How Can Love Conquer All? | By : brirose1978 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 4944 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Time after time,
everything that I’ve tried,
Came to nothing at
all, everywhere I walk,
Nowhere to turn, I was
losing my way, crying every day,
I was giving up, then
you walked into my life.
As far as Joe was concerned, it had been a hellish week.
It had been nearly five days since he had left El Paso and Sabrina behind, and he couldn’t get her or the time they had spent together off of his mind. And it wasn’t just the sex he was recalling, although it had been the best, most mind-blowing sex he could ever recall having. He’d woken up every morning since bathed in sweat, his cock aching and hard from his dreams of her. A slight shiver went through him as he recalled their last time together, but soon his thoughts were drawn to the incredible connection he’d felt with her, the talks they had shared, the times he’d spent simply holding her, inhaling the light, sweet scent she always seemed to wear. He loved that scent-
“Oh Mr. Hahn! Earth to Mr. Hahn!” Chester’s amused voice cut through his thoughts, bringing him back to earth with a jerk. He glanced up to find the rest of the band eyeing him with amusement. “You with us bro? Or are you still on the trip?” Chester teased.
Joe leveled a mild glare at his friends, halfway wishing their weekly jam session was over so he could be alone with his thoughts, but before he could say anything, Mike chimed in, saying “I think he’s still on the trip.” A big grin was curving Mike’s mouth, making Joe roll his eyes.
“Or maybe I’m just having a low inspiration day and can’t think of anything to contribute, so I’m sensibly keeping my mouth shut until I have something to add,” Joe retorted, not really wanting to explain the real reason for his abstraction. The last thing he needed was his friends needling him for being unable to keep a girl off his mind.
“That’d be a first. Joe Hahn with nothing to add,” Rob said, chuckling softly. They turned away, discussing the merits of a particular piece of music, leaving Joe to his thoughts. The one thing he really couldn’t get off of his mind was that last night he’d spent with her, because of what he was almost certain he’d heard. As he’d been drifting to sleep, he had heard a soft whisper echo in the room, someone saying “I love you.” The scary part was, he wasn’t sure if he’d said it, or if she had. They’d woken up around four-thirty when her cell phone went off, recalling her into her unit, and neither of them had spoken of it. Instead, Joe had helped her carry her things down to her car and had kissed her goodbye before continuing on his own journey, his thoughts abstracted.
“Can’t get her off your mind, huh?” Chester’s voice said beside him. Joe turned to see his friend seated next to him on the sofa, nonchalantly studying his hands. Joe shot a sharp look at Chester, which bounced off of Chester’s relaxed demeanor. “What makes you think there’s a ‘her’ on my mind?” he asked somewhat warily.
Chester shot him an amused glance. “Look, Joe, you can fool them because they don’t know what its like,” he said, indicating the others with a slight jerk of his head. “But it’s hard to fool someone who’s gone through it himself.”
“Gone through what?” Joe asked even more warily, eyeing his friend askance.
Instead of answering, Chester studied his wedding ring, twisting it thoughtfully around his finger. “How do you feel about her?” he asked abruptly.
Joe opened his mouth, but stopped before he said anything. He halfway wanted to deny everything, as he was uncomfortable with admitting anything like this to his friends, but he desperately needed someone to talk to, and he knew Chester, being madly in love with Samantha, might have the answers he needed before he drove himself crazy. “I don’t know,” he finally said, shaking his head. “And that’s the God-honest truth. All I know for sure is I don’t want to let her go.”
Chester nodded slightly, still twisting his wedding ring thoughtfully around his finger. “Do you remember when Sam and I first got involved? How crazy I was acting?” he asked.
An unwilling smile curved Joe’s lips at the memory as he nodded his head. “How could I forget? You were even more jumpy than normal,” he needled teasingly, getting a chuckle from his friend. He sobered as he asked, “You think I’m acting kind of like that?”
“Well, let me put it this way. Of all the music we’ve created over the years, you have either produced or created approximately eighty to ninety percent, not to mention producing and directing ninety-five percent of the videos we’ve done, so you not having anything to add during a jam session is quite telling,” Chester said, arching his pierced brow at Joe, who flushed. “Let me let you in on a little secret between Sam and I,” Chester continued.
