On fire | By : Kat1975 Category: Individual Celebrities > Gerard Butler Views: 7043 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 8 – Reignition
Tamsin gave Gerry a somewhat crooked smile as her confidence suddenly nose-dived when a moment ago it had been soaring up high.
Gerry handed the money to the cabbie who winked at him in male conspiracy. She did not wait for him to open her door but more or less jumped out and swallowed a gulp of night air. The light breeze caressed her hot skin soothingly. From inside the cab came an impatient ‘Oy close that door dear, will ya’ so she slammed the door close and watched the cab speed off and dissapear.
She looked for Gerry who wore what seemed a smug grin on his face. Tam took some hesitant steps towards her door and thus towards Gerry, who was standing there tall with shadows from the street lights on his face, looking handsome even in the half dark.
She started rummaging for her keys and realised that there was a distinct constricted feeling in her chest that radiated down to her stomach. Was it fear or maybe arousal, or both?
As Gerry watched her pull her keys out of her bag and how she put the key into the lock, he was sure he saw her hand shake a little. He looked away waiting for her to open the door so he could step in. Once she entered the dark foyer, he followed her closely up the stairs, allowing his eyes to check out her jeans clad bum. This was enough to make him breath harder and a first hint of arousal pooled excitedly in his stomach.
Inside her flat she stood there and if he was not mistaken looked slightly lost before she determinedly told him to follow her to the kitchen. On the way she pointed distractedly towards the living room. As he followed her through the hallway, he lunged forward and grabbed her shoulder from behind, before she had a chance to enter the kitchen. Gerry turned her around so she faced him with an unsettled look on her even features.
He realised that he had probably been a bit rough and stroked a loose strand of hair out of her face and with the other hand seized her at the hip to draw her closer. This act alone made his stomach tighten with anticipation and he felt not only the frequency of his heartbeat rise.
Gerry took her face into both of his hands and looked at her dimly lit face before he gently kissed her and felt comfort in the fact that his lips already knew hers. But her reaction, he realised quickly, was not the same as it had been the night before. He kissed her more urgently and his tongue demanded entrance into her mouth, which she reluctantly granted.
Impatiently he pushed her with his body against the wall. Tamsin was still reciprocating his kiss, but when his hands pushed her top up, her body tensed and she writhed her way out from in between the wall and him.
Gerry remained on the spot, put both hands against the wall, closed his eyes and tried to adapt to the change in behaviour. What the heck was happening? She had invited him in for a coffee. Hello…!??? Was there anything that could have been more obvious, other than seducing him there and then in the cab?
He pulled himself together and followed her into the kitchen. His half hard dick pressed uncomfortably against his trousers as he moved. She had two mugs in her hand and turned around when he entered. Gerry walked over and took the cups out of Tamsins hands to try and resume their kissing. But she pushed him away and stubbornly picked the cups up again. He was left on the spot with nothing to do but watch how she put water into the kettle.
Realising that he would probably get nowhere by pushing her any further, he waited for her to do the next step or whatever she’d decide to do. If he had to wait he decided he could just as well sit down. His patience waned quickly though and patting his leg, he gave her his broadest smile and went for the direct approach “Hey come on over, I am lost here…what’s gone wrong?”.
Tamsin pulled out the chair opposite him, took a deep breath and finally spoke “Gerry, I am sorry. I know I invited you in…yeah right I invited you in for a COFFEE”. She laughed uncomfortably and when he did not join in, looked at him seriously “I…er…nothing’s wrong… It’s not you I mean… I didn’t want you to leave and time kind of ran out…so inviting you in for a coffee, was what popped into my head”.
He ran his hand through his hair and for a moment said nothing, but then felt he had to react somehow. “OK, I may have jumped to conclusions, but not just because you invited me in” he paused “ but I really got the feeling there was…you know…” his voice trailed off.
”Well Gerry, I suppose both of us have not really…ummm…thought things through. I ‘spose we could just as well have that infamous cup of coffee…literally I mean…not what you thought…er…whatever…let’s have a cup of coffee…OK??”
He sighed a resigned “yeah, let’s have a cup of coffee then” and silently watched her rummage around, until she returned to him with two steaming cups. Staring at the steam rising from the mug he acknowledged the fact that this was probably as steamy as things would get for him that night.
