Right Kind Of Wrong | By : writer101 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Kelly Clarkson Views: 5785 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Day two of Hollywood week and I was just as pathetic as the first day, thankfully though Ashley had stayed at home so I didn't have to put up with her constant digs. She thought Carrie looked like a tease and went on and on about how much the girl would break my heart if I ever had a chance with her. By the end of the first day I was hiding from my best friend so I didn't need to hear her talk any more.
Carrie had gotten through the first round to the surprise of no one. Randy was convinced that she would win the whole show with Paula agreeing with him completely. Simon had kept his mouth shut about the whole thing but his constant looks at me when ever she was in the room was beginning to make it clear that we did have a problem. I guess my face gave it away when ever she was around me, which was why I was now hiding out in one of the empty rooms that was kept for the contestants. Sitting on the floor with my packed lunch and my ipod I felt pretty silly. I was like the kid in school noone liked so would spend each lunch time in the bathroom. Just as I was about to feel really sorry for myself the door opened.
'i'm so sorry......i didn't think anyone would be here.........'I should ignore her I know, but my mouth had a brain of it's own.
'That's alright........Come in.......' So much for staying away from her. I watched shyly wanted over to me, her face pointing down towards the floor but still not looking at me.
'I just wanted to get away............' She explained while she gracefully sat down on the floor beside me.
'It's pretty wild out there.........kids running around everywhere.........'Kids?, god I made myself sound ancient. If she was interested in my at all it just vanished with my hip young talk.
'Everyone's pretty excited........' She still hadn't looked at me once, maybe I was making her uncomfortable with my constant starring at her. I quickly looked away pretending to find the window interesting. Silence filled us both, I really hoped she was just shy and not that she had nothing to say. I really didn't want her to be an air head.
'So i'm Kelly.........'I held out my hand as she looked up at me, she had this confused yet amused look on her face.
'I know who you are..........' Of course she knew who I was, I had been judging her all day.
'Course you do..........I keep forgetting im a judge............'
'Plus your Kelly Clarkson.........'She said my whole name which was something I hated. I couldn't stand how people had to inform me of who I was like I didn't already know, but when she did it I couldn't help but think it was cute. She was cute. 'I mean your like so talented.........and I love your new album....and you wrote on it, I mean I wish I could do all that......i mean just to be that talented............'
'Carrie.........' Her little outburst was cute but was getting frightened that she would run out of air soon.
'Sorry.......i'm just.......well im nervous........'She let out a big sigh like she had the world on her shoulders. 'Everyone here is so talented..........i feel like im hanging on a thread............' And she was serious, she really wasn't seeing what the rest of us saw.
'I think your worrying about nothing Carrie............you really shouldn't worry..........'I didn't want to give anything away but I really wanted to make her feel better. I could just reach out and brush away the loose hair falling around her face. Something to comfort her.
'I've never been away from home before and well this is really big...........i mean my dreams could come true and I just don't want to screw it up........i don't want to make any mistakes...........'
'You don't have to worry about anything Carrie.........i know you won't make any mistakes.........just keep focused on your dream and it will work out..........trust me i've been there............' I was convincing myself more than I was Carrie but she seemed to accept it like I knew what the hell I was talking about.
Day two and I had survived, I even survived a ten minute conversation with the most amazing woman in the world and I didn't make a complete full of myself, Ashley would be proud. I had hung around after everyone else had left hoping not to get into any more conversations with Simon. By the time I got into the car park it was in darkness causing me to rethink not bring Ashley along. She was always the tough one in these situations. Once I turned the corner to where my car was sitting I froze. God was really testing me now.
'Carrie?.........'She was leaning up against my driver door. Her arms wrapped around her protecting her from the cold.
'Thank god........ I thought this was your car...........but the more I waited the more I thought it was someone elses.............i had a vision of some creep coming round the corner.........'
'Na Simon left a while ago...........'Oh, I made her laugh, god that felt good. She's got an amazing smile.
'They left.......the bus left without me...........'
'They left you?...........'
'I was running late.......they must have thought I was on the bus................'i couldn't believe how I wanted to rip off the bus drivers head so bad. I was obsessed. You need a ride?
'You need a ride?...........'I practised in my head before asking, I wanted to sound light and easy and not like I would die if she said no.
'If that's ok?..........i really don't know la..........'
'Sure...........' very light and easy, I was getting better at it.
I let her climb in while I put my things in the back, before climbing in I took a few deep breaths. I could do it, I could sit in a small enclosed space and not do anything. I could be normal, or I could try.
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