Of loneliness and love | By : keriihikaru Category: Dir en grey > General Views: 2169 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Thanks to my beta-readers: Zera and my boyfriend *much love*
And Thank you to all my readers *I luz u so much*
Part 8
They had spent the day shopping and picking up things from Kaoru’s apartment, that he would need. The rest of the stuff they would move out later that week. It was already after 5 pm when they had finished. Ken and Tetsu would be there soon for dinner. Kaoru decided he would go to get dinner, so that Yuki would be there when Ken and Tetsu arrived.
Kaoru walked rather slowly back to the apartment with the pizza and drinks in hand. He was a little nervous about meeting Ken and Tetsu, especially Tetsu, knowing Yuki’s past feelings for him. He and Yuki had talked about it before. He stood outside the door of the apartment for a while gathering up his nerves, before placing his key into the lock and opening the door. He could hear laughing, talking and video game noises coming from the living room as he shut the door behind him and took off his shoes.
Yuki heard the door and greeted Kaoru as he entered the living room, taking the items from him and setting them onto the coffee table. He then wrapped one arm around Kaoru’s shoulders.
“Guys, this is Kaoru. Kaoru this is Ken.” Yuki said and pointed to a handsome man sitting on the couch in a simple jeans and t-shirt.
“And this is Tetsu.” he said pointing to the adorable looking man sitting on the floor, in shorts and a poncho.
Kaoru bowed and greeted them with a shy smile on his face. Tetsu returned the greeting with a hello and nice to meet you, and Ken simply nodded. But in Ken’s mind he was sizing Kaoru up. ‘So, this is Kaoru.’ he licked his lips ‘Nice and he kind of looks like Tetsu, no wonder Yuki had fallen for him.’
Yuki turned to Kaoru and gave him a reassuring smile.
“I was just playing Tekken with Tetsu. Why don’t you take my place while I get the plates and napkins?” Yuki suggested.
Kaoru nodded his agreement and took a seat next to Tetsu on the floor. Tetsu smiled at him and Kaoru blushed. ‘Tetsu is really cute.’
Just as Kaoru was about to pick his character, there was a knock on the door. Kaoru placed his controller down and went to answer the door. When he opened it there was a handsome man standing on the other side of it, with a confused look on his face.
“Hmmm, sorry wrong number” The man said and bowed before walking away to the next door next to Yuki’s.
Kaoru shut the door and turned to see Yuki standing there. He had come out of the kitchen when he had heard the door.
“Hmmm, Yuki, wasn’t that Gackt?” o.O Kaoru asked confused.
Yuki nodded dumbly.
“Who lives next to you?” Kaoru asked curiously.
“Mika, he is in some band, Rentrer something or other.” Yuki replied.
They both shrugged. Yuki went back into the kitchen and Kaoru went back to sitting next to Tetsu. He picked his character and the game was on.
Yuki came back from the kitchen placing the plates and napkins onto the table and sat on the couch next to Ken, watching the other two playing the game.
Kaoru stuck his tongue out at Tetsu when Tetsu did a triple combo on him, Tetsu stuck his tongue out in return at him. Ken smiled to himself ‘They are cute together’. Yuki was glad the were getting along well, but saw Ken’s eyes checking Kaoru out. ‘You took Tetsu from me, no way are you taking Kaoru’ Yuki thought stubbornly to himself.
The fight continued, Kaoru ending up winning.
Tetsu was still pouting when they turned around towards the table. Ken leaned over and gave Tetsu a kiss on the cheek.
“How about after dinner, you play against me? That will make you feel better.” Ken said to Tetsu with a small laugh. Tetsu nodded and smiled.
Yuki served out the dinner and drinks to everyone. They all took small bites and chatted a bit, mostly about band stuff and video games. Yuki looked at Kaoru while they ate, seeing Kaoru eat was one of the cutest things.
The dinner went on as normal, eating happily and talking. Kaoru listened as Ken told one of his stories, taking his drink into his hands as he listened. Kaoru flicked his tongue against the tip of the straw a few times and noticed Yuki watching him out of the corner of his eye. Kaoru circled the straw with his tongue, then slid his mouth slowly down onto it.
Yuki choked and started coughing. Ken patted Yuki on the back.
“You, alright man?” Ken asked, even though he had seen what Kaoru had done but pretended he didn’t.
Yuki took a few deep breaths and shot Kaoru an evil stare.
“Yeah, I’m fine Ken, thanks.” Yuki said looking over and nodded to Ken.
Kaoru’s member twitched at the evil look Yuki gave him, the look in Yuki’s eyes alone was worth the teasing.
Tetsu gave Yuki a slight worried look, but went back to his food.
After Dinner had ended, Ken and Tetsu took their place on the floor. Yuki and Kaoru sat on the couch.