”Come on Gerry, the sofa’s much more comfy and we could at least pretend to enjoy this coffee” she smiled broadly before she continued “let me have a guess - you’re not sure whether you want to just storm off or kill me beforehand, right?”
Annoyed as he was, this comment had quite a disarming effect on him and he started to laugh, while he shook his head in disbelief.
”I just…I really don’t think something like this has EVER happened to me before” a giggle escaped his mouth “I mean…I’ve been turned down before, but…differently…you’re really killing me here you know!?”
She raised an eyebrow and stared at him straight faced, with a blank expression, tilting her head to the left “you know sweety…there is a first time for everything” and he saw her mouth twitch slightly. He jumped up and witnessed her nearly break down in laughter.
Both spared no thought about their marginal overreaction, that was more of an outlet for their pent-up tension than anything else.
When Tamsin saw Gerry jump up, she automatically bolted towards the door, stopped there and was nearly run down by Gerry. She put up her arms in surrender and an innocent expression onto her face “OK, OK…I’m sorry” she smirked “…but at least you lightened up a bit”. Gerry narrowed his eyes and shook his head “you are a one mean gal you realise that don’t ya?”
Tamsin flashed him an exaggeratedly brilliant smile and turned on the spot to retrieve the cups. She grabbed his arm, lifted it up and put the cup into his hand “hold it and follow me to the living room”.
Gerry started to wonder whether he was dreaming, but her hand on his chest, making small patting motions felt very real. He felt the urge to just go, but at the same time there was this irresistible curiosity to see what would happen next.
He followed her into the living room, plopped down next to her on the sofa, nearly spilled his coffee and felt slightly dazed. Why was he not feeling as confident as he usually did? Maybe he should really just leave…this was not going in a favourable direction for him anyway. She pulled him out of his thoughts and looked questioningly at him “A penny for your thoughts!” he laughed sarcastically “Now I can say with confidence that you don’t want to know”.
He saw disenchantment on her face and regretted what he had said. What did she actually expect from him!? That he said “darling I had hoped in my heart that you would deny me my carnal lust, so I can take you as soon as we are married. I will wait for you even if it is for all eternity”. Yeah right!
He heard her sigh and focused his eyes on her face. She looked tired and spoke in a low voice “Who have I been kidding. You thought you’d get to lay me, I changed my mind.” She laughed hoarsely and continued “this was all one huge mistake. I mean…it was great, don’t get me wrong, but I’m just not… made… for having one night stands.” Shrugging her shoulders she added “girl thing I guess. So it’s not your fault at all.”
He looked at her and felt like all wind had been taken out of his sails. Gone was the arousal and excitement. She put her hand onto his arm and what seemed a brave smile appeared on her handsome features. “I know you don’t need me to allow you to leave, but it’s probably easier like that…”
She had hit a nerve in him “you seem pretty sure that I was only in for the sex.”
Gerry could have kicked himself. Where the heck had his stupid comment just come from? Of course he had not been thinking about anything other than sex.
She looked uncomfortable “Well I’m not stupid but if it makes you feel better...I was pretty caught up in the moment too and I do find you …kind of…attractive…which is why…ummm… I could not think straight…erm…” Gerry looked at her with renewed interest and there was a glint in his eyes that had not been there a moment before.
”Alright, our coffees are cold and we have failed at pretending we enjoy them. We have also established that there will be no sex tonight…” he paused for the dramatic effect and then continued “ but what about other options? ‘What about…kissing for example?’
He quickly took up both his arms in surrender “no hands under your top either. …But feel free to put yours under mine, I totally don’t mind”.
Tamsin could not believe what he had just said and looked at him with mistrust. He in turn gave his best innocent-little-boy-in-a-candy-shop impression “…aaand you get to throw me out of your flat if I break the rules alright?”
After a short moment of consideration she rolled her eyes which prompted him “Careful there, if the weather changes your eyes will get stuck… or something”. A pillow nearly hit him “shut up Gerry will you”. He caught her wrist with a smug expression “Gotcha!”.
One strong pull on her arm made her lose her balance and she was half lying on him. Her protest was delayed just long enough for him to press his lips on her half opened mouth.
A half hearted protest was quickly forgotten as she felt herself relax into his kiss so willingly that she cursed her body for such blatant betrayal.
