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Warnings: Language and handjob. In shower. Beware. XD
A/N: I was a little quicker this time. Enjoy!
Chapter 9
Weeks passed and a lot happened. For example, Shinya started to become more friendly with Kaoru and Daisuke. Toshiya's and Kyo's thought were on their future plans which didn't seem very promising. They had to go to highschool but they were very scared of it. How could they manage in highschool if they couldn't even handle their 9th grade?! Daisuke and Kaoru got a bad headache when Toshiya and Kyo kept mocking on them by saying it was their fault they didn't have any success in school.
Shinya tried his best with school stuff and sometimes he even came and asked help with his homework from Daisuke and Kaoru. Kaoru didn't get tired of teasing his best friend of that. "Shinya likes you!" he teased but Daisuke didn't care.
"No he doesn't!" Daisuke hissed behind his bangs and glasses.
"Ha! You're just too blind to understand it. You don't do anything about it! Oh, you're so stupid... Poor you... He's here in the audience, don't you see? He's here because of you. Come on, it's about time you did something!"
"Oh, look, Yoshiki is there too!" Daisuke hissed. "Because of you, of course! Oh, how beautiful!"
Kaoru stick out his tongue towards his friend but noticed that it was true. Yoshiki was there, in the audience. But definitely not because of him. What a stupid idea to even joke about it. "Hahaha! I'm dying of laughter!" he pretended to laugh.
It was then when Gackt ran to them. "Kaoru, Daisuke, please concentrate on the soccer and not talking. You can talk after match, okay?"
Kaoru nodded and hurried to attack. Daisuke was left there alone to defend their goal. They had forgotten that they were in the middle of the soccer match. Well, it wasn't a serious match, they had a sport class again. But because they were out there were also people watching them in the audience.
Daisuke glanced quickly into audience where Shinya and Kyo were watching the match. Both of them were looking at him and whispering. Daisuke felt awkward and decided that he would do his best and not fail. He would defend this goal even if it was the last thing he would ever do! For some reason he wanted to show Shinya that he could also do some sports.
***
But it didn't go as he had planned. He was too nervous and their team lost because of him. The sport's class was over and everyone was leaving, muttering angrily. Daisuke fell to the grass, ashamed. He had betrayed everyone and most of all he had betrayed Shinya. What did Shinya think of him now? That he was a loser...
"Come on, get up", he suddenly heard someone saying. He lifted his head and saw Shinya standing in front of him, looking irritated. "Get up. It's okay."
"No it's not!" Daisuke sobbed. "I ruined everything, betrayed everyone! Everyone hates me even more now. They all think I'm a loser. Even Kaoru, though he never dares to say it. But I know the truth."
"Yeah... Okay, you are a loser, but so are many others too. Get up already and stop whining. No one will even remember this match tomorrow so you should also forget this, okay?"
"Okay..." Daisuke whispered and stood up, looking shyly at the younger boy. "Thanks."
"Ha. There's no need to thank me", Shinya yawned. Kaoru ran to them, sweaty, trying to catch his breath. "Damn, Daisuke, it was... all my... fault. That last goal... it... was all my... fault... We could have... won... if that stupid... Kenshiro... hadn't came and... Oh, Shinya! What's... up?"
"Nothing special", Shinya sighed and rolled his eyes. Kaoru grinned and when Shinya turned his face to other side, Kaoru whispered to Daisuke's ear: "It's a... perfect time... to show him what you feel. Hahaa!!"
Daisuke kicked Kaoru to his groin and Kaoru cried out quietly.
"Just shut up already, you perv."
After a long silence -and after Kaoru could stand straight again after the painful kick- Kaoru finally coughed and asked: "Well, what are your plans for tonight?"
"Nothing I guess... I think I'll just stay home as usual and read some school stuff..." Daisuke answered.
"What about you, Shinya?" Kaoru asked. Shinya came back from his thoughts. "Umm... what?"
Kaoru laughed and repeated his question. "I asked what are your plans for tonight. I was just thinking that maybe we could spend some time together, go to eat ice cream or something."
Shinya got angry. "Exactly what the fuck are you suggesting?! I'm not going anywhere alone with you, pervert."
Kaoru bursted out laughing. "No, no, no. We three I mean."
"That ain't any better. Threesome? What is wrong with you?!"
