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If We Hold On Together	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2217 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: Sorry for the long wait.
I have a few more chapters of this already written, but reviews would be nice.

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The next morning I didn't say 'I hate you', but the opposite instead. He smiled and closed his eyes, kissing me lightly before saying it back. We spent hour upon hour just lying in bed together, neither of us wanting to get up since that would mean we'd have to face reality.

"What are we going to do?" I asked; my voice a little hoarse from my pleasurable screams the night before. He looked thoughtful for a while then let his left hand trail up and down my side slowly.

"I don't know" He replied honestly and I nodded. We were in quite a mess, we both knew that. I was supposed to be engaged, and he was my brother for crying out loud. It was illegal and frowned upon all over the world.

"We could runaway" He said and I thought about it for a moment. One part of me was yearning to be with Gerard, to spend the rest of my life with him, to be happy with him forever. But one part of me knew that we couldn't just leave.

"I can't, Alicia…" I trailed off, not knowing which words to choose not to upset him. He frowned and his hand stopped moving at my side.

"Yeah, sorry, forgot about your fiancé" He said, spitting the last word out venomously. My eyes filled with tears when he used that tone towards me, and I instantly was afraid that he'd leave me again.

"No, Gerard, I don't-" I tried explaining but he cut me off by sitting up, letting the covers fall from our naked bodies. "Don't" He said and got out of bed, pulling his boxers back on. But when he made for his jeans I grabbed his wrists and pulled him down on top of me, then flipped us over so I was hovering over his surprised form.

"I love you Gerard, but I can't just leave without explaining things to Alicia, she deserves better" I said to him while letting my knees rest by his sides so I was straddling him. His eyes lit up at my words, and they soon got a spark of lust in them as he realized I was still naked and sitting on top of him. He let his hands gently brush across my hipbones and I couldn't help but let out a moan.

"Mikey?" He questioned and I nodded. I knew what he was asking, because he was my brother, and sometimes we just had to look into each others eyes to know what the other was thinking. That band had been forgotten for so many years, but now that we had again found our way back to each other it seemed we just had to read the others eyes to find out everything about them.

Within seconds he had flipped us over again, and soon he was as naked as me. He let his lips make a wet trail from my neck to my chest as my breathing sped up. I knew that this time it would be perfect; this time I'd love the feeling of my brother inside me. Because this time, I loved my brother.

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It felt amazing, and my whole body shook with pure ecstasy when I came. Gerard came only seconds after me, shouting my name, and never before had I loved my name as much as I did when it came from my brother's lips when he was sweaty and panting on top of me. When he pulled out I whimpered at the lack of contact but he hushed me by wrapping his arms around me and kissing my neck.

We lay there together, talking about what we should do. We were both scared, since neither of us was used to this. We weren't used to being in love, and having the luck to have someone love us back just as much. We decided to stay in the cabin until we ran out of food, which would be a little more then a week, since that would give us enough time to decide what to do. I told him again that I wouldn't leave without telling Alicia why, since she deserved as much.

This time he wasn't upset about it, he just nodded and stroked my cheek with his thumb lovingly.

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If heaven would be anything like mine and Gerard's time in that cabin I couldn't wait to die. We talked endlessly, talking everything out, everything that had happened between us. And we laughed, and we kissed. We also made love, sometimes it was fast, needy and just plain sex. Other times it was slow and gentle love making. We could go at it for hours, making each other feel more pleasure then we had ever experienced before. We could make each other cry the others name, or simply just purr the others name.

We could make each other laugh and we could make each other feel complete bliss. We could make each other feel loved, like we had never been loved before.

Then of course came the day we had to go home. I was scared, scared of what Alicia would say. Scared of what I and Gerard would do. Even though we had decided to figure out what we were supposed to do when we left the safety of the cabin we hadn't touched the subject since the morning after the first time we had sex (that we were both in on). So we were still confused and scared.

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Gerard said he wanted to be with me when I told her, but I couldn't allow that. She knew something had gone wrong between me and Gerard all that time ago, and she knew I hated him. Well, that I used to hate him. She would have no clue why I was going to break our engagement, and she deserved to hear it from me, and me only. Gerard had no place there, even if he was the one that I was leaving her for.

It was unlocked, so I just walked in, and found her at the kitchen table, a miserable look on her face. Her eyes were puffy and I knew she had been crying, and her hair was a mess. She really looked terrible, and tired. When she heard me closing the front door she flew up from the chair she had been sitting in.

"Oh Mikey, thank God I thought you left me" She cried out as she threw her arms around my neck. She started whispering how much she loved me, and how much we could fix whatever was wrong between us. She said she'd do anything just as long as I didn't leave her.

"I'll do anything, please don't leave me, I love you so fucking much" She cried against my neck. Her tears warm and damp on my skin made me close my eyes for a few seconds before I made the biggest mistake of my life.

"I'm not going to leave you Alicia, I love you"
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