“Uh thanks, but I don’t need to know anything about your sex life Chaz,” Joe said, holding up his hands with a grin. Chester lightly swatted his head, both of them chuckling.
“Like I’d share that with you nutballs anyway,” Chester said. “No, this is what I meant. When Sam and I first got together, I couldn’t get her off of my mind. It was all I could do to keep going with everything we were doing then. I felt like I couldn’t go on if she weren’t there beside me at times. To this day I have no idea how I got through that time without her.” He paused, glancing over at Joe. “If that’s how Bri makes you feel, don’t make the same mistake I did and try to ignore it,” he said simply.
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I never knew, anything about love, in the world that I know,
Lovers come and go, nobody anywhere talked like you do,
Saying dreams can come true,
Then you made me feel, just like a man should feel.
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Joe turned that over in his mind for a moment, his dark eyes thoughtful. “I just wish I could figure this out,” he said softly after a minute. “The way she makes me feel… I can’t even describe it. When I’m with her… I feel…” he groped for words. Abruptly a scene from a movie flashed into his head, and he found the word he was looking for. “Complete. I feel complete,” he said, a bit embarrassed at admitting this to one of his closest friends, his gaze on his hands.
“Do you love her?” Chester asked quietly.
Joe gripped his hands tightly together to keep them from shaking. “I think so,” he said softly. “I mean… how the hell should I know? I’ve never been in love before.”
“Well, if you can’t figure it out, you have your answer right there,” Chester said, a slight smile curving his lips. “I’ve never been able to describe how Sam makes me feel either.”
Joe arched a brow at Chester, curiosity on his face. “Seriously?” he asked.
“Yep. I can’t even describe it to her adequately. Luckily, she takes my word at face value,” Chester teased, chuckling.
“So… what should I do?” Joe asked, desperate enough for advice that he threw his normal inhibitions of talking to his friends about his personal life out the window.
“I’m no expert, but I’d say you should tell her,” Chester said, getting up and giving Joe a smile. “I’ve noticed that women seem to like that a lot.” He walked back over to the rest of the band, leaving Joe to his thoughts. Joe’s brow furrowed as he thought over all Chester had said, his chin firming as he finally came to a decision. Standing up, he grabbed his jacket and headed for the door, pausing as Mike called out to him.
“Hey, where are you going?” Mike asked.
A slight smile curved Joe’s lips as he answered, “El Paso.” Turning, he left, ignoring Mike’s yelp of indignation.
“What about the song?” Mike sputtered, only to stop as Chester put a hand on his arm, shaking his head.
“Let him go. Trust me when I say we’ll be much better for it if he goes now versus waiting until it drives him crazy,” Chester said, a grin curving his lips.
“Why’s he going back there?” Rob wanted to know. “I mean, is it that serious?” He exchanged a glance with Phoenix.
“He’s going back there because he has some unfinished business with a certain pretty friend of ours,” Chester replied. “And yes, it is that serious. Looks like I’ll finally have some company in the relationship area.” He grinned as Rob and Phoenix’s mouths dropped open. “You two look like a couple of fishes,” he teased. “You can’t tell me you’re that shocked about this. He’s been preoccupied since he got back for God’s sake! He’s got a cut over his eyebrow from a bar fight! Not to mention he’s got two love bites, and I saw nail marks on his back under his shirt one morning. Obviously they’ve taken their relationship to the next level. It’s just that neither of them realized what level.” He laughed as both Rob and Phoenix gave him indignant looks, glancing around. “Are we having a song discussion or not?” he inquired.
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Ever since you walked into my life,
All at once I feel so strong inside,
Anything you ask of me, I’ll do it faithfully,
Since you walked into my life (Into my life)
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Sabrina sat in her apartment, her gaze on her television, but not really seeing it, her thoughts turned inward. She had just had a pretty hellish week. Not only did she miss Joe every single minute, but her abstraction had gotten her mildly reprimanded on more than one occasion in the field. Only their battalion Chemical Officer, 1LT Yolanda Dickson, had figured out just what Sabrina’s problem was.
“You look like you’re brooding over a guy,” the other woman teased, her eyes widening as Sabrina blushed furiously. “That is it! You have a new guy in your life don’t you!”
Sabrina nodded, still blushing red as a cherry. “I met him while I was on leave in California. He came to visit me this past weekend and… well, suffice it to say, the ‘physical’ aspect of our relationship is present,” she said delicately.
