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Lust In Love	By : Majer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 1390 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Linkin Park. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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“Mike” Gemma’s hissing voice reached his ear, as his hands were moving feverishly on her back – under her shirt. Flesh against flesh.
“What?” He was breathing heavily as the touch of her fingers running through his hair made him ache.
“We have to stop this.” Gemma gently pulled away from Mike and walked over to the bed. “We can’t be doing this. I love Rob. And you love Anna.”
“But…” Mike didn’t know how to justify their actions, but he knew that he wanted nothing as bad as his lips back on her skin. With that thought Mike moved towards Gemma, and brushed his hand slightly against her arm. She shivered. “You can’t tell me that you are not longing for it too.” His eyes, although still hidden by darkness, pleaded her to want the same as he did. She shot her look down to her feet and shifted uncomfortably besides him, he was again being too close. She didn’t trust herself in this situation. She moved away from the bed towards the door, sighing.
“I’m sorry, Mike.” She took a hold of the doorknob, barely opening it, but letting a stream of light hit Mike’s eyes. Questioning and lusting eyes. “Please don’t ask me to give in to this.” She forced a smile on her lips and looked out the door.
“Gemma?” She turned her face back at him and saw a hint of fear. “You wont… “ He looked up at her and signalled that no words would come to him.
“Oh.” She nodded. “I wont. Rob doesn’t need this.”
“Anna sure as hell doesn’t either.” Mike nodded and looked back at the floor. Gemma closed the door again and moved towards the bed – and Mike.
“But…” Gemma ran a hand through her hair and knelt down in front of him, placing herself between his knees. “I don’t want you to think that I don’t want this… cause I remember the night as well. I do. And I feel it coming back … just feeling you look at me. And it’s pure torture. But it still doesn’t make me love Rob any less. And acting on all this will only make … “ She sighed and placed her hands on Mike’s knees, feeling him stir. “I want to keep Rob in my life.”
“I know.” Mike sighed out loud and felt the need to either get up from this touch of hers or consume her with kisses, and not letting her get away. “That’s what is making this so hard. I mean… I’m not the cheating type – and I’ve never cheated on Anna, except for the time with…” He looked back up at her, still not able to see her face clearly. “.. you.” The word seemed to send electricity down Gemma’s spine and she moved her hands away from his knees quickly.
But before she could get up, Mike took a hold of her hands.
“Something tells me that we will have to get this out of our system some way or the other. It’s literally killing me. And I hate myself for it. I even hate you for it. Don’t ask me why.”
“I wont.” Gemma got up from where she was sitting and pulled him with her. “But we can’t do it. There is no way we can act on any of this. Ever.” She leaned in and gave him a quick hug and slipped out of the door in a hurry.

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Rob saw Gemma come out of the door and head down the hall. He smiled and started walking in her direction, moving past the door. He hadn’t been spending much time with her, mostly because he was having a hard time accepting the words in her diary. But he had to let it go. She meant too much to him. He saw her slip out of the front door – slowly starting to wonder why she was in such a hurry to get away. He heard the door open behind him and took a quick glance without thinking much of it. What he saw made his insides turn. Mike slid past Rob without a word, without a look. Before Rob got a chance to react, Mike was heading towards Anna in the kitchen. Rob sped to the door but was stopped by Sheena’s grinning face.
“Hey Rob.” She was hyperly drunk – and glowing with sexual attraction.
“Oh… yeah… hey” He was busy eyeing the door, thinking about where Gemma was going. And why they had been in the same room. He was quietly trying to figure out for how long he hadn’t seen Gemma anywhere.
“You seem distracted. Everything okay?” Sheena smiled invitingly at him.
“No. I need to go somewhere. But … I might be back…” He smiled back with a hint in his eyes that were sending her mixed signals.

Rob moved past Sheena, making sure to touch her upper arm and smile even more before heading out the front door. He saw Gemma sitting in her car with her head placed between her hands on the steering wheel. The closer he got to the car, the more clear it became to him that she was crying as her shoulders were bobbing up and down. He tapped softly on the window making her look up startled. Her cheeks were red and flustered from the many tears streaming down.
