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Shawn and Jeff entered his room in silence. Shawn started to pace he room while Jeff just stood there at a lost for words. He wasn’t quite sure what to say. He saw something, but what did he see.
“Shawn…look man, I don’t…I can’t even begin to think I know what’s going on but…”
“It’s cool Jeff. I’m going home to be with my wife tomorrow morning.”
“Then what did I just see in the hall then?” he asked hotly.
“You saw nothing. I was telling her good-bye. That’s all,” he said quickly.
“Yeah, well the way she had her arms around you, it didn’t look like a good-bye. More like, ‘I want you in my bed’”, he said jokingly.
“Jeff, please. Not now.” Shawn continued to pace the room while his friend looked on in vain.
“Shawn, everyone is worried about you. Hunter, Orton, myself…myself…”
“Look, there’s nothing to worry about…I am going home tomorrow and then it will all be over.” Shawn stopped pacing and settled down into one of the recliners. Jeff sat down on the sofa next to him. “Jeff, I don’t know what you’ve heard but whatever it is it’s not true,” he said moments later.
“That you’ve cheated on your wife?”
“WHAT?!?! NO! I JUST…”
“Calm down. I’ve heard nothing. Only some small talk and most of it was just people being worried about you in general. You were supposed to take a vacation and actually enjoy it…”
“I did enjoy it,” he grumbled.
“I mean actually relax. Quite frankly, I think you look more stressed out now than before you left. Shawn, what’s eatin’ you? I know it has something to do with that chick. It was written all over your face a while ago. You two were hugging and it looked…it looked serious.”
“It’s nothing…at least after tomorrow it will be nothing. I just…I think maybe…I had a fling with her and now I need to get home to my wife,” he said irritably.
“You don’t sound too enthused. Shawn, you and I…ever since your return to the WWE I have looked to you for advice on everything from wrestling to relationships. Even though I haven’t known you for long, I can tell that something is truly troubling you. Please tell me what’s wrong…Shawn, as a friend…”
“I love her,” he said softly in barely a whisper.
“What? Shawn…”
“I said I love her,” he replied.
“Are you sure? I mean, really…”
“YOU WANTED TO KNOW AND NOW I TOLD YOU,” Shawn yelled. “THIS…THIS IS WHY I AM SO ANGRY! I AM ABOUT TO…” He stood up and started to pace the room again.
“Shawn…you’re going home? To your wife? Like this? In this state of mind? Shawn, listen, I get where you’re coming from but you can’t go home to your wife like this. It’s not…I mean, it’s just..”
“Jeff, I have went over this in my head a thousand times already. I don’t…it’s not lust. I…I haven’t slept with her or anything of the sort, but she’s constantly on my mind. Everything about her…her eyes, lips, hair, smile, kiss, personality, every moment we’ve shared since I’ve been here in Miami. I get what you’re saying, but if I don’t go home to my wife, then I don’t know…I don’t know what else to do.”
“How does she feel about you?”
“I…I wish I knew. If she would just give me a sign…anything, then maybe I’d…”
“Wife. You keep forgetting about your wife.”
“Yeah, what about her?”
“Even if…even if Kim felt the same, what were you planning to do about your wife?”
“Well I was…”. Shawn stopped talking to think. He really had no earthly idea what he was going to do about his wife. He couldn't just leave her hanging.
“Exactly. You have no idea and yet you’re rushing to get home to her. Shawn tell me something, do you truly love your wife?”
“Jeff, I could never stop loving my wife. I do. I love her very much. It’s just…”
“She’s never completed you,” Jeff said nonchalantly.
“Can’t you be serious for once,” Shawn said while glaring irritably at him.
“I am being serious. Shawn, why do you think I have never lasted for long in a relationship? It’s because I want something more. Sure you have a wife and the two of you love each other very much. You have a son together and you’re just one big happy family.”
“So what’s your point?”
“My point is that you’ve never really been happy.”
“What? How do you figure…”
“She never does anything with you that concerns your job. She hates wrestling and won’t let your son watch it. She is constantly nagging you about being in the ring, yet she was the one that encouraged you to go back.”
“Yeah, but…”
“But you want…you need something more…and Kim gives you more. From what I’ve been told, she’s loving, caring, compassionate, and she absolutely adores you; always have. Plus, let’s not forget the added bonus that she’s fucking hot!”
Shawn stopped pacing and let out a laugh. Jeff always seemed to be able to cheer him up when he was feeling down.
“Jeff, you’re something else.”
“Okay. You’re laughing now. Good, so let’s sit and think about this rationally shall we?”
