Downer | By : kurtvicious Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Nirvana Views: 2146 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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{Coconuts pityful Work...}
He lied in his bed with his hands behind his head, starring at the ceiling. He awaited her arrival. Every car that passed thuse,use, his heart skipped a beat. She was out with his daughter, his one pride, his life. He knew what she was doing, what she’s allowing his daughter to see, but there’s nothing he can do but wait. One car passed and slowed down. He didn’t get up, he just sat there. 3 teenage boys hung out the windows shouting:
“YEAH KURT WE LOVE YOU!!” and threw something at his window. He didn’t flinch, he only mumbled “fucking teenagers…get a life and stop worshipping me” to himself.
A car finally pulled into the driveway. He sat on the edge of the bed and waited for her to come into the room. The front door opened loudly and he can hear shouted nonsense and things being thrown. She eventually stomped up the stairs and swung open the bedroom door where Kurt sat on the bed.
“Oh baby, whys it so dark? Setting the mood?” She laughed obnoxiously as she stumbled into the room, falling on the bed next to him.
“Where’s Francis?” was all he could ask
“Who?” She looked at him confused. He cosee see her nose was all rosy and her eyes, bloot.
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“You’ve been drinking…”
“Pssssht, no I haven’t…you silly, skinny, excuse for a man.” She laughed loudly again and pushed him with her hand.
“Whatever…where’s Francis? Our daughter? MY daughter…”
“Oh...HER…yeah she’s downstairs with the nanny”
He quickly got up to go downstairs to make sure that she was alright. He got to the door when a sudden smash stopped him. He turned around to see Courtney sitting on the, hu, huffing for air, and clenching the sheets in her hands.
“Why are you leaving? Is there someone else?”
“What? No, I’m going to go see Francis!”
“Who’s that? Your girlfriend?”
“Are you stoned?! Francis! Our daugh…you know what, never mind. It’s not worth it.”
“DON’T YOU LEAVE ME YOU FUCK!”
He didn’t turn back; he just kept walking out the door. He made it halfway down the hallway when what seemed to be a herd of rhinos, came trampling down the hallway after him. He quickly turned but it was too late. Courtney ran down after him and tackled him to the floor. Francis starred in disbelief at the battle going on right over her. Kurt eventually managed to push her off him and stormed back into the room and shut the door. There was no lock on the door so he put his back up to it and slid down to the floor sobbing. He could hear Courtney shouting to Francis:
“GET TO YOUR ROOM FRANCIS!! DON’T JUST FUCKING STAND THERE AND STARE!! GO!!”
The nanny grabbed little 2 year old Francis and took her into the other room. Courtney stomped down the hallway back to the room and banged on the door.
“LET ME IN! LET ME IU LIU LITTLE SHIT!!”
“NO! Not until you sober up and realize how much HELL you are putting me through!”
“HELL? YOU THINK THIS IS HELL?!” she ran back down the hallway and charged at the door, knocking Kurt out of the way. He quickly stood up and faced the woman that was almost 2 times the size of him. His face was filled with anger and concern.
“Come on! Show me hell Kurt! I thought you would…come on now” she taunted him. He just stared dead into her bloodshot eyes.
“It’s not fucking worth my time” He tried to pass her but she blocked the whole doorway. He could hear Francis’ cries downstairs.
“Don’t you see what your doing Kurt? You’re making OUR daughter cry”
“ME?! I’m not the one that took her out to get some food but came back shitfaced…lord knows where you took her!”
“Who are you to tell me that? You couldn’t kick heroin if you tried…your probably stoned now”
“Like hell I am…unlike others, I’m TRYING to make a better life for this girl…I don’t want her to end up like me…to fuck her life up like I have…she cant do that…I wont have it” he began to sob again.
“You fucking pussy…stop crying…” She slapped him across the face. His tears quickly stopped as he starred at her again. Anger took over his body and he didn’t realize what he was doing until he was on top of her repeatedly slapping her across the face. When he soon realized what he was doing, he quickly stopped. Blood oozed from the corner of her mouth as she clenched her teeth and wrapped her hands around his thin boney neck. He gagged and fell to the floor. Courtney stood over him and wiped her face. She grabbed the object closest to her, which happened to be an ash tray filled witd, bd, burnt out cigarettes, and smashed it on his face. Kurt had been knocked out.
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He awoke several hours later in a daze. The sun had risen and the house was quiet. He quickly jumped up in fear for his daughters’ life. He ran throughout the house, checking every room, every corner. But no sign of them. He ran back to his bedroom, out of breath, sobbing. ”what did she do with her? Why would sh thi this? How could she!” he groaned in pain as he clenched his stomach andl tol to the floor. He crawled to the end table and reached in the drawer pulling out a black pouch filled with his ‘medicine’. He examined it for a few moments as if he was debating in his head. Without hesitating, he opened it up and filled the syringe, pumping the narcotic straight to his vein, throughout his body. The stomach pain was soon lifted but he was now unable to stand. He kept nodding out. The phone rang but he made no effort to answer it. The answering machine answered it for him. ”Hi, this is Courtney and Kurt, We’re probably off getting stoned or something .::laugh::. So leave your message”
“God…we have to get that changed” Courtney’s voice called from the machine “Kurt? Kurt honey are you there? Well anyway…I’ve taken Francis with me and we don’t know where we’re going, be woe won’t return until you learn to love me! Ok—Ku—Hea—“The cell phone lost signal and was disconnected.
”Learn to love her? I DID love her…I do love her…I think…She’s the mother of my child…THAT’S my love…If she fucking hurts her I’ll kill her!” he thought to himself. He managed to get himself off the floor and stumbled out the bedroom door. He made it to the top of the stairs and stood there holding onto the railing. He put out his left foot to go onto the top stair but he had far too much heroin in him that he just fell forward down all 23 steHe lHe lied at the bottom of the staircase once again knocked out, both from the fall and the heroin.
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He awoken again several hours later, but this time in a bright white room. A familiar room. He slowly opened his eyes and gave them time to focus on the figure that was hovering over him. Courtney starred down at him with tear filled eyes.
“W-where am I?”
“In the hospital baby. It’ll be ok…I had to come home I missed you so much, and I saw your body lying on the floor and thought you were dead!”
“Francis…where’s Francis?”
“God damnit Kurt…is that all you care about Francis?! Don’t you trust me to leave her somewhere safe? Y’know I love her too!!” She stood up from the hospital bed
“Well…You’ve yet to prove that to me!” He held his head in pain
“SHES WITH THE NANNY YOU FUCK!! TRUST ME!! LOVE ME!!”
“Love you?! trust you?! I can’t do that! You won’t let me!”
“Fuck you Kurt! Fuck all this shit!” She ran out of the room and Kurt sat on the bed starring blankly at the floor…
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