"No, what is wrong with you? You have one twisted mind. I just want to go and hang out with you two, okay? So what do you think? And besides, there is only one man in my mind and he isn't you, sorry." After saying this Kaoru glanced at his sport's teacher who was gathering their team's game shirts left on the field.
"We don't wanna hear about your sick doings with our teacher!!!" Daisuke hissed and slapped Kaoru's head in Diego Serrano style. (A/N: If you don't know who is Diego Serrano, go youtube or google it. XD)
"What do you mean?! Are you serious? Kaoru, have you something going on with Gackt?! Come on, you can't be serious. Of all the people, Gackt?! I mean, he isn't my type at all", Shinya yelled horrified.
"Your type? You mean you're gay?" Kaoru asked hopefully and winked at Daisuke who was blushing.
"Bi actually. But that's not your business at all!" Shinya answered defensively.
"Okay, okay. Didn't mean to be rude or anything..."
"Kaoru, Daisuke! Give me your game shirts, okay?" they heard Gackt's voice from behind them and turned around. Quickly they both pulled their game shirts over their heads and handed them over. As Kaoru gave his shirt, Gackt touched his hand gently with his own and gave him that look. "Okay, thank you", their teacher said then and started to walk away.
Shinya shook his head, horrified. "That is twisted. But anyway, I guess it's fine that we'll go somewhere tonight. I have no special plans and I'm bored so..."
"That's cool!"
"But I actually promised to spend some time with Kyo today also... But it will work out. KYO, COME HERE!"
Kaoru shook his head in shock but it was already too late. Kyo walked to them his shabby school uniform's trousers trailing along the grass. Daisuke wasn't happy either. They couldn't stand the younger boy at all, it was enough that they had to spend time with Kyo when they were teaching him mathematics.
"What is it now?" Kyo yawned. Shinya grinned, answering: "Kaoru wanted to spend some time with us tonight. Isn't it great? He suggested that you'd come with us too. And I know you want to hang out with us, so you're coming too?"
"What ever!" Kyo groaned. Kaoru's jaw dropped almost to his knees. He couldn't believe what he had heard. Oh my god, this evening would be so doomed.
"Tooru, have you already done your homework?" he asked.
"Blah blah blah! Always whining, you are. And actually I haven't done them. How could I when no one can understand your teachings in hundred years!"
"Damn it, you annoying little-" Kaoru started but luckily Daisuke didn't let him finish his sentence. "I must go now. And you should go take a shower, Kao-kun. You're all sweaty. Ewww!"
"Easy for you to say, you were a goal keeper and didn't need to run here and there around the field!"
***
A moment later Kaoru was in a schools dressing room, pulling his clothes off to get to shower. There were only couple of guys with him, already dressing up. They had already came from shower.
"You played quite well, Niikura", one of the boys, Takeshi, said suddenly. "Good job."
"Thanks. It's nice to know that someone thinks I'm useful", Kaoru sighed back.
"Come on, you were great. Actually I'm sure we could have won if that damn Andou wasn't there..."
Kaoru lifted his head and looked at the other boy calmly, saying: "He's my best friend so shut the fuck up about him. And besides, why didn't you go there instead of him if you think he sucks so bad?!"
"Sorry for trying to compliment you..." Takeshi hissed and added to his friends: "Come on, let's go already."
And so Kaoru was left there all alone. He sighed heavily. He had just had a chance to get into groups, but he had ruined it. But at the same time he was happy and proud of himself for defending his best friend. Daisuke was so shy himself and could never say anything back to anyone. And that's what friends are for.
When naked, Kaoru wrapped a towel around his waist and walked through the dressing room into shower and began washing himself. First his upper body, then moving a little lower all the way to his toes. He was smiling all the time. The day had been awesome. And no homeworks. He would just relax this evening and forget about school. It was one of the first times he was going to do that. He was always so busy with school so it was about time he would do something else. He began washing his a little overgrown hair.
Suddenly he frowned when he heard a door closing inside the room. He couldn't see anything because he had soap in his eyes. He tried to wash it away but it hurt when he tried to see something. He could hear steps against the shower rooms floor, coming towards him.
"Who is it?" he asked, turning his back towards who ever it was that had entered the showers. It could be anyone and he wasn't used to show his naked body to anyone! He didn't look good naked and didn't want anyone to see him like that, without any clothes. That's why he never showered the same time with anyone else.