“Yeah, but if that were all it was, you wouldn’t be brooding like this and getting yourself into trouble with Major Austin,” Yolanda said astutely, making Sabrina blush yet again. “You like him a lot, huh?” the other woman said softly. Sabrina nodded, clasping her hands together.
“That’s not what’s really bothering me though,” she said softly. “That last night… after… you know… we were falling asleep together… and I heard someone whisper ‘I love you.’” She raised anguished eyes to Yolanda. “I don’t know if it was him or me who said it,” she said miserably. “Neither of us mentioned it when we got up; he just helped me put my bags in my car and kissed me goodbye before he left too.”
Yolanda looked at her thoughtfully, dark eyes probing Sabrina’s. “Do you love him?” she asked softly.
Sabrina opened her mouth, closing it before she could respond and giving the question a lot of thought. “I don’t know,” she finally said. “I don’t think I’ve ever been in love before. I don’t know how it feels.”
“How would you feel if he left you?” Yolanda asked.
Sabrina shuddered, clasping her hands tighter together. “I’d feel like I wanted to die,” she said indistinctly, bowing her head.
“That might be your answer then,” Yolanda said gently, standing up and touching Sabrina’s shoulder lightly before exiting the tent they shared with several other officers. Sabrina sat there for several minutes, thoughtfully turning over everything Yolanda had said in her mind.
Remembering that conversation two days later, Sabrina still wasn’t exactly sure how she felt. She knew she had enjoyed the times she and Joe had spent simply talking, or lying wrapped around each other, but how did he feel? For that matter, how did she feel? She didn’t think she’d ever been in love, at least not in the way described in some of her books, but… the times they laughed together, had long talks, or simply lay there holding each other, those times were precious to her. They had fallen so easily into the habit of referring to each other by endearments, and as a result, she had no idea what the hell was going on with them. She only knew she’d woken up every morning since he had left wet and aching with arousal inspired by her erotic dreams of him. She moaned softly, pressing her hands to her aching head. She was going nuts trying to sort herself out, and it was all the fault of a certain dark-haired, dark-eyed charmer with an infectious laugh and a soulful gaze.
A knock at her door made her jump, her startled gaze flying to the white-painted wood. Glancing at the clock on her VCR, she saw that it was nearly ten; who could be knocking at her door so late? Getting up, she peered through the peephole, her eyes widening as she saw the very person who had been occupying her thoughts, all her tortured ruminations disappearing in a rush of happiness. Quickly she unlocked the door, pulling it open to reveal Joe standing there, a bag clutched in one hand. “Joe!” Sabrina exclaimed, throwing her arms around him and hugging him tightly. “What are you doing here?”
Joe dropped the bag and wrapped his arms around her, burying his face in her soft hair and inhaling her scent like a man drugged. “I needed to see you,” he said softly, his words slightly muffled by her hair.
“Come in, come in,” Sabrina said, pulling back and tugging him inside after he picked up his bag, shutting the door behind him and locking it. “Can I get you anything?” she asked, starting to head for the kitchen.
“No baby… I’m okay,” Joe said, catching her hand and pulling her back, his dark gaze serious. “I have something I need to tell you, okay? Sit down.”
“O-kay,” Sabrina said slowly, seating herself on the sofa as Joe clicked off her television, seating himself next to her. “Getting a little confused now,” she said, a nervous laugh escaping her.
“I know… just… just let me get this out, okay?” Joe said, taking a deep breath and looking straight at her, pausing to gather his thoughts. “I realize that we really haven’t known each other all that long in the grand scheme of things…” he started, stopping after a moment and laughing self-deprecatingly. “This sounded a lot better when I rehearsed it on the way here,” he muttered, running a hand through his hair.
“Well… sometimes it’s better if you just, you know, say it,” Sabrina said, by now even more confused, hope and fear warring for supremacy inside of her. She didn’t know if his sudden need to bare his soul was a good thing or a bad thing. She had meant it when she said she felt like she would want to die if he left her; she didn’t want to think about the possibility that he was thinking along those lines.
“You’re right,” Joe said, nodding decisively and taking her hands in his. “Okay then… here goes.” He looked her in the eye once more, hoping she would see he was telling the truth. “Sabrina… I love you,” he said softly.