‘Rob’ she mouthis his name and signalled for him to join her. The second he got in the car, she pulled him close and started kissing him longingly and almost clumsily from the overwhelming feeling of wanting him. And wanting him now. As soon as her soft lips met with his, he forgot about the anger, the frustration and the despair. But the reality hit him within a few seconds, and he pulled away from her.
“Is this because of Mike?” He asked out of breath.
“Mike?!” She tried to sound confused and shocked hearing his friend’s namntiontioned, but felt a heavy load of tears form in the corners of her eyes. “Mike…”YeahYeah. Mike. You can’t be too surprised. I saw you two come out of the same room. What happened? Don’t tell me any lies. I swear… that wont go very well with me right now.” He stared at her, and for the first time, she couldn’t find a single hint of love. He was angry – and she could tell from the way he was shivering that this was bad. Worse than it had ever been before.
“I see.” Gemma nodded trying to find the words to explain.
“Is that why you are almost attacking me now?” Rob’s words were hitting her hard – and they were burning. “Do you want me right now, cause you couldn’t have Mike?”
“No!” Gemma looked straight into his eyes and shook her head. “Never. Actually quite the opposite.” Rob looked out the window away from Gemma.
“In what way?”
“Well…” She smoothed her hand over to his and squeezed it, still not looking at each other. “We kissed. But it made me ize ize how badly I want you. Need you. I can’t stand to not be around you. It makes me confused and paranoid. But every time I see your smile or hear your soft whisper in my ear… everything seems to be okay – and I can manage whatever situation I’m in.” Rob’s eyes were getting misty, but he refused to look at her. He had to stay strong. “Rob? Please look at me. Say something. Anything.”
“I don’t know what to say, Gemz…” Rob shook his head slowly. “I can’t believe you kissed. I can’t believe it.”
“I’m sorry, Rob. I don’t know what to tell you… It happened. And I know that it sounds stupid, bt mat made me realize how strongly I feel about you!”
“So… if I went inside and kissed Sheena... it would be okay, just as long as it made me realize how much I love you. But you know what? I know that now without kissing anyone else.” Rob’s words were softly spoken, but the affects of them werrongronger than ever.
“I know what you mean. But I just don’t know what to say…”
“I know. And I would rather have you not say anything right now. It only gets me angrier, and we don’t need that. If we are going to survive this. I don’t need you talking to me. Not now.”
“What do you need then?” Gemma’s voice was quivering from the crying and regret. Rob finally turned around, but his gaze was still not settled on her eyes, but resting on her hand enclosing his. He ly mly moved his gaze up her body, finally reaching her eyes. He removed his hand from hers and moved it to her cheeks. He wiped the tears away with his thumb and sighed as she closed her eyes shut. Slowly he shook his head and inching his head closer to hers and she felt his hot breathing on her lips. His lips were quivering – but Gemma wasn’t able to tell why. Was he crying? She was too afraid to open her eyes. The lips were softly and gently caressing hers and she whimpered out loud against his. He slowly pulled away, still softly massaging her cheek with his thumb. He gently caressed her lips with his index finger, making sure that she would keep quiet.
“Love is a matter of…” He whispered the words, making her ache inside. “… showing how you feel.” He pulled her close and started to ravish her with hungry kisses. His moist lips were exploring her neck and shoulders too, as his index finger pushed her shirt aside, leaving them bare. Her hands made their way to his belt where she fumbling began to loosen it. He quickly pulled her hands away, preventing them to do their job.
“I have no intentions of showing you here.” He murmured in her ear as he was restraining himself from just taking her in the car. But it wouldn’t be right. The taste of her sweetness was still hanging on his lips as adjusted himself in the passenger seat, feeling her stare at him with a confused look in her eyes. He sat for a while with a light smile on his face, and then turned to her.
“Can you please just drive us home itheither my place or yours?” He sighed turnhis his gaze back out the window as she started the engine.

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15 anticipating minutes later, in Rob’s apartment.

Gemma was being guided down on the bed. Her body beneath his touch was filling her up with security and amazement. Still. She moaned and closed her eyes feeling something demonically taking over, but she didn’t want to succumb. She wanted to lob pob play his game. She wanted to let him show her, on his terms. His eyes were oozing with sexual tension and she could tell that he was struggling to take it easy. If only she could tell him that she wanted it just as bad. Now.
