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Week Top 8
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I wasn’t too thrilled that Chris had told Jordin that she could join us for dinner on our free night. It was supposed to be Chris’ and my free night. Now we had a seventeen-year-old tag along.
It wouldn’t have been that bad I guess, but Chris kept acting like he was her boyfriend or something. He’d hold out her chair for her at dinner, and talk to mainly her. In fact, there were times when it was like I wasn’t even there, for Jordin didn’t talk to me much either.
When dinner came, Chris and Jordin talked to me more, but I still felt like I was the third wheel on their date.
All through the week it hadn’t changed. Jordin was all over Chris, and he seemed to be eating it up. They would even hang together when we shot the Ford video commercials. It just made me sick.
At night, Chris and I would push our beds together and sleep in each other’s arms. We would talk and kiss until we were too tired to kiss anymore, but I still felt a change between us. I secretly felt he wanted to be with Jordin instead.
On elimination night, we had to say goodbye to Gina Glocksen. I was really surprised at that one! I hated saying goodbye to her. I was probably closer to her than any of the other idols, aside from Chris of course.
Anyway, as I watched Chris and Jordin talk, it just made my skin crawl. I was beginning to become jealous, I’ll admit. And when it comes to me, jealousy is never a pretty thing.
B*********C
I missed hanging out with Blake, but to tell you the truth, this whole Jordin thing really freaked me out. I was so afraid that she was going to tell on Blake and I. She was a nice girl, and I know she had promised not to tell, but still. I felt I had to make her happy. Besides, I also felt bad that she had had to walk in on Blake and I like that. So all through the week, I hung with her. She was a really fun girl to hang with, and I was starting to become close to her. Don’t get me wrong; I only thought of her as a little sister; but she was still great to hang out with. Even so, I could tell that Blake was getting a little miffed. I felt badly about it, but I had spent so much time with Blake already. I wanted to get to know the other contestants better too. Besides, at nights we would push our beds together and make out until we fell asleep. We’d only push them back to separate sides of the room when morning came. So it’s not like we didn’t have any alone time together.
However, when our next free night came up, I invited Blake to go to dinner. I figured that he and I could have a nice dinner just the two of us. I would make it up to him for having spent the previous week mainly with Jordin.
Another reason was that I figured if such a great talent like Gina Glocksen went home, it wouldn’t be long before I went home. I was so shocked to see her go. She had amazing talent. I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach that it wouldn’t be long before I was sent packing as well. So before that was to happen, I wanted to be cool with Blake—
not distant. I hoped that night would change all of that.
B*********C
I was happy to have dinner alone with Chris, but as we were waiting for our meal, we got into our first mini tiff.
“Chris, do you think this week we can be Jordin free?” I asked.
“Why? She’s a nice girl. Don’t you like hanging with her?” Chris took a sip of his drink, and then wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
“I know she’s nice. It’s just that I like to spend time alone with you. We don’t know when one of us will get voted off, and I’d like to spend the time I have left with you just the two of us,” I stated, trying to keep my voice calm and even.
“We’ve been spending every single week together, Blake. We share a room, and have all night after curfew to be alone together.”
I was getting annoyed now. He didn’t seem to care at all about me anymore. “I don’t really count an hour before we go to sleep hanging out.”
“So making out with me is just a game to you, and means nothing?” Chris asked.
“Of course not! I’m just saying that I’d like to be able to do more than just make out with you.”
Chris shrugged. “I don’t get what the big deal is. I mean, we used to hang out with the others when there were more of us.”
“You’re missing the point Chris. We’re n a relationship now. I thought that meant something to you.” I was so frustrated!
“It does. I’m just saying that we don’t need to spend every waking moment just the two of us and no one else,” Chris said. “Jordin is a nice girl. I don’t know why you’re having such a cow. She could have told on us, but she didn’t. Why are you acting like this?”
“I’m not saying she isn’t nice. I appreciate very much her keeping her mouth shut about us. I started thinking even in the top twenty-four that she will win the competition. She is a great singer, and a sweetheart. She’s a producer’s dream. But that doesn’t mean that we have to hang with her all the time,” I reasoned.
“Yeah, well she is my friend, and I want to hang out with her. I know I don’t have to. I want to. Now can we just drop it please?” Chris sounded annoyed now.