Sabrina’s eyes widened, suddenly finding herself barely able to breathe. “What?” she whispered. Whatever she’d pictured him saying, that sure as hell hadn’t been it. She almost thought she’d heard him say he loved her…
“I’m in love with you, Bri. I love your smile… your laugh… I think I’m addicted to whatever perfume you wear, because I can barely go a day without remembering your scent,” Joe said softly, releasing one of her hands to gently stroke his fingers through her silky hair, cupping her face, his eyes searching hers. “I don’t know if you feel the same way, tigress… but I needed you to know.”
“Oh God,” Sabrina whispered, her eyes closing as tears welled in them, one slipping from beneath her lids and trailing down her cheek as she fought for breath. “I… oh God.”
“Bri? You okay?” Joe asked hesitantly, slightly worried by her reaction. It suddenly hit him that he didn’t even know how she felt, if she returned his feelings, and that made him even more worried. However he’d pictured her reacting, her crying or being speechless had not once entered his mind.
“Just… just give me a second,” Sabrina said, pressing her hand to her chest, her breasts heaving as she fought for control of her emotions. She knew… she knew now. All of her confused, riotous feelings had suddenly become clear when he said those three little words. She needed to hear them again… she needed… “Say it again?” she begged softly, her eyes opening to gaze into his.
“I love you, Bri,” Joe said softly, gently running his thumb over her cheek and wiping away the single tear that had escaped, hope flaring within him as her face lit up with a smile.
“Oh God… thank you,” Sabrina whispered. “You have… no idea how long I have waited to hear you say that to me.”
“Tell me why,” Joe said softly, cupping her face in both hands, holding his breath as he awaited her answer, his body tense with hope.
“Because… I have loved you from the first moment I laid eyes on you. Everything about you… completes me… in a way I couldn’t possibly express. I was so scared to. I love you so much,” Sabrina said, tears of happiness spilling down her cheeks.
Every cell in Joe’s body was in ecstasy. She said she loved me… she said she loved me! his mind babbled, a huge grin breaking out over his face. “You love me?” he asked.
Sabrina nodded, a watery giggle escaping her before she leaned forward, kissing him with every bit of the love she felt for him. Joe pulled her closer, deepening the kiss and wrapping his arms around her as she snuggled against him, her arms slipping around his shoulders. They broke apart, both of them breathing hard as they stared into each other’s eyes, before Sabrina laid her head on his shoulder, holding onto him as though she never wanted to let go. Joe tightened his arms around her, an incredible feeling of completeness invading his senses, burying his face in her hair and inhaling her scent once more. They stayed like that for several minutes, Joe’s hand lightly stroking through her hair before Sabrina murmured something Joe didn’t quite catch. “What was that, baby?” he asked softly.
Sabrina pulled back slightly, tossing her hair behind her with a slight flick of her head. “I was wondering what inspired you to tell me,” she said just as softly.
Joe grinned sheepishly before admitting, “Chester.”
Sabrina arched a brow at him, a look of bemusement on her features. “Chester?” she asked.
“Yeah. I was brooding about you during a jam session we were having and he asked me how I felt about you. I couldn’t find the words to describe it to him, and that’s when he told me that was how he’d always felt about Sam,” Joe explained.
Sabrina stared for a moment, and then burst into laughter. “You had that conversation too?” she sputtered when she had gotten her hilarity under control.
“You too?” Joe asked incredulously, receiving a nod from her. “Who with?” he asked.
“Our battalion Chemical Officer; her name’s Yolanda. I was just as broody about you in the field, to the point where I got mildly reprimanded a few times for not having my head in the game. Yolanda guessed where my problem lay and when I couldn’t describe how you made me feel either, except to know that if you ever left me I’d feel like dying, pretty much told me that was all I needed to know,” Sabrina explained, a slight blush tinting her cheeks.
“You’d feel like dying if I left you?” Joe asked softly, cupping her face lightly to force her to look at him. Her face burning with embarrassment, Sabrina nodded slightly, biting her lip lightly. Joe’s eyes were immediately drawn to the lush curve, licking his lips as he fought the need to soothe the small hurt. “Guess we’re even then… if I ever lost you… I don’t think I’d want to go on living either,” he finally said softly, raising his gaze to meet hers, his eyes dark with sincerity.