Kaoru played idly with his drink while he watched the game, pushing the straw in and out of the drink. As Yuki saw it out of the corner of his eye, his thoughts went back to the night before, him thrusting in and out of Kaoru, just like the straw was doing to the drink.
Yuki gulped, his face turning a little red. ‘Is it getting hot in here?’ Yuki thought and turned back to watch Ken and Tetsu playing the game.
Ken was again losing purposely, just to see the joy on Tetsu’s face. Tetsu just thought that Ken sucked. But Yuki knew better, he had played Ken many times when Tetsu was not around. Yuki smiled, Ken really loved Tetsu.
Kaoru questioned the sweet smile Yuki gave at the couple in front of them, but said nothing. Instead he placed his drink onto the table and laid down onto the couch, his head on Yuki’s lap.
Yuki looked down in slight surprise at Kaoru, but then brought his hand up and played with Kaoru’s hair. Kaoru got an idea, he stuck his finger into the pizza dipping sauce and turned his head so that he was facing Yuki. Yuki looked down when he felt Kaoru’s head turn towards him. Kaoru slid his finger into his own mouth and closed his eyes. He made little sucking noises as he slid the finger in and out of his mouth, licking and sucking the sauce off.
“Kaoru.” Yuki breathed softly both as a warning and as a moan, biting his lower lip. Kaoru felt Yuki shift in his position and grinned.
Ken was watching through the corner of his eye, so he really wasn’t paying attention to the game.
Tetsu sighed, “Ken, could you at least pay attention. You are never going to win if you are not watching the game.”
Ken looked back at Tetsu.
“And what do I get if I win?” Ken asked with a small snicker.
Tetsu leaned over and whispered into Ken’s ear.
“I’ll let you tie me to the bed and do whatever you want to me.” Tetsu whispered softly and sat back with a grin on his face.
Ken’s eyes widened and tried to hold back a moan at the thought of Tetsu tied to their bed naked and begging for more. Ken nodded his agreement and gestured towards the screen.
Tetsu smiled and turned back to the game. Ken won in five seconds flat. Tetsu looked at the screen dumbfounded, then looked over to Ken.
“What the?....How….did..how did you?.... uh?” Tetsu stuttered.
Ken just grinned with a sparkle in his eyes. Then he turned towards Yuki, who seemed to be getting lost in Kaoru’s fingers teasing his thighs.
“Yuki, I think we are going to get going. There is still some stuff I need to take care of at home.” Ken said with a grin and Yuki nodded.
Kaoru got up when Yuki did. They all said their goodbyes and Yuki walked them to the door.
When Yuki returned, Kaoru yawned and stretched, sitting on the couch.
“I think I am going to go to bed now.” Kaoru said in a fake tired voice, turning to fight back a smile from coming onto his face.
He stood up and started walking towards their room. Yuki’s eyes widened as he pushed Kaoru up against the wall, holding Kaoru’s hand above his head.
“You little fucking tease!” Yuki growled and an evil smile slowly came onto his face.
“I’ll show you a fucking tease.” Yuki said and smashed his mouth against Kaoru’s, kissing him rough and hungrily.
He put both of Kaoru’s wrist into one hand and moved his free hand down to Kaoru’s covered crotch, rubbing against it. Kaoru moaned into the kiss. Yuki smiled and moved his mouth from Kaoru’s mouth to Kaoru’s neck, sucking on it gently as he undid Kaoru’s pants.
After undoing Kaoru’s pants he slid his hand underneath the boxers, massaging it against Kaoru’s length.
“Unnn…” Kaoru moaned, his head falling to the side, to give Yuki more access to his neck.
Yuki gladly excepted, kissing and nibbling along Kaoru’s neck and collarbone. He let go of Kaoru’s wrist and pulled down Kaoru’s pants and boxers with both hands. Then he got down onto his knees in front of Kaoru. Kaoru looked down at him and swallowed hard. Yuki took the head of Kaoru’s length into his mouth licking around it and against it with his tongue. Kaoru moaned, his back falling against the wall. Yuki gave a smile then slid the whole length into his mouth.
“Oh’ God!” Kaoru moaned, his hands automatically going to Yuki’s head.
Yuki sucked gently then slid back so only the head was in his mouth and sucked strongly against it.
“Fuck.” Kaoru moaned and hissed, his hands grabbing onto Yuki’s shoulders.
Yuki let the length fall out of his mouth and stood up.
“Ok, goodnight.” He said casually and headed off to their room.
It took a second for Kaoru to snap back onto reality and run after Yuki.
“Oh’ no you don’t!” Kaoru said demandingly.
Yuki giggled and ran into the bedroom with Kaoru in chase.
