Innocent Days | By : soleil Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 1135 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 7
He was fairly sure that this had been the worst night of his life.
By far. Hearing Key’s moans coming from the adjacent room was probably the fitting punishment for him, and even while his gut had clenched with waves of blinding jealousy he had still felt that he deserved it. Visions of them kissing, of their entwined limbs, of whispered confessions and soft moans had plagued him until at some point sleep had taken over, only to replace them by dreams of the same kind. He somehow found the amount of pain he was feeling amusing, in a sick sense of course, especially after he himself had been the one to help Minho sobering up by providing him with vitamins and coffee. Well, if he hadn’t, Minho would have probably passed out the minute his head touched the pillow, but no, he had to go and make sure that his dongsaeng was in the condition to screw the lights out of his Key, making him shout his name again and again in the middle of the night. Well done, Jjong! He should probably just suck it up like a man for once and this time really get on with his life. After all everything was his own fault anyway. When he had first met Key, they clicked in an instant. It had felt like they had known each other for years, sharing the same kind of dreams, ideas, opinions, even sense of humor. It was amazing how they could tell what the other was thinking even without a single word. Then the touching began and Jonghyun was pretty sure that he had been the one to start it. They were fleeting touches at first, like making their shoulders or legs brush accidentally just to see how the other would react. Key had responded naturally and in the same way and with the passing of time the small touches turned into extended ones and affectionate gestures without real reason. Drawn to each other the flirting started and it probably had been around then when the attraction between them became so intense that it almost seemed tangible; but Jonghyun had decided that their relationship could never advance. It just didn’t fit in their about to become perfect lives. Not to mention that he wasn’t gay -he liked girls and boobs and that whole package and already imagined himself in 15 years, returning home from work to his lovely wife and a bunch of cute children. Well, it was true that 15 years were still a long distance away and giving in to the attraction he felt towards Key was in the present and a much more pressing need, but there was also the fact that they were living and working together and a careless fling between them could always cost them their career. And at the time Jonghyun was thinking all that, he became much too aware of the way Key was looking at him, so unguarded and loving that it broke his heart. Yes, he also loved Key, could feel it deep inside, but that didn’t make their situation less wrong. They had to get over this and leave it behind. “Kibumie, I love you, you’re my best friend, but… but I don’t see you in this way.” The way Key had reacted had been expected: “Jjongie…” he’d drawled coquettishly, “what the hell are you talking about? You really think, I’d fall for you?!” but the light in his eyes had vanished. It became even worse in the following nights when Jonghyun pretended to be asleep and to not hear the badly suppressed sobs coming from the neighboring bunk bed. Those nights he had to constantly repeat to himself all the reasons why he had said that, so he wouldn’t stand up and go over to the other boy. It was better this way in the long run. Jonghyun then distanced himself from Key to make it easier on them and started on a plan of moving on. A series of events followed. He went and did what every boy his age should do: he got himself a girlfriend -and to make it more official he went public as soon as he could. Their bosses at SmEnt were furious, which resulted in endless arguments and his schedules becoming unbearably tight in an instant. They were probably thinking that if he was going to blow up on them soon, they would milk him for what he was worth as long as they could. His fans included, the whole world suddenly had seemed to have turned against him. Overworked, frustrated and fed up as he was, it was only natural that soon she broke up with him too. They weren’t seeing each other anyway. And through all that time Key still was there for him, at his side, supporting him however he could, while Jonghyun kept asking himself why he had started this whole mess in the first place. But something about Key had changed. The look he used to give him, was now reserved for Minho, and although he realized how selfish he was he couldn’t stand the fact that Key was the one who had moved on. Every time he tried to think about it rationally he knew that Minho was the best choice for Key: he was one of them, handsome, nice and honest and he would never turn his back on him like Jonghyun had. But feelings had nothing to do with reason, and he felt that he wanted him back at any cost, even if that meant that he had to risk their career, never bear children and become gayer than Dbsk-hyungs’ Balloons-MV, because he had finally realized that Key was completely worth it. Too bad that he hadn’t realized that earlier. That was what he had been trying to tell Key when he had gone and totally blown it in the process -and now it was too late. Now he was with Minho. Minho. Quiet Minho. And just recently the saying ‘watch out for the quiet ones’ had taken on new meanings for Jonghyun: watch out for them, because they could start kissing you out of the blue –as in Jonghyun’s case, or watch out for them, because they could fuck the brains out of you in a half drunken state –as in Key’s case. Jonghyun now felt pretty stupid that he hadn’t seen either of those coming. He just wished that he had given Minho sleeping pills last night instead of vitamins –and lots of them, but he hadn’t realized yet what a horny bastard that silent boy was, even though he had kissed him out of the blue after admitting that he liked Key. Jonghyun decided that if he ever made it through the day having to watch them being lovey-dovey together, he would have to have another heart to heart with the stud.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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