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Oh baby (oh baby), now I’ve got a reason to live,
And oh darling, how I love the sweet love you give,
Wanna spend my life with you, wanna make your dreams come true,
Every step I take, I wanna be with you.
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Overcome, Sabrina gazed at him for a moment before leaning forward and pressing her lips to his, kissing him deeply, letting her love pour into the soft connection of their lips. Joe groaned softly, kissing her back, the force of the love he felt making him tremble. But what was pure love quickly became pure passion, as Joe slid his tongue along her lips, slipping inside as they parted and rubbing sensually against hers, his arms tightening around her as she shifted to straddle his hips, making him harden against her. He pulled back with a gasp as she rubbed against him sensually, his hands sliding up into her hair as he looked at her, his eyes darkening with desire. Sabrina smiled softly at him, gripping the bottom of her shirt and pulling swiftly over her head, baring her breasts to his smoldering gaze. Joe uttered a soft groan, letting his hands slide down to cup her breasts, his thumbs lightly stroking over the hardened nipples. Sabrina gasped as he abruptly leaned forward, suckling sharply on one as his fingers teased and pinched the other, her fingers sliding into his hair, holding him to her breast. “Mmmm…” she murmured, arching her body against his, feeling herself grow damp from the stimulation. She gasped softly as Joe lightly bit her before pulling back, his dark hair slightly tousled from her fingers, a sensual smile curving his lips as he twined his fingers in her hair in turn, pulling her down to his mouth. He kissed her slowly, leisurely, his tongue swirling in to tangle with hers and coax it back into his mouth, his hands sliding down the sides of her body to her hips, pulling her flush against him as they both moaned softly into the kiss. Pulling back, Sabrina stared into Joe’s eyes, her fingertips lightly stroking his cheek as she murmured, “Make love to me.”
Joe’s eyes darkened further at her passionate, whispered demand, his hands tightening on her hips as his cock hardened even more against the juncture of her legs. Abruptly he stood, making her gasp as her legs wrapped around his waist, her hands gripping his shoulders. Holding her gaze, he carried her back to her bedroom, laying her on the bed and pulling his shirt over his head before joining her, his lips finding hers once more. Pulling back slightly, he whispered against her lips, “I’d love to.”
It was as though time slowed down for the two of them, slowed down enough for each tender touch, each gentle nip or lick to be savored, cherished. Joe slowly licked his way down her neck to her breast, his tongue flicking lightly over the hardened nipple as his hand slowly slid down her stomach, slipping underneath the waist of the lounging slacks she wore to lightly toy with the neatly trimmed thatch of hair at the top of her slit. He heard her soft gasp, a smile curving his lips as his fingers slid lower into her wet folds, lightly teasing the sensitive nub buried within. She moaned as he pulled his fingers away, sucking her essence from them before claiming her lips once more, letting her taste herself on his tongue. He slowly gripped the waist of her pants, tugging them and her thin bikini panties down and off, his mouth slowly traveling down her body. He licked his way to one breast, nipping tenderly at her soft skin before suckling gently on her stiff nipple, his tongue swirling around the sensitive flesh, loving the soft sounds she made as he licked over to her other nipple, treating it to the same tender attentions. Soon his mouth traveled lower, licking a thick wet line down her flat stomach, his tongue outlining the soft curls at the top of her slit. He looked up to find her watching him, her face flushed with passion. Giving her a seductive grin, he deliberately allowed his tongue to slowly stroke up the lips of her sex, tasting the juices already leaking from her. He heard her moan, and glanced up once more to find her playing with her breasts, cupping and squeezing them, pinching the nipples. A sharp stab of lust tore through him at the sight of her playing with herself, and he repaid her for the erotic sight by slowly circling the tip of his tongue around her swollen clit, making her moan even louder, her hips jerking up toward his mouth. “Please,” she whispered, her breasts rising and falling as her breathing quickened.
“Please what, baby?” Joe whispered wickedly, treating her to one long, slow lick before pulling away slightly, so only his hot breath washed over her sensitive flesh. “Tell me what you want.”
Sabrina groaned, arching her head back against the pillow. “Lick me,” she breathed.