I sighed. “Fine, whatever.” I didn’t like where this was going. I didn’t like it at all.
B*********C
I felt bad for arguing with Blake about Jordin, but I didn’t know why he was acting that way! Jordin was so nice, and told me several times how cool she thinks Blake and I are. I didn’t tell Blake this, but Jordin thought he didn’t like her since he always seemed to be scowling when the three of us were together.
I told her he got like that sometimes, but that it had nothing to do with her. I didn’t realize how much it really did have something to do with her until right now. It just bugged me. Blake and I had spent so much time together, and we had spent time with other contestants before. But now it was like he was so possessive of me. I didn’t like feeling as if I couldn’t be friends with anyone else if I was dating him.
After I asked Blake to drop it, we had our dinner. It wasn’t the most romantic dinner we ever had. We didn’t talk much.
By the time dessert hit, I was feeling a little guilty. Maybe I had been too hard on Blake. I didn’t want him thinking that I didn’t care about him or our relationship anymore. I did, and I loved having time just the two of us. I decided to make it up to Blake by giving him a hot oil massage when we got back to our room. I hadn’t told Blake, but the other day while I shopped with Jordin and he was pouting in a corner at the store, I bought a kit of hot oils to use on him. I knew he would like that.
“Shall we order dessert?” I asked, after we had both finished our meals.
“I’m not really hungry,” he said, his voice emotionless. “I just want to go back to our room, and maybe go to bed early.
“All right. Sounds good to me,” I said grinning, and moving my eyebrows up and down suggestively.
“Alone,” he said, his tone turning cold.
I sighed.
The bill came, and I paid and left the tip.
Blake shoved his half of the bill and tip into my hand. “I don’t need you to pay for me. I have my own money.”
“Blake, I know you have your own money, but I want to pay for you. You can pay next time if it makes you feel better,” I said, handing the money back to him.
Blake scowled, and took the money back. He put it back in his wallet, and the wallet back in his pants.
“Are you sure you don’t want to rethink going to bed alone? You know, we could stop at the drug store on the way home,” I suggested, smiling at him. We were already wearing shades and caps for walking outside. This way, we wouldn’t be recognized as easy.
This seemed to snap Blake out of it a bit. “Are you ready now? Really?”
I grinned and nodded. “You know I am. Otherwise I wouldn’t have suggested stopping.” I winked at him. I really was ready as long as I got to be the one making love to him. He had already said that I could be.
Blake nodded, seeming to cheer up a bit. “All right, yeah. Let’s get some.” He grinned at me.
I grinned back at him. It felt good to have him smiling at me again.
So together we walked into the drug store with our disguises on.
We quickly scanned the condom aisle. I grabbed the first bottle of lubricant that I could find, just eager to get out of there. It was kind of embarrassing shopping for this kind of stuff.
Blake grabbed the condoms he needed, and then we grabbed some chips and a six-pack of soda as if it would be any less embarrassing to buy the items with something non-sexual.
We checked out in a hurry, and then left the drug store and headed back to the house.
When we got to the house, I smiled at Blake. “I wanna take a shower quick, and then I’ll meet you in our room.”
Blake nodded.
I quickly pat his back, and then kissed him on the cheek since no one else was in the hall. Then, I headed off to the bathroom to take my shower quick. I wanted to smell good for Blake.
B*********C
I knew Chris was going to sleep with me, but I also knew that it was probably mainly out of guilt. It wouldn’t surprise me if he wanted Jordin. I bet he’d be banging her if she were an adult. He was probably just settling for me.
The more I let those thoughts fill my mind, the angrier I became that he had seemed to dump me for Jordin. And again, when I become angry and jealous, I’m not pretty. I go for revenge.
I knew the plan almost right away. I dialed up Jordin’s room.
She answered on the third ring. “Hello?”
“Jordin? It’s Blake. I wanted to talk to you. Could you come over to my room?”
“Sure, Blake! I’m glad you called. I’m bored as heck over here. I’ll be right over. Is Chris going to be there?”
I clenched the receiver tighter in my hand. There she went again only caring about Chris. “He’s taking a shower, but he’ll be in after he‘s done.”
“All right. I’m on my way now,” she said before hanging up.
I hung up too, and then I pushed the beds together again.
A moment later, Jordin was knocking on the door.
I let her in.
She hugged me. “Hi, Blake! What’s up?”
