When You Go | By : poe Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 2385 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Bear with me people! I'm just letting you know that from here on the story gets pretty.....dramatic? intense? it's getting pretty complicated.....,..but it's juicy and you love it!!!! *wink* so please let me know what you think, and you'll get more! hee hee :)
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Disclaimer: I don't know frank iero, or gerard way. i don't really know luca either, she's just my imaginary friend.
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It was late. Frank should be home by now Luca thought anxiously, checking the clock for probably the hundredth time. She sat curled up on the couch in her nightgown, looking out the window, pulling the curtain aside every time she thought she saw headlights in the driveway.
She had fallen asleep on the couch, when he finally walked in the door, obviously perterbed about something. She tried to ask him what was wrong, but he ignored her. She started to get upset, said she couldn't help him if she didn't know what was wrong.
Then he asked her if it was true.....
"Is what true, Frank?." she said calmly, trying to get him to sit down, to relax. His demeanor was scaring her. She'd never seen him so.... distant, so detached from reality.
He ignored her pleas to sit down, and continued to pace the room. "Gerard told me something today.....and I don't know what to think..."
Her heart stopped beating momentarily. Her breath caught in her throat. Her stomach flipped, and she felt like she was going to vomit. He knows....OH GOD he knows.....
"He told me that you kissed him."
Tears burned in her eyes, and she saw his feet stop in front of her, could feel his eyes burning into the back of her head as she stared at the ground.
He didn't say anything else. He stood there for a moment, and she saw his feet leave her view. What was she supposed to say? No, that never happened. It did happen, but it didn't mean anything? He's lying because he's jealous of you? They all sounded so stupid and useless in her head. And they were all lies.
She finally looked up and saw him standing on the edge of the carpet by the kitchen table. He was looking directly at her, waiting to see what she had to say for herself. I have to say something....
"Frank, I.....I'm....." What? Sorry? "I was so wrong......it should never have happened, I just.....he kissed me.....and I knew..... I mean, I wanted to stop......but I just.......I couldn't......help..." She trailed off, the tears that had been forming in her eyes now falling freely, choking her, stealing her breath. She sputtered between sobs, trying to come up with something to say, something that would take away the hurt, the pain that she saw in his eyes.
He started walking towards the bedroom, and she couldn't even follow him. Her legs were glued to the couch, her limbs felt heavy and limp. He came out a short while later with a bag in his hand. She had to stop him, he couldn't leave her. She couldn't bear the thought.
He started for the door, but she leaped up and stood in front of him, barricading herself in front of the door. "Frank, you can't....." She looked him right in the eye.
He glared at her. "You know, Luca, when you told me that you wanted us to move in together, I thought it was because you loved me, and wanted to be with me. I guess I should have known that it was because you wanted him." He snorted with disdain. "Did you honestly think that I wouldn't find out?" He had tears in his eyes too. He hated that it had come to this.....He pushed her aside, and started out the door.
"No, Frank, I do! I do love you!" she called after him, grabbing him by the shoulders. He shrugged her off and kept walking, turning when he got to his car.
"I need to go somewhere and think....I don't really want to see you for a while.....just give me a few days. I'll come back, and maybe we'll talk....." He got into his car and drove off.
Luca didn't even go back inside. She just sat on the front porch, crying, sobbing, harder than she had ever before. She started shivering. She hurt so bad.....
She wanted him to turn around and come back to her. To tell her that he loved her, that he wanted to make it work. It wasn't anything! she tried to reason with herself. If only I had told him the whole story..... Well, she'd work it out. Everything she wanted to say to him, she'd make the perfect words. And when he came back, she'd tell him, and he'd love her again. He had to....he just had to......
She sat there for maybe an hour. Crying, then wiping away the tears, only to cry again. She saw headlights approach and looked up, hoping against all hopes that it was Frank. But it was not Frank's car. It was a dark Dodge Omni......
Gerard stepped out of his car, and came directly towards her. He saw that she was crying, and without saying anything, scooped her up and carried her inside the house to her room, laying her on the bed gingerly. She buried her face in her pillow. She didn't even care that he was here. She should have screamed at him for betraying her, asked him why he did it. But she didn't want to be alone, she didn't really care who it was.
He sat down on the bed beside her and watched as her body heaved with sobs. He didn't know what to do....but she looked so beautiful......
"Luca, can I get you anything?" he asked quietly.
She just shook her head into her pillow, crying even harder.
He started to rub her back, comfortingly, soothingly, hoping that he could absorb some of her pain.
He spoke after a long silence, broken only by her occasional sobs. "So, I guess Frank told you what I told him....." Kind of a stupid question...
