Annoying | By : Shadows08 Category: Dir en grey > Het - Male/Female Views: 2147 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
A/N: I've been able to get updates out really quickly lately...my muse just keeps hitting me with great ideas (literally and figurtively).
Big, gigantic thanks to:
Fayden: Thanks so much for your review! I love the conversation between Die and Kim too...it was fun to write :P
kaoruslilvamp: Thanks bunches for the review! Glad you like the fic :)
Anyone taking the time to read this!!!!
Chapter 9:
Tonight’s concert was already over.
It was amazing, of course. Passionate performance, psychotically devoted fans, etc.
I had been loitering behind a crowd of people on staff that were doing whatever they needed to do after a concert.
Once again my short attention span kicked in, and I began walking down the hall.
I came across a room where Kyo was giving himself some first aid.
“You don’t have someone that does that for you?” I asked him, entering the room.
He looked up from dabbing some peroxide on his self-inflicted scratches and shook his head.
He winced slightly as he continued to rub his cuts with peroxide.
“You know, you wouldn’t have to do that if you didn’t hurt yourself.” My voice was quiet. Far too quiet. I didn’t like it.
He sniggered in a derogatory sort of way, but didn’t stop what he was doing or even look at me.
“Why do you do it?” I asked before I could stop myself.
First, it wasn’t really my business and I’d probably be that last person he’d ever explain it to. Second, I wasn’t sure I really wanted to know.
“You wouldn’t understand.
Now he was sounding like some “misunderstood” emo kid.
I snorted and asked, “How would you know whether I’d understand or not?”
“I’ve said it before,” he told me, wrapping some bandages around his chest. I noticed that there were faint scars scattered across it from his years of self-injury. “You don’t have the insight or intelligence to understand.”
Goddamn him.
Goddamn him.
GODDAMN HIM!!!!!!
I decided to not throw a hissy fit and do something that would piss him off for sure.
“Oh, okay then. I’m sorry, poor, misunderstood, Kyo-chan.”
“What?” he asked in a deadly voice, standing up. He had finished with the bandages.
“Oh, I’m pretty sure you heard me the first time, Kyo-chan.”
“Take it back.” Oh yeah, his voice was definitely deadly.
“Whatever do you mean by that, Kyo-chan?” I asked, “innocently”.
His dark brown eyes were smoldering.
“I mean it. Take it back.”
“Really? What are you going to do if I don’t, Kyo-chan?”
I hoped I wasn’t pushing this too far. I didn’t want him to kill me and hide the body in a cleaning closet.
It was then that I noticed he was standing extremely close to me. Too close for comfort.
Even though he couldn’t have been more then two inches taller then me (if even that), he seemed to tower over me at the moment.
I wanted to take a couple steps back, but there was no shot in hell I’d ever let him know that he intimidated me a bit.
Anyway, Kyo did do something.
Jesus Christ, did he do something.
Do something utterly unexpected.
He had forcefully grabbed my shoulders, and crashed his lips unto mine.
Yes, he seriously did do that.
Putting aside the piercings, his lips were surprisingly soft. The cool metal of said piercings was a sharp contrast to the heat of our mouths.
It felt wonderful.
My arms wrapped around his neck, while his hands snaked down my arms and around my waist, pulling me even closer.
He then proceeded to back us up until my back met the wall.
Meanwhile, Kyo ran his tongue along the seam of my lips, asking (more like demanding) entrance.
I was more then happy to oblige.
Our tongues battled for dominance for a few moments, before I let him wind and just enjoyed the sensation.
Unfortunately, our need of oxygen forced us to break our lips apart.
We stood there, staring at each other, arms still around each other, breathing heavily.
Our lips met again.
As his tongue explored my mouth, one of his hands slipped under my shirt and began caressing my back.
I almost tensed up and broke away, feeling that that was moving things way too fast, but since that hand didn’t go for …uh…anything inappropriate…I slowly relaxed and enjoyed the feeling again.
I felt shivers and goose bumps spread across my body as he continued to trace idle patterns along my back.
“Wow,” we heard Toshiya’s voice from the doorway.
We broke apart and looked at the doorway to see Die and Toshiya standing there with almost identical smirks.
I could feel my face turning very, very red.
It was even worse when I realized that my arms were still intertwined around Kyo’s neck and his hand was still up my shirt.
Apparently we were both thinking the same thing. We both removed our hands from each other.
“No more denial, I guess,” Die smugly said, still smirking.
Kyo and Toshiya gave us both ‘what the fuck?!?!’ looks.
I turned even redder.
Die just sniggered. I seriously felt like smacking the living daylights out of him.
After a few moments of embarrassingly awkward silence, Die and Toshiya decided to be nice and leave the room.
I hoped to god they wouldn’t say anything to Kaoru.
Kaoru wasn’t one of those ridiculously over-protective older brothers (or in my case step-brother) who would rip some heads off if he found his little sister (or step-sister) interacting with a guy.
But somehow I had the feeling that he’d be less then thrilled to hear about me and Kyo playing tonsil hockey while his hand is up my shirt.
Even if his hand hadn’t really been anywhere that would be considered inappropriate…
Now, it was just me and Kyo alone in the room. Along with an extremely awkward silence.
We occasionally glanced at each other, then immediately looked away.
We were acting like some fifteen year olds. It was kind of embarrassing.
Since it was obvious that we were suffering immense torture at the moment, we just left the room to join everyone else.
We found the rest of the band in another room.
Die and Toshiya smirked at us (I hope something painful happens to them), Kaoru glanced up at us, but didn’t say anything (I couldn’t tell if he knew about me and Kyo or not), and I had no idea what was up with Shinya, his hair was hiding his face.
You know, I was seriously tired of all this fucking confusion.
It was like a broken record. Utterly irritating.
Everyone was pretty normal (except for the occasional smart ass smirk from Die and Toshiya…and the increased redness in my face), so things weren’t terribly awkward.
But it still was awkward.
I almost jumped a foot in the air and screeched like a banshee when I felt something brush against my leg.
My heart almost coming up my throat, I looked down and saw Miyu staring up at me with an innocent look.
Yeah, innocent my ass.
I picked up the itty bitty dog and absently scratched her behind the ears as everyone finished up whatever they needed to finish up.
I thought about skipping out on the ritual field trip to the bar/club, but I realized that that would make me seem like a coward.
I could always say that I still wasn’t feeling good, but with the way I’d been acting this morning, I doubt that anyone was stupid enough to believe it. Plus, that would make me a coward.
I guess technically I was a coward, but didn’t mean I wanted it announced to the whole wide world.
So, I decided that I would be glued to the bar, drowning my strange, complicated life in alcohol (man, Kyo was right; I am an alcohol lover).
As usual, I’d probably regret it in the morning, have a hangover from hell, and not want to see any alcohol for a while, but at the moment, I didn’t really give a fuck.
I just wanted my alcohol, dammit.
A/N: Hehehehehehe....I probably had way more fun writing this chapter then I should have....plus I'd been eating/drinking ridiculous amounts of Red Bull and cookies....I'll try to get the next chapter out soon....my ideas just keep getting better and better ;)
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