You Learn To Love the Pain You Feel | By : heartgrenade13 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Green Day Views: 1521 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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"Do you think my ass looks fat in these pants?" Billie asked with a smirk as if he was just questioning to get a compliment. "No it doesn't," I said as Billie's smirk turned into a full smile. "but," I continued, "you don't have an ass so it can never look fat." The little gleam left his eyes and I just laughed knowing my job was done. "Just kidding love, I adore your ass."
We were on a plane flying to my hometown in Scotland. My parents were too excited about the news of me being pregnant so they told me to hop on board a plane and come on home. I love my parents but sometimes I feel like their suffocating me much like I felt they were when I was a teen but obviously being nearly strangled to death by their overprotective ways wasn't enough to save me.
"How could you do this to me Shirley?" my father's face was beet red and I swore I saw smoke come out of his ears. "You know you are too young to be sexually active. Fifteen Shirley and you've already lost your virginity."
I sat in front of him with my head tilted down knowing that down was exactly where my life was going. It had become a downward spiral years before that moment. I steadied my hands and caught my breath. It's not like I enjoyed the sex. To be honest with you it was the lowest point of my life. I didn't feel anything but a slight pain randomly and that was it. There was no huge climax or even a slight sensation down there. It just seemed to get worse and worse each time I did it.
"Look at this." Billie said while pointing at the picture of a nurses outfit in a catalogue of costumes. The outfit was bright white with red accents. "Haven't you seen enough of me in a nurses outfit?" I asked referring to my "Bleed Like Me" video. "How could I of forgotten about that..." as he began to reminisce about me in a short dress I just sighed and looked out the window. "Do you wanna go into the uh, bathroom?" Billie asked in a devious way. "No, now really."
"Oh, but I'm sure it'd be fun.."
"I seriously can't believe you. Trying to fuck me on a fucking death machine. I will do it anywhere but a plane."
"Will you do it in a chair? Will you do it on some hair?? Will you do it in a can? Will you do it in a van Shirley Man-I am-son."
"What drugs are you on cause I want some. Asking a knocked up chick to do it...in a plane of all places."
"When we land I'll figure out some odd place for us to do it in."
"I'm knocked up!!!!"
"Yeah, but the sex has gotten better ever since then."
I winced as I thought of what Billie Joe just said. Sex is better when you're pregnant..hmm..that phrase shocks me so much that I don't have something sarcastic to say about it.
I chewed the end of a straw from one of my many drinks*non alcoholic* . The sensation of the liquid gliding down my throat calmed me down. I'm not sure how but it did. Billie stayed silent like he knew that comment had caused much distress in my mind. "I'm sorry." he finally whispered towards the end of our flight. "I don't really care. It was just weird is all."
"I know. I guess I didn't think before I said it."
"Do you ever?"
"Not really. I try to but I just get lazy."
"How romantic."
Billie rocked back and forth in his seat even though the chair didn't rock with him. I watched him and every detail around him. He looked like a little kid sitting there. I couldn't help but smile at him. He was deep in thought, a rare sight for sure, and was staring off into space. "What, never mind." he stumbled on all three of those words and then gasped. When he released the air it came out in fast paced rush of words that went something like this-----
" I really love you and I want to marry you and I think that we should before you have the kid cause it would only be right not that it's right to get pregnant before you marry but it would be as right as possible and it's not that I only want to marry you cause you got banged up I wanted to years ago I just knew it was too early plus you were a lot angrier then so you would of said no cause, yeah."
I was mortified at my own stupidity. I hadn't seen the proposal coming. It could of shouted "I'm coming", not that the pregnancy didn't do that for it, but I still didn't see it coming. Sometimes ignorance really isn't bliss.
~~Ten Commandments of Love(By Ms. Shirley Manson)
#9
Thou shalt be prepared to be unprepared~~
He brought up the whole airplane rendezvous..I suppose he's well prepared and equipped for anything....
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