When they reached the bedroom, Kaoru pushed Yuki onto the bed, kissing him forcefully on the mouth. His hands going up Yuki’s shirt, caressing the soft smooth skin. When he reached Yuki’s nipples, he pinched them lightly between his finger tips and rubbed against it. Yuki broke the kiss moaning, arching against Kaoru. Kaoru smiled and slid Yuki’s shirt up and over his head, throwing it onto the floor, next to them. He bent down and started placing kisses onto Yuki’s chest. Yuki’s hand came up and played with the hair on the back of Kaoru’s head.
“Kaoru…?” Yuki questioned softly.
Kaoru stopped and looked up at him.
Yuki blushed and swallowed hard.
“Will you be on top tonight? I want to know how it feels to have you inside of me.” Yuki said softly, then turned his head to hide the blush on his face.
Kaoru looked at him in surprise, but then in a look of concern.
“Are you sure?” Kaoru asked gently, turning Yuki’s face to look at him.
Yuki nodded.
Kaoru gave a sweet kiss to Yuki’s lips, then stroked Yuki’s cheek gently in his hand as he spoke.
“But if it hurts too much, tell me ok? And we can stop.”
Yuki nodded again, not really sure what to expect.
Kaoru removed both of their clothes and laid down on top of Yuki, placing kisses against Yuki’s lips. Yuki wrapped his arms around Kaoru holding him close as he deepened the kiss. Their members brushed slightly against each other and both moaned into the kiss.
Kaoru gave one last lick to Yuki’s lips and whispered softly “My, Yuki”, then moved his mouth down Yuki’s chest and stomach, leaving a line of kisses down the way.
When he reached Yuki’s length, he give a lick along the entire length and moved further down.
Yuki’s breath caught in his throat, but still laid still, panting, watching Kaoru’s every move.
Kaoru bent Yuki’s legs at the knees, spreading them. He leaned down between them, giving a lick and a soft suck to Yuki’s balls, hearing Yuki moan and his hips twitch, before moving down further.
Yuki was panting harder and moaning softly, his arms laid at his sides, watching Kaoru’s head move. Kaoru put pressure with his tongue against the sensitive spot right below Yuki’s balls. Yuki moaned and grabbed at the sheets below him. Kaoru spread Yuki’s butt cheeks with his hands, circling the small hole with his tongue. Making Yuki squirm a little at the weird feeling. Then Kaoru slid his tongue into the tight hole.
“Ahhh…” Yuki moaned.
Kaoru’s tongue started moving in and out of him, going in deeper each time. Yuki moaned and panted, it was strange, but it felt so good. He grabbed onto Kaoru’s head with both hands and pushed his body further onto that tongue.
“Kaoru…….Kaoru….” Yuki panted over and over.
Kaoru stopped and pulled his head up, smiling at Yuki. He reached over Yuki and grabbed the bottle of lotion, they had used the night before.
He give Yuki a sweet kiss on the lips before moving back down in between Yuki’s legs.
He opened the bottle and slid two fingers in, covering them with the lotion, and then closed the bottle and set it to the side for later. He circled the tight hole slowly with the tip of one finger before slowly pushing it inside of him, kissing Yuki’s thighs in a comforting way.
Yuki gripped hard at the sheets, his eyes closing as he bit his lip. It didn’t hurt too much, just felt strange more then anything.
“You ok, Yuki?” Kaoru asked gently, rubbing Yuki’s leg with his free hand.
Yuki nodded and opened his eyes, looking down at Kaoru.
“I’m going to put two fingers in now, ok?” Kaoru asked looking at Yuki with concern.
Yuki nodded again.
Kaoru slowly slipped in another finger.
“Ahhnnn..” Yuki moaned. ‘Ok that hurt a little more.’ he thought, as he closed his eyes again.
Kaoru slowly and gently moved the fingers in an out and then starting to scissor them inside, trying to get the muscles to relax around them. Yuki was panting hard and still grabbing onto the sheets. Kaoru moved his fingers around trying to find that spot that would make Yuki start to enjoy this. He felt around and thrusted in.
“Oh’ God!” Yuki moaned loudly, his head falling back and then looked down at Kaoru.
Kaoru smiled up to him and rubbed against that spot again. Yuki grabbed onto Kaoru’s shoulders and thrusted his body against those fingers.
‘Fuck that feels good, that must have been what I had hit inside of Kaoru last night.’ Yuki thought as Kaoru continued to thrust and rub his fingers against that spot.
“More…..Kaoru…more…..unnnnn” Yuki whimpered out, his head falling to the side as he gripped tighter onto Kaoru’s shoulders.
Kaoru gave a small grin and slipped his fingers out of Yuki.
“Nnn..” Yuki pouted.
Kaoru smiled and leaned over, kissing Yuki on the lips, Yuki was so cute. When Kaoru went to move his head back, Yuki grabbed onto his head forcing him into a hungry kiss.
Kaoru moaned and finally broke the kiss. He sat up onto his knees and grabbed the lotion.
