Bless Me Father | By : MyBloodItches Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Good Charlotte Views: 4362 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter Nine
"Where did you get these?!" I found myself asking to him, eyes still concentrating on the sight in front of me. The first time I'd imagined the two of us pulling clothing off- hadn't been anything like that in my mind. He so badly banged and beated, and myself- the obvious eyesore.
"Kind of funny huh.." He spoke up with a shrug of his shoulders, "You think you're the only one who hates themself for what you look like..."
"But you're not." I finished to him nodding my head, hands running over his chest slowly. The sensation of his skin under my hand sending a small chill down my spin- is pale skin soft to the touch. "I won't ask you any more about this...if you dont want to talk about it." I confessed still entranced with the sight of the half naked adonis.
"I'd rather not..." He then agreed, and I knew that meant to drop it- because I myself could guess what had happened to him. I didn't need an answer. And that pissed me off even more, because Joel in some fucked up way was trying to protect this man. "Tell me about your first time Billy..." He questioned, catching me alittle bit off gaurd. Memories were so hard for me- the ones I had were all bits and pieces, forgotten long before that day.
"You mean with a guy..." My words slowly trailed off, watching intently as his hands became fixated to my belt- pulling it loose from its buckle. Suddenly this had gotten really interesting. "Or...with a girl..?"
"You've done it with a girl..?" He spoke up as if the thought simply frightened him. I had to laugh lightly at his reaction.
"I'm guessing you don't like...talking to girls?" I assumed with another small chuckle- I could just picture the shy boy trying to tip-toe around conversation with a member of the opposite sex. He was so clumbsy and awkward as it was.
"I don't really like talking to people in general.." He confessed with a shrug- "except you. I like talking to you.." The compliment made my cheeks flush softly.
"We've been talking for a while.." I said with a slightly mischevious smile crossing over my lips. The feeling of his hands on my body making it hard to really think about anything else. Something about the drugs just makes you one track minded. "My first time...wasn't anything special." I began to explain, all the while carefully sheading him of his pants- the thin material landing in a heap at his feat. "It was a guy I use to know...we use to shoot up together..its a long fucked up story..but he isnt around anymore, you are." I continued to explain- my lips crashing down against his.
Somehow in the chaos of everything, it seemed like I could be completely calm with him. The feeling of his lips against mine elicting a tiny moan from my mouth. I'd day dreamed of the moment that the two of us could be that close. That we could make a connection in that way- and it was all happening right in front of me.
"I'm kind of scared.." He admitted between feverish hot kisses. And I could only imagine how nervous he really was.
"It's okay.." I tried to calm him with an assuring smile- my lips finding the crook of his neck. There was one thing I'm pretty sure Joel knew- and that was the fact that I would never cause him harm. "I'll lock the door.." I offered, thinking ahead. My idiot room mates weren't the best at knowing when to knock. And the next few minutes were a blur of lost clothing and stolen kisses, the two of us toppling down onto the mattress in front of us clumbsily
This certainly was a strange relationship, I remember thinking to myself. If that was indeed what we had. Love and hate. Hate and love. And then I felt it- the feeling of his warm insides surrounding me- encompassing my length. I braced myself for the emotional rollercoaster that was about to take place, because I simply knew this time would be like none of my other times. with anyone.
I could hear his breath underneath me- short and raged, mostly in part due to the stress his body was being put under. But I was gentle. Just slowly sliding myself inside of him, I knew the stinging on his insides was still there- but the look on his face told me it was okay, because the feelings in the air seemed to out weigh it. He was actually showing affection- and not in the ways I'd had people show me affection before, but in a way that could make my entire body tingle. And for that I was making love to him- slow rhythmic pumping inside of him, filling him to the hilt. I almost felt it hard to control myself- the pure pleasure finally getting to be so close to him brought to me. And I found myself drifting further and further from the situation at hand- just getting lost at the sensation of Joel’s smaller callused hands caressing my frame- my frail damaged frame. The movements of our bodies felt almost perfect this time- when compared to the others, because from him I could feel something different- something almost rewarding as he began to push hims hips to my thrusts- all the while looking up into my eyes adoringly. “I think your perfect..” He then told me- and I knew exactly what he meant- something magical happened to us that night. Nothing elses seemed to matter- none of the problems with my life, none of the thoughts I had of that evil Priest- nothing. It was like for one night, everything had just stopped.
“Billy please!” He cried out, his head thrashing from side to side, simply engulfed in the pleasure that my movements seemed to be giving him.
"Please what?" I said with a soft chuckle, moving my lips further down his neck- sucking on the flesh gently- the skin tasting salty sweet under my tongue. It was like ecstasy- a weird feeling of warmth washing over me.
“Please baby make me cum!” He then spat out over my own moans, the moans I’d never even realized I’d been making. It was true- His presense could do things to my body that no female had ever managed to. Sure id had orgasms before, but this was something different- something more intense. My knees began to spasm, feeling so weak on top of the smaller man, and I knew I was close, and with a few final thrusts that’s all it took- sending him over the edge- and I could visibly see the look of complete satisfaction wash over his face, his lips curling to elict a loud deep moan, hands digging themselves into the smalls of my back. And the realization of his orgasm caused my to hit the edge myself, pleasure washing over my entire frame. Proudly I looked up to him exhausted. For the first time in our relationship I'd made him scream. In this sick, but oddly romantic moment I felt almost like crying- just completely wiped out.
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