The Fabulous Life Off... | By : synsharlot Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Avenged Sevenfold Views: 1198 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I woke up to my stomach growling like crazy. I was alone in the bunk but there was a note on the pillow next to me. I picked it up and read it. I’m really sorry you’re waking up alone but I really had to go do our set. Your friend Brian. I smiled to myself because he never called himself Brian and no one could call him that but me and the guys. I sat up and the memory of this morning came flooding over me. My eyes filled with tears. I felt like I couldn’t move and I really didn’t want to be seen by anyone.
I quietly peaked out of the bunk and I noticed the bus was empty. I kind off felt sad about that didn’t anyone care about me? But yet at the same time I felt relieved. I stepped out of the bunk and went to the small bathroom that barely fitted one person. I looked in the mirror and my eye make up was smudged all around my eyes. My eyes were bloodshot and swollen from crying. I’ve never cried in front of the guys, none of them but now I had a good reason to. I turned on the shower, I really didn’t care that I didn’t have any clothes here I just had to get the dirt off me. I felt so dirty. I found a towel and got undressed. I stepped into the shower and began to scrub my body, I felt like I was reaching my bones but still I didn’t feel clean.
I leaned against the wall and let myself slide down till I was sitting. I pulled my knees to my chest and started to cry. The water was flowing down over my body and I just couldn’t stop crying. I didn’t notice the bus door opening and I didn’t hear my name being called. I just sat there crying.
“Guys she’s in here” I heard someone say. I freaked, I was sitting there naked.
“Get out, go away” I screamed from the top of my lungs
“Shh, come on lets get you out of here” I looked up to see Brian half smiling. He was holding the towel. “Come on, just stand up” he continued as he turned off the shower.
“Close your eyes then” I said and felt a little shy. It was weird for me to be shy, I’ve never been shy around the guys they’ve all seen me naked before so it wasn’t anything new but Brian nodded and closed his eyes. I got up and took the towel and wrapped it around me.
“Okay, I guess you can open them” I said.
“Come here” Brian said and I walked closer to him. His fingers pushed my chin up so I was looking him in the eyes. I didn’t feel like I was worthy to look in his eyes. He grabbed a cloth and began to clean my eyes. The tears wouldn’t stop running.
“Sorry I just can’t stop” I whispered to him.
“Its okay babe just let it out” he whispered back to me and finished cleaning my eyes. He pulled the seat down on the toilet and made me sit down.
“Wait here, okay?” he said looking down to me.
I nodded my head and he stepped outside. He was nice enough to close the door behind him.
“Is she okay?” I heard from outside the door. It was Jimmy asking.
“What the fuck do you think? She’s been dragged to hell and back” Brian said trying to stay calm.
“Whoa dude. I just asked, she’s my friend too you know” he said staying calm for me and for Brian. Why was Brian being so overly protective of me? I just didn’t get that.
“Friend? She may be your friend but you’re no friend to her, you just get what you want from her and then you’re happy” Brian was getting angrier.
“Syn, relax. We all know you love her but you’re taking it out on the wrong people that she got hurt” Matt said. Okay wait, love? He didn’t mean….?
“Jimmy I’m sorry bro, it’s just I love her so much it hurts and the fact she doesn’t want any relationship what so ever just kills me” He said.
Oh my god, oh my god I so don’t need that. I guess he thought I wouldn’t hear that but I did and there’s no going back now. I panicked and jumped up and began to put my dirty clothes on, I felt disgusted when I put them on but I just had to get out of there. I pushed the door open and all those eyes were just staring at me. I quickly made my way off the bus and I didn’t listen to the guys begging me to stop.
I ran over to the GC bus and I hoped they didn’t know anything about what happened. I stopped in front of the door and wiped the tears from my eyes. This wasn’t me, I didn’t cry. I took a deep breath and swallowed my pain. I decided that I would never cry in front of anyone ever again, I was gonna put this behind me and go on with my life like it was before this happened. I knocked on the bus door and put up a smile. The guys came piling out and hugged me.
“Kristy are you okay? Syn told us what happened and then Matt called and told us you just ran out on them” Joel said pulling me in. I just smiled wider and acted like nothing happened.
“I’m fine Joel. I just remembered I really had to call dad and let him know I’m okay and my phone’s here” I said brushing him off
“But are you?” he stressed the matter
“Yes Joel I’m fine and dandy” I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.
I went to the bunk that was supposed to be mine and I found my phone. I called my dad and it felt so good to hear his voice. I missed him terribly and just wanted to have him hold me and tell me everything was gonna be okay. I wanted to be his little girl again but I couldn’t do that now, it’s been way too long. I hung up and rested my head on the pillow; I could feel a few tears running down from my eyes. I wiped them off and closed my eyes.
“Kristy? We’re going on stage in a few you wanna come with us? MCR is ahead of us” Benji yelled from the front. I jumped up; this is exactly what I need to get my mind off this. Flirting and do what I do best. I quickly got changed into a short skirt, black tank top that said My Chemical Romance and low black chucks. I fixed my make up and walked with the guys backstage. I sat up on a big black box and watched as the guys got ready to go on stage, I was humming to MCR Demolition Lovers and I looked toward the stage and I could barely see Gerard he looked just heavenly and I decided I would get him before the day came to an end. I just needed something to forget about this morning.
The song finished and they walked off stage as the GC guys walked on stage. I didn’t know A7X were on after GC and frankly at this moment I didn’t care. Gerard noticed me sitting there and I smiled to him, he walked over to me with a smile.
“Hey what are you doing alone sugar? Don’t the guys know that someone could take advantage of you” he said with a smile, I got a knot in my stomach as he said this thinking about what happened this morning but I just smiled.
“Well I’m not alone now and I don’t mind being taken advantage of if the guy is decent” I said twirling my hair and I gave him a little wink.
“Oh really now?” he asked placing his hands on the box on each side of me and he stepped in closer to me. I had to spread my legs a little and he was standing between my legs.
“Mmhmm” I said and nodded my head as I bit down on my lower lip.
“Hmm then I might have to use this opportunity” he said as he leaned down and his lips clashed with mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him deeper into the kiss. His hands moved from the box to my hips and he squeezed them pulling my body closer to his. He obviously didn’t care about the age difference and fuck neither did I. As quickly as the kiss started Gerard pulled away. He was looking me in the eyes with a big grin and he leaned into me again now kissing my neck. I leaned my head to the side giving him more room. I slowly opened my eyes and was met by Brian’s eyes glaring at me. I could see the hurt in his eyes, oh god I couldn’t deal with this now. I ran my fingers through Gerard’s hair and moaned softly. Brian shook his head and walked off to join the others who were also watching me with a weird look. I sighed and Gerard pulled away from my neck.
“Am I boring you sugar” he said and I could see a little disappointment in his eyes.
“No not at all, I was just thinking we should go somewhere more private” I said with a smile.
He nodded his head and grabbed my hand. I jumped off the box and walked with him to his bus; we were talking and trying to play it off cool if there were any photographers. When we got on the bus he grabbed me and pulled me closer to him. We slowly made our way to his bunk while his mouth was stuck to my neck again. I began to feel a little scared, for the first time in my life I was scared to have sex with someone I really didn’t know. I tried to brush it off and pulled Gerard’s jacket off his shoulders. He laid me down in his bunk and got on top of me. I felt like I wanted to cry, I wanted to run away. This was too soon but how could I stop this now?
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