From Russia, With Love...Part 3 | By : Number9Dream Category: WWF/WWE > General Views: 1211 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not know Vladimir Kozlov personally. I am not making any money off of this story, and it is a work of fiction. Nothing written in this story has actually happened. |
“I really want to make connection with her again, but I don’t know how,” he said to Dr. Woodrow in a confused kind of way.
“Well, Vladimir, I have to be honest with you. Your relationship with Renae started off in a very destructive way. You never had the normalcy that most relationships do. You broke into her house and forced yourself on her. You didn’t ask her out on a date and take it slow, or even really establish a relationship with her as your girlfriend until much later.”
“She denied me…”
“And so that means you are allowed to force yourself on her?”
“I don’t know what I was thinking. I just wanted her so bad. I wanted to be with her. I thought maybe I could make her want me as bad as I wanted her and I didn’t know how else to do it.”
“What you did was wrong, and even illegal. What you should have done was tell her how you felt and asked her if she’d like to go to dinner.”
“What I know about Renae is that she needs man who will pursue her. Maybe I think I was doing right thing.”
“You could have pursued her without forcing her to be sexual with you and breaking into her house.”
“I just fell so deeply in love and I wanted to touch her so badly.”
“Vladimir, I think at this point you are ready to establish some normalcy in your relationship with Renae. Not to move back in, but I think that you should try to re-connect. Start over. Ask her out on a date. Don’t sleep together afterwards, but take her out, and really try to get to know her.”
“What if she won’t go out with me?” He looked down, and he was very unsure of himself. He was so scared that she would reject him.
“I have a feeling she will. She still loves you very much, but she is scared. You hurt her and betrayed her and naturally she would be frightened. And Vladimir, I am telling you…if she ever says ‘stop’…you absolutely MUST stop.” He nodded slowly.
“Perhaps I will do what you say. I want to see her again. I want to be with her again.” When the hour was up, he left. He called her from the car. When she answered, he slowly spoke.
“Renae…can I ask you something? It is okay if you say no.”
“Yeah, sure.”
“My therapist say that we need to try to establish the normal in our relationship that we don’t never have, and she say I should take you out on date so we can start over. I really want to do this. I want to re-connect with you and try to make things better and I want to get to know you better. Will you come out with me? I really want to give this to you. I never give it to you I just…force you to be with me when you didn’t want to and now you can have what you never had.” She was silent for a moment.
“Yes, Vladimir, I’d like that.” He smiled and was filled with the warmth that he felt on Sunday morning at the supermarket.
“Thank you…I want you to have this. And we will not sleep together afterwards we will just go out and be together and have dinner…there is no pressure. I just want that you know that.”
“Well, that’s good.”
“Can I tell you one thing?”
“Of course you can,” she said gently.
“I really want to hold you. And kiss you. And stroke your hair and make you laugh. I miss your smile and I miss waking up next to you. I want to tickle you and touch you and hold you in my lap and eat dinner with you and watch television with you and lay in bed with you. I want to hear your heart beat. I miss the way you smell. I want to watch you sleep. I’m sorry, maybe I shouldn’t have say these things but I really need to get them out and I feel so much better now that I say them.” She was silent for a very long time and then he heard her softly crying.
“Vladimir….”
“I adore you, Renae, I adore you…”
“I don’t mean to cut you off but can we discuss this at another time? It is better to talk about these things in person. I just want you to know that I feel the same way.” His heart shattered.
“Will you just please…say something to me? Because I’m hurting so bad and I am burn for you and I just want you to tell me you feel same and that you need me…that you miss me…” He wiped away his tears.
“The fact that you are being so open is scaring me.” He tried to keep his voice quiet, but he could feel his own desperation in his voice.
“Please, just tell me…so I can at least know, because I don’t. I feel like you are just live fine without me and you don’t miss me at all and even though I am glad you are happy I want to know that you want me too.” She was still crying softly.
“I said I felt the same way.”
“Please just…say something more.”
“Vladimir I will tell you in person. So you can see my face when I do it. I feel the same way you do.”
“I see you Friday?”
“Yes.”
“I love you, Renae. I will see you then.”
“Okay. I can’t wait.”
“Me either. I love you.”
“I love you, too.”
“Goodbye…my love.”
“Bye.” As they hung up….he turned his head to the side for a moment, leaning it against the seat. He let a few tears out, and then started to drive home.
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