I smiled. “Come sit down wit me,” I said, moving to sit down on the bed, and then patting the spot next to me.
Jordin shrugged, looking a little confused. “Okay.” She sat down next to me. “What’s up?”
“Nothing really. I just thought we could all hang out together tonight. You know, have a little fun,” I said, putting an arm around her and gently rubbing her shoulder.
“What kind of fun did you have in mind?” she asked. She sounded nervous, and for a moment, I almost felt bad for what I was about to do. Almost.
“Let’s just wait for Chris,” I told her.
Jordin nodded. “All right.”
So we waited for five more minutes, making small talk.
Finally, Chris entered the room. He looked surprised to see Jordin there. “Jordin, what are you doing here?”
“Blake invited me,” Jordin said simply.
“Oh.” Chris looked shocked. He had come in with only a towel around his waist. Lucky for him, he hadn’t come in naked. That would have made for another embarrassing moment for him. Then again, maybe Jordin had already seen him naked.
He turned to Jordin. “Sorry I’m not dressed. It’s just that I thought Blake and I were going to call it an early night.” He then looked at me.
I shrugged. “I know we were going to have sex, Chris, but I figured that maybe you wanted Jordin to join in since the two of you have been getting along to great!” My tone was dripping with sarcasm, and I smiled the fakest smile I had ever given.
Jordin quickly shot off the bed. “I’m going back to my room,” she said coldly.
“Jordin, wait!” Chris said.
Jordin wouldn’t listen. She ran out of the room in tears.
Chris whipped around to face me, looking angrier than I had ever seen him. “What the hell were you thinking, you idiot?”
I sneered at Chris. “It’s so nice to know you care. Why don’t you go take care of your precious girlfriend and leave me the hell alone?” I asked.
Chris glared at me. He shook his head in disgust, and then quickly dressed into boxers, pants, and a t-shirt. He then quickly ran to comfort his precious Jordin.
I watched him leave, and then I climbed into bed and cried myself to sleep.
B*********C
I didn’t know what the hell had gotten into Blake, but it had pissed me off like nothing else. I couldn’t believe he would hurt Jordin like that over some little fit of jealousy. I mean, what was he, five years old?
I quietly knocked on Jordin’s door.
“Go away!” she cried.
“Jordin, it’s me, Chris. Please let me in. I had nothing to do with what just happened. I promise!”
It was quiet for a moment, and then I heard Jordin making her way to the door.
She opened the door, and I could see she had been crying.
“Can I come in? Please?” I asked.
She nodded, and let me in.
I sat down on a chair, and she sat down on her bed.
“You know, all it would take its one complaint, and Blake could be put in jail for sexually harassing a minor,” she commented. “I told you he hates me.”
I sighed. “Please don’t say anything. I promise you it won’t happen again. He is just jealous that you and I have been hanging out together a lot. He misses it being just the two of us. He took it out on you, and I can’t believe he did that. He doesn’t get that we’re like brother and sister and nothing more.”
“Well he didn’t need to treat me like dirt because of it! I’m not trying to come between you guys. I just get lonely. The girls don’t hang with me so much because I’m so young. Sanjaya and I are just too different. You are the only one who treats me like I’m not a kid. I mean, look at Phil, acting like he’s my father.”
I nodded. “I know. Blake is just very possessive of me. I had no idea what he had planned. I honestly thought that he and I were going to…that he and I were going to just have some alone time tonight. I had no idea what he would do when I was in the shower.”
Jordin nodded. “I didn’t think you’d plan something like that.”
“Well I better be going. I don’t want to be caught in your room past your curfew. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, okay? And don’t worry. Blake won’t bother you anymore. I promise.” I stood up, and then went over to her and kissed her cheek.
She nodded. “All right.” She stood up and saw me to the door. “Goodnight, Chris. Thanks for coming over. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Goodnight,” I said.
I left her room and went back into Blake’s and my room, now really wishing that I hadn’t switched roommates.
Blake was sleeping with our beds still together, but I wasn’t about to sleep so close to him.
I used all my strength to move my bed back to my side of the room, and then I stripped off my pants and climbed into bed.
A tear fell down my cheek as I tried to sleep. I didn’t want this to be the end of Blake and me, but if he kept acting the way he was, I didn’t know if I could see a future for us—
as lovers or friends.
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