“You know, Yuki, we really need to buy some lube.” Kaoru chuckled as he put some lotion onto his hand.
Yuki gave a small smile and licked his lips as he watched Kaoru cover his length with the lotion. Kaoru’s eyes were closed, moaning softly as he stroked himself a few times to be fully covered. He leaned over Yuki, positioning the tip at Yuki’s hole.
“You ready?” Kaoru asked softly.
Yuki nodded and tried to prepare himself for the pain.
“I love you.” Kaoru whispered and Yuki smiled.
Kaoru first pushed the head in, his eyes closed. ‘So tight, so tight, unnn’ he thought as he pushed in slowly.
“AHHHH!!” Yuki screamed, grabbing onto Kaoru’s arms, his legs tightening in pain.
Kaoru pushed further, until he was fully inside. Then rested on top of Yuki, kissing him on the cheeks. Seeing Yuki face contort in pain and was panting hard. Kaoru caressed Yuki’s cheek with his hand and spoke softly.
“You ok, Yuki? Try to relax, ok? I know it hurts. I’m sorry.” Kaoru finished by placing kisses on Yuki’s lips.
Yuki took a deep breath and tried to relax his muscles. Slowly he nodded to Kaoru, letting him know it was ok to move. Kaoru gave a gentle, sad smile, he knew the pain Yuki was in. Kissing Yuki once more as he slowly moved back and pushed back in.
Yuki broke the kiss biting his lower lip.
“It will get better Yuki, I promise.” Kaoru panted as he continued to slowly move in and out. Trying to hold back the urge to thrust faster and deeper into the tight heat surrounding him.
“You feel so good, Yuki.” Kaoru whispered and moaned.
He moved around inside of Yuki and thrusted in deeper.
“Kaoru!” Yuki screamed, his head flew back and his hips thrusted onto Kaoru.
And Kaoru knew he had found Yuki’s spot and thrusted into it again, loving the way Yuki looked and the muscle tightened around him.
“Yuki” Kaoru panted as he started to thrust faster.
Yuki wrapped his legs around Kaoru thrusting back into each thrust. His head still thrown back into the pillows. He never knew it could feel so good.
“Ohhh…. Kaoru…..more!” Yuki moaned, his whole body arching in pleasure.
Kaoru smiled and thrust harder into Yuki.
“My god, you are so tight Yuki, nnnnn…” Kaoru moaned, then reached his hand in between them and grabbed onto Yuki’s length, stroking it.
Yuki held tighter onto Kaoru, so much pleasure, too much.
“Oh’ Fuck, Kaoru!........Kaoru!” Yuki moaned, losing all control over himself.
Kaoru slipped his nail into the slit of Yuki’s length, watching and feeling Yuki twitching and thrusting against him. He started to thrust faster, harder, almost slamming into Yuki. The headboard hit against the wall with each thrust. He moved his hand faster on Yuki’s length matching his thrust.
“Come for me, Yuki. Come for me” Kaoru moaned huskily, feeling the muscles starting to contract around his length.
“Yes, Kaoru, Oh’ God yes, so close, Uhhnnnn…” Yuki moaned, thrusting wildly onto Kaoru.
Yuki’s eyes flew shut as his body arched beyond belief.
“Kaoru! Ughhhhnn!” Yuki screamed his body tensing and then cumming between their bodies.
“Yuki!” Kaoru moaned moving his hand from Yuki’s length and grabbed onto Yuki’s thighs, holding them up as he thrusted in harder. The muscles so tight around him, squeezing him.
“Oh’ God…… Fuck!.....Unnnnn!” Kaoru moaned cumming inside of Yuki.
A few more soft thrust and he fell on top of Yuki, both panting heavily.
Kaoru slowly slid out of Yuki. Then still panting he got up and retrieved a wash cloth from the bathroom, to clean them both up. After everything seemed to be wiped clean, they snuggled up against each other onto the bed. Kaoru pulled the covers over them and held Yuki tighter against him.
“I really do love you, Yuki.” Kaoru whispered and kissed Yuki on the cheek.
Yuki smiled. “I love you, too, Kaoru.”
And they both fell into a peaceful sleep.
To be continued…
Ok the next chapter takes place the following Monday “Practice day”
And it’s a Toshiya and Shinya lemon and my first one of that pairing so beware o.O..
After writing this I realized, that the rest of the story is mostly smut, no plot ^ ^;;
Not that there was much of a plot to begin with. I realized I can’t write plots for now only smut and actually I’m ok with that. So I hope you don’t mind. Thank you for reading.
Love ya’s
Dedications:
Zera: Tetsu’s poncho ^___~
B: The Gackt and Mika pairing lol XP, how I would of loved to see your face at that moment lol, gomen ne *hides before she is killed XP*
DanSan: Tekken
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