The sound of her voice, filled with lust she didn’t even attempt to hide, made Joe even harder, his cock threatening to rip through the fabric of his slacks, but he managed to restrain himself, instead allowing his tongue to lap along the lips of her sex, licking up the juices dripping from her entrance before fluttering lightly over her clit, making her jerk and moan. “Anything else?” he whispered hotly.
“Hell yes… don’t stop!” Sabrina moaned, her fingers sliding into his hair as she tried desperately to tug his mouth back to where she wanted it.
Never one to deny a lady, Joe grinned to himself before slowly sliding his tongue from her entrance to her clit, licking her more forcefully as he slowly slid one finger deep into her. Sabrina cried out, arching her hips up to his talented mouth as he began thrusting his finger in and out of her, curling it upward to press lightly against her G-spot. In contrast, his tongue began pressing more forcefully against her clit, his lips wrapping around it as he suckled sharply, allowing his teeth to very lightly nip the sensitive flesh, forcing a choked scream from her. Abruptly he switched techniques, moving his mouth down to her entrance and thrusting his tongue into her as deep as he could, moving it in and out, nearly drowning in her tangy juices, as his fingers lightly rubbed and pinched her clit. Sabrina’s hips undulated frantically against his mouth, meeting his every tongue thrust with desperation, her fingers joining his as they both teased and fondled her clit. “God… please… don’t stop… I’m… I’m almost there… yes… fuck me… with your tongue… oh God… JOE!” Sabrina screamed, her fingers tangling painfully in his hair as she came hard and fast, her creamy juices flowing from her into his eager mouth as he pinched her clit hard, prolonging her climax for endless moments. Finally she began to calm down, as Joe softly licked her slit, his tongue swirling a silent, soothing apology around her swollen clit before he began slowly licking and kissing his way back up her body. Finally he reached her mouth once more, seizing her lips with his as he slowly stroked her soft skin, pulling her nude form more tightly against his half-clothed one, loving the feel of her breasts crushed against his chest.
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I am learning that the touch of love is magic,
Feel it once and you will see your world so differently,
Nothing stays the way that it was,
Everything begins again,
You’re not who you’ve always been.
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He felt her hands slide down his chest, her fingers sliding under the waist of his pants, brushing lightly over his throbbing cock, making him groan softly into her mouth. She pulled her lips away from his, her hands pushing him onto his back as she straddled his hips, her hair spilling wildly around her shoulders, framing her nude body. Joe caught his breath at the sight, his hands sliding up her sides to cup her breasts, biting back a moan as she rocked against him. “God baby,” he murmured softly, his dark eyes meeting hers as she slid her hands up his arms, pressing his hands tighter against her breasts before pulling them away, pressing them down to the mattress above his head as she leaned down to kiss him, her tongue sliding sensually into his mouth, making him groan softly.
Pulling back slightly, Sabrina whispered against his lips, “Don’t move… it’s my turn to play, love.” At her impassioned words, Joe let out a slightly louder groan of arousal, and she felt his cock jump between her legs. “Think you can do it?” she asked softly.
“We’ll see,” Joe whispered back, deliberately sliding his hands under both the pillow and his head, winking rakishly at her as she sat up, letting her hands slide down his chest, his breath catching in his throat as her fingers grazed his nipples. He watched her, his eyes dark with lust, as she shifted herself back slightly, straddling his thighs while she carefully undid his slacks, teasing him with the feel of her hands so close and yet so far from his throbbing erection. He saw her smile wickedly at him, and knew that she was doing it on purpose, teasing him by not touching him where he throbbed and burned for her soft fingers. “Baby… please,” he whispered, biting back a moan as she tugged his pants and boxers down, allowing his cock to spring free of the fabric, bringing him momentary relief that was soon replaced by the need to feel her touching him.
“Please what?” Sabrina whispered, inching up his legs after tugging his pants down and off, straddling him just below his thick cock, knowing he could surely feel her heat and wetness along the base of his shaft. “Tell me what you want.” Deliberately she shifted, allowing herself to press against him for a split second before she pulled away, leaving him with a slight sheen of wetness from her coating the base of his erection.
Joe bit off a soft oath between clenched teeth, the feel of her heat and wetness so close and yet so far from his throbbing cock driving him crazy with lust, his hot gaze locked to her body as she slowly slid her hands up his flat stomach to his chest, her fingers teasingly playing with his nipples, making him moan. “Touch me,” he demanded, clenching his hands into fists under the pillow in an effort to keep them there.