She wailed lifting her head up to face him. "Why did you.....Oh fuck it, who am I kidding, he would have found out anyway! I'm suck a fucking bitch!" She slammed her head back into the bed.
"No, Luca, no.....don't cry...shhhhhh...."he continued to rub her heaving back as her cried quieted. She was so helpless, so vulnerable...
She started shaking uncontrolably, and he grabbed a blanket from the end of the bed and pulled it up to her waist to cover her. He laid down next to her, and she turned her head up from the pillow for air. He brushed away the tear-soaked hair that had twisted itself up in her face and wiped away the tears on her cheeks.
"Why are you here?" she asked once her sobs had stopped. His eyes searched hers before he answered.
"Well, Frank and I got to talking....about you......he asked me if I.... he said he could tell that I had...feelings for you.....he asked if anything had ever happened....I had to tell him the truth....." He trailed off looking ashamed. "I had to tell him, Luca. I love you."
The words hit her like a freight train. He loves me.....?
"Gerard....Frank loves me..or he did....and I....I love him too." It was the truth. She did love him. She loved him so much. "But, now....I've ruined everything.....he hates me now......" Tears started afresh, cascading down her cheeks and lips, falling to the bed. He reached out for her, and pulled her tight against him, every cell in his body reacting to her shivering form. He put a hand down to her chin, lifting it up so her wet eyes were looking right into his own. Her lips quivered. So vulnerable....This is definitely working out....
He gently pressed his lips against hers, tasting the salty wetness that covered then. She shook in his arms, fighting desperately to keep from kissing him back. She knew she couldn't fight him for long....But Frank, what about Frank?
"Forget about Frank, just for tonight, Luca. Let me save you....." he whispered against her ear. She looked up at him, her eyes wide and wet, lashes clumped together from tears.
How can I forget about Frank? "Gerard, please stay.....I don't.....I can't be alone......"
She didn't even have to ask.....
She hadn't even finished her sentence, and he was kissing her again, his mouth and tongue demanding entrance to hers, and she complied fully, her tongue meeting his with equal force. His hands moved down to her shoulders, gripping them tightly, pulling the straps of her nightie over her shoulders. She tugged at his shirt, pushing it up so that her hands could feel the bare skin underneath. He pulled her nightie over her breasts, and moved him hands to cover them, massaging them with his rough hands. How can we be doing this....in our bed... A tear fell down her cheek. She couldn't think about that...Focus on Gerard....She opened her mouth to breathe as his mouth followed his hands, possessing her, peaking her sensitive nipples. She arched against him as one hand trailed down her stomach, going under the skirt of her nightgown to find the small patch of fabric between her legs. He gently teased around her thighs, not touching her where she needed him to. His mouth trailed down her stomach, as he got on all fours above her, pushing her legs apart with his hands to pull off her panties. She gasped as his finger teased the already wet skin, and arched against him when he pushed that finger inside.
She was so ready, so willing, he found it hard to control himself. He'd wanted her, but he never thought that she would be so....easy to get. He watched her writhe under him, her hips undulating against his finger, her eyes closed, her mouth parted and gasping. He took his finger out, and laying down on the bed, pulled her knees over his shoulders, replacing his finger with his mouth. His tongue darted in and out of her, tasting her, pushing her closer and closer to the edge. His hands gripped her upper thighs, hers clutched at his hair, pulling him even further inside her, begging him to go deeper.
"Gerard..."she mumbled, her lips swollen and her face flushed. She couldn't take much more......
"Please...." This is so wrong... She moaned. "I can't hold on much longer...."
He stopped his ministrations immediately, and fought to pull off his pants and boxers. She reached up to help, and soon he was completely de-clothed. He kneeled between her legs, achingly hard member poised at her entrance. He leaned over her, ready for that first thrust..... But he wanted to hear something first.
"Tell me you want me." She looked up at him, eyes glazed with lust, unable to comprehend what he was asking her. His hands went into her hair pulling at it so her head was arched up at his. "Say it. Tell me that you want me to fuck you."
She looked confused, like she was starting to realize that this hadn't been such a good idea. He would have to unconfuse her. His mouth attacked her left nipple, biting hard, sucking at it, until she was moaning again. "Say it!" he demanded, as she arched against him.
"Gerard...." she whimpered, "Please, fuck me...."
That was all the invitation he needed....
He entered her, completely eveloped by her slick heat. She felt so good around him, he knew that it wouldn't take long....He started thrusting hard, in and out of her, deeper and deeper into her. She felt like she was going to burst, he felt so go inside her. She moaned loudly, calling his name in short bursts, as he continued to increase his speed......
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