Gerry in the meantime cursed the rules he himself had just established, while he focused on stopping his hand from developing a life of its own. He put both hands further up her back, after he had automatically just been about to put them onto her bum, but decided that this area was most likely off limits too.
Damn it! This was going from complicated to even more complicated. Once he was satisfied that his hands would stay put for the moment, he focused on her mouth again. Gerry promptly encountered a new problem that made him groan with frustration, as he was now painfully aware of his growing arousal. Without a doubt she would notice and possibly cut things short just as he started to enjoy himself.
He needed a solution. A quick solution to be precise.
Since she was basically lying on him, one leg between his thighs right on his groin, a change in position was called for. Tamsin was looking at him and very unnecessarily pointed out “You’re awfully distracted. What is it?” He decided to not explain things, lifteder off his chest and sat up rather inelegantly as her legs were still entangled with his.
”Alright we need to adjust the rules” he told her through clenched teeth.
She gave him a look of sincere surprise
He went on to further explain “not…too much body contact…you know…I…”
She smirked and directed her look down to the visible bulge in his jeans.
Gerry gave her an annoyed look “Yeah easy for you to smirk! Thank you!”
She shrugged and said “no problem it’s not your fault that you have an erection.”
He let out a sound of exasperation “Yeah!!! I can imagine that, but then you better forget about the no sex rule!”
She seemed to consider this for a moment “Alright, what do you propose?”
“We both…er…sit. Oh…and there is a gap between us.”
Then he reconsidered with a grumpy look on his face “this is ridiculous!”
Tamsin giggled “come on! Have you never waited to have sex with someone?”
He stubbornly retorted “sure…but in this case …we’ve already HAD sex!”
Tamsin nodded her head “that’s a point you got there. But can’t we forget about that for a while?”
”To clarify this” he responded with a frown, “although we’ve been doing it already, we pretend to forget about it for a while and..kiss… Just out of interest…what happens then?”
Now it was her turn to frown “I have not really thought about that yet. Now why don’t we shut up?”
He looked at his own crotch and then accusingly at her “well…at least one problem has disappeared all by itself.”
Stony faced she replied “Great. Can we continue now?”
Tam crawled closer but was held at a distance from him. She groaned in annoyance. Gerry furrowed his brow and lifted a warning finger “No groaning either…it turns me on too!”
She let herself fall back in frustration “This is not working is it?”
But instead of an answer she saw his face in near proximity of hers and these green eyes made her forget what she had just said. Gerry’s lips were on hers and there was a surprising tenderness in his kiss.
She opened her lips slightly and wanted to push her tongue into his mouth, but quickly gave up her plan when he warningly bit her. Unsure what to do Tam put her hands on his shoulder, afraid that he’d break off the kiss. He had his hands placed on her hips just as static as hers. Suddenly she felt like a teenager again and had to suppress laughter at the thought of her first clumsy kiss experiences.
Gerry broke the kiss off and raised his eyebrows. She giggled “I’m sorry Gerry…I just felt as if I were fifteen again, trying to behave under the watchful eyes of my mum!” In mock shock he exclaimed “You did THAT when you were fifteen???”
”Oh go away! With fifteen you have probably already…” he quickly stopped her by sealing her lips tightly with his own. She started to nibble on his lip and to his astonishment somehow managed to kiss him passionately without any tongue being involved. He felt renewed arousal rise in him and drew her closer not caring about his ‘gap’ rule anymore. He felt her breasts press against his chest and pushed his tongue into her mouth.
She realised that his erection was back with a vengeance and pressed into her tummy, making the swarm of flies resume its frantic buzzing in her stomach. She made a little movement against his hardness and he groaned into her mouth. She decided to not go ahead with sucking on the tip of his tongue.
Tamsin was thoroughly aroused too, but at the same time determined not to allow them to end up sleeping together again. He obviously had regained some control as well, took her face into both hands and whispered into her ear, slightly panting, “I think I really need this cup of coffee now. Or maybe rather a cold shower”.
He was surprised just how aroused he was amid this situation that was distinctively different from what he had hoped for. His body obviously refused to take any notice of this newly and unexpectedly imposed bunch of rules.
He studied her flushed face that was made her all the more attractive and realised that she most likely had to hold herself back just as much as he had to. Why the heck was this so difficult when both of them were obviously keen on having sex? He cursed the female psyche for a change and felt grim satisfaction at having found a new scapegoat.
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