“I am touching you… feel my hands on you?” Sabrina pointed out, a wicked grin curving her lips as she lightly tweaked his nipples, feeling him jump from the stimulation.
“With your mouth,” Joe said softly, his dark, passionate gaze locked to her full lips. “I want to feel your mouth on me… I want to feel that hot tongue of yours over every inch… now.”
Sabrina bit back a moan at his passionate demand, her hazel eyes growing dark with sheer lust. “Whatever you want,” she murmured, leaning over to press a burning kiss to his chest. She began slowly licking and kissing her way across his chest, moving upward to lick and nibble the vulnerable flesh of his throat as he arched his head back, a frustrated groan slipping from his lips. As he opened his mouth to speak, she deliberately slid one finger into his mouth, nearly moaning as he closed his mouth around the slender digit, suckling softly as she slid it in and out, the sensation somehow making her even more wet than before. Deliberately she arched against him once more, rubbing her slickness along the base of his cock and balls, her white teeth biting down lightly on his earlobe, a place she had discovered was very sensitive on him.
Joe bucked slightly, a hiss of ecstasy escaping him as the sensation shot straight to his groin. “Minx,” he whispered, groaning in pleasure as she licked her way down his throat and chest, her tongue swirling around one nipple before she lightly bit it, making him jump again. “That’s… not what I meant… and you know it.”
“Well, maybe you should be a little more specific,” Sabrina whispered between licks, treating his other nipple to the same action.
“Oh I’ll be fucking specific…” Joe said, squeezing his eyes shut as he fought to keep his hands where they were. “Suck my cock… now.”
“Well, why didn’t you say so?” Sabrina said, smirking at him before slowly licking her way down his abdomen, shifting slightly until she knelt between his legs, her tongue slowly swiping over the head of his erection. Joe jumped, trembling, another soft oath issuing from his lips. “Mmmm…. Delicious,” Sabrina murmured, allowing just the head of his cock to enter her mouth, suckling softly.
Joe moaned as he felt her warm, wet mouth around him, feeling the ache in his cock increase from the pleasurable sensations. “Take me deeper,” he rasped. “Let me feel that hot mouth around every inch of it… oh yeah baby… that’s it… suck me hard… God I love it when you do that… yes… oh God your tongue… so fucking good… oh yes.” He moaned, his ability for coherent speech nearly robbed as she kept up her sensual blow-job, her head bobbing up and down on his rock-hard cock. He tensed, feeling himself nearing the point of no return, only his desperate need to feel her around him staving off his orgasm. Forgetting his earlier promise to keep his hands where they were, he tangled his hands in her hair, pulling her off his throbbing cock and up his body, kissing her desperately. “Need… to be inside you… now,” he whispered against her lips, panting from desire.
Sabrina moaned softly, his impassioned words driving her nearly crazy with lust. Holding his gaze with hers, she deliberately rocked against him, letting her wetness coat every inch of his erection. She smiled wickedly as he bit off another curse, his hands grabbing her hips and pulling her forward just slightly, until the head of his cock was positioned at her entrance. Grabbing his hands, she shook her head slightly at him when he would have slammed into her, instead allowing herself to take in the bare tip of him before sliding back up. Every downward motion sheathed a little more of him within her wetness; every upstroke left only the barest part of him inside her. By the time he was fully seated within her, they were both panting from sheer need. Sabrina stayed motionless for a moment, simply enjoying the feel of him inside her, before she let go of his hands, resting her own on his chest as she began to move, gasping softly as he bucked his hips up to meet her downward motion, seating himself that much deeper within her. “God… so good,” she moaned, whimpering softly as she felt her pleasure begin to build, her sheath tightening around him with every motion.
Joe groaned, the sight of her moving over him shattering nearly every rein he had on his control, his hips speeding up their motion as he guided her movements, angling his thrusts so that he pressed against the front of her sheath, stroking over the sensitive bundle of nerves just inside. God, she was gorgeous… her hair stroking her soft skin, her face flushed, her breasts bouncing deliciously as she moved over him. “God baby… I love you,” he moaned, feeling her tighten around him as he uttered the phrase. Deliberately he slid one hand down to her slit, his thumb pressing lightly against her clit, gasping as she tightened around him again.
