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Freak	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3953 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Narrator’s POV.

It was unbelievably hot, even for July, and the three boys decided they wanted to sit outside and get some sun. Of course it took some talking Gerard into that, since he had read a comic where people died from being in the sun, but after Frank going outside shirtless and demonstrating that there was no danger, he agreed.

Frank’s POV.

“I spy with my little eye,” I started and my eyes darted around their backyard. “Something beginning with the letter S.” I finished half-heartedly. We were bored out of our minds, since we had been lying there for about an hour. But neither of us wanted to get up, so we started playing I spy.

“Swings.” Mikey muttered and I nodded slowly. Argh, I was so bored. The only one who wasn’t bored was Gerard, he was sitting up, still fully clothed, since he didn’t want to lie in just his boxers like me and Mikey. He was bouncing up and down with excitement each time he guessed it right.

“Can I go? Please, I have a great one!” Gerard squealed and Mikey nodded. It was amazing how Gerard’s mood didn’t go down with ours, since we were obviously bored out of our minds.

“I spy with my little eye something beginning with the letter F!” He shouted triumphantly and I couldn’t help but laugh. I lifted my head off my arms, where I was lying on my stomach and looked around. I saw Mikey doing the same thing, and I could almost see the different words beginning with the letter ‘F’ zooming through his head as he thought.

“Ehm, flies?” I tried, but Gerard shook his head and bounced excitedly up and down.

“You don’t see any frogs do you?” Mikey asked and sat up, to get a better look over their garden. Gerard shook his head and said a ‘nope’ as a reply to Mikey’s guess.

After five minutes Mikey got a broad smile on his face.

“Frank.” He said and pointed towards me and I laughed with him, how stupid we were who couldn’t think of that when it was so obvious.

“Nope.” Gerard said, making a popping sound on the ‘p’.

“Then you’ll have to tell us.” I said finally, scratching my chin.

He gave us both a grin then pointed towards me.

“Friend.”

Narrator’s POV.

For Gerard, having a friend was almost entirely new. Having someone except for Mikey that he could tell things. Having someone, who he could trust, and who he knew trusted him. When Frank opened up to Gerard, that was the most amazing thing that had ever happened to Gerard. That he could remember.

It made him feel so normal, so ordinary, to have a friend. To have someone that trusted him, someone that told him secrets. Frank had explained that he didn’t want Mikey to know everything he had told him, and Gerard did his best to keep it all in. It wasn’t easy, because sometimes Gerard didn’t keep track of what he was saying, words just slipped out. But so far, he was keeping his promise.

To Frank, having Gerard as a friend stopped him feeling so sorry for himself. He was still miserable, but it wasn’t as bad as it used to be. And he didn’t think that he had it harder then everyone else either, because he knew Gerard had it much harder.

It was a perfect match, Gerard got to know how it was to feel more normal, and Frank learned that there were people out there who struggled more then he did.

Last time Gerard had a friend, was when he was 13. It was the boy next door, though he was two years older. Cameron was 15, and very popular. So to Gerard, that Cameron wanted to hang with him, was amazing. At first they didn’t do much, mostly just watched movies and such, but then Cameron started telling Gerard weird things.

Things that scared him, things he didn’t want to try, but things that Cameron made him try. The first time it happened, was just three weeks before Gerard turned 14. They had been watching a movie, but then walked to Gerard’s room to just hang.

Cameron locked the door, because he told Gerard he had something important to tell him. Gerard wasn’t allowed to use the lock, because he sometimes hurt himself when he got angry.

Gerard’s room looked much like it does now, because Gerard was still a child in many ways, even if it was almost 7 years since that dreadful day.

“C’mon, just take your shirt off, I’ll show you.” Cameron whispered to a frightened looking Gerard. He didn’t want to, but Cameron said he wouldn’t be his friend anymore if he didn’t do as he said. And Gerard was more afraid of being alone, then doing what Cameron asked him.

So with Cameron’s helping hands, soon Gerard was wearing nothing but boxers, just like Cameron. Gerard’s whole body was trembling as Cameron let his hands grace over his chest.

“Lie down Gerard.” Cameron demanded and Gerard did as he asked, again too afraid to say no. When he was down on his back, Cameron climbed on top of him, and Gerard couldn’t help but cry. Tears soaked his cheeks as Cameron’s hands roamed his body.

Gerard had no clue what was going on, sure he had heard people talking about sex, but not ever two boys doing it. Never, and this wasn’t how it was supposed to be.

In Gerard’s mind he had a very specific vision of sex. It would be between two people that loved each other very much, and who both wanted it a lot. Of course Gerard thought he would never find a girl that would love him for who he was, but this still wasn’t what he wanted.

As Cameron’s unsteady hands made their way into Gerard’s boxers he cried louder. Gerard’s crying scared Cameron, because he didn’t want anyone to hear, so he quickly let his right hand make contact with Gerard’s cheek in a vicious slap.

“Stop crying or I’ll hit you harder.” He threatened between gritted teeth. All Gerard could do was nod, and try to stop crying.

The first time Cameron was satisfied with just touching Gerard, and forcing him to touch him back, but soon Cameron got more and more brave. A week after his 14th birthday Gerard was forced to give his first blow job, something he barely knew what it was before Cameron forced his face down on his cock and ordered him to suck.

A month after his 14th birthday Gerard lost his innocence.

That dreadful day, that Sunday, Cameron told Gerard he had decided they were going to go all the way. Gerard didn’t even understand what he meant, but soon he was lying there, naked, crying and begging for Cameron to stop.

Gerard had never felt such intense pain before in his life, and to him it wasn’t worth it anymore. Having Cameron as a friend wasn’t worth it if it was going to hurt that much every time. So he opened his mouth and screamed.

If anyone had been home, Gerard could have been saved, but there was no one that could answer to his cry. So Gerard had to lie there, and there was nothing he could do about it. He was almost 2 years younger then the boy who was lying on top of his back, and his face was buried in the pillows in front of him. He cried, he writhed, he begged, but nothing made the boy on top of him stop.

Until he was finished, until Gerard was filled with a stinging sensation as Cameron spilled inside him. Cameron, an inexperienced 15, almost 16 year old boy, hadn’t even used lubrication.

When Cameron was done, he got up and got dressed. He didn’t throw the broken boy on the bed a second glance as he unlocked the door and left.

After that Gerard refused to see Cameron anymore, but he didn’t tell anyone why. He was ashamed, he was scared, and he had no clue what to say. Gerard didn’t know what rape was, he didn’t know it was wrong. He didn’t understand that Cameron had taken advantage of him, he didn’t understand that what Cameron had done was illegal. Gerard blamed himself, and after that day, he refused to let anyone in his life. Until he met Frank.

The sad thing was, that meeting Frank meant so much to Gerard, that he knew in his head, if Frank ever asked him the same thing that Cameron had, he would say yes. He wouldn’t lose Frank, no matter what he had to do.

Of course, Frank would never even think of asking such things, but Gerard didn’t know that. All he knew was that sometimes you had to do horrible things to keep your friends, and Gerard was prepared to do anything to keep Frank as a friend.

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