lifted her head and reverently kissed his mouth. “I wasn’t crying because I was sad. I was overcome. I can’t explain it more than that, but it wasn’t sadness. Do you understand?”

“I think so,” Hayden’s smile widened, “and contrary to what you might be thinking this feeling has never happened to me before, either.” Natalie snorted skeptically and shook her head. “Are you cng mng me a liar, Nat?” He teased, touching the tip of her nose.

Natalie wrinkled her nose at him. “You must’ve had lots of practice to do it like that!”

“To do what? Have sex?” He countered, narrowing his eyes. “You’re way off base. I was shy and awkward around girls in high school and I was short. I grew this tall at the end of school. Yes, I have experienced sex and what little I’ve had, emphasis on little, I’ve found something lacking in it. It’s never been what it’s talked up to be.” Natalie held her breath and blinked, her heart thudding heavily in her chest. “This is not sex, Natalie, and you know it.”

A companionable silence settled between them. Hayden knew what was going on, but he wasn’t about to let Natalie off the hook that easily. He wanted her to say it out loud and accept her part in it. Wresting her control away from her could send her running away from him so fast he might never catch her again. So he waited.

Hesitantly, Natalie whispered into the silence, “This is making love, isn’t it?”

“This is making love,” Hayden repeated, answering the smile that broke out on her face with one of his own. “Because it’s certainly not just sex. You transport me to someplace entirely different.”

“Another dimension,” she supplied, her doe-like eyes gazing deeply into his.

Hayden rolled onto his back taking Natalie with him. She giggled. “We’re still connected.”

“And I still want you,” came his seductive whisper, sending a thrill along her spine.

“I know,” she grinned impishly and slightly moved her hips. He grunted in surprise at the flash of feeling in his groin and she laughed. “And still hard, I see.”

Hayden grinned sheepishly and playfully whacked her bottom. Natalie shrieked jerking from the small sting and Hayden groaned again. “You left bruises last time.”

“I did?” Hayden’s mouth gaped in shock. “I smacked you?!”

Natalie laughed at the horror on his face and kissed his chin. “No. I had some fingerprints on me from when things spiraled out of control. They didn’t hurt.”

“Did you bite me?” He asked suspiciously, his blue eyes sparkling with mischief.

“Uh…maybe.”

“You did bite me! I had teeth marks right here!” he pointed to his shoulder.

“Maybe you bit yourself,” Natalie pretended to haughtily look down her nose at him.

“My own shoulder?” His eyes widened in disbelief. “Ok. That’s it.” His long fingers dug into her ribs and she squealed helplessly her body squirming trying to get free. After a few seconds Hayden groaned incapable of continuing and grabbed her hips to stop the movement. “Stop, I beg you! I give!”

“What’s the matter?” Natalie crooned, squeezing her inner muscles around his shaft. Hayden groaned again and she snickered. “Poor baby.” Natalie lifted herself and ground her hips on his. The same tortured sound escaped him and she reveled in the power she had over him. “Guess what?” She whispered as she began a slow, steady rhythm up and down on his penis. A strangled hiss answered her and she laughed.

“You’re evil,” Hayden gasped.

Her hands lifted her hair on top her head and she rocked back and forth gleaming at him through lowered lashes. “I’m going to make you come.”

Hayden’s heavy eyes begged to close but he was mesmerized by the woman riding him. Even as tired as he was he knew he could not resist for long the sexy goddess moving on him. Never had he seen her this open, all her defenses thrown down. As her hips rolled over his he stared in wonder at her. A tenseness grew in his body and he thought helplessly, but ecstatically, here we go again!

Lifting his head a bit Hayden looked down and watched Natalie take his length inside her over and over. In the candlelight he saw her raise and lower her hips and moaned at the wonderful torture she was wreaking. Unable to stop himself his hands reached for her breasts kneading their soft flesh and rolling the tight nipples while she continued to stroke him into her. He wanted to taste the pebbled flesh, but had no strength to do it.

Natalie’s hands lowered and ran possessively over his chest. Now that she knew that he had never been in this place before either, the fire stoked in intensity. Hayden’s fingers bit into her hips as he held her and joined her tempo. He fought to keep his eyes open in case she was really just a dream and she fought just to breathe. Flesh stroked flesh, the musky smell of their mating heavy in the air. The tingling between Natalie’s legs intensified. Continually he surged up into her, stroking a sweet spot she never even knew existed. It was her turn to moan and her ears caught his evil, breathless laugh. Spurred on by the sound of his male ego she gripped him hard and undulated faster refusing to surrender first.

A swear word exploded from Hayden’s lips to her delight. He was rapidly approaching the point of no return and even though she was keeping an even pace with him she wanted him to beat her to the top and over if only by a second.

They were there. Natalie almost lost herself to him barely hanging on to her sanity as he bucked under her. “Look at me,” she panted, the urgent command compelling Hayden’s eyes to focus on her. His sharpened senses almost undoing him he complied. Faster now, the pinnacle nearing, her brown eyes gleamed down at him, her lips curving wickedly.

“Now,” she goaded in a sexy murmur, “come touch my soul, Hayden Christensen.”

And all hell broke loose.
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