“Say it again,” Sabrina begged between pants, her eyes closing as she fought for control, her orgasm curling and building within her with every motion, his thumb on her clit only increasing the sensation.
“I love you so fucking much,” Joe said, moaning. “God baby… so much… please… come for me… tell me… tell me…”
“Oh God… Joe… I… I love you!” Sabrina screamed, her nails digging into his chest as she climaxed, her sheath clenching and rippling around him, driving him nearly insane with pleasure. Abruptly he flipped them both over, grabbing one of her legs and slipping it over his shoulder as he began ramming into her with fast, deep strokes, his cock pistoning in and out of her clenching sheath. Sabrina sobbed in pleasure, her hands gripping his back, raking at him with her nails as he leaned down and kissed her hard, his fast strokes only heightening her ecstasy.
“Say it again,” Joe begged against her lips, panting as he felt his own orgasm building, his body tensing in anticipation as he sped up even more, hearing the wet slap of skin against skin.
“I love you… I love you…. I LOVE YOU!” Sabrina screamed, another orgasm following hard on the heels of her last, her nails digging into his back as she arched against him, her free leg wrapping tightly around his waist. The feel of her climaxing around him was too much; with a harsh shout, Joe poured himself into her, seizing her lips in a devastating kiss as he trembled with the force of his climax. Panting hard, they both slumped together, Joe letting her leg slide down until it was wrapped around his waist as well, neither of them willing to let the other go.
Joe kept kissing her, tiny, loving kisses pressed against her mouth, her cheeks, and her eyes; everywhere he could reach. “I love you so much, baby,” he whispered against her lips, pulling her closer to him. “I can’t live without you… I need you… every second… every day… please… tell me you feel the same.”
“Oh God yes… I do,” Sabrina whispered, sniffling as tears came to her eyes from his passionate declaration. “When you left… I thought I was dying… I was so afraid that I’d never feel you with me again. I thought you couldn’t want me for forever… I mean… I’m nothing much.”
“Oh God baby… no… you’re perfection,” Joe whispered, cupping her face in his hands and kissing her fervently. “There will never be anyone else for me… I swear it to you. I love you so damn much it hurts to be away from you. Don’t ever doubt that.” He looked into her eyes, making sure she saw his sincerity. “I’ve never felt this way about anyone else in my whole life, Bri,” he said quietly. “All the women before you… meaningless. They were… they were basically a way for me to release some tension. I never felt anything for them like I feel for you. But now that I’ve had you… everyone else just pales in comparison.”
Sabrina sniffled again, a tremulous smile curving her lips. “God I love you,” she whispered, kissing him softly.
“And I love you,” Joe murmured, pulling her closer as he rolled to his side, bringing her with him but taking his weight off of her. He was still inside of her, her heat and wetness keeping him half hard within her. “Get some sleep, tigress,” he whispered, kissing her one last time when he saw her eyelids drooping and snuggling her more firmly against him.
“’Kay,” Sabrina murmured, already drifting to sleep tucked within his embrace. Smiling softly, Joe pressed a tender kiss to the top of her head before closing his eyes and gradually joining her.
“Thanks Chester,” he murmured just before going to sleep, sending up a silent salute to his friend.
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Since you walked into, since you walked into my life,
Girl nothing’s ever felt, nothing’s ever felt so right,
Baby I want to be with you.
Since you walked into, since you walked into my life,
I wanna be with you.
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A/N: Whoo, for some reason that was a HARD chapter to write! Luckily, my muse came through for me, and I love her to death for it. At any rate, once again updates will taper off, since I’m going to the field for nine days… AGAIN… on Tuesday the seventh. Won’t be back until the fifteenth, darn the luck. But reviews help. *hopeful look* Reviews are wonderful, wonderful things! I would love some reviews!!! Especially as regards the last chapter and this one; I need some feedback on whether this whole situation is believeable! So please, please review, and I’ll try to get out another chapter or two while I’m in the field.
By the way, the lyrics quoted in this chapter are from “Since You Walked Into My Life”, by NKOTB. (Sue me; I used to be a huge fan of theirs in my teenybopper phase. :P) They just fit so perfectly. In periodic chapters I plan to use song lyrics to emphasize this, that, or the other thing, so look for more in the future; although probably not any more from this particular group. *L*
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