He was lying next to her on the bed, letting the excitement and tension overwhelm the both of them. His piercing eyes were showing true lust – and love. Gemma smirked lightly seeing it. She had missed it. She felt his hungry kisses leave her lips and move over her shirt where he slowly unbuttoned it – button by button. He was struggling more and more with his desire. It was obvious to her from his heavy breathing and moans that was exiting his mouth as her hands reached his hair, softly pulling on it. His lips made their way to her navel and he let his tongue slip out and softly swirl around it.
“Oh god, Rob…” Gemma’s promise to herself about keeping quiet was shattered as he was sending waves of pleasure through her body.
He looked up at her and curled his lips into a wicked smile. “I see…” His words were barely audible, she wanted to return his smile – but something was holding her back. She closed her eyes and felt the pillow below her head weigh down as she arched her hips upwards into Rob’s touch.
He made his way up to her lips again, still just as slowly. Gemma was on the verge of exploding and took his head in her hands before he reached her warm and inviting lips. She pulled him up to her face and manoeuvred herself on top of him. Rob’s eyes were accepting her actions, and she pulled his t-shirt over his head. His hands were safholdholding on to her hips as their lips crashed together in the heat of passion. She left his lips for a few seconds to finish what he had started on the unbuttoning of her shirt. He smiled at her, taking in her seductive movements.
“You are so…” She told him to stay quiet by placing a finger on his lips. Instead of only staying quiet, he slowly slid his tongue around her finger, letting her know that he wasn’t going to let her fully dominate him. She moaned softly when the warm feeling of Rob’s mouth enclosed around her finger. She threw her shirt on the floor where it was quickly joined by her bra. She decided to finish what she had started in the car and clumsily she got rid of his pants. He unzipped hers and she quickly stood up in bed, hovering over him while pulling them down along with her panties and making them join the scattered clothes on the floor.
His eyes looked up at her glazed of lust as she is lowering herself back down straddling his hips. He was painfully erect – and she adjusted herself on top of him, knowing that he must be aching at this time. She smoothed her hands over his naked and soft chest feeling herself move closer to the edge. His eyes were begging her to free him from the entrapment that was his boxers. She chuckled lightly and tugged in the waistband of them. Without removing them completely, she gave herself the time to take in all of his glory as he was lying there so vulnerable and inviting. He ached from her touch and moaned out loud as she finally pulled the boxers all the way off. The second they were off, Gemma slid herself down, making full contact. Rob’s hands crawl their way up and down Gemma’s body, making her quiver from his warm touch. She felt his hands move around to the back of her neck, and pulling her closer to him. Their mouths searched violently for each other and emerge as one. They both felt the heat rush around their bodies sending waves of excitement through them. Still safely inside of her, Rob made a turn in bed, ending on top of her. She giggled into his kiss and felt yet another wave of passion overwhelm her. And this time much bigger than the others. His name was being repeated, but kept getting smothered by the kissing. Rob suddenly released her lips and a long awaited outburst surfaced.
“Rob!”
“Oh god yes”
Rob slowly nuzzled down next to her, not letting her move an inch away from his touch, his feeling of her warmth. He wants her close. He wants her closer than ever. They were as close as possible. As vulnerable as possible. As aching as possible. And still, nothing had ever felt better. After a few minutes of silence and breathing, Rob slowly pulled himself out and tugged the cover around their exhausted bodies. He smiled as he could feel her shiver from the simple movement he made.
“I was afraid that youldould burn me up. You were so incredibly warm inside.” He said still blushing from the shared heat.
“I’ve never…” Gemma looked straight into his eyes and smiled lightly. “I’ve never been so …”
He nodded, knowing what she wanted to say and kissed her swiftly on the lips.
“I love you, Gemma.” Rob sighed pulling her closer to him in an embrace. “But don’t you ever…”
This time she wouldn’t let him finish – and placed herself partly over his chest. “I won’t! Ever…”
He moved in aced ced a gentle and soft kiss on her lips.
“And Rob…”
“Yeah?”
“I love you too.”
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