He felt strong arms sneak around him and frowned, trying to get away. He could feel a naked body against his back! And that was a MAN'S body, because he could feel something very uncomfortable against his lower back. "Get away from me!" he whispered in fear.
"Calm down, silly. It's me."
Kaoru could recognize Gackt's voice and he felt safe right away. It was his love and not any perverted stranger. He had been so scared that some horrible old man was going to rape him!
"I almost had a heart attack! I thought it was some sick man trying to rape me!" Kaoru whispered and wiped the shampoo out of his eyes, his teacher still holding him tightly in his arms. Gackt laughed a bit.
"Well... You are safe. And besides, I wouldn't let anyone else touch you, you know. You are mine, aren't you?"
"Yes... I am..." Kaoru managed to whisper.
Gackt pressed his lips against Kaoru's nape, kissing it lightly. Kaoru pressed his head against his teacher's shoulder, letting it happen. Damn it felt good... Gackt's full lips felt so awesome and the way he kissed him there. It was the most beautiful thing ever happened to him. And it felt awesome to be finally wanted, even though it was his own teacher who wanted him. He had never imagined his first love to be like this but it didn't matter. As long as someone wanted to be with him everything was perfect.
An enjoying sigh escaped from his lips as his lovers hands moved on his body, touching his naked upper body, caressing his chest with his long fingers. Oh god, it was so new, so unbelievable! Still he managed to speak. "Sensei, we shouldn't do this. And especially not here... You know you shouldn't even be here. If someone saw..."
Gackt turned him around and looked at him into his eyes. There was a lustful look in his teacher's eyes. "Yes, I know. I shouldn't be here but who else do you see here? No one. There is no one here, only the two of us. No one will ever know. And besides, I'm ready to risk everything for you. I want you right now, right here, and nothing else matters."
"You may lose your job, you know..." Kaoru whispered, voice shaking a bit. "If someone comes and sees us, you'll lose your job."
"It doesn't matter. All I want is you", Gackt said and before Kaoru managed to say anything his teacher was already kissing him passionately on lips. It didn't take much time for him to answer to the kiss because he felt just the same. He loved his teacher and wanted to be close to him in any way possible. He moved his lips hard against the older man's own, wrapping his arms around him. Gackt's hands found his lower body and took his bottom in his hands. Kaoru frowned a bit but didn't stop him and then Gackt pushed him against the showers' wall and kissed him hard against it, finding his mouth with his tongue and their tongues started to play with each other. But when Gackt moved his other hand to his abdomen he stiffened. What was Gackt doing?
"Sensei, stop..." he muttered cheeks blushed and removed his lips from his teacher's. "What are you... doing?"
Gackt laughed softly. "What's wrong? Don't say you are scared..."
"No, I'm just..." Kaoru didn't know what to say. He knew he acted like some blushing virgin girl. Well, actually he was blushing and virgin, just not a girl. And he knew that if they were going to make out, he would be the bottom. And it didn't sound nice. Not nice at all actually.
"Come on. Just relax. I'm not going to hurt you or anything. Just let me do this, it will be okay."
And Kaoru didn't stop him. He gave into his teacher, letting Gackt to take his organ in his warm hand. He moaned in pleasure and when Gackt started to move his hand he knew he was starting to harden. Though he first felt embarrassed, it went away and soon he was really enjoying of it, it felt so much better than with his own hand, after all. It was like he could have melted right there in his lovers arms. Yes, it was good. He was moaning in a loud voice when Gackt's hand caressed him erotically and Gackt played with his tongue with his own. Gackt's hand's speed fastened all the time.
Kaoru could feel himself coming closer to his release. Gackt was so talented in this, he must had been with many other men. "Gackt, I... I can't... I think I'm... coming. Mmmm..." He closed his eyes, and then it happened. He came to his teacher's hand with a loud cry, it even hurt a little, the feeling was so powerful. And he had been fast but he couldn't help it. It had been too good.
Suddenly the door slammed open.
Both of them turned to look there and breathed in shock. Gackt cursed and Kaoru felt his intestines go into a tight knot. Oh why?! Of all the people... it was YOSHIKI! (A/N: Add doom music here! XD) Why was this happening? Yoshiki looked furious and like he would kill them both.