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When Brittney entered the room, she found her best friend sitting down crying in a corner. She looked so pitiful.
“Kim, what’s wrong hun?”
“Nothing…just leave me alone. I don’t want to…”
“Kim please, what is it? Is it Shawn? What happened tonight between you two? I saw you in the hall and don’t you dare tell me it was nothing!”
“I can’t…I don’t know…”
“Kim! Stop it! Tell me what’s wrong!”
“HE’S LEAVING ALRIGHT?...He’s…going back to Texas tomorrow,” she said between sobs.
“Aw, hun. I’m so sorry.” Brittney grabbed her friend while she sobbed on her shoulder. “It’s alright…everything’s going to be alright,” she whispered.
“How? How is it alright? He’s…leaving and…and I may not ever see him again!”
“But Kim, I mean I knew…but you said that you two weren’t…”
“I know what I said! We aren’t a couple…I mean, how could we be? He’s married and I just…I should not have got too attached to him and now he’s leaving and it hurts Brit; It hurts like hell!” she sobbed. Brittney didn’t know what to say, for she was near tears too. Her best friend was losing the only guy that she ever…
“Kim, do you love him?”
“Wha…what?” she asked looking up. Tears were still running down her face and her eyes were now red.
“Do you love him? I know you’ve never been in love but answer me best as you can.”
“I don’t…”
“Yes, you do and if you don’t tell him, you may never get the chance to tell him ever again. Even though…even though the world was cruel to you both, you still should let him know. I’m not saying that he’d leave his wife for you but if you don’t tell him then you’ll spend the rest of your life wondering ‘what if’,” she said softly.
“But…I can’t tell him because I don’t know if I…”
“Kim, you’ve loved him all your life. The brief time that you two shared with each other only confirms that it is possible to be in love with someone you’ve never met. He’s everything you hoped he would be and possibly more. Tell him…”
“But…tomorrow…he’s leaving and I just don’t…”
“If you have to get up at 5am, get your ass up and see that man off! It doesn’t matter what the outcome may be. At least he’ll go home knowing that somebody somewhere truly loves him and cares for him. No buts…just do it.” Kimberly wiped her eyes and just nodded her head.
“Alright, let’s get to bed. You have to get up in the morning and I don’t want you looking crazy with bags under your eyes. I’ll tell you all about my night another time.” They both got into bed and after a few minutes, Kimberly was fast asleep.
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Shawn grabbed his things and headed out the door. As he walked up the hall and past Kim’s door, he thought briefly of going to see her, but then the thought left his mind just as quickly. He didn’t need to see her again. Last night…he had said his good-bye last night and it was for the best. The elevator ride seemed longer than usual and the check out was even more tedious. He had just exited the double doors when a voice caught his attention.
“I was afraid that you had already left.” Shawn turned around and saw that it was Kim. She looked amazing. Her hair was hanging down beautifully even though the wind was whipping it softly. She looked sad but it seemed as though she was fighting hard to keep a straight face.
“No,” he said with a chuckle. “You almost did though. My limo just pulled up a few seconds ago. My plane leaves in about 20 minutes.”
“Oh, ok. So I just came out to wish you…” She stopped talking. Her throat had started to knot up again and tears were starting to surface. He must have noticed the crack in her voice because he immediately dropped his bags and pulled her into a warm embrace. He held onto her as she began to weep softly against his chest. He knew that he loved her but he needed her to say that she loved him too.
“Kim, what’s on your mind?” he whispered in her ear. “You can tell me anything.”
“Shawn, I just…wishing you a safe…don’t forget me…” she sobbed.
“I won’t,” he whispered. “How could I?” He pulled her closer and placed a gentle kiss on her neck. “Anything else you want to tell me?” he whispered.
“Shawn, I…” She wanted to tell him that she loved him. In fact, it was now clear that she loved him more than anything, but she didn’t know how to tell him. She was also very afraid. What would he think?
“Tell me,” he said as he continued to plant kisses on her neck.
“Shawn…I really…you should go before you miss your plane.” She pulled away and looked down at the ground. He lifted her face and kissed her gently on the cheek.
“Be good,” he said with a smile. Then he got into the limo and rode off into the morning sun, leaving Kim behind him. He knew that they would probably never see each other again, but the memories they shared will stay with him forever, a choice he made long before saying good-bye. That was only thing he could be sure of for life was just full of choices.
The End
AN: I hope you enjoyed my little fangirl-ish story. I already have the sequel written and it's posted on ff.net. If you want me to post it here then review. That is all. Peace....
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