"I knew it. I knew it!!!" they heard him snarling. His eyes were fixed on Kaoru and Kaoru gulped. Oh no, this would be his end. Yoshiki would kill him. In shock he started taking steps backwards, not daring to turn his back to furious Yoshiki.
Yoshiki began walking towards them eyes burning with rage, yelling: "YOU SLUT!" Gackt glanced at Kaoru worriedly. But instead of killing Kaoru Yoshiki stopped in front of Gackt and... hit him?! Kaoru squeeked and backed off, soon standing against the wall behind him and wrapped the towel around his waist with his whole body shaking.
Gackt cried out in pain as Yoshiki hit him but he didn't fall to the floor as Kaoru had thought. Instead he hit Yoshiki back gritting his teeth but got a new hit, this time it was too much. Finally Gackt fell to floor, and looked at Yoshiki with bloody nose. Kaoru couldn't say or do anything, he just stood there back against the wall and stared at those two.
"HOW DARE YOU?!" Yoshiki shouted at Gackt. "HOW DARE YOU TOUCH HIM?!"
Gackt tried to stand up but Yoshiki grabbed him from his neck and pushed him against the wall violently. Kaoru shook his head, holding his tears in his eyes. Yoshiki would kill Gackt, so furious he was. But Gackt didn't seem to be afraid - nor did he try to hide his nakedness -, instead he looked back into Yoshiki's eyes and said with an evil tone: "Oh, I dare. And he is SO much better than YOU!"
"Don't you NEVER EVER touch him again!" Yoshiki shouted. "YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A FILTHY WHORE!"
"You are just jealous because I'm with him and not you", Gackt hissed from between his teeth. "You are jealous because I... don't want you. I don't want you!"
Yoshiki was quiet for a while and just breathed furiously. Then he shouted right in front of Gackt's face: "I DON'T WANT YOU! I'VE NEVER WANTED YOU! I JUST WANT YOU TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!"
The room went silent and Kaoru stared at Yoshiki and Gackt in shock. What was Yoshiki talking about? What did he mean he didn't want Gackt? What was this all about? Gackt was the one who spoke first.
"Ahaha! Haha! Oh I see! You are in love with MY Kaoru! Hahahaa! I can't believe this, let go of me, bastard. You aren't at all better than I am. You want him yourself, isn't that right, oh dear Yoshiki?!"
"I didn't say I... want him!" Yoshiki hissed. "But he is just a BOY!"
Gackt shook his head and said: "He is 18 years old. And I love him, believe it or not."
"You don't even know... what the word love means", Yoshiki whispered and suddenly there were tears in his eyes. He wasn't shouting anymore. He let go of Gackt and took a quick glance at Kaoru, then adding to Gackt: "I know you are used to get what you want from anyone you want but leave students alone. You can't just go and fuck around with everything that moves! You are sick and I warn you: stay away from Kaoru or I'm going to tell Mana about you!"
"You wouldn't dare!" Gackt hissed.
"Try me", Yoshiki hissed back and smiled sadly. "I mean it, I'm not joking. If I see anything like this again you can say good bye's to your job. Don't you think that student's parents have a right to know if there's a pervy man lusting after their children? After all... All you really want from Kaoru is his virginity, isn't it? Another trophy for your collection!"
"Piss off! I don't have to listen to this", Gackt said and gave Yoshiki a warning look. "Just shut up already! You are making me insane!"
"Okay, I'm leaving. But I'll be watching you. And Kaoru, don't trust him. He is NOT how you think he is", Yoshiki whispered quietly, glanced at Kaoru for a moment and then he was gone. Gackt turned his attention to Kaoru who was shaking like a little girl now (A/N: Okay, I know it's hard to imagine but try :] ).
"Kaoru..." Gackt sighed and walked to him, taking him into his arms. But Kaoru pushed him off and said: "Don't touch me."
Gackt's eyes went wide of amazement. "Kaoru, you can't be serious. Don't you dare to say you believe what he said! He's nothing but jealous. He isn't happy so he wants others to suffer too. He doesn't want us to be together. Don't believe a word he said!"
"I... I just... I need to think about this", Kaoru whispered and walked to the showers door. "Just... leave me be. I don't know what to believe."
"But Kaoru, you know me!!! You've known me for years!"
Kaoru stared at his teacher sadly. "Yes. But I've also known Yoshiki for years. And he isn't a bad person. Like I said, I need to be alone and think, I'm sorry, sensei."
***
At the same time Kyo was walking towards the nearest café with Toshiya. He had already been walking towards his home but then he had heard someone calling his name behind him. And it had been Toshiya, of course, who wanted to spend some private time with him again somewhere. Kyo had agreed to Toshiya's request and they had decided to go drink some coffee.
"Well, how was you day?" Toshiya asked when they had been walking for a moment in a death silence.
"It was okay, I guess. I was a little bored though and I went to see Andou's and Niikura's sport's class with Shinya. Well, what's up with you?"
"Nothing... That's why I wanted to have some fun with you. We haven't been out for a long time."
"Totchi, it's been only three days since we were eating ice cream after school", Kyo noted.
"It is a long time for me..." Toshiya sighed quietly, looking at his feet. "I can't stand school. I have to get out sometimes, to have fresh air and hang out with my friends. Or actually, you are my only friend."
Kyo shook his head, embarrassed. "You would still be popular, you know. If you didn't hang out with me. You know I'm the reason why your friends are gone. And don't start to argue about it because both of us know it's true..."
Toshiya was silent for a moment. He felt so bad for Kyo. He knew it was true that he didn't have any friends anymore because of Kyo but there was no way he would abandon the shorter boy. Kyo had a warm heart and he was sensitive... Just like Toshiya himself. He was able to talk about anything with him, Kyo never laughed at him. Only when he was telling a joke. Kyo was his first true friend ever, and he would never let him go.
"I don't want to be popular. Not anymore", Toshiya whispered. "You are my only friend and it's fine that way. I don't need other friends." Though Kyo didn't answer anything to that, he felt warm after Toshiya's words. He loved Toshiya so much as a friend.
***
"Oh shit."
Kyo lifted his gaze at Toshiya with a questioning look on his face. "What?" They had just entered the small café where they always went when they wanted to spend some time.
"We should turn back and go to some other café. Look. They are here." Kyo looked to the corner of the café and frowned. Oh shit. Kei, Mizuki and Yuki were there, sitting around a small round table and having a noisy conversation. Luckily they hadn't noticed Toshiya and Kyo yet. Kyo nodded. "Maybe it's the best thing to do. Though I'm not afraid of those bastards. And they don't have Yuki's fat brothers with them."
Toshiya turned around and opened the door they had just shut behind them. They didn't want to get into any trouble so it was wise for them to just leave. Kyo was already almost outside when they heard Kei's irritating voice and stopped right there.
"Well, well... Look who's here", Kei said and they turned around again. "Our dear friend Toshiya with his cutie boyfriend. Haven't seen you for a while. Why don't you come and sit with us for a moment."
"Come on, Kyo. Let's go. Let's find another place", Toshiya whined. He still remembered how Kei had threatened him the day he had betrayed them. He had said that they would kill him and Toshiya definitely was too young to die.
"Aaaaw, he's got a pet name now? Kyo. What a disgusting faggot name", Kei continued. "Got any ass yet, Totchi? Ne?"
"Fuck you! Kyo is my FRIEND!" Toshiya shouted and everyone else in the café turned to stare at them with wide eyes.
"Don't be so boring, Totchi. We know what you have been doing since you became those so called 'friends'... You've been fucking ever since. It can't be that hard with that little man. I mean, look at him. He is pathetic. You don't need to do anything and he'll give you some, believe me."
"Don't talk about him like that!" Toshiya hissed back. Kyo was gritting his teeth next to him.
"Oh... so you are in love with him. Is that it?"
"WE DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIS! Let's go, Kyo-kun."
Few seconds later they shut the café's door behind them and left Kei and his two friends there, starting to walk away. Kyo didn't say anything and neither did Toshiya. It was silent again.
Toshiya was deep in his thoughts. He hated his old friends, really hated them. How dare they talk about his friend like that? How dare they suggest they had something between them, something more than a good friendship?! They had no right to even think about it, no less to say that he was using Kyo! He wanted to kill them. He quickly glanced at Kyo who looked like crying soon. Damn he hated Kei... But the most horrible reason why he hated Kei was...because he knew, deep down, that Kei had been right.
He... he was in love with Kyo.
TBC...
A/N: x3 x3 x3 That's it. I'll add next chapter as soon as I can, I hope it won't take long.
And please, review or vote. It's important for me!
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